~ Pichas ~

ola, assalamualaikum... nothg much to write for dis post. just wana post da pichas as promised long time ago. dis pichas was taken last month, so approximately im about 7 months at dat point. latest pichas, umm my tummy i think still da same as last month. tp if we take another shot, il put it in here eyh. i kno x byk pichas, sbb malas nak tunggu for uploading. i guess dis will do. so lets have a look shall we?

ni gambar kitorg bersama budaks nih di dpn villa tbla. sgt rumah tinggal, tp da show finale dier bln march. so di manakah peserta2 itu berada sekarang?

da villa dat we stayed. sgt excitednye m2b di belakang itu. wat everla, blasah jerla kan? =)

gambar di masjid selat melaka. sgt best solat sambil dgr deruan ombak. angin pun best jer layan. and x ramai org pun. i hope we can go again.

tiga jer gambar? jadila kan. there's not many pictures were taken during pregnancy, sbb im not in da weather to take pichas a.k.a malas. plus no one to take da pichas. im not really into snapping own pichas, if there's no one to take da pichas, maka xdela gambar. i think datsal to write about for dis time. will write some more, tp nanti2la eyh. take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

~ Currently ~

• wana eat pretzel mcm dlm cite Juno. da pretzel is so huge and yummy looking.
• wana eat rambutan dkt rumah mak, sgt sedap.
• wana eat kueh lopes.
• wana eat kueh lapis.
  
• wana eat pulut dgn kelapa dgn ikan masin.
• wana eat karipap mak buat.
• wana eat donut mak buat.
• wana eat kek tiramisu.
• wana eat laksa mak buat.
  
• wana eat mac n cheese. ari tuh try buat sendri, endup da smell is like puke and wasted my whole two hour try to make it eatable. last2 buang dalam tong sampah, wat a waste.

• having pain like hall bcoz of my legs. sgt rasa mcm nak tercabut and i cudnt stand for too long.
• asyik masak kari; kari ikan, kari ayam, kari ikan balik, then kurma ayam, then kari ayam some more. wat a high calorie diet la nih ain...
• periuk yg mak bg dah tercabut dienye telinga, both side pulak tuh. now periuk itu telingaless. and maknye tupperware lid ari tuh sumhow terendup termasuk dlm telingaless periuk itu dan dimasak bersama-sama kari ayam. sgt magic da lid x cair pun evntho it's in boiling pot! tp da shape sgt weird looking and i had to masak da kari alover again. we dnt wana risk makan plastic. now, ive to find a replacement tupperware for mak = '( hopefully adala design lebey kurang sbb tupperware tuh dah lama sgt dah, around 17 years and still leh pakai lg. tp skrang tidak lg...
  
• my external hard disk rosak, and i kinda broke pc dkt office nih. evn i have it degree, technically i dont wana learn pun da technical part of computer. usually, klu pc rosak jer, bgtau hp and he will repair it for me. rite now, hp accesing da hd and transfer from pc to black box, and pc nih pun hp dah repairkn. thank god, thank you hunny =)
  
• hyper sensitive and ultra emo. da other day, hp asked me to cepat sket pakai telekung untuk smbhyg, i end up crying tears falling like a stream. funny, i guess i try very hard to seek for attention, wat a baby sheesh...
• my first trimester feeling such as wana throw up by any smelly thingy, kepala pening, and all dat is coming back. is dat normal?
  
• tetiba terjeles with my unborn baby bcoz of all da attention she will get from her daddy, ntah hape2 i kno. i hope dis is all just hormon thingy goin on here. ain, plz stop it before it deluded your mind.
• excited kaklin nak balik dis coming friday! it's short, but hopefully we can see each other eyh, miss you like crazy already. dtgla rumah kakin tawu...
• still didnt kno da gender of my lo, but im wishing for my lil gal, so i think it's a gal we're having =)
• happy with all da progress and new things happening dkt rumah mak. ada kolam ikan abah buat, dah letak tar sket dpn rumah, ada stove baru, ada perabot baru and currently renovating da toilet. im constantly worried about mak, but with new things happening around da house, hope it will make mak happy and content with evrythg.
• praying mak, abah, naim n bb dapat pegi umrah dis coming february like already planned. again, hoping evryone will be happy and have a good time performing their prayers.
• my upper right tummy till now felt so numb bcoz of da movement of lo. sgt kuat, and sumtimes i asked her to slow down and suruh dier take a nap. it really hurt evrytime she moves, i end up teary and buat muka kesian dkt hp. but looking @ pitiful hp face, terus sakit td hilang. he's so sweet =)
• seeing evrythg hp does, talks and evrythgla sgt comel. his comel smile, his comel face, to which hp reply, im having chronic baby longing syndrome. so pathetic, i kno...
• my belly is growing huge!!! tp a bit dissapointed sbb da belly button didnt pop up pun. hp said, dats my measurement of pregnant belly and wat it took to convince myself dat im pregnant. yup, dats so true but now seeing my big belly and how hard lo moves, im convince enough im pregnant.
• my tummy keep on tightening on and off all day. sumtimes it lasted 2-3 minutes, dat longest is 15 minutes. da pain is bearable, but hp always make a worried look dat made me lagila mengada and acted mcmla sakit sgt, muahaha, attention seeker betulla kamu nih ain...
• cant be apart from hp for a longer period. sgt buat mopy and droopy face evrytime he wana go to anywhere, be it to da office or pegi kedai dpn nih. sume nak ikut. endup, he bring me to his office and i get to be with him 24/7. i kno, im super clingy nowadays, hopefully my lo wont copy dis spoiled mummy =(
• my favourite words are 'amau' or 'anak'. for example, hp said 'habiskan nasik tuh, tinggal sket jer lagi' or 'minum susu sampai abis' or 'dah makan ubat dah' or 'byk x minum air hari nih' to gladly i replied 'amau, anak' if he keep on insisting me to eat/finish sumthg, i endup throwin a bit tantrum and he just smile. seeing him smile, made me felt stupid, and i did wat he asked me anyway. wats wrong with me nih?

so, dis is my current ramblings for da time being. sgt ntah hape2, plz excuse dis super ultra emo and sensitive x bertempat mummy to be nih. praying dat dis whole drama queen thingy wont spread and grow on my lo. but i think, im okay now. dah x clingy sgt, and i can leave hp alone without bugging him so much. temporary mood swing i guess. will write some more, but nanti2 la, if i felt like doing so. take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

~ What We Did ~

Assalamualaikum... ola evryone, hai net!!! how's evryone doin? been great? dat's so great, alhamdulillah =) umm, nak cite ape eyh? byk nak tulis, tp mcm malas. but for your sake net, kakin taip jerla eyh. so for dis post, it will compress on wat we did last two weeks. so here goes...

~ What We Did Last Two Weekends ~

As ive mention previously, we did our checkup. been there since 10 o'clock, but have to wait as usual for bout one hour and a half. kinda a long queue, but its ok coz we have all day since our appointment is evry saturday. da checkup went well, da scan looks good; da placenta is @ da rite place, da fluids pun ok, evrythg pun alhamdulillah okay like da dr. said. no questions asked, except hp asked about my tummy dat keep on jadi tegang and it will hurt me like hall. da dr. said its nothg, da baby need more space to keep growing thus dats y my tummy felt like dat. nothg to worry bout. and da dr. also mention bout da mgtt wic we can do it any time before our nxt appointment, so most probably soon la kot will do da test.

~ What We Did Last Weekend ~

to begin dis new year, on thursday, me n hp are invited to spend a holiday trip with hp's family @ A'Famosa Resort. around 1pm mcm tu, we headed to da resort and bein da m2b, i slept al da way. sgt sleepy n ive no idea whyla tersgt energyless. anyway, da place we stayed is a a villa yg ada swimming pool yg sgt comel and to top dat, it's near da biggest looser asia nye villa. i thought da show is still on goin production, tp villa tuh dah mcm rumah kena tinggal jer. i guess da show must be ended for quite a while dah kan? however, we did snap a few shots dkt dpn rumah itu, il post it later. btw, biggest looser asia sgt drama kan? its like pain in da hall watching them, sgt terasa how loosers asian contestants comparing da us nye contestants, well dis is just my opinion dat is.

after settling with all of our luggage, we went to find a grab to eat, which is in our mind, mau mkn itu ikan bakar. tp susah jugak eyh nak cari ikan bakar eventho we can taste sea salt in our mouth already. so xperla, x dpt mkn ikan bakar, we settled with sumthg else. dat nite, since pak ndak n wan and da kids ada dkt cni, kitorg balik gmbk. and meet evryone. wan like always asked about my work, which is a no no if im not working. but i just smile and talk bout sumthg else. later on, ajak budak2 nih p to da villa, tp diorg pun dah penat, we decided to take them da next day. from rumah mak, we can see da fireworks from genting which is massive and lasted for quite a while, so lepak2 jap dkt luar. afterward, around 3:15, we went out again to see da eclipse, tp since it took ages to complete da whole cycle, we gave up and went to sleep. and we end up waking up late.

after da friday prayer, and had our lunch which is delicious nasi carrot, barula kitorg bertolak p to da resort. sampai around 5.30pm, since nenek pun ada, nenek is so nice, i love her so much already, sembang2, makan2 skit, main2 air dkt pool comel tu, perform asar prayer, barula kitorg p waterworld. 6.30pm kitorg masuk, so budak2 nih complain dpt main air kejap jer. its ok, we'll go again next time la eyh. we did snap some shots, again il post it later. dalam pukul 7.30 we got dressup and leave to find sumthg to eat. we endup eatin dkt ayer keroh r&r, mkn kfc. budak2 ni sgtla happy. later we stayed over dkt rumah mak, since wan and pak ndak balik on saturday. so in da morning, tolong mak buat kuih ketayap, later mak buat laksa coz i realy wana eat laksa. had a great lunch while borak2 dgn mak abah...

and here comes all da flashback from my childhood. mak n abah team up and cite all my budak kicinye cite. it was horrible listening while hp is by my side. abah cite, si ain nih asyik dok gheyau malam2, satu kampung dengaq gheyau tiap2 malam. and how super hyper i am, xleh dok diam, sgt lasak. suka panjat grill when i just knew how to walk. my owh my, im like imaginin da same thing might occur again, dis time with our lo since hp pun quite a child himself. x kesahla, janji our children are healthy, hyper pun ok aper. later on, lps dah mkn, mak pack kuah laksa and mee hoon sup. thanks mak, sayang mak. then we head back to our home.

and dats all about our trip, it was a great time, hopefully we can go there again and have good time with evryone.

~ What We Did Dis Week ~

since we can't find any ikan bakar last week, so dis week me keep on bugging nk mkn ikan bakar dgn pretzel. bein a darling hp, kitorn pun plan nk p pd for ikan bakar which we've no idea where pun. so during da trip, with my back hurt like hall, so we cut da trip short. we endup dkt area bangi. memula kitorg p dkt SOHO seafood, tp da ikan bakar xdela pulak. but thank god almighty dkt rimbun klasik ada ikan bakar yeay!!! im so happy and glad we dnt have to go so far for our diner. overall sgt sedap. we had nasi goreng cendawan, sotong goreng, and ikan pari bakar. so yummy dat we went there three nite!!! but since da third time tuh kitorg pegi pun dah nearly midnite, da sotong goreng mcm tersgtla sedeh still bolehla utk dimkn, and ikan pari bakar jer yg best. so yes, im not asking for more ikan bakar in da near time la kot.

however, for pretzel its quite tricky. first time we wana go to jj, da car's tyre went flat. so had to cancel to jj sbb da kedai 9.30 dah tutup. so dats y we endup mkn ikan bakar again. we did manage to have pretzel and did our first purchase for dis lil one. dis is da time i finally shed a lil tear for my lo. its finally hit me dat lo will be in my arms and finally evrythg will be real. im anxious and patience enough to wait, and hoping dat we will have a lil gal!!! tho da dr. xnk confirmkan whether lo is a boy or a girl. we didnt buy much yet for lo, but not bcoz we didnt love you my lil one, its just dat for da last few months, we focus on da house first so dat when ure here, da house is homey enough for you. and ofcoz your stuff will be on da way soon, so not to worry okey, when da time come, we will have evrythg ready for you okay hunny?

so on saturday, we went for da mgtt. first reading 5.2, and da later reading is 7.8. cukup2 jer reading dier. da nurse ckp quite high, tp for me, asal x lps 8.0 pun dah ok la tuh since da kertas tulis abnormal is 8 and above.

there goes three weeks in a row. sgt mixed up kan? and da pichas il post it up later eyh. take care evryone, have great days, smile like always. assalamualaikum...

~ Happy Day ~

!!! Happy Birthday Adik !!!

Wah, sudah besar dah kamu!!! and sgtla tinggi and tgnmu sungguh menakutkan!!! muahaha, selamat hari jadi adik! smoga semua impian adik menjadi kenyataan, ure a great not so lil brother anymore and its great spending time with you and all da funny laughing muahaha times. kakin doakan yg terbaik buat adik, all da best eyh!!! You Can Do IT!!!

~ Happy Day ~

!!! Happy Birthday Kaklin !!!

I love you and miss you so much like always... have great days and kakin doakn nothg but da best for you =) ure da best sister anyone could ever have! keep smiling and be happy =D good luck net and all da best eyh! aja aja fighting!!! You Can Do IT!!!

~ Stories ~

assalamualaikum... ola evryone, halo net! i dnt kno why, but i teribly miss you. realy realy miss you. mcm lmbt lg jer kaklin nk balik. hopefully time fly fast so dat i cud see you again net. then we can have our chat n gosip eyh?

sorry for da lack of attention to dis blog. i felt teribly sorry to you net for not writing regularly. i dnt kno why, but lately ive been having a lot of anxieties and worries so hence no writing for me. i tried to have conversation with hp but stil dis butterflies wont go away. heck, ive no idea wat kind of anxiety or worry dat im having. all i kno dat im anxious n find it's hard to sleep @ nite. i guess it's just me kan, nothg to worry bout.

anyway, moving on to wat to write. umm, actually like usual i'll cramp evrythg in one go la eyh. nothg much has happen dis past couple of weeks. only story bout hari raya haji dat i didnt find da words to write. so guess i shall write bout it rite away...

~ Story Bout Raya Haji ~

i kno its way late to write bout it. so for da sake of writin, i mumble about it anyway la eyh. umm, raya haji start with us watchin da new moon dat ended about 11.00 pm. actually we went to mv pretty late, so we miss da part dat bella almost become diner for da cullens. so after da movie, we went back to gombak, to hp's home. and we stayed for da nite. so come raya da next day, mama cooked wonderful dishes dat till today im craving for it. so after hp came back from prayer and we had our breakfast/raya dishes, we went to banting, to hp's grandparent home. we stayed till noon, had wonderful lunch, hp and me also took a detour to pantai morib, and after dat we went to klang, also hp grandparent home. during our visit to klang, dis soothing and overwhelm feeling surround me. nenek klang realy remind me of tok. and i felt so comfortable and welcome there. she's so nice and i love her instantly. we had our diner and then waved our goodbyes.

later, we arrived @ rumah mak. sume org pun dah tdo except all da boys la who are busy playing games. naim yg bukakkan pintu. how sweet si naim nih. anyway, had a lil chat with evryone, time for snooze off. in da morning, abah went to masjid to helped with da korban, while evryone else duduk dkt rumah la. mak planned to do bbq later @ nite bcoz there's a lot of daging in da house. so later @ nite, we had great time bbq all da daging. sgt sedap, and da daging korban is different kan for normal daging? alhamdulillah, is great to have wonderful meals with our loves one kan? kak izam and family came and also kawan2 abg. so da more is da merrier. but i called da nite early, since im way too exhausted like usual.

we spend da weekend @ mak n mama home. it was a pleasurable and wonderful raya haji. i like it, and hopefully we can see everyone again in near future. and hopefully we can see dis lil one too so dat nxt raya we can celebrate together kan hunny?

~ Story Bout Our Home ~

da furniture had arrived! so net, mehla dtg cni nanti eyh. kinda happy bcoz we manage to turn dis place into quite a homey la. ofcoz a lot to be done, but im happy with wat we have rite now. and after we settle da house, next agenda is to focus on dis lil one. a lot of stuff to buy ofcoz, but we have plenty of time to do dat, and we're planning to settle evrythg for dis lil one nxt month insyaAllah.

~ Story Bout Lil One ~

we're looking forward for our nxt appoinment dis saturday. hopefully my bp will be alrite dis time. da pretty stars come and go but im not having too much of a headache lately, so dats a good start (except masa raya haji due to mkn byk sgt daging i think). lil one keep on making moves dat sumtime made me feel like throwing up. i mean, all da movements is pretty hard, and im always amazed by dis strong movements.

still people keep on saying how kecik my perut is. i wonder how big my tummy shud be so dat people will take me as pregnant not bcoz im fat. whenever i say dat im pregnant, they will say "yea ke, x nmpk perut pun" probably bcoz i dnt wear maternity cloth kot? bcoz i can still fit my usual jeans and my baju kurung pun muat. nonetheless, as long as when i asked hp "besarkan my perut?" and he will smile and repeat da same answer, im okay with anythg dat anyone said.

~ Story Bout Weddings ~

congratulation for mimi & hubby for their wedding last weekend. minta maaf mie x dpt nk dtg. tp papepun, aku doakan ko akn bahagia dunia akhirat. ko adalah kawan yg best, and aku doakn yg terbaik buat ko eyh. all da best mie =)

last weekend also there's a wedding of hp's uncle i think. he's hp uncle and he's younger than us! regardless, congratulation to both. may they have happy life together and be there for each other. so overall, its a very nice wedding. we arrived late as usual, but its good since not many guest left and only families remain. we had quiet a few chat with evryone and hp told me whose who and i think i met hp entire clan. ofcoz some cudnt make it but its great to see some familiar faces around. im like usual put a fake smile on me face, and engage to some of the conversations. boleh lah, asalkn i can carry myself n hp is always around to comfort me in these awkward situations.

~ Story Bout Evrythg Else ~

i think i wrote evrythg dat i cud possibly think of. il update with da checkup nanti eyh. hopefully we cud find out whether dis lil one is a girl or a boy. if not, then we will have to wait till next year then. i hate surprises and i hate waiting. but if dis lil one wont reveal him/herself, we just have to wait then. so datsit. will write some more insyaAllah. gudluck net for your exam. asal call/msg kamu jer net, mesti exam is lurking around. kakin yg dgr pun sgt pening. but im sure you can do it, i kno u can! aja aja fighting!!! all da best eyh, YOU CAN DO IT!!! - shout out like cite longest yard!

orite evryone, take care, drink plenty of fluid, have plenty of rest and smile like always. assalamualaikum...

~ Present ~

~ Presenting ~

assalamualaikum... sorry net and evryone for such a long pause. mean to write sooner, but with da final exam coming along and tonnes of stuff to do before da skool break, i just cud barely keep up! thank god almighty evrythg is over and i can sit back at home and relax and wait for dis lil one to arrive. dis is da present, da gift i keep on playing in my mind dis few weeks to get tru till today and boy i am so glad its finaly over, alhamdulillah...

i kno i sound super exageratting when it came to skool. i mean aperla yg sgt miserable bout da place anyway? to me evry single second is like living hall, how twisted and turn, how in misery i am till the clock strike 6.50 pm evry single day dis past few months! i shudnt be writin bout dis anyway, i mean there are times when i do have great time, but to educate dis kids, really drain every drop of my energy and i am teribly exhausted til now. i dnt kno how mak and other teacha can cope and love wit wat they are doin, salute to them all.

anyway, da kids are bein such a sweethart prior to the last days and they knew im not gona be around nxt year. how hartbreakin hearing and seein their faces, and i do cherish all da time spent with them, but it's time for my family now. dis lil one will arrive insyaAllah next year, so i wana be here 247 to raise and give all my focus and love to him/her. beside, i knew they will be fine, and im just another teacha, and soon will be forgotten. my prayers are to them, and hopefully they will excel in their studies...

enuf bluff, so hows evryone doin? tomorrow we will be celebrating hari raya! im always excited and lookin forward for raya, be it raya aidilfitri, or aidiladha. takbir raya is exactly wat im lookin forward to actually. i love hearing it over and over again, and wished i cud hear it throughout the entire year. speaking bout raya, umm we didnt decide about it yet, where to spend da raya, so lets just wait and see how raya turnout dis time. il write bout it, insyaAllah...

~ Birthday Present ~

i kno its a lil bit too late to write bout my bday last month. but its kinda sweet evryone remembered and all da thoughts dat really melted me. it started with this sweethart kids who bought me a cake and we had da potong kek in class. and da present they gave me which is sgt terharu also.

then mak called and being such a wonderful loving mak, mak and bb datang bawak kek for me too to skool. how much melted hart i cud handle dat day! sgt terharu, and mak and bb evn brought me da maternity dress in pink! sgt comel and sgt termengalir air mata with all da love i received! thank you Allah, and my hartful thanks to evryone. see, dis world isn't dat bad ain! there are plenty of love to go around.

later, when hp pick me up from skool, i saw another cake at da back seat! im like wow, dis lil one sure is gona have a sugar rush today! and hp me gave me wat i really wanted all this time, mp3 player. just a simple mp3 player wich i cud stuff in my ears whenever i had to sit in a long ceramah@skool. no offense, da ceramah is good tho, but sumtimes all dis listenin do grew such a boredom inside of me, so better be listenin to sumthg good than start yawning in da midle of da crowd. da mp3 isn't quite as simple as i hope for, since i cud record any song from any station or other stuff for example in a meeting, or wateverla dat i want to record. cool kan? thanks hunny, you're always da best!

and to evryone dat send me birthday wishes, you are awesome and rock my world. thank you so much, i am spoilt with love dat day. how lucky i am, thank you Allah for evrythg, You're da best ever!!!

~ Present Lil One ~

how's lil one doin? he/she is doin great, alhamdulillah. evrythg is fine, only dat my blood kinda got to da roof a bit. 147/74, xdela tinggi sgt kan? and got some "talks" from da dr. bout how late we are for our real maternity checkup. previously, we just went to clinics for da scans and gravol supply, and since im not havin any problems, beside da previous2 checkups says dat i AM fine (i didnt have any antenatal card/book), but dis time around, thanks to my blood pressure, i had to had da "talks" by da doc. well, not gona explain myself why dis happen, it just did! anyway, we think we finally choose da place we are goin to deliver our lil one, which is @ az-zahrah, bangi.

so next month, we're gona go again for da nxt checkup and hopefully, with evrythg dah settle, my blood wont go up dat much. but i dnt kno, im seein a lot of beautiful stars lately, and by pretty, it's so pretty and beautiful. and then i feel like blackout. dis happen, when im in crowded area with lotsof people, around smokers dat huff and puff like they are baking sumthg from their lungs and last but da very least is when im @ dis one class dat really shoot my blood to da stars! then im start seeing dis beautiful stars and im such in a peace state (ofcoz in a dangerous statela kan?) when dis happen, i just take a deep breath, close my eyes firmly and stand perfectly still. it will go away, but then i will feel sad bcoz dis stars too will go away...

whenever im facing dis situations, dis lil one i dnt kno, somehow trying so hard to comfort me by twisting and making moves dat tickle me so much dat made me so hard not to laugh (aper ke hal cikgu ni gelak sorg2 lps dah marah2 tahap gaban kan?) seriously, dis one time, dis one particular student i dnt kno why he's super hyper, berlari lara dalam kelas, and shoutin at da top of his lungs, im like nak jer lempang pakai kasut okeh?!! but then again, dis lil one, makin his/her moves and i smile a bit, and went to dat budak, talk some senses into him and he did stop, finally behave like a normal person again. dis kids is always like dis after recess and 1/2 hour before balik. sgt super hyperla diorg nih. dats why im so x larat nak handle and feel like quitting evry single day.

it is such a wonderful feeling having dis lil one in me. whenever i felt sad/down/angry, it feel like dis lil one try to smooth and comfort me so much. and evry moves does tickle hunny! you're full of love and sumtimes i feel like i dnt deserve you sweety. im really not a good mummy, but im trying my hardest hunny. mummy promise to give you all my loves, instead it happen da other way around. forgive me...

~ Just Present ~

umm, dis morning we went to mv to watch da new moon, and da morning session is sold out! we manage to buy 8.40pm ticket so we will go again tonight. speakin of movies, to celebrate my last day as a teacha, we did a movie marathon last monday. we watched 1st-Jennifer's Body, 2nd-Planet 51 and da last one Christmast Carol. and last last sunday, we watched 2012 and we got da free tote bag.

i used da bag to carry dis kids exam papers. i didnt realise dat dis kids wud actually notice da bag, and so does some other teacha. we ended up talkin bout da movie and aderla mende nk borak. but lately, my head is too heavy to carry any conversation, due to lotsa things to settle before da skool is over. seriously, da checklist is long and since im looking forward to da skool break, im always ahead with da signatures on da paper. i kno its not such a big deal, but when seeing a lot of "autograph" on dat paper, it just made my day! later, all in all, evrythg is finish, and i dnt have to see skool no more, except when i start sending my own kids to da skool dat is...

~ End Present ~

so a lot has been typed in here. again, typical me dumpin evrythg in one go. again net, sorry sgt lama x update. kakin tawu kaklin selalu bukak blog ni. i hope i didnt let you down dat much. i miss you terribly and can't wait to see you again. congrats net for da good result, see i kno you can do it, and you always will. have faith and all of us wish you da very best! nanti kite jupe lagi okey? nanti kakin update lagi eyh, probably selalu smpi kaklin xmo baca dah =p so evryone, take care, and may da force be with us like always. till here, assalamualaikum...