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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Confession Of A Mummy =(

  • sumtimes i thought my baby is a girl. tetibe eyh, zairil ni lelaki la. aper nih? terconfius gender anak sendiri pulak. i mean, i thought al dis while im carrying a lil gal inside me tummy, bile lahir baru tawu yg im having a boy. so dats why kekadang teringtkan zairil is a lil baby gal. nxt baby, kena make sure da gender for sure sebelum tersalah feeling. im sorry hunny, from now on, ibu akan treat zairil like a boy k, sgt tough2, xmo manja2. ke ok je layan manja2? i dnt kno...
  • i never chebok kan zairil. i use many2 baby wipes to clean him up. x retila nak pegang2 sambil nk basuh2 kan. takut terslip while holding him, sgt takut. so my best way to clean him by using wipes. only hp je yg terer chebok kan. not me =/
  • mandikan pun letakkan dlm tub dgn yg ada pelapik tu. sgt x brani nak terbalik2 kan zairil. his back, i slightly tilt his body then rub his back. x pegang2 sambil terbalik2 kan tu. im so scared handling him around water. sangat takut la =( hp je yg mandikan sambil pegang mcm2 gaya. bukan saya =/
  • sumtimes i enjoy bathing him, sumtimes x. dats da times when my bad pinggang buat hal. owh sgt sakit n i hate bathing him while holding bck da pain. dis is da time when i didnt enjoy motherhood, sorry hunny =( and dis is da time hp take over. but no matter wat, ibu sayang sangat zairil ok munchkin...
  • always worried whether zairil gets enough nutrient for his growth. tp rasanye cukupla sbb dia membesar sehat je kan? sume pun ckp zairil tersgtla sehat. to me, he's not chubby sgt kan? sedap pegang jadila, padat dan geram utk dipeluk2.
  • i felt almost 8 months to say dat im fully recovered from labour. bile nak ckp dah totaly sehat je, tetiba rasa i had dis weird feeling alover, sakit mcm dlm pantang, i dnt knola if its my feeling jer. da back pain, sakit pinggang sgtla on and off. baru nk rasa baik, tetiba adoyai, shoot here we go again. total hall!!! but to date, im fine now, hopefully i will be fine sbb kesian si kecil il be all grumpy while im handling him =(
  • ive to wear homewear sandals all da time after givin birth. i mean b4 dis kaki tersgtla panas je, stokin is da last thg i wana wear. tp pki stokin agak leceh, so i just wear da slipper jerla. is it normal da legs to feel crampy and itchy especially when da weather get cold?
  • constantly thinking of his bottles, sume botol2 susu mestila berada di dlm bekasnya all da time. bile dah pki satu, mula rasa itchy n kena tunggu lg dua botol kena pakai so dat i can steam it together. sgtla membazirkan elektrik klu steam sekali sebotol. so kena hold on dulu sampai dah cukup, baru steam. then mulala risau x cukup botol susu. rasa nak beli lg je, tp dah ada 6 botol susu, cukupla kan? i dnt kno...
  • during da time when i was stil pregnant, always bising dkt hp bout my belly button yg x pop out lg. smpila zairil lahir, da button didnt pop. and guess wat, turnout dat si kecilnye lil button yg pop out! im so worried n sedeh sgt coz evrytime he wana poop, da button will pop to da max and he looks in so much pain! i pray to Allah, to forgive my mindless thought, then follow tip mcm tuk buat. letak syiling dkt itu pusat, and alhamdulillah he can poop easily and da button finaly didnt pop out! nxt time ain, sila jaga mulut eyh, jgn mintak yg bukan2 ok!
  • again while pregnant, i always bising about why am i not having any strech marks on my tummy? still waiting for da marks to come so dat i can keep on complaining about it. tp xde pun, so x dpt nak complain. ntah hape2 i kno, tp nak jugakla rasa mcm mana strech marks yg many mommies keep on complaining about. so dat i can too complain bout it. nxt thg i knew, its hp yg ada dis strange lines on his legs. again ain, plz jgnla mintak yg bukan2!!!
  • always worried evrythg bout si kecil. i mean, i always pray to be a good mother, i hope to become a good mother. but i always question myself, am i doing enuf? am i being da mother dat si kecil want me to be? worried will he loves me unconditionaly? argh byknye nk risau, rileks jer boleh x? just be da best n do da best n evrythg will be fine ok? dnt worry to much, bcoz it wont do no good. so keep up da smiley face, teruskan usaha, aja aja fighting!!!

these are da thgs dat clouded my mind al da time! ntah hape2 i kno, tp mcm nak jugak pk n risau ntah hape2. so far, hp kata im doin good. n he knows im doing my best. and dis is da best dat i can do. till here, will write more, tp nanti2la eyh. take care evryone, i miss you so much net like always. till we meet again =)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Pichas

aperla yg bestnye dkt bawah meja tuh zairil?

tgh main2

owh bestnye kek ibu =D

da boy in da mirror =)

i love dis pichas da most =D

Friday, October 08, 2010

@ Eight Months

  • had his first fever just a few days before he reached eight months. owh sgtla risau, nk tdo pun seghiyau, asyikla check his temperature, tuam2 dgn air suam. letak cool fever, tukar cool fever bila dah kering cool fever tuh. i kept praying for his recovery, n alhamdulillah Allah makbulkan doa. sgtla gembira anak sudah baik demam. terima kasih Ya Allah =)
  • he throw up masa kitorg tgh beli baju dkt jj wm. its like sungguh la banyak. kesian si kecil, dahla x bawak kain nk lap2, sgtla x best situasi berkenaan. nasibla ada cleaner yg rajin itu, dia yg settlekan evrythg.
  • telah terpecahkan coffee makernye teko dkt jj cs masa tgh cari hadiah b-day ibu. dahla yg si kecil nih pecahkan jenama philips, yg kitorg nk beli jenama elba sahaja. adoyai, kitorg tunggu jerla manager tuh dkt tmpt kejadian, nasibla x kena bayar. klu x dah kena cancel beli coffee maker =/
  • cannot be left alone, kenala duduk dgn si kecil like al da time. tp seb baikla ada walker, lehla dia duduk diam2 jap sambil mengemas apa2 yg patut.
  • suka sgt memunggah barang2 yg boleh dicapai, especially wayar2. xleh tgk wayar, mesti nk tarik2, sgtla bahaya ok hunny bunch!!!
  • had his hair cut by ayah, tp mcm sgtla tobek, so kena repair dkt kedai. boleh pulak nanges sgt kuat, adoyai! tp sgtla rasa dah besar tgk si kecil with his new hair cut. its like he's a lil boy already. tetiba tersedeh sorg2 tgk anak yg dah makin membesar nih, rasa mcm baru jer si kecil lahir, skrang dah besar dah anak ibu nih.

aper lagi yea during his eight months? umm think datsal la kot. you're a big boy dah sayang, ibu loves you so very much =)

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

~ Happy Eight Months ~

~ Happy Eight Months Hunny Bunch ~

~~ Happy 1 Year & 4 Months For Us ~~

Saturday, October 02, 2010

Pichas

owh, here's da remote!
happy =D
lets play =)
nak pegi mana tuh?
lets play under da matt la pulak

Lilypie Breastfeeding tickers
Daisypath Anniversary tickers
Lilypie Fourth Birthday tickers
Lilypie Second Birthday tickers