Tunaikan Janji

Hari nie aku tunaikn janji yg agak berkurun dah janji dgn naim. tp bukan yg pasal repair beskal, tp pegi Aquaria. mmg aku ada ckp nk bwk diorg dgn syarat cukup bajetla. mungkin hari ni seru dah sampai, walaupun duit x brape nk cukup, kitorg sampaila jugak Aquaria. plan asalnya naim nk pegi zoo negara, tp memandang naim pun dah pegi 2 kali dan dia pun nk ubah plan, aku direct jerla drive ke KLCC. selama-lama nih x penah aku bwk kete p KLCC. slalu naik LRT jer. tp hari nih, aku ikut petua shikin-alauddin; house-mate 1st-3rd sem, alhamdulillah kitorg smpi dgn lancar. jalan MRR2 tu pun x jammed, lps ke susur keluar lebuhraya bertingkat pun jalan clear jer. mmg xde jammed, sume pemandu bawak kete penuh berhemah, sopan santun sgt. rasa syok pulak drive, x tensi langsung. rasa mcm bukan bwk kete kat malaysia la kiranya. parking kt KLCC pun byk, xde nk jalan jauh nk ke escalator. so far evrythg smooth sailed.

dah smpi KLCC, kitorg terus ke Aquaria. masa sampai pukul 11:55 pg, nak dkt tghari dah. orang pun x brape ramai. so aku pun tgkla brochure dia, especially kat rege tiketla. mmg dah suspect rege sorang dalam 20 lebeh. skali die tulis adult (with mykad) - rm28, (w/o mykad) -rm38. children (with mykid) - rm 22, (w/o mykid) - rm 28. naim xde mykid, sbb x buat pun. mira i/c die dkt mak aku. so total exactly yg aku kira rm 98. mmg masih lg dlm budjet, tp lps abis aquaria, kitorg xlehla nk makan. rupanya, jumlah sume rm78. so ada canla kitorg nk mkn jap lg. dalam Aquaria lebeh kurang Under Water World, Langkawi. byk ikan dlm aquarium. yg x penah tgk dah dapat tgk. seronokla kt dlm tuh, lebeh sejam kitorg dok pusing2 tgk mcm jenis ikan, termasuk haiwan lain jugak. lps tuh dkt2 dgn burung hantu, ada org tgh nk shooting probably documentary. kat situ pakat berkerumunla org, maybe nk muka diorg masuk tv kot?aku dgn adik2 jalan non-stop sbb xnk contribute to congested area. tmpt yg paling sume org pun suke ialah dkt tunnel tuh. mmg boleh nmpk ikan berjalan atas pala. seram gak tgk ikan pari dok lalu-lalang, mcm muka alien. jaws pun ada, tp xdela nmpk garang sgt. bykla ikan2 yg sgt besar, klu skali buat kari kepala ikan, sepuluh org mkn pun x abis. time syok2 dok amik gmbr, memory kad penuhla pulak. mmg dalam memory kad tuh ada video clips, mp3, game lg. tinggal sket jer memory utk taruk gmbr. dah tu kena pilih gmbr ntah hape2 utk dibuang. aku ingtkn 4GB bolehla taruk byk2, rupanya sangkaanku dangkal semata-mata.

dah abis tunnel, dah nk abisla perjalanan kitorg. lps keluar, kitorg p smbhyg jap. tp apehal la kunci surau lelaki. kesian naim kena tunggu kitorg. lps abis, rupanya naim pun dah smbhyg sbb surau tuh finally die bukak kn. pegila kitorg dkt suria. memula plan, nk mkn kfc. tp rmi sgt org sampai melimpah-ruah, kitorg pegi kedai bertentangan sbb org x seramai kfc. nk budjet punya pasal sbb free refill air, 1 jer set, yg lain ala-carte. dah kenyang, kitorg pun balik. byrla parking, rm7 hengget. tp kasi bengang sket org blakang, byr singgit-singgit kt auto-pay. hehe, dah byk sgt sengget, kasi taruk jerla itu dalam mesin kn? tp time nk balik nih signbod wat hal. sume jalan tulis exit. skali 3 kali kitorg dok berputar nk cari jalan kuar. memula mmg aku nk balik ikut MRR2, tp bebudak nih suh ikut jalan lagi satu, so kena perati signbod jerla. baliknya jalan jammed. mungkin balasan sbb dah bersuka-ria td kot? hehe, x kesah. aku balik ikut jalan pahang. dkt dgn bulatan pahang tuh yg jammed, dkt hbkl/gh pun agak jammedla. jalan gombak pun jammed jugakla. sume jalan agak jammed la kesimpulannya.

itu sahajala cerita aquaria. aku rasa mcm aku sorang jer yg xcited, budak2 nih wat tatau jer. yg naim muka asyik masam jer sbb dah letih. mira so far so cool, xde mende yg mcm interested sgt. cuma aku jerla terckp kuat/terseparuh menjerit setiap kali nmpk ikan yg besar/xpenah tgk/menakutkan. umm, ape lg ek? kt bwh nih aku postkn gmbr2 seekers/ikan scary. seriously menakutkan setiap kali tgk dia dtg kt kita...

p/s: self-explainatory ek gmbr2 tuh; malas nak explain =p

Janji Tinggal Janji

I have been promising naim to bring his bike to the repair shop and till now i didn't keep my words to him. kesian dia, x sampai hati nk tgk muka dia bile ckp kena kensel, tp dia slalu ckp ok jer. i know dis make me a bad sister but for the past week, ive been busy. there's a lot going on and i keep on pushing my promise. rasa sgt2 bersalah. however, tomoro is going to be the day to repair those bikes, tp mak ckp nk p putrajaya pulak esok. we'll see how it goes. harap dapat buat semua skali gus and then i can re-write this tittle post. i'm very sorry naim, kakin bukan xnk bwk basikal tu, tp ada mcm2 lagi bende kena buat. nanti kita pegi sama2 okay? kakin harap naim faham dan maafkn kakin yea...

Waiting Like Pain In The You Know Where

alahai, terasa sgtla lama menunggu nk download movies2 nih. smpi skrang satu pun x siap lg. ni dah lebeh 3 minggu nih. xknla nk on laptop ni 24-7 cam PC. setakat ni dah 6 hari dah x tutup2. maunya mereng dan senget mende nih. td pun ada tanda2 nak majuk dah. sorry, didnt mean to overload you with the download, but me want watch movies!!! me dah lama x pegi tgk movies because hp wont watch movies with me. instead he asked me to go watch with my fwens, gurlfwen only. umm, but i love watchin movies with him, sbb just by sitting next to him makes my world worries-free. so now i want to download all the movies dat ive missed watching them in cinema. tp sgtla lemah gemalai rate die utk download. nampak gaya bape minggu lagi la laptop ni amik OT. wat to do kn, you want it, then suffer!!! - kejam bunyinya...

What A Drama Queen

To begin, rasa malu pulak nk ckp byk2... but here i wud like to admit dat i'm being such a drama queen for a while. i mean, it's not dat long for my hp to back again. tp dats just tipical of me, nak jugak bein such a baby. i thought no one will be interested in reading my thoughts, rupanya i get my cheerleader instead!!! thanks a bunch guys... all the cares means a lot to me, evntho bein so dramatic, turnout dat dis big baby still need dat extra attention... hehe =)

so watsup with da diner thingy ek? da only person who could provide da juicy gossip is for da moment nur adibah binti azhar. tgh promote nih, jadi harap2 hujung minggu ni adala a little sumthg to read and talk about di blognya. sama-samalah kita menunggu apakah kesudahannya....

till here, nanti borak lg. nak turun, mau masak itu mee hoon sup. my mouth suddenly went watery... really got to stop writing. so to all my ever dearest friends, sume-sume my friends, you are the shining stars. eventho you are so far away, your glitters make my dark skies fill with precious diamond. now the song twinkle twinkle little star is playing in my mind non-stop. till later...

Mending Own Heart

What do i do to mend my broken hart? there's no pixies dust and nothing is nice, just pieces of shit. one of my eyes is swollen like a pau, and uve guess it, my tears are like rain falling from the sky. i hate confronting my feeling in open air like this but damn it, it's hard to keep it shut. i don't know to whom i shud turn to, which shoulders to cry on. i know i got my own shoulders, and ive been a tough person all my life, taking care my own self. but dis is one of the time i just felt tired to stand strong, to be tough. now i felt my heart is melting, my brain just whoosh into sponges spaghetti, my body just went numb and all i could hear is dead silence. now that's da depressing we're talking about.

i know 2moro will come and the grand saga will continue. but for this moment, i really could use a big comfy arms to keep me warm through the nite. wait a second, just my luck, i dont have that arms. not yet, not ever. guess i should use my own arms instead which is sucks. i mean, i can provide these arms to others, but yet when i'm in need, there's suppose to be other arms that i cud use. what can i say more, that's da life ive to live for. bein the huge cheerleader for evryone yet to be my own cheerleader when im down. enough chitter chatter, till later...

Medical Medic

Sape suka tgk house? i sure does!!! recently finished watchin house season 3 and now moving to season 4. other medical series dat i like watching is scrubs. scrubs is one of a kind, much different from any other doctors wana be series. i like scrubs for all the comical stunts, but house is more toward the attitude. i used to love watching e.r, but too much drama. the only thing i like to watch grey's anatomy is because of izzie, i dont know her cast's name in grey's because she isn't playin the main role. i like izzie because of this episode in roswell, where she doesn't give a damn dat no one is by her side durin her weddin. she is so stunning and she's drop dead gorgeous no matter wat her hair color is. knocked out is one of the movies she acted and she's the lead. why am i talking about izzie? the fact is she look honest and sincere in evry role she played. and i like watching her evntho she appeared not more than ten minutes per episode. seein her act really make the show worth watchin.

other thg why i mention about these medical tv series is dat, i love watching doctors in action. i just love seein them sayin all those never heard medical terms before. it is because in this way i cud learn new symptoms and understand wat the doctors are trying to say evrytime i pay them a visit. futhermore i can speak to my sister about medic things and i cud understand wat she's learning and how difficult it is to become a doctor. wats more important is dat i always felt grateful and thankful for the health dat Allah had blesse for my family and me. so be grateful and thankful eventho you think you don't have to...

Stare Back At Me

I just finished staring at my phone, asking myself why bother buyin expensive phone when the only thing i can do with it is staring my eyes out!!! hmm, i wonder what is hp doin now? it's 1.17 am so i know he's asleep. but ive been trying to call him or waiting for him to call, but till now jillo. i understand he's been busy with his work, with his going-away-trip-for-training-far-far-away, but i'm curious about his well-bein. whether he's okay now, had he packed already, have he eaten, the usual stuff dat evry gurlfren/wife/mother worries about. but i guess he's fine. he's always more than fine. it seems dat i'm da baby who doesn't know evrythg whenever i'm with him. but i wana hear his voice 24-7, is dat too much to ask? not much rite =)

hmm, so i guess dis is it. please excuse me, i want to continue staring at my phone again. nite evryone, sweetdreams..

Me and My Big Mouth

This is the biggest reason why i should just stich my mouth shut!!! the reason, when evrytime i said sumthg dat i dont wana do, tend to be dat sumthg is have to do by me. or evn the slightest comment about sumthg, dat sumthg will back fire to me...

for example, umm i did said how much i loathe going to work recently... then walla, i'm going to work this monday... so i will be going to work again, but i'm sure someone will be mad at me for going to work. it's a huge dilemma, i'm in between two chaos decision maker, one side want me not to work, the other side you know what the other side want me to do; to go to work... so as i'm still living under this one side roof, i should do exactly what they want me to do... turn out, this monday i'm going to work. but now, how da heck i'm gona break this news to this one side. i hope this side will understand and give the blessing...

not gonna talk about the work, it's just sumthg to be put in my resume later. i just went to the office, and the boss briefly talk about the work. so we'll see how it goes. i do hope evrythg and every side will be fine and pray for my safety. so enough jumblin, let's talk bout sumthg else...

i just past across dis magnificant gate during my way to the office. the house located at some where Bukit Antara Bangsa. so you may guess whose house is that. i like the gate, it's so unique and the house looking pretty damn awsome. again, enough about the house, i'm sure the house owners can brag about their house themselves. i should not intervene their bragness.

another stories about my big mouth, i never once should comment about anythg or anyone because i will get the consequnces right away. for another example, i should never ever have a slightest thought about others problems. such as their injuries, their condition, or anythg about other people because eventually it will happen to me. i used to slightly say in my heart when i looked at someone and there's a breakout on their faces; next day, boom happen to me. i used to slightly say in my heart this person have eye bag, now i'm having them. and now i have evry skin problem dat evryone had. the strange thing is, i'm the only person in the family whose been having endless skin problems. while none of my family member having any problem. their faces are soft and smooth and i really envy them. but what can i say, me and my big mouth.

so from now on, whenever i have the thought, i just let it go and think of sumthg else. i dont give any damn about others problem any more, i know they can solve it themselves without me thinking about it too much. but now, i'm having a big problem on how to break this working news to my someone nih. i don't know, just do it i guess. wish me luck people...

Spread The Word

Uniten, full of ups and downs memories... do i wana relive and cherish the moments? um, maybe yes or maybe not. tp thanks to Uniten, this is the platform where i met an incredibly wonderful person. if isn't for Uniten, i'm sure our path will never cross and i'm not where i am today. so there's a lot to thank Uniten for, i'm sure we all are, aren't we Unitenians? for those whose excited to come back home, here's your big day!!! but for me, enough with your stories and pictures. let me know all the details...

Concentrate and Focus

Your IQ score is 122 - Your Intellectual Type is Inspired Inventor. This means you've got exceptional verbal and mathematical skills, and are very good at brainstorming new ideas.

My 1st time seriously do the IQ test. da last time main hentam sbb byk sgt kena pk, so i get around 60 sumthg i guess. after telling this to hp, he said that i never take anythg seriously in my life. asyik nak main2 jer, dats why i get ridicious score. he said dat he knows i'm much better thatn that IF i concentrate AND i focus on wat i'm doing. so i did the quiz again and not bad right? not the nerd type just the biasa-biasa people. so the big lesson for today is never give up and do your best =) ...umm, tp test ni pun bukannya boleh pki pun, just for fun rite? gotcha ...

Dream Land

I have dreams and so does evryone else kn... but when i was a little girl, i like to dream a lot. and i make dreaming as my favourite past time. so in my dream, i create and imagine how i am gonna live my life. some are fulfilled, some may not yet be fulfill. but so far, like i always say and believe, i had evrythg dat i ever wished for.

from my dream and the way i lead my life, there's not much of a different. i dream of being known (not well-known, not famous but just known) in high school. and i guess i did become noticed and known by the warden and some of the teachers. maybe i wished it da wrong way, i mean i should wished to be known for the good thg instead of the other way around. but wat happen stayed dat way rite?! then when i enter my higher education, i dream dat i will stay with my housemates in a double storey house with a nice front yard. i will be going to school driving a car. but eventually i didn't stay at my dream house with my constant changing housemates. so dats a big frustation. to look at the bright side, i did get the chance to drive to school. so its a blessing for me. later in my dream, i dream of having babies and taking care of them and having a wonderful husband. so far, i did get a wonderful husband to be but no babies yet. but funny because i didnt dream of living in a nice front yard double storey house with my husband and babies this time. da only matters is to have babies and a husband. so where are gonna live exactly? umm, dats shud be thought in my dream now.

moving on to my dream, again i never dream of working. i never ever dream of wearing a working suit and eventually go to work. why i never dream of dat before? is dat why i find it so hard to actually apply for work? i would rather stay at home and be the houselady (a housewife soon to be i hope) than to be up in the morning facing the workload. so here i am at my home living my dream in my dream land. really, never cross my mind when i was little to dream about me working. the only dream dat i remember, i will prepare breakfast for my hubby, kiss good bye to him, do da laundry, watch my garden, go shopping with my retired mum, do facial, do my hair, you know all the housewife stuff da housewife does. am i a brat because of not wanting to work? i really think working isnt just fit for me. i just wana be home and taking care of my family. i wana always be there for evry functions, evry events dat happen in their lives. i dont wana left out or missed any moment at all. dis is wat i dream of when i was a little girl, and from the way i see it, now my dream are becoming a reality. and it's great, yay!!!

wat a fantasy, dats wat goes in my head when my brain started to create all this fantasy, this dream. up till now, i love to dream. some might say wats da use of dreaming, just go out and live your life da way it is. but the really funny thing is, some of my dream happen da way i dream of it to happen. so instead of me planning my brain out, my dream let me live my life. so far, my dream never failed me and i wana be in my dream land, where evrythg is like candy, so sweet and full of pixies dust. da only thg i wished for now is dat i wish i could include evryone to be a part of this dream land. but does evryone want to be in my dream land? did they have their own dream land? did they believe in their dream land? do you? i believe you do... so lets build our dream land together and live life the dreamy way...

p/s: wat you read probably wont make any sense, but to find the sense you must use your sixth sense, and your common sense will rule out the nonsense afterall

Holiday Come Again

Just read a few blogs and thank god finally there's update. i was wonderin am i da only freak who enjoys blogging other than no one else... but wat can i say, i know you girls been busy with work and all, and dat makes me da only person whose living my life to the fullest =)

so by saying living my life to the fullest, i wana write my recent holiday trip... it all started last saturday. first stop we wnt to Kuala Kangsar, Perak where there's a function that my dad had to attend. so the rest of us jalan-jalan around Arena Square. for Zohor & Asar prayer, we went to the Kuala Kangsar mosque and the structure gave me an awestruck wonder. im sure for those who have been to the mosque will share the same opinion kan? later in the evening, we went to Bukit Merah for an overnight stay and for the next day we have to be at UUM for the next function. At UUM, the function was alrite. nothg much to be seen or heard. but i did the medical check provided by the sponsor. i realise the nurses doesn't calculate my BMI correctly but dat doesnt matter becoz i know how to measure it myself (my height isn't 1.57m) but im concern about my blood pressure and alhamdulillah it turn out normal 120/80. dats a relief considering my eldest brother had a high blood pressure 157/90 da last time he went for a check up. other check up was cholesterol level. the assistant draw some blood and i mistakenly gave my right arm instead of the left and as the result, my arm ache all day. (sometime i sob in silent, i cudnt stand da pain) next agenda we went back to kampung!!!

we stayed at tuk dgn wan's house till tuesday bcoz on tuesday we were about to head to Langkawi. so at Langkawi, we stayed at Aseania which is great becoz we've got 3 rooms. the place is awsome... this is da first time i stayed at Aseania, but my family have been here before. so i am da only one yg excited. to do comparison, i know Langkawi Lagoon has better rooms, service and beautiful seashore. but at Aseania, this is the tourist spot, because of the many bars and pub. so you don't really feel isolated and you can go to the shop or the beautiful beach by foot. also, the Underwater World is not that far away. we stayed at Langkawi for 3 days and i bought chocolates for my hp. i love the packaging and the beautiful boxes. so im sure dat he's gonna love it. speaking about my hp, i promised him 4 boxes of chocolate chips and he's so upset when this issue is raise over the phone. okay, i am intending to keep my promise and i promise that tha chocolate chip will be done by the time you come back here yea =)

i had a great time at Aseania, but my heartbeat stop for almost 4 seconds when i saw Naim almost drowned at the pool. mind you, over the 2 slides; never use the right side of the pool bcoz it is dangerously deep (2m) unless ure a good swimmer dat is. i was watching him from the side of the pool when i saw him panicked after reaching the end of the slide. thankfully he knows how to swim or else i have to rescue him myself. later i jumped in the pool and stand guard by him and makes him stay closed to me. i dont want another adrenaline rush over my body bcoz later i felt aches all over my body. all and all, he is safe and sound and we did have awesome time at Langkawi.

on thursday, right after we reached kampung, we went to rumah Pak Ndak bcoz his family was having kenduri. since the kenduri is almost over, there's not much to be done. only a few dishes to wash and later i swept the floor. on friday, i went over next door with mak teh. there's another kenduri will be held on saturday, kenduri kawin. at first, i helped out in the kitchen but then again there's not much to be done, so i went upstairs to help decorating the bride & groom room. i helped with setting the curtains and the veil. when i was a kid, i always fantasized to help decorating the bilik pengantin. but now dat i can, i didnt feel that excited at all. probably because of decorating some one else's room instead of mine. later that night, i helped mak teh with the bunga telur. it was yellow and i loved the way all the bunga telur set nicely at the pahar. saturday came and people enjoyed themselves at the kenduri. the food was good and everythg is perfect. i got the chance to see the bride and i prayed that i wont look dat way on my wedding. is not she's not beautiful or anything, but the way she portrayed herself; she doesnt look friendly at all. maybe she's nervous or something. i dont know, but really i did prayed hard not to be seen dat way ever...

on sunday, it's time to say goodbye to all. i have a great time with syafika and izni, my little cousins. they followed me evrywhere and that time i felt like im having my own kids. dat was tough. when i was taking care of naim, whenever i dont feel like taking care of him, there's always mak around. she will nourish him while i am having me time. but now i learn dat, having my own babies, dat mean they gonna stuck at/by me 24-7. imagine dat, no more video games, no more surfing internet, no more late night movies, no more me my own evrythg because evrythg in my life need to be change. im not the focal point any more once they are around and that freaks me out big time!!! but then some one told me, babies bring you happiness and you don't want to be out of their sight ever... i hope what that some one say is right eventually... when saying goodbye, it was heartbreaking seeing kakak's face. i like to stay with her all the time, but we need to know our place. then again, we have plenty of time to meet and have fun right. till the time come, we just have to play it right.

here come monday, and i am still feeling blues of all dat happen. still need a reality check for the house chores. tomorrow i will be up on my two feet again doin the same routine as before. but today, let me have some peace in me yea. afterall, last night, i did iron a full load. so today, let me gear up for tomorrow's duty kan... to all my dearest peeps, keep on living to the fullest, not half empty, not half full but the fullest and beyond =)

Lunch Menu

Baru lepas settle masak tghari and although some are quite skeptical nak try mkn td but in the end everybody love it. so wat is it dat ive cooked? well, to be honest i dont know it myself. main blasah jer td. now im writing it down so the next time i wont forget how to cook it. its very simple sbb kite blasah jer and it doesnt require a lot of your time to do it.

pertama sekali tumis bawang besar, nxt masukkan daging/ayam. nxt masukkan air n cabai melaka, nxt tepung jagung, nxt kicap tiram, nxt minyak bijan, nxt lada putih n hitam, nxt chicken stock a bit, nxt garam n seasonin, nxt tomato, carrot and kacang buncis and kobis n finally masukkan mee. tada, dah siap...

see, x byk kerenahkn? the amount nk masukkan bape byk it's up to you sbb nie resepi sesedap rasa, sesuka hati. the taste is quite sumthg, so do try out dis recipe =)

My 25th Anniversary

On the journey to celebrate my quarter of century of living, mind me to remind myself to always appreciate the love ones, the family, the health, the happiness, the gifts, the everything around me that i usually takes for granted. it's been a rough journey yet there's so many wonderful and joyous things keep on happening in my life. i truly cherish all these flavour, colourful and spices that blended in perfectly to make this journey so tasteful. I'm still looking for more adventures to come though and hopefully my journey so far will be my guidance toward the next few chapters of my wild path... well, Happy Birthday =)

My Properties... Show Off =P ...

Kali ni kinda bragging post if you would like to think of it as dat way... but to me, dis post really mean a big thing because of my own reasons and u wont find my reasons dats gona make any reasons at all, well what da heck la kn... i'll keep on reasoning anyway... so wats da big of a deal about my sort of bragging nih... let's hear it shall we =)

umm, so far in my live ive been in observing mode... only to see people around me using all those gadget and of course instead of observe, i would very much like to have my own gadgets... so from time to time, da waiting has been anticipating... and today my day seems to be a full glass... worth drinking it all, how i am truly blessed... thank you Allah for all these fine things i had with me... good health, happy family, someone i can truly cherish, my dearest friend and now my coolest stuff dat i had with me now...

for as long as i've remember, dari kecik dulu well, most of my stuff is second handed... of course there's a strong sense of dissatisfaction... i dont mind actually because i know it would be heart breaking for my parent if i didnt appreaciate the stuffs. so yg best bangat is my brother la, being the eldest, always get the new one. tp he deserve it sbb die pandai. so getting flying color result meaning getting a new bike, then i can have his old bike. but dats great with me janji ada beskal. new or not doesn't matter, janji leh ronda-ronda pun dah cukup. kira i'm very easy to please little girl, x byk cekadak. tp to get new toys doesn't required good grade cuma kena work really hard time hari raya. why? the more collected money, the best toys we can get. so lps raya, mak dgn abah akn bawak kitorg shopping mainan!!!

x abis2 lg flashback ke nih? okayla, we'll be moving to recent days... so nak cptkn sket story ni sbb masa kecik2 dulu x best sgt. asyik tgk orang lain jer berlagak. tau jerla budak2 kecik2 sumenye nk berlagak. kitorang pun ada jugak mende nk berlagak dgn budak2 taman tu, tp sbb mak x bg nk berlagak2, so kitorg maintain low profile jerla. for example, masa aku umur 6 tahun kitorg baru balik dari jepun. gadget kat sana pun mmg canggih dah masa tuh. kitorg ada bwk balik first game console dari jepun. masa tu rasanya kat malaysia xde lg kot, klu adapun mahal . tp i enjoy watching my brother playing it instead of playing it myself. rasa seronok betul tgk die main mario bros. especially bile die dpt selamatkn princess tu. anyway, kitorg masih x berlagak eventho we should sbb ada budak umah ujung tuh asyik berlagak 24-7. sume brg yg ada kt umah die nak berlagak kan. for example again, sbb umah die lot tepi, umah die ada mcm padang kecik kt tepi tu and dats a heaven place utk budak2 nak main2 and also because rumah2 yang lain xde padang tu. so budak2 lain telan air liur jerla. tp tu sbb budak2 lain malas nk main dgn die, at the end die kena telan ludah die sendri. wat an idiot!!! enough bad mouth la weh... bulan pose nih x baik ngumpat byk2 sgt...

up till high school pun sedeh jugak... dis is da most challenging time sbb dis is da time whether ure a cool or a looser... and dat time im a looser... total looser la masa form one... coz i dont have anyone for advise, masih terbawa2 lg attitude budak sekolah rendah. da dressing, da talking, da stuffs... masa form one mmg looser habis. then moving on form 2 kire dah upgrade sket. dah jadi pengawas and dapat lompat straight first class. no matter wat people say pun dah x kira dah... u can talk to the hand jerla, sbb telinga malas nak dengar...

form 3 is da best time of my life sbb dapat turun kelas, da 2 class which is such a relief to me because i cant standla duduk kelas budak2 pandai nih... everyone keep on expecting da best from u, klu dapat markah rendah mmg asyik kena target jer, dpt markah tinggi pun mcm xde hal sbb sume pun dapat markah tinggi. not forgetting the competition is very high. and i dont wana keep up with them sbb aku bukannya jenis yg rajin study. nak bukak buku pun malas... form 3 knape yea best? sbb budak yg best ada dlm kelas tuh... sume jenis happy je memanjang, tu yg best sangat tuh... xdela rasa stress out sgt blaja. and cikgu2 pandang serong jer kt kitorg sume. dats another good reason sbb bile time result pmr kluar, baru bijik mata diorang yg terkeluar... mana2 cikgu yang mulut dier mcm mulut tempayan pun leh tertutup jer tak percaya, sbb budak yg die dok mengata niela antara 2 org i repeat 2 orang jer yg dapat straight A's dalam kelas tuh... nganganga, dis really is the greatest and sweetest revenge ever!!!

form 4 & 5, well nothg to talk about sbb dah masuk asrama... duduk pulak kt terengganu... lainla pulak expectation diorg toward orang2 kl or orang2 luar nih... sgt x aci tol sbb aku org gombak and gombak mane de kl... tp berlagak jerla mcm orang kl wlupn xla kl mana pun. berlagak mcm beser2 jerla dgn 3 segerombolan kawan2 ku itu... umm, masa akhir form 4 aku dptla pki handphone yg just nice bentuk die. xla gabang n stylo jugak. im one of the two girls pki handphone time tu... the boys rasanya ada kot pki tp x amek port pun... handphone ni yg x x bestnya x dpt call out, so kena call mak guna public (yang kena beratur panjang tuh) then barula mak akn call balik... tp janji handphone kan, dah xyahla beratur pjg utk guna public...

masa kt matrix, well the stuff yg best dapat masa result spm keluar. abah bagi sony discman which is sgt mahal regenya time tu... tpkn, bukannya x syukur, but i want a walkman sbb nak beli cd sgt mahalla. beli tape murah sket. and senang nk bawak time naik beskal. ooo, dkt matrix pun im one of 7-8 girls yg bwk beskal... hehe, bike rider... brutal like hell masa tu... sbb dak pompuan yg bwk beskal sket jer time tu and im riding so not like a girl. siap lps2 tangan tuh time corner tajam. n masa petang2 p kt blakang, ada satu bukit mmg tinggi nk mautla (ada tangki air kt situ) kitorg mainla beskal. best woo, turun dari bukit tuh mmg laju giler... seronok sgt feeling at the top of the world la time tuh... wat a time of my life la kiranya...

dkt uniten lak... xdela best sgt pun... beser2 jerla... first year lps dapat scholar from jpa terus beli pc yg power and dpt phone first generation nokia... then ada mini fridge yg aku letak dlm bilik which make my room macam 5 star hotel... then bawak tv, sumer barang2 klu boleh nk sumbat dkt asrama tuh... dats y im so malas nk kluar bilik sbb sume nye pun ada... tp bile dah boring2 tuh bawakla turun basketball men kt blakang...umm, masa 3rd yearla baru dapat bawak kete... thanks to mak sbb kesian tgk anak dier asyik letih gle lps balik skolah... klu abis klas awal jer kena tunggu lama gle sbb abah amik lps office hour. keadaan lagila parah klu abah ada meeting... disebabkn kasih sayang yg sgt menebal pada anaknya, mak pun belila kelisa SE kaler silver-black yg sgt comel itu. senangla anaknya utk ke sana ke mari x henti2 utk amik adik2nya pulang dari sekolah, pegi kedai beli brg... pegi klas, balik kelas... seronokla dpt bawak kelisa tu smpi skrang (in spite of a few accident that occured)... sayang kelisa, ure my best buddy ever... utk final year mak belikn laptop utk buat final year project sbb my pc masa tu asyik meragam jer kejenye...

umm, so lps abis uniten ada la keje kejap kat sana n sini... because of these jobs, ive got the chance to own my most favourite gadget in the world. to some, wat i own xdela best mana pun kn... but to me, i love ever single thing and cherrish them all. dats y im so upset klu my stuffs hilang, stolen or misplaced it... but im really proud of my gadget because ive put my sweat and tears to get it all... mmgla mak ada bantu, tp its my own effort dat makes it all so special. i mean, mana best klu dpt free2 jer kan, u must proove urself dat u deserve to have it all... barula rasa best x ingt!!! to my recent collection of gadget, i just bought myself handphone Nokia - N76 (taula korang punya phone lg canggih), a Sony digital camera (DSC-S650,xla mahal sgt), a PSP yg sgt suka sbb dapat main Locco Rocco and lastly my own laptop, Acer Aspire 4710... itu sahajala yg saya ada wat masa ini... ofcourse i wana have my own bungalows and hot rides... tp skrang all dat i want is to get marry and have babies... i think for now my gadget pun dah complete and im happy at where i am rite now... no more stuff to dream for... so wats your stuff? wats ur dream gadget? keep chasing your dreams till you can taste it with your own hands...

When Makciks Gone Mad

Baru jer lps tgk 4 blogs, sumenye xde cite baru. akunye pun xde cite baru... sume yg dah suam. so kali nih cite gakla pasal Hari Wanita yg aku p dgn family 25 Ogos yg lps. dah mmg suam sgt cite nih pun, so malasla nk tulis dgn excited. tp yg nk jadikn sbb utk diceritakan ni pasal "When Makciks Gone Mad" sbb according to my observations, women tend to be stupid or perangai serupa beruk mak yeh is when men isnt around. so adala makcik2 yg serupa tak berupa orang berperangai mcm i dunno, really malas nk mencarut2 dalam blog nih. i felt ashamed and embarassed by looking at them. betul2 ruined my first concert, yup my ever first live concert i've ever been to. tp it was a fun day for my family. even ma' pun seems to enjoy herself inspite the makcik incident. i mean, taula excited dapat jupe M. Nasir, Anuar Zain and all the other artists tp ni smpi terkinja2 dgn diorg siap peluk cium artis2 itu, i really mean get a grip la makcik2 oii. ingt sikit tuhan klu x ingt laki dgn anak2 dkt rumah tu. dahla tinggalkn tangunggjawab hari tu just to "celebrate" hari wanita, ni dah smpi buat dosa pulak. really, hilang mood and respect utk makcik2 yang dah separuh abad hidup nih. ingtkan lagi tua, lagi senonoh tp i guess dis is da price for living in the new millenium... dah hilang sifat malu, dah hilang maruah diri... but i really just dont get it...

so overall da day was okayla... lps abis round2 dkt Bukit Jalil tuh, p dkt Tugu Negara... believe it or not, adik2 saya x penah pi tempat2 historical lg. diorg lg suka lepak dkt rumah rather than jalan2 berpeleseran tak tentu arah. dats why ma' pun x pening pala sbb anak2nya x suka keluar rumah sgt. Tugu Negara hari tuh ramai orang, sbb masa tu pun dah nak Hari Merdeka, byk family yg bwk anak diorg. budak2 kecik2 tuh sume excited tgk tugu smbil buat tabik spring. dis is it for this entry, but im wondering bile alergic elly to the techno nak abis... really miss her story...

In The State Of Horror

Hari khamis lepas kitorang p Sunway Lagoon, tp dis is the second time around pi situ. first time around, sume org pi except my eldest brother sbb dier ada kenduri. tp masa first time tu, aku dgn naim jer yg main air. mak dgn abah sume pi naik rides. tp kak lin, adik dgn bb jer yg naik roller coster tu. mak dgn abah naik ferris wheel. main air dgn naim best jugakla, seronok jer teman dier. tp kesian, dier nak naik yg water slide tu, tp unfortunantely aku xleh nk naik sbb x pki seluar pendek or tights. dier sgt kecewa, tp we have fun jugakla despite dier x dpt naik slides tuh. memula mmgla nk p main rides kt atas sana lps mandi, tp sbb nak balik awal, aku cuma men air jerla. tp sbb boleh dtg lg, tu yang x berapa terkilan x dpt main sume.

So dis time around rmila relatives aku pun turut serta. yg pi sunway lagoon kali ni family aku, family pak tam & mak tam dgn family ngah. diorg sume ni turun dari kedah and johor sbb minggu lepaskn cuti sekolah. so amik kesempatan nila nk berjalan-jalan kt kl nih. so the total number yg pi 23 orang;15 dewasa and 8 budak kici. budak2 kecik tu pun pki tag orang dewasa jugakla, belasah jerla, janji leh masuk.

first stop, we hit da water. masa tu men air dkt bwh, kat situ x rmi org sgt berbanding yg kt atas sana tu. so mainla ada satu slide ni. nmpk mcm x takut, tp bile dah nk smpi bwh tu kecut perut gakla. tp dah dua tiga kali naik, rasa mcm xde hal la. so dah boring men slide, sbb orang dah makin rmi kerumun, aku ajakla mak tam naik atas. masa nih, family aku dgn family mak tam & pak tam aku jer yg dah sampai. family ngah tak smpi lg sbb diorg sesat. mandi kt atas tu bestla jugak sbb ada kolam utk budak2 dgn ada kolam yg berombak. ala, korang pun mesti tau keadaan sunway lagoon mcm mana, so malasla nk cite panjang2. so pak tam kena jaga beg, while aku, mak tam, tiga anak die dgn naim p main air kt atas. budak2 ni mula2 seronok gak main air, tp asik menggigil jer. hari tu ujan, sejuk bukan main. sian diorg kesejukkan. tp sbb izni, anak mak tam yg paling kecik tu menangis kitorg pun turunla dkt port kitorg. masa turun tu barula jupe family ngah. so borak2 jap then aku ajak kak chik uda pi main rides kat atas sana sbb ari tu aku x dpt men.

masa tgh nk jalan ke atas, aku pun kering2 kn la baju, takut x dpt naik rides tu sbb baju basah. rupanya x pun. ada beberapa orang balut pki towel jer, sbb dieorg pki swimming suit or bikini. so aku pun men jerla dgn hati gumbira. tp x gumbira mana pun sbb kecut perut memanjang. first ride aku p naik pirate ship. aku ingtkn ni pirate ship yang ayun2 biasa tu. aku dah ada second thought sebelum naik, tp dierorg asyik suruh cepat naik sbb mende ni nak jalan dah. aku tanyala orang yg jaga mende ni takut x. dier ckp mana ada takut, cptla naik. so aku pun blasah jerla naik. then first swing tu, aku mcm beser jerla. then dah third swing tu dah lain mcm jer. rupanya pirate ship ni ayun 360 degree. aku pun dah tahap menyesal perahu xleh undur dah masa tu, nyesal x sudah. patutnya tgkla dulu seblum naik, ni main redah jer. aku punyala menjerit smpi x kluar suara, orang yg jaga kat bwh tuh gelakkn jer. x takut pala lutut dier. aku lak slalu terbukak mata wrong timing, masa tgh tergantung tula baru nk bukak mata, lagila jantung nk tercabut. tp in the end, i got down with one piece jugak. pala lutut, check tak tercabut pun, jantung check takde heart attack pun, peparu check tak semput pun, pala otak check x sakit mental pun. so it was quite an experiencela and it wasnt that fun afterall.

next stop kak chik nk men tomahawk. kesian dier, aku kali ni surrender. die naik sorang. aku masih in the state of horror, so aku give in jer. aku pun pi la tgk dari pagar looser. masih aku xleh bayangkn klu aku naik mende. sure pisang berbuah dua kali, asyik nyesal x sudah jer masa tgh naik. tgk kak chik mcm ok jer, so kitorang pun sambungla men sume rides except roller coster dgn naik jambatan tu sbb ari ujan and diorang tutup rides tuh. overall rides dier boleh tahan.

smpi ari nih pun aku boleh recall ketakutan aku naik mende tu. rupanya doing without knowing resulting a not very bad experience. hehe, bolehla ckp byk skrang sbb dah naik kn, masa tgh naik tuh maki hamun kat sume orang. tp yg x brape best trip kali ni kak lin xde, sbb dier dah balik gadja duduk. abg dgn bb pun x ikut, even abah pun x dtg sbb keje. aku pun memula jual mahal tp sbb mak ajak jugak so pi ikut jugakla. ape lg mau cite, tara papa pun. next postla pulak cite, next time nk cite pasal Hari Wanita...

Running Scared

Umm... i'm scared to even open my blog because writing at my own mind might get me into trouble, is it? to think some one could go to prison just by stating their mind into words, this is scary for some one like me, who just babble without thinking much... so there's a saying in elly blog goes like this...

"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, they become destiny. Source: Back of book cover of Pearls of Wisdom 3"

scared or not, whenever i wanna write, i just type right on... is not like everybody in the world gonna read it, as if many will accidentally open this blog... for sure, all my best buddies are the only people who "enjoy" my writing... but really, thanks gurls for reading my mind and i hope you all with post latest news that happen around. till here, got some work and some reading to do... cheerio my fella fwen

Lifted Up

What to tell for this post yea? umm, first n foremost, my feeling kinda down for the last few weeks... due to i dunno, lack of everything? but today, im in a good shape, good mood so i wana write a little sumthingla. umm, i heard a very happy news and im verryyy happy about it. congrats elly, i hope evrythg will be fine and im hoping to attend the baby shower and meet the sweetest newborn one day. babies do bring unexplainable warm and comfy feelings. seronok dapat pegang babies, they are so joyous and make me smile constantly. to which recently i got to hold one, namanya mohd. afiq danial. afiq ni baby kak ani, bos dkt tmpt keje lama. tp seronok dpt tgk afiq and dpt pegang die. i do wish for another adik at that moment, but i dont think my parent will have another one. well, then i have to wait for my own then =)

apa lagi mau cite, ohohoh... silly me and you know what? my cimbclick account got suspended several weeks ago. its because i kept on entering the wrong userid and the p/w... till the account finally got suspend. but now i got to unsuspend my suspend cimbclick account, horray!!! thanks to the customer care (which is hard to get through) my account is back to business!!! phew... that's about it, dah tara papa mau tulis, signing off...

Same 'O Same 'O

Allo, aiyo... lamanye x tulis pape kt sini. eventho there's a lot of things happening around me last month tp up till this new month still no writing jugak... aperla... tp kini, sesudah tersedar dari lamunan, ku gagahi jua menaip barang sepatah dua ratus...

umm, for this month, which is on July... klu x silapla... setelah beberapa tawon, sepatutnya termaktub Perjanjian NoName... dulu masa kecik2 dulu, adala beberapa orang nih yg duduk kat belakang kt kelas 2A1, time BM kot tak silap, oleh sebab penyampaian cikgu yg tak didgr, bukan sbb x best, tp tataula... kitorg 4 worang telah buat satu Perjanjian yg dinamakan Perjanjian NoName... al-kisah perjanjian budak2 nih, takla gempak mana pun... tp takyahla nk bitau cni, sbb bukannya best sgt pun... overall nye, pada 31hb Julai 2007, pada pukul 4.30 pm kitorg 4 orang sepatutnya jupe balik kat kelas 2A1, blok F kat SMK Gombak Setia... tp aku pun tataula samada diorg nih ingt ke tidak... wlubagaimana pun, klu xde pape hal, kol 4.30 tuh insya allah aku akan pacakkan diri kt situ, tunggu dalam sejam... klu tada sapa yg muncul, aku balikla umah... da best thing bout this, if i play it right, i got to keep my promises dat ive made for about 11 years!!! hehe, promises mende ek? adala, hanya member2 ini saja yg tau... so kinda looking forward for this meeting, reunion wat ever to be called... hope everything will go quite as planned la...

another reunion yg aku tau adala utk ex-MRSMKP, ni elly yg bitau... tp apa dienye detail sume tara tau... reunion mrsmkp nih sebenanye im not looking forward sgt, sbb bile dah jupe2 nih, mestila kena bercerita2 and i dont have anythg to tell, not saying im a total looser, tp i dont have anythg to achieve dah... i mean, saya sudah blaja hingga ke universiti, sudah pun graduate, so thats about it, sudah capai dah cita2 masa kecik... ofcoz selepas abis blaja, kenala p keje... da thing is, i dont like going to work, work sucks and i like staying at home jer... the big Y kenapa saya suka umah saya? and kenapa saya suka duduk umah mak abah saya? sbb umah parent saya best tak ingat...

and instead of being a storyteller, might as well just lend my ears for the rest of the day... (ckp mcm nak pegi jer reunion tuh) ... tp dari msg yag ada kat kota_putra group, mcm ramai jer yg dtg... bagusla, keeping in touch mengeratkan silaturrahim... bukankah baik begitu... so i think this is about it. sebenanye, this post is done due to a special reminder from someone la... okla, nanti saya taip hari-hari kot?!! till ere, challoo

Need Some Eye Drops

i just come back from clinic and i've a bad news with me... me had a sakit mata and it can infect others near me. so tomorrow got myself an MC, so tak payah pegi sekolahla. i don't want the student having a reason for not coming to school. i think i know i got this sakit mata!!! this afternoon, i went to take a photograph at greenwood. i noticed this guy at the counter who had a red eye. in my heart i say "kesian dier sakit mata". Suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my eye. i neglected the pain and kept on rubbing my eye with the hope that it will be better in a minute. but, unlucky me... it get worst. now at this very moment, i can have a direct eye contact with no one and i have to walk around wearing my glasses. my eye doesn't hurt much and saya redhala dapat sakit mata ni. but i do hope that my eye will be better soon...

Finger Tips On Finger Nails

RAHSIA MENGERAT KUKU

Rasulullah saw bersabda yang bermaksud :

Barangsiapa mengerat kuku pada hari :-

• Sabtu, nescaya keluar dari dalam tubuhnya ubat dan masuk kepadanya penyakit.

• Ahad, nescaya keluar daripada kekayaan dan masuk kemiskinan.

• Isnin, nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk sihat.

• Selasa, nescaya keluar daripadanya sihat dan masuk penyakit.

• Rabu, nescaya keluar daripadanya was-was dan masuk kepapaan.

• Khamis, nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk kepadanya sembuh dari penyakit.

• Jumaat, nescaya keluar dosa-dosanya seperti pada hari dilahirkan oleh ibunya, dan masuk kepadanya rahmat daripada Allah Taala.

Jadi, marilah kita mengerat kuku hanya pada hari Isnin, Khamis dan Jumaat sahaja. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal =)

Happy Birthday Naim - BB

today on 8th May, is my youngest brother's birthday and all he wishes for today is to have couple slices of pizza, some mushroom soup, garlic bread plus bread stick. all that matter to him is to have pizza and soup. doesn't matter if you have a cake or not as long as the yummy pizza is in front of his nose, then it would the best birthday ever. hmm, this is simply a wish come true because late in the afternoon my eldest brother went to buy the pizza and the cake! looking into his eyes, i can see a birthday boy ready to be a grown man. kidding, just kidding!!! naim dah nak besar ke? i don't think so yet because just now he asked my mother to accompany him to sleep. he is really comel to me, and i like to cubit his cheeky cheek. Seeing him before my eyes, all i could really see is the small kiddo whose a bit (actually banyak) naughty but at the same time all the things he does or says make you smile even wider. but now, he's a bit grown up, so dah tak brape comel sgt dah (budak lelaki comel ke? blasah jerla kn)

For the latest news, i wanna congrats and wishes all the best for those who about to enter a new phase in their lives!!! Selamat Pengantin Baru dan semoga kekal ke anak cucu hendaknya... (dalam hati: bilala nak join mcm mereka yea? to be able to have the Mrs/Puan title... haish =/) i am happy hearing such wonderful news yet at the same time i envy those who are you know, married... i do want to have some one who you can rely on, put your heart on your sleeve for him, to feel secured, to finally claim that he is truly yours. but, still i think i can wait for couple more years, is it? ah well, until the time come i better keep my mouth shut. i mean, i can talk on and on about it, but it just a waste of time. as for my concluding, anticipating for something to happen demand waiting and drooling over yourself for years before you could actually taste it...

It's So True

PERTAMA.

Bersedekahlah kepada orang lain lebih daripada yang mereka perlukan dan lakukanlah dengan penuh kerelaan.

KEDUA.

Kahwinilah lelaki / wani ta yang gemar anda berbicara dengannya, kerana kemahiran berbicara antara satu dengan lain akan menjadi lebih penting pabila usia semakin tua.

KETIGA.

Usahlah mempercayai segala perkara yang anda dengari. Berbelanjalah sekadar apa yang ada atau tidurlah seberapa lama yang anda perlu

KEEMPAT.

Apabila kamu berkata, " Aku Cinta Padamu", maka tunaikanlah.

KELIMA.

Pabila mengatakan, "Maaf", tenunglah matanya.

KEENAM.

Bertunanglah sekurang-kurangnya enam bulan sebelum kamu diijabkabulkan.

KETUJUH.

Percayailah cinta pandang pertama.

KELAPAN.

Usah tertawakan impian orang lain. Manusia tanpa impian tidak memiliki apa-apa.

KESEMBILAN.

Cintailah seseorang dengan sepenuh hati dan penuh kasih sayang. Sungguhpun anda akan berasa seolah-olah diri anda tersiksa, tapi percayalah itulah satu-satunya untuk melengkapkan kehidupan ini.

KESEPULUH.

Jika berlaku perselisihan pendapat, bertengkarlah secara aman. Usahlah menyebut nama sesiapa ketika bertengkar.

KESEBELAS.

Usahlah menilai seseorang berdasarkan peribadi keluarga mereka.

KEDUABELAS.

Berbicaralah dengan tenang dan berfikirlah dengan pantas.

KETIGABELAS.

Apabila seseorang bertanyakan satu soalan yang tidak anda gemari, lontarkanlah senyuman dan bertanyalah padanya,"Kenapa anda ingin tahu?"

KEEMPATBELAS.

Ingatlah bahawa setiap cinta dan pencapaian yang besar akan melibatkan pengorbanan dan risiko yang besar.

KELIMABELAS.

Ucaplah "Semoga anda diberkati" apabila mendengar seseorang bersin.

KEENAMBELAS.

Apabila anda kerugian, janganlah jadi kurang ajar.

KETUJUHBELAS.

Berpeganglah kepada tiga R:

• Rasa hormat pada diri sendiri;
• Rasa hormat kepada orang lain;
• Rasa tanggungjawab terhadap semua tindakan anda

KELAPANBELAS.

Usahlah benarkan pertikaian yang sebesar hama merosakkan sebuah persahabatan yang besar.

KESEMBILANBELAS.

Apabila menyedari bahawa anda telah melakukan kesalahan, usahlah berlengah untuk perbetulkan kesalahan itu.

KEDUAPULUH.

Tersenyumlah ketika menjawab telefon. Pemanggil akan melihatnya daripada suara yang mereka dengar.

KEDUAPULUH SATU

Ada ketikanya anda perlu bersendirian.

Some Useful Tips For Us

1.Terlalu lama berdiri - merosakkan tulang. Urat - urat sekitar kaki menjadi kembang. Liang vagina sentiasa basah.

2. Terlalu lama duduk - merosakkan lipatan daging. Akan mudah dihinggapi penyakit tua. Tubuh badan menjadi kendur.

3. Terlalu lama berjalan - merosakkan urat. Dalam pada itu haid akan menjadi tidak teratur dan tidak menentu masanya.

4. Terlalu lama melihat - merosakkan darah. Darah haid menjadi lebih kotor dari kebiasaannya.

5. Terlalu banyak tidur - merosakkan tenaga. Menjadi pemalas. Jauh jodoh. Selalu berangan-angan. Urat - urat di sekitar rahim menjadi tidak kuat. Mudah dijangkiti kemandulan.

6. Terlalu riang/gembira - merosakkan usus. Mudah dijangkiti keputihan pada liang vagina.

7. Terlalu kerap marah - merosakkan hati. Cepat kelihatan tua.

8. Terlalu banyak berfikir - merosakkan limpa. Kulit muka cepat berkedut. Haid tidak menentu & dalam waktu tidur kerap mengalami sentakan kaki atau tangan. Kesihatan rahim sekitarnya mudah terjejas.

9. Terlalu banyak bersedih - merosakkan jantung.

10. Terlalu merana - merosakkan paru-paru.

11. Terlalu takut - merosakkan ginjal. Apabila fungsi ginjal terjejas, boleh mengakibatkan gejala kencing manis dan lemah jantung.

12. Terlalu kerap terkejut - merosakkan pundi hempedu. Gejala pening kepala kerap dialami. Haid menjadi tidak menentu dan pendarahan yang terkadang terlebih.

13. Terlalu banyak makan - merosakkan pencernaan. Mudah mengalami keletihan,malas dan selalu mengantuk. Liang vagina kurang bersih (semakin banyak 'ragam' lauk/makanan yang dimakan, semakin terjejas kesihatan dan kebersihan liang vagina)

14. Terlalu banyak minum minuman berais - merosakkan otot & lambung. Badan dan payudara menjadi lembik. Berat badan meningkat. Mudah diserang penyakit & tidak kelihatan awet muda

15. Terlalu banyak masa lapang - merosakkan fikiran. Kelapangan masa yang terlalu banyak menimbulkan berbagai khayalan dan menimbulkan berbagai penyakit jiwa, kecuali masa lapang diisi dgn aktiviti hidup yg positif ..

Tolerance Is The Best Policy

Jika orang bukan Islam mengatakan azan subuh itu bising dan mengganggu tidur mereka maka orang Islam juga mahu melontarkan persoalan ritual agama orang bukan Islam yang selama ini di toleransi oleh orang Islam tanpa sedikit pun menyentuhnya.

Let's bargain, ini jawapan bagi mereka yg menyentuh hak azan subuh amalan orang Islam.. read thru'

Orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam perlahan atau hapuskan terus azan subuh hanya kerana alasan mengganggu tidur ? pernah dahulu azan subuh di samakan mengganggu seperti salakan anjing.

Sekurang nya azan subuh kami hanya sekejap, 2 ke 3 minit sahaja. Tetapi kami ingin komplen di sini, rasa terganggu dah lama dah dan minta, menuntut..

1. COLOK - Kami minta penganut buddha jangan membakar colok kerana colok itu mendatangkan asap yg menyesakkan hidung dan membakar paru-paru anak-anak kami. Jiran-jiran terdekat yang alahan boleh sahaja terkena astma dan batuk kerana asap colok-colok di rumah tokong kamu itu. Boleh kah ? Azan kami membingitkan telinga anda sekejap sahaja tetapi asap colok penganut buddha merupakan air pollution yg menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

2. ASAP DUPA, BAKAR KEMENYAN - Begitu juga asap dupa penganut buddha atau hindu yang suka membakar kemenyan dan perasap rumah sebagai antara ritual agama. Bolehkan penganut buddha atau hindu jangan pasang asap dupa. Ia menyucuk hidung dan membuat kami orang Islam tidak selesa dan seperti asap colok, ia pencemaran udara dan menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

3. JANGAN MAIN GENDANG ORANG MATI KAT TAMAN, MAIN KAT JIRAT - Penganut buddha main gendang di hari kematian dari rumah hinggalah sepanjang jalan ke jirat. Bunyi gendang penganut buddha di ritual kematian sungguh kuat dan gemerincing mengganggu jiran-jiran dan menyebabkan anak-anak kami tak boleh tidur, tak boleh belajar dan mengganggu kedamaian dan ketenangan kami. Kadang gendang di main sekerat hari. walaupun ini jarang mengikut kematian tp ia buat jiran-jiran tak boleh duduk kat rumah kerana bising gendang yg di palu. Bolehkan penganut buddha bertolak ansur jangan main gendang kuat-kuat lama-lama. Mengapa tak di palu kat jirat sahaja. Azan kami tak sampai pun 5 minit.

4. JANGAN BUNYI LOCENG AISKRIM WAKTU PETANG - Penganut hindu pula akan goncang loceng aiskrim waktu ritual agama mereka, selalunya waktu petang. Sebagaimana gendang orang mati ia juga bising, gemerincing dan membuat gigi jiran-jiran sengau dan ngilu.

5. HENTIKAN PEMBAZIRAN LETAK KUIH DAN BUAH YG MENDATANGKAN LALAT DAN SEMUT- Rumah-rumah tokong penganut buddha di depan rumah penuh dengan buah dan kuih. Kalau letak kuih, buah tipu (plastik) tak apa, tapi kuih, buah mendatangkan lalat dan semut. Juga ia satu kepelikan jadi boleh di hapuskan amalan letak buah dan kuih kat tokong kecil tu.

6, 7, 8, 9..... ada lagi, tp cukup 5 dahulu, boleh tolak ansur ke.. sebagimana orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam bertolak ansur jangan azan subuh di kuat. Sedangkan azan tu memang di pasang untuk di dengar jauh, jadi mestilah kuat dengarnya.

Banyak lagi yang orang Islam selama ini tolak ansur. Dan sebagaimana orang bukan Islam memandang azan orang Islam itu bising, tak patut, mengganggu dan patut samada di hapuskan terus, pada masa sama orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti kamu juga tidak sukakan asap-asap colok, pembakaran dupa, gendang orang mati dan jamuan buah dan kuih yang tak bertamadun.

Azan orang Islam bising sekejap. Tapi asap penganut agama lain yang membakar colok, dupa merupakan pencemaran udara dan menjejas kesihatan.

Sekarang apa perasaan penganut agama lain, baik cina, india.. jika orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti mula menuntut seperti diatas ? Bolehkah bertolak ansur ?

Dan jika sedikit persoalan yang di utarakan di atas di rasakan amat melampau maka pikirlah sendiri tuntutan anda, orang bukan Islam yang menyentuh perihal azan kami orang Islam.

Sekurang nya kami orang Islam di ajar menghormati hak penganut agama lain.

Jadi setiap kali penganut agama lain rasa azan orang Islam itu tak patut cuba fikir ritual agama sendiri dulu adakah patut.

Sekurang nya orang Islam tak pernah menyentuh hak orang lain. Jadi jangan biadap sentuh hak orang Islam. Sama-sama kita bertolak ansur.

Source: from the internet

A Teacher Wanna Be

Day : Thursday
Date : 29 March 2007
Venue : 2 Gigih

Being a teacher...
It's a heck of a job!!
But it was worth the experience
Some days you're feeling at the top of the world
Yet some other day you're begging that everyday is Sunday!!!

Some student make you smile
Some make you do the devil grin
Some show and teach you to be a teacher
Some make you feel like a looser

But, being a teacher...
It bring tears and joyful time
As you stray along the memory lane
Where once you're just like them
Honest, sincere, fragile, vulnerable
and being so naive about life, about the future

Looking into their eyes
Seeing their thirst for knowledge
Which sometime is misunderstood
And often we took it as a fool

So, being the teacher...
Always remember everyday is a new day
Learn to forgive and forget
After all we are just human
Even though they make you cry
Maybe some day they will make you smile
The sweetest smile you ever put on your face
With success and story to tell
Which you used to mistaken them,
As the student from hell!!!

Written by a 2 months old wanna be teacher

Heart On The Sleeves

this post is going to be back dated a bit, but suppose it is for the purpose of sharing it with my ever dearest friends, if you happen to read this post lah aright... um, for some of you who knew about it already, i've been having such a cold, freezing and numb week last school holiday. nevertheless this would be such an amazing and incredible time i had with my family. despite the coldness and the numb i've been feeling which is till now, again i felt so close with my mum and my siblings. being together in a crowded room can spark a lot of unspoken words that was hidden and kept secretly inside the hearts. funny because i seldom took all the chances i had right in front of my eyes to speak with my sister or my mum. it's not that i don't want to, it's because i just couldn't do it. when i started to open my mouth to simply say i love you mum, or i appreciate everything you did for me ma', suddenly all the words became such a blurry vision inside my mind. i don't know what sort of a game my mind is playing on me, but some how i just couldn't express my feelings that i had for her. i'm very upset about this and i tried many many times to say i'm sorry for all the bad things i did to my mum, or i missed her and i'm glad having her as my mum and the bestest mum any one could have, but again i became mute, unable to speak one word or another... it's a shame really for not having a gut to do such simple thing, for some one that is so dear to me...

but, every night before sleeping, my siblings used to say the passwords... "assalamualaikum mak/abah, selamat malam, minta ampun, minta maaf, " (while shaking and kissing my parent's hands) still i don't think it's good enough just to say i'm sorry at the end of the day. i really wanted to say i'm sorry right after i broke/hurt her feeling. (i some times didn't do it on purpose, i'm only human, tend to do stupid mistakes, so please don't judge me right away ="( ) and i wanted to tell her that at least one time a day that i love her so much, tp itulah... i cannot lah, if i can tell some one that also so dear to me almost about 10 times a day, i could definitely tell my mum one lah can? to be exact, i'm a bit shy putting my heart on my sleeves when it comes to my mum... i guess i was pretending so tough and brutal while at the same time my heart is crying inside... um, i don't know why i'm writing all this, to be exact this post should be about my holiday trip to japan... but now i don't think i could write another word any more, so i really should stop right now... the trip got to be postpone for the next entry then okay? see you on the next post...

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Cross Road - Heart or Mind?

Been longing to update the blog, but some how couldn't catch up with the time... it's not that i'm too busy or anything, it's just that for me to write my mind; i need a clear space and handful of time to put my mind into it. but if i wanna write my heart, all i need is some imagination and i could run free all day writing and sharing what is inside the heart. now i'm in a cross road; whether to write my mind or my heart. um, what's the different between heart and mind? dat's a good question. you see, writing the heart is like spilling a glass of water. the water will spill in any direction it wanna goes to. but to write the mind is very complicated, is like weaving a very delicate silk into a beautiful piece of cloth. well, between the heart and the mind, i always prefer the heart and i like listening to my vulnerable, hypersensitive and dippy heart.

i guess writing my heart isn't as bad as i think it would be. other than broken grammar and plenty of jabber and babble, i think it would be a good post for any one to read it write, wouldn't it? so, never expect any educational materials from this blog, because i can assure that none will be written in it (since i'm letting my feelings running wild in this blog, not my thoughts). if you find any grammar mistake, that would be an honest mistake. if you find any spelling mistake, that would be a "care less" mistake =P

all and all, hail to the heart!!! because you are the chosen one over the mind for this blog. from this moment, i hope you will pardon and excuse any mistakes i made while writing my heart out. it's due to unthinkable act of a person who really couldn't care less for a minute to stop and think whether she have wrote good sentences, whether it's a piece of junk or not, or et cetera and et cetera. all she ever cared is to write wat's inside her heart hurriedly and putting the full stop at the end of the final sentence. So this mean, this post is absolutely a piece of crap telling that if you find anything confusing, misleading or baffling, just ignore it okay? this is my way of expressing my expressions by pressing and typing all the explosions and tensions inside my heart. so thank you for your time, and i hope my explanation will reduce any curiosity and complexity that lies beneath your perplexity and anxiety =)

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Special Edition Post - One Of It's Kind

Um, if you read the shout out box, recently there's been a request from my dearest friend, querying for her shoe. which shoe she asked? the shoe that i didn't have the heart to leave it behind when we were all about to leave our crib, M1-04-02 is it? so i stuffed the shoe in my tin-sardine packed kelisa and the shoe now is safe and sound under my intensive care. so mimi, i'm really looking forward to unite you back with THE shoe, because i know how longing it wanna be in your possession back. here i took some of the shots and they sure are looking pretty hot, aren't they?

um, i don't know wat else to write. so guess this is it mie! this weekend rite? ok, it's a date then!! can't wait to hear news from you and i wanna spill some of mine too, which i'm sure gonna blow your mind off!!! i don't know how you are going to react, but this little news have to wait till this weekend okay mie? and one more thing, do leave a comment for this artistic work of mine... i think i did a pretty descent job with these shots didn't i? hope you're gonna love it mie!!! by the way, your shoe is in great shape!!! and i'm glad to be able to return it back to you... see you this weekend!!!

Eye On Malaysia - 15 February 2007

For this post, i wanna include some of the pictures taken during my ride of Eye On Malaysia... Well, as you can see it, the quality for the pictures are quite poor and to be honest, i didn't enjoy too much of the ride actually. no need to ask, you do the sum owite? by the look of this gigantic+magnificent+state of the art for this century+this thingy is huge!!! = um, i'm scared of its height... =( when we are at the very top, i couldn't let go of my hands from the chair like i'm clinging for my dear life!!! =(

But it was fun!!! and worth the time and the money. i didn't take much of the scenery because it was too dark and couldn't see a thing from up there. the KLCC doesn't look too stunning for it's picture to be taken and everything else looks too blurry. this picture taken while i was watching for the other carriage went up or down.

this picture suppose to show the KLCC in it. but, who am i kidding? even i myself couldn't see it. well, you have to use your imagination to make the KLCC appear in this pictures... so, this is all i have to say in this post. for the conclusion, just have fun in the carriage and stop being such a wuss. just let your gut down and enjoy the breath taking view. and wear something warm, because it's kinda chilly in there. follow all the precautions and don't do something stupid, then you will be safe and sound till you reach the land. have a great CNY holiday next week!!!