Sungguh Comel

I will play this clip every time I open You Tube. Nina, kamu sungguh comel. Praying for one day to have a lil daughter with me as well. For now, lets have a good time with my boys first =) 

Together Again =)

Last Sunday was the most awaited day for both of us; Zairil and I since it is the day hp came home. after leaving us for 5 days, he's finally here again with us. how I wish he never leaves, but since it is job related, how could I say no to that. In fact, I am the one who encourage him to go despite of his hot and cold decision about leaving us behind.

Any way, we manage the five days without him. Zairil is being such an angel for four days, but a bit tricky on the last day of hp's arrival. But I didn't mind, because my heart is blossoming with love that what ever Zairil did, I just look at it with one eye and told myself to find my happy place so that I wont be so upset with him.

So as we've discussed before, Zairil and I will pick hp @ the LCCT. I'm questioning and in doubt of myself; can I do this? can I drive with Zairil seriously? I never did it before, and I never intend to do it, but putting that aside so that I could finally see hp, I just said to myself; YOU CAN DO IT!!!

I really hope I could do it. I have prepared mental list of what to do on Sunday. Upon waking up, I will take care of the house first. Do all the chores; clean, laundry, vacuum and mopped with Zairil's help of course =) Then we had our meals. Later, played with Zairil just to kill the time.

The clock start ticking really fast when it strike 7 pm. I bathed si kecil, put on best cloth on him, then it's time for me to get ready. The clock keep ticking away, and now it is about 8 pm. I made Zairil's milk and let him drink it while I packed all his stuff to the car.

Another trick the car played on me. hp told me on how to use the child lock at the back seat, but I didn't really listen to him thinking, he can do it again next time. So here i am, trying to turn the lock button. But when i tried to shut the door, the door wont close. Arghhh!!! what did i do wrong this time? In my mind, I was thinking of calling hp saying that I couldn't pick him up. Then, I took a very deep breath, thinking what if I pull the door's handle before I shut the door, it might work. So it did, thank god.

Later, I ran upstairs and perform Isyak prayer, then we made our move. For ten minutes, Zairil did well in his car seat, the rest of the journey, not so much. So i distracted him by offering baby bites and air ribena, and that kept him busy at the back.

Umm, i thought the journey will be smooth till LCCT, but we did face a lil bit of heart pounding moment where this huge trailer lorry shifted to my lane in a sudden and at the right lane there's this speeding car honking along the way. Thank god i sped and pass the lorry. Only god know how hard my heart was beating and my knees are shaking.

Then, alhamdulillah smooth journey ahead and when we reached LCCT, hp's plane had landed. So we have to wait for a while for hp. Thank you Zairil for being such a darling at the airport.

Afterward we had McD at KLIA just because i think their strawberry shake is the best. But we didn't stay long as it is almost midnight and by the look of hp's face, i can tell how tired he was. But he drove us home anyway because i don't think i want to drive after such experience.

Anyway, this entry just to let my thoughts out, out from where ever it came from. It is such a long post for something not so extraordinary ( to me it is ). Now he's here, so don't you ever run away from me again young lady?! - quote from Monster Inc.

~ Minta Maaf ~

tadi masa tgh online, terdengar mcm nama kena panggil. tp kekadang tuh terasa mcm terperasan jer nama kena panggil. then dgr betul², rupa²nya abah panggil. terus berlari turun. cari² abah, x jupe cari. rupa²nya abah dkt luar. abah suruh bukakkan pintu cage putih tuh, sbb abah dpt tangkap kucing jantan yg jahat sgt tuh. then by the time i understood wat abah is asking me to do, kucing tuh cakar² abah, dan dapat melepaskan diri. abah sgt kecewa, i apologise many² times. i let my dad down, minta maaf abah = "(

minta maaf sbb terpekakkan telinga, i really didn't expect abah will call for me. i thought abah is calling for naim. im really sad and frustrated by myself. dis is it ain, next time, whether abah or mak is calling for someone else, just attend to them and be alert, respond to surrounding and pay attention. if not, il be a dissapointment again...

i cant erase da looks from abah. very dissapointed and frustrated. i felt like no others too. arghhh, why cant i listen carefully tadi? dont you have ears ain? duh, wat a dumb question anyway...

i hope tgn abah yg kena cakar td tuh cpt baik. im so worried rite now since abah ada diabetes. please pray for the wound to heal faster. kesian abah, i really broke his hart.

then my h2b call and asked evrythg alrite, which i sadly replied nooo, an inch close sobbing to tears. then he asked, wats wrong and i spill evrythg. he listen quietly and promised to catch dat jahat punya kucing yg dah cakar tgn abah. i really hope kucing tuh pegi jauh2 dari rumah kami, sbb kucing tuh mmg terlampau jahat sgt, die klu masuk rumah ni jer, dier suka pancut². habis baju2 yg dah lipat, kusyen and evrythg else lg die kencing. bangang giler, suka curi lauk, suka gaduh dgn kucing kitorg smpi kucing tuh tershitty evrywhere and bb yg kena basuh and da list of his evilness will go on!!!

but h2b did lift my spirit up. and cheer me =) saya sudah mampu tersenyum kembali =) alhamdulillah. cuma, saya berdoa pada Allah agar luka di tgn abah cepat sembuh. Ya Allah, sembuhkanla tgn abah, its my stupid mistakes ya Allah, please forgive me and heal abah's wound ~ amin...

dah berkali² minta maaf pada abah. harap abah jgnla kecewa lagi dgn anaknya ini. i know abah isnt dissapointed just bcoz of dis incident, it stretches longer than dat. and i kno dat very well. but i wont elaborate more on dat. so by dat, i do promise dat i wana be a better daughter, so dat abah and mak will always happy with us...

and yesterday, h2b lost his phone bcoz of me too. on his way here, i called him and asked whether he cud stop by at dat pasar malam and buy roti goreng for naim. mula² naim asked me to go to pasar mlm tuh, tp i was busy cooking dinner, so i called h2b instead. and while he was at da pasar malam, pencuri bongok telah curi my h2b phone. but, h2b always find the way to take evrythg in the other way around. he uses logic and common sense which i rarely use. he accepted the lost and make me accepted the lost too. by losing, you will gain something too, insyaAllah...

kinda feel low and down at da moment and i just dont know why. please bounce back from this state ain. its ok to feel sorrow and sadness, but too much of it will bring nothg but misery. be strong and stay strong, always looks at da brighter side and postive thinking is da way to go. take a deep breath, hold it and let it go. believe in Allah, have faith in Allah at all time. you can do this ain, aja aja fighting!!!

wow, wat a long run just to mutter about how sad i am, dat i made my dad frustrated. dis post really is a murmur for myself, dis is how i talk to myself. so dat i wont do it again next time. so dat i will respond better next time. so dat i will be better next time. so say all you want, called me freak or watever, heck i wont care any less bcoz dis is me. when i feel sad, i write. when im down, i write. again, i used to write in my lil book, always write my thoughts in there. but dis time, i will simply write in here, just for a change. but i wont make it a habit, probably i would. i dnt kno, well who knows anyway rite?

till here, sorry for keeping you reading dis long when you probably had something better to do. like always, take care and dont ever let someone dear to you down. bcoz da hartbreakin is da equal amount for both party. always be a better person evry single day. so let aja aja fighting evryone!!! assalamualaikum...

Yes Dear =)

kalau nak sehat, cuba buat perkara-perkara ini :

• jangan minum air ais
• jangan makan ais
• minum air banyak-banyak
• tidur awal
• jangan angkat benda berat-berat

ini adalah pesanan daripada h2b buat w2b nye. mula2 susah nak ikut, tapi bila dah dengar nasihat ini berulang kali selama 7 tahun, sedikit sebanyak terlekat juga di kepala ni. dan x jemu2 h2b memberi nasihat yang sama walaupun w2b ada banyak kapla batu dalam.

w2b akan cuba berusaha yang terbaik, jadi aja aja fighting!!! thank you for your constant advise which i seek evryday. so i'l do my best to keep fit and stay healthy. again, aja aja!!! teruskan berusaha!!!

Highlight

Naim : rambut kakin kaler kuning, kalau byk lg boleh jadi blonde...

Kakin : ha ah, lawa x rambut kakin jadi blonde?

and then naim continue bercerita pasal blonde ape ntah. x concentrate sgt dgr apa yg naim ckp, tgh sebok mengecat. btw, ingtkn naim ckp pasal rambut kaler kuning sbb terkena cat, sekali tuh pasal ini rambut uban la naim. aper da naim, tp sweetla pulak. yes, ive gray hair/uban but i didnt pull it off bcoz i kinda like it. mcm natural highlight, so xyahla nk kaler2 rambut kn...

its sweet n funny kn if we take a look at kid's perspective. dats why i sometime agree with kids. well, we are kids once before right? so wat im trying to say is dat, just love me for who i am. no need to change a thing, even if i wanted to. and lets age gracefully =) with highlight on my hair or a blonde =p

thank you naim for da sort of compliment =D well, i took it as a compliment or like wise =)

A Twisted Turn

alhamdulillah, just arrived home after a long walk/drive/jalan2. still figurin all dat really happen today and it made me wonder, klu dah direzekikan, mcm mana susah pun, kita akn dapat juga akhirnya kn? Allah is the greatest ever!!! thank you Allah for all da wonderful things, all da wonderful gifts. im blessed and no words can express how grateful i am...

ok, enuf with da intro. so hows my readers doin? harap sume org sehat dan gembira bersama org yg tersayang. dkt rumah nih, alhamdulillah semua org sehat, cuma abah yg masih belum sehat 100%, maybe dlm 80-90%. still alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah sbb memberi ruang dan peluang, utk kite menyedari, berfikir dan bersyukur dgn segala nikmat yang Allah telah berikn kepada kita. terima kasih ya Allah =)

movin on, umm i must say dat da house look sparklin clean after it is bein cleaned by Maria, a housekeeper. pergh, rajin sgt maria buat keje. aku pun x daya nk buat mcm die. slalunya klu aku vakum carpet dgn mop, aku mop cincai2 jer, xdela smpi nk angkat n gulung kapet tuh. dan maria bekerja dari pg smpila ptg, non-stop. terima kasih acik maria tolong bersihkn rumah kami. nk hrpkn saya yg pemalas nih, berabukla rumah ni mcm haunted house gitu...

ok, for today, i wud like to thank all my friend dat wished gudluck for my interview. it went well, alhamdulillah. not in da way dat i expected to, but alhamdulillah. so lemme briefly tell you my today's story...

it began since yesterday, as i asked a favor from adik to come n teman me for dis interview. so adik pun agreed to come along n drive me to jp*wp. so i let him know da time n place... dis morning, b4 gettin ready, ketuk pintu bilik adik dulu for him to get ready so dat we wont be late. later, dah siap2 sume tgk jam pergh... dah 9.15. im goin banana jap thinkin we'rent gona make it on time. so thanks to adik yg bwk super best, we made it on time!!!

lps dah smpi, call pn. zaharah to let her kno im already here. then pn. zaharah asked me to go and wait on da level 2. she went to da meeting room and have a word with en. sazali, so off i went to face my interview...

skali xde interview pun... more like taklimat macam tu. punyala kepala blank sbb x baca pape, cuak takut x dpt nk jawab ape yg die tanya, skali xde interview daa.. umm, but i think its better dis way. its bcoz i nvr had any briefing b4; sub-teacher or gstt. so main hantam sajalah kn, janji wat keje. doin work w/o guideline can lead me doin sumthg like suka hati jerla kan. ofcozla i did asked other teachers, but when there's no1 to ask or no1 around, i just used my logic. then later at home barula tanya mak, then mak pun pening pala je dgr my side of the stories =D

lama jugakla taklimat, dlm 2 jam mcm tu. kesian adik kena tunggu lama. so da outcome, dis friday have to come again and collect da letter, nxt week on monday, il become a teacher again! umm, its gona be awkward moment again, introducing myself in da meeting, da new environment, new place. new people. wat da heck, just do it already. i mean its fun meeting new people n new environment. making new friends... argh, can i just skip all dat and be settle in da new place?!

so moving on, since adik has been so nice temaning his sister, so we went to fill our tummy. memula nk mkn sub*way dkt kl sentral, then change of plan la. kitorg p midvalley sbb saje2 je. masa kitorg smpi pun x rmi org dkt mid. how great it is! selalunya pack n full of manusia, ni kedai2 pun baru tgh nk settle down. memula nk tgk movie, tp since movie pun sume start pukul 1 lebeh, kensella. then kitorg pun pla mkn itu do*mi*no...

i must say, da last time kitorg mkn domino, ada satu flavor yg fuish, sedap x hengat. it made me crave for more. so dis time around, kitorg beli set for 4. walaupun nk mkn hanya utk 2 org sahaja. and order eskem lg. so budak yg amik order nih curious sketla, yela kn duduknya duo, mana lg duo yg order utk 4 org nih kn? so i said yg lg dua org nih jap lg diorg dtg. bile makanan dah dtg, barula buat muka menyesal. dan mkn dgn muka yg menyesal. tp hey, till today, no more craving nk mkn lg itu pizza.

dis is h2b way's to get over sumthg dat we crave for. yela skali hentak smpi perut xleh nk masuk dah, haa tobat dah tak nk mkn dah. so its a super saving for a long time for me. klu x setiap kali keluar jer, mesti nk mkn papela yg teringin nk mkn tu kn. so daripada pergi mkn mende yg sama 10 kali, baik mkn puas2 sekali, lps tu x teringin nk mkn dah. korg faham x ape yg ditulis nih? x paham? x paham xpe, bkn masuk pekse pun kn?

lps mkn selama 2 jam, kitorg bwk balik jerla yg mana x abis tu. x baik tinggal mcm tu jer, karang diorg ingt piza diorg x sedap plus x baik membazir. no, bkn mcm tuh, cume saya nih jer ha yg tamak, ingt kn perut besar sgt. budak tuh pun buat muka 'i told you so' jugak. lain kali jgnla order byk2 ek smpi x abis mkn...

aftrward pun balik terus. made a stop at da post office pasal nk bayar saman hari tuh. kena tunggu seratus lebih turn. woa dats a long line da. while waiting, i had a look around, turnout dat nk beli wang pos boleh beli dkt kaunter express. so i waited in line for 15 mins, dah settle itu bayar saman.

later dkt rumah, bb bgtaula yg package mak kawan dier offer. its like, wow i think its a super saving jugakla. for rm800 dah cover utk pelamin, baju, photograph, and bilik tdo+makeup. klu budjet rm1000 lagi extravagant la dienye outcome. ke harga nih biasa2 jer. ntahla sbb x penah pegi survey tmpt lain lagi. i think its a good bargain. so nanti nk p dgn mak, discuss over dis matter.

another thg to have in mind is ofcoz da kad la. pun x buat lg. pun x cari lg. umm, konon nk mintak kwn abg buat kn, so we'll see if my brother cud have a word with his friend. nxt on line is da wed favor for da men. da ladies dah beli dah. nantila p cari. ke nk order dkt kaklin jer? net, i wana buy lgla. lupa pulak nk cover utk lelaki. ingt nk bg dkt perempuan jer. nanti kakin call kaklin eyh...

okla, malas dah nk taip, nanti2 kite ckp lg ek. so take care evryone, take your meals, smile and be happy =D

We Had To Do What We Have To Do

Assalamualaikum... selepas membaca blog nadya, terpanggil juga utk menulis pasal boikot nih. seperti yg sedia maklum, byk rupanya sumbangan kita kepada mereka utk terus menghentam saudara seagama dgn kita. apa yg perlu kita lakukan? banyak caranya, tp terpulanglah kepada kemampuan masing-masing. yg penting kita ikhlas dan berterusan melaksanakan peranan masing-masing. jadi, masing-masing perlu teruskan berusaha, aja aja fighting!!!

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Aku Seorang Kawan Yang Pelupa

yea... saya akui saya adalah kawan yg kurang peka (walaupun sibuk menanda kertas PEKA, rupanya saya seorg yg tidak peka ehehe)... hari nih patutla kawan saya yg seorg itu all smiley jer, rupanya bday dier. dah bunyi loceng balik, barula aku wish dier. kesiankn? kesian kat akula sbb mudah sgt lupa. itu kawan yg ada dkt dpn mata, nih kawan2 yg xde depan mata lagilah x penah pun aku wish. ape punya kawan da? aiseh, sorry la weh, aku bukan lupa tp x ingt la weh. tatau pasalla susah sgt nk wishkn korang nih. so here goes from the bottom of my heart, sincere apologize to those i never wish for their happy days....

in conjuction to dat, mai nak wish awal2 utk tahun depan =D jadi buat kawan2 ku semua, selamat hari lahir, happy anniversary, happy friendship day, happy mother's day and happy happy days =) thanks for being my buddy and bestest friends ever =D

so dkt skolah ape cite? DEAD SILENCE!!!! alangkah bestnye klu hari2 pekse. boleh x nk propose supaya diadakn peperiksaan setiap hari? oh tuhan, sgt damai jiwa ku hari ini. betapa tenang setiap tapak ku melangkah. gembira sungguh hati ini =D tp ada jugak budak nongoi yg buat perangai td. penat nk suh dok diam. mcm buntut diorg tuh ada paku, xleh nk diam langsung. pening pala nk layan budak2 nih tau...

net, if you read yesterday's post, atau klu mak call kaklin ke, kakin hrp kaklin dah ok sket. kesian kaklin, dok jauh dari rumah. um, tp nanti hujung tawon nih kite jupe ek. you can be my bridemaid hihi =)

till here i guess, see im updatin evryday for you to read. so rajin2 la blaja dan bekerja, smoga kita cemerlang dunia dan akhirat insyallah =)

Thanks a bunch!!!!

Fuish, byk sungguh komen2 yg membina daripada anda sekalian. sgt terharu rasanya. terima kasih di atas sokongan moral yg telah anda semua berikan. wat doesnt kill me, can make me stronger kn?

to elly, thanks and yup, i wont stop writing bout these darling until its time for me to finally stop, a lil bit of challange ive to face, but dats only to spice up and juice my daily routine =D

to aton, hehe baru kena puji sket terus x update hari2. mmg nak tulis, tp kinda tired sket sbb budak2 ni tgh ujian. mcm ada adrenaline rush je lps marah2 diorg, end up ive sore joints and ive a headache once a while. not to worry, il post sumthg juicy later ek aton =)

to mishika, jgnla masuk kelas cikgu nih. smlm dgn hari nih, cikgu garang sgt smpi muka budak2 perempuan semua kecut je tgk cikgu. cikgu pun takut dgn keadaan cikgu pada masa itu. im like so fierce and fury, and i dont evn like myself sbb at any moment i felt i can just lempang budak2 itu. thank god i didnt, bcoz i wana hurt no one, tp sumtime they are just too much!!! i nearly burst in tears but again i didnt. i just went outside, take a couple of huge breath and gave them a cold hard stares. tp disebabkn diorg nih mmg x reti2 bahasa, sekejap je kelas senyap. gosh i hate these brats!!!!

to fara, yes indeed, evry moment i prayed to Allah for strength and patience!!! i am determine to keep on going till the end of this year. later on, come wat may, just belasah je ek...

again, thanks a lot for my supporters, my invinsible arms and shoulders to cry on =) im very blessed to have friends likem you guys, full of supports and words of encouragements! this is the moment where all i need is comfort and here you guys are!!! got some more stories to tell, but il save it till the next post...

arghhh, esok sekolah ganti la pulak, darn it!!! mau masuk tidur awalla. till here then, take care and stay safe =)

Baru Ku Tahu

umm, just now i googled a little sumthg bout gstt, little did i know dat im very fortunate and damn lucky to be able to work as a gsttian. i thought there's not so many out there is a teacher wana be. and again little did i know, many really wanted dis job...

at first, for me, gstt is sumthg to past the time, i shud say. i do love the 'teacher' title, darn happy hearing the murid2 calling me teacher and greet me as a teacher. but when thinking dat is going to be over after a certain period of time, i must say dat, gstt is just a mere dream. rite now, all the teachers are planning for the next year, the timetable, wat subjct to be teach next year, such and such... but then, i excluded myself from participating in their chats with a smile, knowing dat im not gonna be here the next year....

so as to speak, im living every moment as a teacher, knowing dat the past remain as a history, da future is another story. not putting any high hopes, a path to become a teacher is never a certain for me. so to be or not to be, still remain as a huge question and a blurry vision indeed...

to bear in mind dat, having dis wonderful experience as a gsttian is sumthg i shud be grateful of. i met new friend, new environment, and many interesting students. ive experience the interviews, met new faces, all in all, the process to get to this point today is a memoir dat ill cherish the rest of my life.


why am i writing all dis innuendoes? as if tomorrow is da last day i can be call as a teacher? i dont kno, its just hit me hard when hearing these teachers making their plan for the next year as i know im not gonna be around....

but on the sunny side of this dreading story, the next year, i wont hv to face this such hassle anymore. moreover, maybe i can be a housewife? (if im married at the end of this year dat is).

so enough thinking bout the future as im damn happy living in the moment. yeas, im happy to say dat my students is so nice today, probably the baraqah of friday! they did behaved quite adorable today. the nongoi2 murid did their PEKA report as expected, but due to lack of time, they didnt quite finish it yet. so i will give them time to do it next week then.

however, the last 2 period really boiled my blood to the max. this one particular murid, ive no idea wats wrong him, he had a mouth dat cannot be shut no matter wat i say to him. the worst part is, bcoz of him, the whole lot became infected with his obnoxious behaviour. after i wrote a few lines in the discipline book, he finally know how to shut his stinkin mouth. so da class went silence and i cud teach in peace. till the bell went off, the moment of silence is still there...

before i went bck home, this one teacher asked me wether i could come tomorrow to assist him with futsal. damn rite i wana be there, but i remain cool and act cool as if im too busy tomorrow. a few chat bout dis and dat, i said yes and by 8.00 am i shall be there. hopefully, im goin with kak lin and afterward we cud go jolly2 together, hehe =P. so for tomorrow, i dont know wat to expect, but with high hope i do wana have gud time with my sista =)

till here, till next post. have a great weekend evry1 =D

A Few Words

Assalamualaikum... apa mau bebel kali nih ek? asyik membebel sorg2 je cikgu ni kan? budak2 kt blakang bukannya nk dgr pun. x kesahla diorang nk dgr ke x, janji cikgu dah menyampaikan apa yg nk disampaikn. lagipun dah diorg jugak yg xnk dgr, after all those membebel, pinches dan yg sewaktu dgnnya. i cant force them to hear my preach, so wat to do la kn? asalkn diorg x ckp yg aku nih x ngaja diorg sudah.

anyway, yes... sometime rasa mcm dah mati kutu mcm mana nk bg diorg suka blaja. ive been using various technique dah, da conventional method, da new method like pki laptop, pki pc, pasang courseware and such tp tataula knapela diorg sgt stubborn gitu. so mcm mana ek bile the end product is not produced like the customers expected?

so in the end, i decided not to marah2 sgt. kesian, i punish the whole class just for these brats. so budak2 blakang masih mcm tu jugak, masih nk brckp n xnk dgr langsung. tp again, dats their choice. so aku hanya layan budak2 yg dpn nila. diorg jerla tempat ku curahkn ilmu. budak2 blakang once a while aku suruh diorg jgn bising, suruh duduk and such so dat yg dpn leh blaja dgn jayanya. again, bukan aku yg ignore diorg. bkn aku xnk marah2 diorg. sbb aku xnk mood da whole class terganggu. yela, yg x bersalah pun kena marah, mana x semua pun xnk blaja kn? so kpd budak2 yg xnk blaja tu, i hope another 10 years or so jgn nk menyesal x sudah ok?

tengok nih, asyik membebel jer kn kejenye. nmpk sgt dah become one of those makciks yg sgt kepochi. nganga, i mean my life now is surround by these bunch of kids. so kekadang tu terkeluar jugakla pasal diorg nih kn. i try not to tell in details here, konon mcm nk private n confidential gitu. tp, klu mood dah rasa nk cite all in n out, wat to do la kn? muahahahaha gelak evil =D

main course of this entry is my sista is home!!! yea, kak lin sudah pulang bercuti. tp x lama pun, dlm sebulan sahaja. its been nearly a week dah, haish... kn best klu x keje, leh pi jalan2 suka hati dgn adikku ini. ada jugak perasaan nak monteng keje jer rasa. tp as a teacher, dats a no no! beside i hate kena relief cikgu2 yg x dtg, meski kena maki hamun dlm diam jugak klu aku pun perangai yg sama, ngenge...

guess smpi cni jerla kot. xde cite best sgt. klu nk cite pasal budak2 nih byk2la, tp malas. xnk ar penuhkn blog ni pasal diorg. baik cite pasal pokok buah2an yg sgt byk buah ni, lagi besh. so till herela bebelan dari cikgu ini. always smile n stay sane ek, heheh

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bunyi mcm main warcraft pulakkn? =P any way, yello korang! watcha doin? lama pulak menghilang kali nih, mmg patut sgt tulis menghilang part 2 nih, nganga =P okla, meh nk bitau reason basinye kali nih. sbb utamanya adalah tenet ni ha, asik wat hal la. amboi bese die, nk kena hampuk ni gamaknya... jadi itula sbb nya xde update di sini. dan lagi satu sbb adalah tuan punya blog ni patut kena hampuk jugak, sbb penyakit malasnya sudah menular ke akar umbi =P ngenge, jadi harap dimaafkn la yea...

jadi, ape yg upgrade nye ek? um, 2 minggu lps, aku dapat jadi cikgu ganti lg yg mengajar sains (cikgu n yg call mak offerkn cikgu ganti ni, and i felt so thrill, rasa sgt over da top feeling gitu. tp nape ek rasa mcm tu? sbb selama ni aku ingtkn im doin a bad job in teaching. and i thought she, mrs. n doesnt like me. tp the fact is dat she doesnt hate me (dat much la kot? y am i having dis thought of she doesnt like me? ive no idea. maybe bcoz she's my discipline teacher dulu n im so takut gle dgn dgn die n smpi skrang ive dat feelin 2ward her so dats y mayb i think she doesnt like me?) and want me to come bck to skool is a great honor to me. tp klu bg die xde pape tu cite lain la. for me, its a great privilege to serve my country urm i mean my school afterall dis years)

any how, x smpi seminggu pun mengajar, ppd call satu pagi ni n pn. r tawarkan jd gstt. mula2 aku jual mahal la pulak sbb aku tgh jadi cikgu ganti time tu, dan aku ckp saya akn tanya mak saya dan akn call balik. mesti acik tu sgt pelik i mean, dah besar pjg pun kena tanya mak dulu ke? eh, itu satu kemestian. as long as i'm under dis roof sume kena ada approval from my parent obviously. then call mak n mak ckp yg gstt ni yg kite looking forward n kenapala yg aku p reject gstt ni, so aku dh menggelabah dah time tu. yelah good opportunity bukannya datang bergolek/byk kali kn? so lps a few attempt (asik x angkat/masuk voice mail) to call her back, last2 pn. r tu yg call balik, alhamdulillah sgt. bak kata org, rezeki jgn ditolak, klu dah ditolak padan la muka. seb baik muka aku x padan lagi, dptla jugak gstt ni. tp da difficult part is how to break da news dkt org2 ofis itu? dahla sgt last menet kn sbb esoknya kena p kt skolah baru. end up.....

ape end up nye ek? leh x aku sambung next entry sbb skrang pun dah 12 lebeh. mata pun dah lebam dah ni. n baju batik pun x gosok lg. baju mak, abah , naim n mine nk kena gosok. so can dis lame excuse be accepted? boleh la ek. so take care all my BFF, wishing you guys nothing but the best. happy week dis week aite? many2 xoxo from me da bubbly and seceria orangnya - kata2 dari fara =)

Spread The Word

Uniten, full of ups and downs memories... do i wana relive and cherish the moments? um, maybe yes or maybe not. tp thanks to Uniten, this is the platform where i met an incredibly wonderful person. if isn't for Uniten, i'm sure our path will never cross and i'm not where i am today. so there's a lot to thank Uniten for, i'm sure we all are, aren't we Unitenians? for those whose excited to come back home, here's your big day!!! but for me, enough with your stories and pictures. let me know all the details...

In The State Of Horror

Hari khamis lepas kitorang p Sunway Lagoon, tp dis is the second time around pi situ. first time around, sume org pi except my eldest brother sbb dier ada kenduri. tp masa first time tu, aku dgn naim jer yg main air. mak dgn abah sume pi naik rides. tp kak lin, adik dgn bb jer yg naik roller coster tu. mak dgn abah naik ferris wheel. main air dgn naim best jugakla, seronok jer teman dier. tp kesian, dier nak naik yg water slide tu, tp unfortunantely aku xleh nk naik sbb x pki seluar pendek or tights. dier sgt kecewa, tp we have fun jugakla despite dier x dpt naik slides tuh. memula mmgla nk p main rides kt atas sana lps mandi, tp sbb nak balik awal, aku cuma men air jerla. tp sbb boleh dtg lg, tu yang x berapa terkilan x dpt main sume.

So dis time around rmila relatives aku pun turut serta. yg pi sunway lagoon kali ni family aku, family pak tam & mak tam dgn family ngah. diorg sume ni turun dari kedah and johor sbb minggu lepaskn cuti sekolah. so amik kesempatan nila nk berjalan-jalan kt kl nih. so the total number yg pi 23 orang;15 dewasa and 8 budak kici. budak2 kecik tu pun pki tag orang dewasa jugakla, belasah jerla, janji leh masuk.

first stop, we hit da water. masa tu men air dkt bwh, kat situ x rmi org sgt berbanding yg kt atas sana tu. so mainla ada satu slide ni. nmpk mcm x takut, tp bile dah nk smpi bwh tu kecut perut gakla. tp dah dua tiga kali naik, rasa mcm xde hal la. so dah boring men slide, sbb orang dah makin rmi kerumun, aku ajakla mak tam naik atas. masa nih, family aku dgn family mak tam & pak tam aku jer yg dah sampai. family ngah tak smpi lg sbb diorg sesat. mandi kt atas tu bestla jugak sbb ada kolam utk budak2 dgn ada kolam yg berombak. ala, korang pun mesti tau keadaan sunway lagoon mcm mana, so malasla nk cite panjang2. so pak tam kena jaga beg, while aku, mak tam, tiga anak die dgn naim p main air kt atas. budak2 ni mula2 seronok gak main air, tp asik menggigil jer. hari tu ujan, sejuk bukan main. sian diorg kesejukkan. tp sbb izni, anak mak tam yg paling kecik tu menangis kitorg pun turunla dkt port kitorg. masa turun tu barula jupe family ngah. so borak2 jap then aku ajak kak chik uda pi main rides kat atas sana sbb ari tu aku x dpt men.

masa tgh nk jalan ke atas, aku pun kering2 kn la baju, takut x dpt naik rides tu sbb baju basah. rupanya x pun. ada beberapa orang balut pki towel jer, sbb dieorg pki swimming suit or bikini. so aku pun men jerla dgn hati gumbira. tp x gumbira mana pun sbb kecut perut memanjang. first ride aku p naik pirate ship. aku ingtkn ni pirate ship yang ayun2 biasa tu. aku dah ada second thought sebelum naik, tp dierorg asyik suruh cepat naik sbb mende ni nak jalan dah. aku tanyala orang yg jaga mende ni takut x. dier ckp mana ada takut, cptla naik. so aku pun blasah jerla naik. then first swing tu, aku mcm beser jerla. then dah third swing tu dah lain mcm jer. rupanya pirate ship ni ayun 360 degree. aku pun dah tahap menyesal perahu xleh undur dah masa tu, nyesal x sudah. patutnya tgkla dulu seblum naik, ni main redah jer. aku punyala menjerit smpi x kluar suara, orang yg jaga kat bwh tuh gelakkn jer. x takut pala lutut dier. aku lak slalu terbukak mata wrong timing, masa tgh tergantung tula baru nk bukak mata, lagila jantung nk tercabut. tp in the end, i got down with one piece jugak. pala lutut, check tak tercabut pun, jantung check takde heart attack pun, peparu check tak semput pun, pala otak check x sakit mental pun. so it was quite an experiencela and it wasnt that fun afterall.

next stop kak chik nk men tomahawk. kesian dier, aku kali ni surrender. die naik sorang. aku masih in the state of horror, so aku give in jer. aku pun pi la tgk dari pagar looser. masih aku xleh bayangkn klu aku naik mende. sure pisang berbuah dua kali, asyik nyesal x sudah jer masa tgh naik. tgk kak chik mcm ok jer, so kitorang pun sambungla men sume rides except roller coster dgn naik jambatan tu sbb ari ujan and diorang tutup rides tuh. overall rides dier boleh tahan.

smpi ari nih pun aku boleh recall ketakutan aku naik mende tu. rupanya doing without knowing resulting a not very bad experience. hehe, bolehla ckp byk skrang sbb dah naik kn, masa tgh naik tuh maki hamun kat sume orang. tp yg x brape best trip kali ni kak lin xde, sbb dier dah balik gadja duduk. abg dgn bb pun x ikut, even abah pun x dtg sbb keje. aku pun memula jual mahal tp sbb mak ajak jugak so pi ikut jugakla. ape lg mau cite, tara papa pun. next postla pulak cite, next time nk cite pasal Hari Wanita...

Lifted Up

What to tell for this post yea? umm, first n foremost, my feeling kinda down for the last few weeks... due to i dunno, lack of everything? but today, im in a good shape, good mood so i wana write a little sumthingla. umm, i heard a very happy news and im verryyy happy about it. congrats elly, i hope evrythg will be fine and im hoping to attend the baby shower and meet the sweetest newborn one day. babies do bring unexplainable warm and comfy feelings. seronok dapat pegang babies, they are so joyous and make me smile constantly. to which recently i got to hold one, namanya mohd. afiq danial. afiq ni baby kak ani, bos dkt tmpt keje lama. tp seronok dpt tgk afiq and dpt pegang die. i do wish for another adik at that moment, but i dont think my parent will have another one. well, then i have to wait for my own then =)

apa lagi mau cite, ohohoh... silly me and you know what? my cimbclick account got suspended several weeks ago. its because i kept on entering the wrong userid and the p/w... till the account finally got suspend. but now i got to unsuspend my suspend cimbclick account, horray!!! thanks to the customer care (which is hard to get through) my account is back to business!!! phew... that's about it, dah tara papa mau tulis, signing off...

Finger Tips On Finger Nails

RAHSIA MENGERAT KUKU

Rasulullah saw bersabda yang bermaksud :

Barangsiapa mengerat kuku pada hari :-

• Sabtu, nescaya keluar dari dalam tubuhnya ubat dan masuk kepadanya penyakit.

• Ahad, nescaya keluar daripada kekayaan dan masuk kemiskinan.

• Isnin, nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk sihat.

• Selasa, nescaya keluar daripadanya sihat dan masuk penyakit.

• Rabu, nescaya keluar daripadanya was-was dan masuk kepapaan.

• Khamis, nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk kepadanya sembuh dari penyakit.

• Jumaat, nescaya keluar dosa-dosanya seperti pada hari dilahirkan oleh ibunya, dan masuk kepadanya rahmat daripada Allah Taala.

Jadi, marilah kita mengerat kuku hanya pada hari Isnin, Khamis dan Jumaat sahaja. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal =)

It's So True

PERTAMA.

Bersedekahlah kepada orang lain lebih daripada yang mereka perlukan dan lakukanlah dengan penuh kerelaan.

KEDUA.

Kahwinilah lelaki / wani ta yang gemar anda berbicara dengannya, kerana kemahiran berbicara antara satu dengan lain akan menjadi lebih penting pabila usia semakin tua.

KETIGA.

Usahlah mempercayai segala perkara yang anda dengari. Berbelanjalah sekadar apa yang ada atau tidurlah seberapa lama yang anda perlu

KEEMPAT.

Apabila kamu berkata, " Aku Cinta Padamu", maka tunaikanlah.

KELIMA.

Pabila mengatakan, "Maaf", tenunglah matanya.

KEENAM.

Bertunanglah sekurang-kurangnya enam bulan sebelum kamu diijabkabulkan.

KETUJUH.

Percayailah cinta pandang pertama.

KELAPAN.

Usah tertawakan impian orang lain. Manusia tanpa impian tidak memiliki apa-apa.

KESEMBILAN.

Cintailah seseorang dengan sepenuh hati dan penuh kasih sayang. Sungguhpun anda akan berasa seolah-olah diri anda tersiksa, tapi percayalah itulah satu-satunya untuk melengkapkan kehidupan ini.

KESEPULUH.

Jika berlaku perselisihan pendapat, bertengkarlah secara aman. Usahlah menyebut nama sesiapa ketika bertengkar.

KESEBELAS.

Usahlah menilai seseorang berdasarkan peribadi keluarga mereka.

KEDUABELAS.

Berbicaralah dengan tenang dan berfikirlah dengan pantas.

KETIGABELAS.

Apabila seseorang bertanyakan satu soalan yang tidak anda gemari, lontarkanlah senyuman dan bertanyalah padanya,"Kenapa anda ingin tahu?"

KEEMPATBELAS.

Ingatlah bahawa setiap cinta dan pencapaian yang besar akan melibatkan pengorbanan dan risiko yang besar.

KELIMABELAS.

Ucaplah "Semoga anda diberkati" apabila mendengar seseorang bersin.

KEENAMBELAS.

Apabila anda kerugian, janganlah jadi kurang ajar.

KETUJUHBELAS.

Berpeganglah kepada tiga R:

• Rasa hormat pada diri sendiri;
• Rasa hormat kepada orang lain;
• Rasa tanggungjawab terhadap semua tindakan anda

KELAPANBELAS.

Usahlah benarkan pertikaian yang sebesar hama merosakkan sebuah persahabatan yang besar.

KESEMBILANBELAS.

Apabila menyedari bahawa anda telah melakukan kesalahan, usahlah berlengah untuk perbetulkan kesalahan itu.

KEDUAPULUH.

Tersenyumlah ketika menjawab telefon. Pemanggil akan melihatnya daripada suara yang mereka dengar.

KEDUAPULUH SATU

Ada ketikanya anda perlu bersendirian.

Some Useful Tips For Us

1.Terlalu lama berdiri - merosakkan tulang. Urat - urat sekitar kaki menjadi kembang. Liang vagina sentiasa basah.

2. Terlalu lama duduk - merosakkan lipatan daging. Akan mudah dihinggapi penyakit tua. Tubuh badan menjadi kendur.

3. Terlalu lama berjalan - merosakkan urat. Dalam pada itu haid akan menjadi tidak teratur dan tidak menentu masanya.

4. Terlalu lama melihat - merosakkan darah. Darah haid menjadi lebih kotor dari kebiasaannya.

5. Terlalu banyak tidur - merosakkan tenaga. Menjadi pemalas. Jauh jodoh. Selalu berangan-angan. Urat - urat di sekitar rahim menjadi tidak kuat. Mudah dijangkiti kemandulan.

6. Terlalu riang/gembira - merosakkan usus. Mudah dijangkiti keputihan pada liang vagina.

7. Terlalu kerap marah - merosakkan hati. Cepat kelihatan tua.

8. Terlalu banyak berfikir - merosakkan limpa. Kulit muka cepat berkedut. Haid tidak menentu & dalam waktu tidur kerap mengalami sentakan kaki atau tangan. Kesihatan rahim sekitarnya mudah terjejas.

9. Terlalu banyak bersedih - merosakkan jantung.

10. Terlalu merana - merosakkan paru-paru.

11. Terlalu takut - merosakkan ginjal. Apabila fungsi ginjal terjejas, boleh mengakibatkan gejala kencing manis dan lemah jantung.

12. Terlalu kerap terkejut - merosakkan pundi hempedu. Gejala pening kepala kerap dialami. Haid menjadi tidak menentu dan pendarahan yang terkadang terlebih.

13. Terlalu banyak makan - merosakkan pencernaan. Mudah mengalami keletihan,malas dan selalu mengantuk. Liang vagina kurang bersih (semakin banyak 'ragam' lauk/makanan yang dimakan, semakin terjejas kesihatan dan kebersihan liang vagina)

14. Terlalu banyak minum minuman berais - merosakkan otot & lambung. Badan dan payudara menjadi lembik. Berat badan meningkat. Mudah diserang penyakit & tidak kelihatan awet muda

15. Terlalu banyak masa lapang - merosakkan fikiran. Kelapangan masa yang terlalu banyak menimbulkan berbagai khayalan dan menimbulkan berbagai penyakit jiwa, kecuali masa lapang diisi dgn aktiviti hidup yg positif ..

Tolerance Is The Best Policy

Jika orang bukan Islam mengatakan azan subuh itu bising dan mengganggu tidur mereka maka orang Islam juga mahu melontarkan persoalan ritual agama orang bukan Islam yang selama ini di toleransi oleh orang Islam tanpa sedikit pun menyentuhnya.

Let's bargain, ini jawapan bagi mereka yg menyentuh hak azan subuh amalan orang Islam.. read thru'

Orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam perlahan atau hapuskan terus azan subuh hanya kerana alasan mengganggu tidur ? pernah dahulu azan subuh di samakan mengganggu seperti salakan anjing.

Sekurang nya azan subuh kami hanya sekejap, 2 ke 3 minit sahaja. Tetapi kami ingin komplen di sini, rasa terganggu dah lama dah dan minta, menuntut..

1. COLOK - Kami minta penganut buddha jangan membakar colok kerana colok itu mendatangkan asap yg menyesakkan hidung dan membakar paru-paru anak-anak kami. Jiran-jiran terdekat yang alahan boleh sahaja terkena astma dan batuk kerana asap colok-colok di rumah tokong kamu itu. Boleh kah ? Azan kami membingitkan telinga anda sekejap sahaja tetapi asap colok penganut buddha merupakan air pollution yg menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

2. ASAP DUPA, BAKAR KEMENYAN - Begitu juga asap dupa penganut buddha atau hindu yang suka membakar kemenyan dan perasap rumah sebagai antara ritual agama. Bolehkan penganut buddha atau hindu jangan pasang asap dupa. Ia menyucuk hidung dan membuat kami orang Islam tidak selesa dan seperti asap colok, ia pencemaran udara dan menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

3. JANGAN MAIN GENDANG ORANG MATI KAT TAMAN, MAIN KAT JIRAT - Penganut buddha main gendang di hari kematian dari rumah hinggalah sepanjang jalan ke jirat. Bunyi gendang penganut buddha di ritual kematian sungguh kuat dan gemerincing mengganggu jiran-jiran dan menyebabkan anak-anak kami tak boleh tidur, tak boleh belajar dan mengganggu kedamaian dan ketenangan kami. Kadang gendang di main sekerat hari. walaupun ini jarang mengikut kematian tp ia buat jiran-jiran tak boleh duduk kat rumah kerana bising gendang yg di palu. Bolehkan penganut buddha bertolak ansur jangan main gendang kuat-kuat lama-lama. Mengapa tak di palu kat jirat sahaja. Azan kami tak sampai pun 5 minit.

4. JANGAN BUNYI LOCENG AISKRIM WAKTU PETANG - Penganut hindu pula akan goncang loceng aiskrim waktu ritual agama mereka, selalunya waktu petang. Sebagaimana gendang orang mati ia juga bising, gemerincing dan membuat gigi jiran-jiran sengau dan ngilu.

5. HENTIKAN PEMBAZIRAN LETAK KUIH DAN BUAH YG MENDATANGKAN LALAT DAN SEMUT- Rumah-rumah tokong penganut buddha di depan rumah penuh dengan buah dan kuih. Kalau letak kuih, buah tipu (plastik) tak apa, tapi kuih, buah mendatangkan lalat dan semut. Juga ia satu kepelikan jadi boleh di hapuskan amalan letak buah dan kuih kat tokong kecil tu.

6, 7, 8, 9..... ada lagi, tp cukup 5 dahulu, boleh tolak ansur ke.. sebagimana orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam bertolak ansur jangan azan subuh di kuat. Sedangkan azan tu memang di pasang untuk di dengar jauh, jadi mestilah kuat dengarnya.

Banyak lagi yang orang Islam selama ini tolak ansur. Dan sebagaimana orang bukan Islam memandang azan orang Islam itu bising, tak patut, mengganggu dan patut samada di hapuskan terus, pada masa sama orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti kamu juga tidak sukakan asap-asap colok, pembakaran dupa, gendang orang mati dan jamuan buah dan kuih yang tak bertamadun.

Azan orang Islam bising sekejap. Tapi asap penganut agama lain yang membakar colok, dupa merupakan pencemaran udara dan menjejas kesihatan.

Sekarang apa perasaan penganut agama lain, baik cina, india.. jika orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti mula menuntut seperti diatas ? Bolehkah bertolak ansur ?

Dan jika sedikit persoalan yang di utarakan di atas di rasakan amat melampau maka pikirlah sendiri tuntutan anda, orang bukan Islam yang menyentuh perihal azan kami orang Islam.

Sekurang nya kami orang Islam di ajar menghormati hak penganut agama lain.

Jadi setiap kali penganut agama lain rasa azan orang Islam itu tak patut cuba fikir ritual agama sendiri dulu adakah patut.

Sekurang nya orang Islam tak pernah menyentuh hak orang lain. Jadi jangan biadap sentuh hak orang Islam. Sama-sama kita bertolak ansur.

Source: from the internet

Special Edition Post - One Of It's Kind

Um, if you read the shout out box, recently there's been a request from my dearest friend, querying for her shoe. which shoe she asked? the shoe that i didn't have the heart to leave it behind when we were all about to leave our crib, M1-04-02 is it? so i stuffed the shoe in my tin-sardine packed kelisa and the shoe now is safe and sound under my intensive care. so mimi, i'm really looking forward to unite you back with THE shoe, because i know how longing it wanna be in your possession back. here i took some of the shots and they sure are looking pretty hot, aren't they?

um, i don't know wat else to write. so guess this is it mie! this weekend rite? ok, it's a date then!! can't wait to hear news from you and i wanna spill some of mine too, which i'm sure gonna blow your mind off!!! i don't know how you are going to react, but this little news have to wait till this weekend okay mie? and one more thing, do leave a comment for this artistic work of mine... i think i did a pretty descent job with these shots didn't i? hope you're gonna love it mie!!! by the way, your shoe is in great shape!!! and i'm glad to be able to return it back to you... see you this weekend!!!