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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Scrible Nible

yello mello... its wednesday n its da day naim enter his new skool! haish, skolah menengah dah naim nih, how time flies!!! baru jer rasa mcm smlm tgk dier gigit org lps tu buat muka comel =) seriously, dulu takut nk duduk dkt naim. tetiba senyap2 jer p gigit org smpi berbekas tawu!!! tp now he's becoming a teenager!!! dah pki sluar kaler hijau!!! ok, enough alreadi. tatau pasal tetiba teremo tgk naim pki seluar hijau. mcm rasa die budak kecik je lagi. rupanya dah masuk skolah menengah dah...

so wat happen today? pagi we had roti jala for breakfast. sbb smlm mmg dah masak kari ayam lebihkn utk roti jala pagi nih. abg ckp kari ayam saya sedap, which is so nice to hear. so i made with extra care dis time. usually my cooking style is kelam-kabut-berkecah-dapur-sbb-nk-cepat-x-ingt. but again, dats just me. like to spice thgs up. bukannya x boleh nk start masak awal, tp saja tunggu itu angin mau dtg, barula nk start flaming da kitchen. anyway, these days, i enjoy cooking. alhamdulillah, lately my cooking pun its getting better. not too much of complaint. alhamdulillah ada yg memuji =) probably, air tgn tunang org yg menjadikn masakan itu sedap? heck i dnt kno, but it really made my day when people like my cooking, alhamdulillah now im really confident to start cooking for my family, especially for my h2b nanti =)

also hari nih my h2b datang rumah n have lunch with us. owh, hari ni pun abah cuti sbb naim ada orientasi dkt skolah baru. so masa h2b smpi, sayur x masak lg. jadi die pun tolong masak jugak. how sweet? very sweet =) while me cleaning n doin da dishes, h2b tolong hidang2 dkt meja. then we all have our lunch 2gether. mak pun seronok jer sembang2 dgn h2b, while im just doin da listening. aftrward, h2b had to continue his work bcoz today he's working, tp dah saya ajak dtg rumah, wajibla kena dtg, or else saya akn majuk hehe =p

then i made pie apple 2nite. bcoz kaklin wana eat it. so da pastry sgt berderai which to my liking is great!!! tp mcm x cukup gula pulak, jadi rasanya xdela manis sgt, suitable for abah. then layan movie a bit which i didnt follow from da begining, jadi tgknye pun gitu2 ajelah.

da pie dat i wish h2b can also eat it, maybe next time la ek? um, dont let da look deceive your eyes, nmpk mcm x sedap, but da taste so-so la. heck, i like it, so a big thumb up for me n a pat on my shoulder!!! ( dah pass buat pai, boleh kawen dah nie =D )

then later, adik dah bising sbb die dah mau tdo. so kami pun dipersilakn keluar dari biliknya itu. mcm nk sambung tgk dr. rumah, tgkla mcm mana. klu mata nih larat bukak lagi, layan. klu x larat, esokla pulak sambung...

Selasa, 30 Disember 2008

semalam me telah pegi ke hkl sbb ada appoinment dermatologi (for me acne probs). appoinmntnye pukul 8, tp nk dkt pukul 9 baru smpi. so lps bukak buku, byr singgit guna syiling sbb duit kertas singgit xde, so jumpela dr. thank god xyah tunggu lama sgt. dlm 10-15 mins je tunggu. ape kate dr.? dr. ckp xde pape pun. sbb jerawat ni akn hilang mcm tu je. find a product dat wont irritate n reddish ur skin n stay with it. dnt frequently change ur product. itu sahajalah nasihatnya n kena dtg balik lg tiga bulan sbb dr. tu ada bg cream for external use. die nk bg ubat, tp previously i took antibiotic dat made me dizzy n weng, so dr. pun takut nak subscribe any drug for me.

so dats da end of my post. will continue writing again some other time if i have da will to write again dat is. but no worry, i wont neglect dis blog for long. so any update, il post later yea. jaga diri, smoga ceria dan sehat selalu =)

Monday, December 29, 2008

~ Wat Did We Do - Part Two ~

Khamis, 25 Disember 2008

hari ni ada kenduri kawen shefa-is. dkt ttdi. dah janji dgn dayah nk jupe diorg dkt sana. tp, my h2b terlewat. dlm pukul 2.30 baru nk gerak. dgn jalan kuching yg jammed lagi. end up x dptla jupe dayah dgn fida. bilela dpt jupe korang nih? its been 10 years since we last met. so im all sulky with h2b. kesian die, penat cuba amik hati, tp saya x layan. bile smpi dkt dewan tuh, h2b ckp x baik masam muka. ni majlis org, plz cheer up for our friend. so i did, tp masih xnk layan h2b. kesian die, ckp pun me x mo layan.

da food is great. sedap sgt n i get to meet shefa. tu pun lps die turun dari atas pelamin n nk potong kek. dats when h2b asked me to meet n greet shefa. klu x, saya sudah mau pulang w/o seeing her in person. sbb ape? sbb saya malula nk pegi depan. segan nk jalan control macho ke dpn. tp sbb encouragement from h2b, me pun pegi jela. then talk with shefa, and she is now married to is, is yg die couple since form 2, then break masa form 4. now, they are together again. i know they have a lot of history back then, mesti best cite dkt anak cucu nanti.

so mlm tuh me n h2b pegi rumah lang en yg letaknya dkt sg. merab, bangi. lang en n mak lang buat barbeque pada mlm ni. seronok je kami berdua dpt dating smpi mlm =) b4 dis, is a big no-no. sebelum maghrib sudah wajib smpi rumah. lps je kenduri shefa, mak call, kate sume org dah nk bertolak ke rumah lang en. jadi mak suruh kami ke sana terus, xyah balik rumah.

kami smpi rumah lang en lps smbhyg maghrib dan sume pun tgh mkn2. kami pun join da fun tp mkn pun sket2 jer sbb dah kenyang mkn kenduri td. then later, adik dgn kak lin pun smpi. kak lin baru je smpi dari airport, so diorg pun teruslah ke cni. lps packing2 n kemas2, sume pun headed home. tp yg lg best, h2b minta izin mak abah utk hantar balik. its like, wow a full one day date!!! its a great day indeed alhamdulillah. dgn dating yang agak lama n kaklin balik lg, its a blessing indeed. terima kasih ya allah =)

naim, me n adik


muhammad, h2b, me n abang

me n kak lin

abah dgn lang en

imad dah nanges. boleh lagi posing utk bergambar ek.

semua sedang makan2 n buat hal masing2

me tgh bersembang dgn lang en

da food on da table

abg alfa tgh memanggang ayam

h2b, abang dgn net

tgh packing2 n bungkus2 lauk2 utk ditapau

Jumaat, 26 Disember 2008

hari nih pak teh, mak teh, siti dgn rizlan balik sg. petani. dah rasa kurang dkt rumah nih. klu x, riuh rendah je. seronok pulak bile ada ramai org dkt rumah nih. sebelum pak teh mak teh balik, kitorg sume p rumah tuk ndak. melawat tuk ndak cha. tuk ndak ada sakit alzheimer. tgn tuk ndak is shaking uncontrolable. movement pun terhad sgt. semua perkara org kena tolong. harap keadaan tuk ndak dipermudahkn selalu. lps salam2, pak teh mak teh pun bertolak. insya allah diorg akn mai lg tawon dpn utk kenduri nanti.

Sabtu, 27 Disember 2008

hari ni ada lagi satu undangan kahwin. kali ni adalah perkahwinan nadya-bojed. kali ni pun pegi dgn h2b jugak. tp again, lewat. mak abah pak tam mak tam sume orgla pegi kenduri dkt bangi. jd tinggalla saya menanti h2b. tp nasib la x lama lps tuh h2b datang. then we're on our way. smpi je ke rumah nadya, pengantin lelaki pun mcm baru smpi. lps pengantin diarak masuk dlm rumah, barula kitorg pegi ke khemah. sebelum tuh, kami dok perati dr jauh je. salam2 dgn parent nadya n penyambut tetamu yg lain, kami pun menjamu selera. da food is great n da ambience is superb. da scenary n evrythg is just perfect. again, saya amat malu nk pegi jupe nadya in person. nadya tgh makan beradab dkt dpn, jadi lps beberapa kali near-close-attempt-to-get-up n many-encouragements-karangan from h2b, berjayala jugak me pegi ke dpn n mengucapkn congrats n thank you for inviting us to share her lovely day. nadya looks amazing n stunning, n i can feel her happiness rite away. again, congrats nadya, smoga bahagia slalu =)

on da way back nk smpi rumah, mak call tanya dkt mana. so mak explainla mlm ni nk mkn luar sbb nak celebrate bday kak lin n adik. jadi, lps solat maghrib, kami pun ke restoran chi*ang rai dkt danau kota. we order tom yam, udang tepung, ikan tiga rasa, ikan kuah ape mende ntah namanya, sup ayam n sayur kailan ikan masin. order in two set sbb famili pak tam pun join skali. net mkn kuew tiaw kungfu. overall, the food is great, n evry1 had gud time. afterward, we headed back home.

Ahad, 28 Disember 2008

hari ni, pak tam n da whole family balik ke kedah. again, rumah dah makin empty lagi. sepatutnya kak lin balik hari nih, flight pun dah book. tp abah bg burn tiket tu dan beli tiket yg baru, which is on next saturday, hati sudah berbunga riang. have one more week b4 kena tdo sorg balik ='(

so hari ni mak abah kak lin naim dgn bb pegi cari kelengkapan utk diorg bersekolah. naim dah kena p skolah ari rabu dpn, which he's not looking forward to. sbb best fren die, farhan x dpt sama skolah dgn dier. kesian kn? dah berapa lama dah diorg kwn, dan naim asyik dok sebut pasal farhan nih je. katanya, lg best masuk skolah menengah klu ada farhan...

mak ajak jugak ikut, tp malas pulak rasanya. lately tiap2 hari asyik keluar. x kesahla pi mana2, janji keluar rumah. but im more of a homey type of person. malasla nk keluar berjalan2, lagi best melepak dkt rumah. nak hirup udara segar? bukak jer pintu, angin pun bertiup best x ingt. nk tgk pokok2? dkt tingkap bilik nih pun dah boleh nmpk pokok durian, pokok manggis. nak tgk sungai? blakang rumah nih pun dah boleh tgk sungai. so kesimpulannya, saya amat suka memerap dkt rumah, sbb rumah nih sgt best, sgt privasi dan sgt rasa homey gitu.

Isnin, 29 Disember 2008

Hari ni, isnin pun x buat pape. abah keje mcm biasa, kitorg jerla duduk rumah. adik pun cuti skolah/kolej. so ape yg kami buat? mak ajak pegi pasar besar gom*bak, again malasla nk ikut. wana stay home n do nothg =) so satu hari me just rest n do nothg. tp mmg hari nih, sgt damai jer perasaan dan jiwa ni. dari pg lg cuaca sgt redup, aman dan sgt mententeramkn jiwa. jadinya lgla bestkn duduk rumah sambil melayan feeling meeling nih. i cooked lasagna (i prefer to say it da way its spell, la-sag-na rather da actual pronunciation, so dnt bother correcting me), for lunch, which turnout to taste a bit salty. mkn pun rasa nk nanges ="( tp sumhow, naim seems to like it n da whole thg finish at last, alhamdulillah. ingtkn dah nk kena buang td. so for diner, we had pizza, sbb mak dah makin sembuh. so mak decided to have pizza for dinner...

So, dats about all da update i can update you with. nothg fancy, i know. a norm life by a norm person. ok, dah byk sgt utk entry kali ni, better sambung utk entry lainla pulak ek. till here, take care, assalamualaikum...

~ Wat Did We Do - Part One ~

assalamualaikum... how's evryone? i hope and pray for evryone's finest health. today marks another new year in maal hijrah. in conjunction to this, i would like to say my prayers and wishes for all of us to be bless and to be in His guidance and embrace us all... dari pagi td lagi cuaca amat nyaman dan menenangkn. rasa damai jer jiwa nih. tp xtau knape ada rasa sayu jer di hati? well, dis is life. you cant be all smiley all day. life shud be in balance. where there is happiness, there is sadness. i dnt know what im mumbling, xde idea sebenanye. so main taip jer dr td. last2 ayat dah jadi ntah hape2. dis post is just a recap of wat happened last week. so here goes la yea...

Us at da zoo

Berani2 kucing je amik gmbr sebelah kuda nih. die asyik gerak2 je kepala die. trainer tuh ckp jgnla berdiri belakang sgt, takut kuda nih tendang. lagila gerun nk diri dkt2!!!

Me n bb n mak teh with da giant torty

amik gmbr kat mana ntah nih. sume dah penat berjalan dah nih

naim, bb n siti with da kancil/rusa/ive no idea


zirafah yg sgt tinggi


Rabu, 24 Disember 2008

hari ni kitorg telah pegi ke Water*World dkt Shah Alam. x semua yg pegi. abah keje, pak teh dgn abg p nilai dgn bb xmo ikut. so muat2 jerla sume sumbat dlm unser tuh. umm, kitorg pegi pun dah agak lewat, dlm pukul 12.30 mcm tuh. so smpi sana adalah dlm pukul 2.00. x buat pape sgt pun. mandi, splash2, mkn2 then balikla. org pun ramai sgt. x cukup ruang dlm pool tuh. but we all have fun. seronok, tp agak letihla. then headed back home. balik rumah, budak2 nih dok main monopoli. seronok jugak tgk diorg main, tp x joinla, sbb gamenye lama sgt. malas nk ngadap main lama2 nih.

nila die imad. tgh isap susu time nih. baru 8 bulan. comel jer, geram betul tgk die merangkak2

syafika, rizlan n mak teh

mak dgn pak tam

budak2 sudah lapar

mak tgh marking kertas

datsal for this entry. later entry il continue on wat we did again dis week. so evryone, take care of your health and da people around you. give them all da attention n loves as much as possible aite. smiley we likey =D

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Level Up =D ( Pichas Mode)

Assalamualaikum, its been a week already. rasanya mcm semalam je bertungkus lumus menyiapkn semua persiapan dan kelengkapan utk majlis ini. alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah kerana mengizinkn semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. jadi kali nih, adalah sedikit gambar buat tatapan bersama.

Nie gambar yg diambil malam sebelum majlis berlangsung. h2b datang menolong pape yg patut. abg tgh makan nasik, while h2b tgh tunggu mak dgn abah utk mkn sekali.

dis is me sedang menggoreng bawang sehingga agak kuning/naik bau. lama gakla nk tunggu smpi bawang nih masak.


kali nih tgh memasukkn ayam2 yg telah diperap dgn jintan putih, cili hijau dgn tomato. sbbkn masak sepuluh ekor, acara memasukkn ayam nih pun agak lama jugakla.

ni pulak adik tgh mengacau itu ayam2 supaya masak. aku ada gak try kacau2, tp x tersampai ke bawah kuali sbb berat sgt ayam2 itu. jadik, adik kena take overla. while me snapping away. lagi sorg tu adalah pak teh, ape yg die tgh mkn, aku kurang pasti. die dok teman kitorg dkt luar nih.

dis is our camera man. tgh adjusting videocam yg baru je beli tdnya. yg tripod tuh dpt free, which is great since i want for so long. dkt lantai, adalah hantaran2 yg akn diberikn esok harinya.

um, nih adalah hidangan yg disediakn dkt luar. pak teh dkt background tgh mengambik dan menarik angin.

hidangan dkt dalam. dkt bawah meja ada batu refleksologi kaler kuning hijau.

me tgh texting h2b sbb abah dah tanya bile diorg mau smpi nih. im worried too, tp h2b said they on their way dah.

abah welcoming da guest and speak for our behalf. all smiley jerkn abah. im smiley too but darn nervous x ingtla time tuh.

h2b side of da family. discussing over da matter. banyaknye hantaran kn? daripada 9 jadi 11. tambahan kek dgn puding tu.

mak dgn aunty tgh mendengar perbincangan

dats me n kak izam n aunty. see da way i sit? funny i know. blasah jerla kn.

da moment of truth, dis is da highlight of the event. thanks aunty for accepting me for who i am =)


Hugs n kisses

Finally, we've become husband n wife, i wish! i settle with fiance n fiancee for da mean time. alhamdulillah, Allah makbulkn niat kami akhirnya. ni dkt blakang rumah, underneath pokok rambutan. and dis picture taken rite after da special moment.

these are da gift from his side.

abah dgn uncle tgh makan

da frens who came and stay till da end. thanks mie n dbah. tawon dpn dtg lg ek.

nila fisa. teman seperguruan. thanks awak for coming. tawon dpn wajib mai na.

meet da parents

meet da family

dis picture will be perfect if kak lin is here. a bit sad, but its ok. nothg biggie pun, just engagement any way. but i want you to be here during my wedding tau net.

Last but least, my perfect cara ladylike duduk rite after everythg had settled n over.

jadi, saya bagi pihak keluarga dan diri sendiri ingin mengucapkn jutaan terima kasih buat semua yg sudi menolong dan memeriahkn majlis ini. alhamdulillah, semoga Allah membalas jasa budi baik anda semua. nak sebut satu2 mmg x daya, jadi terima kasih yg tak terhingga buat semua. semoga keberkatan dan kemuafakatan majlis ini kita bawa bersama sehingga ke akhir hayat...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Level Up =D ( Essay Mode )

Assalamualaikum... yello... it's tuesday already n i havent post or blog anythg just yet. im kinda adjusting and resting after da big day, not forgettin da huge day comin up next year =) but first n foremost, i would really like to express all my gratitude to Allah da mighty for giving me da best time of my life. its a blessing indeed. rite from early morning till dawn, i only felt love and im really grateful to Allah. ive no words to describe how thankful i am, so all i can say is dat Allah is da best God ever!!! yup, no doubt bout dat. so let me recap and write a few bits here n there. hopefully i can fill you in as much as we could, shall we?

Jumaat, 19 Disember 2008

Pergi ke medan mara slps solat jumaat utk mengambil baju tunang saya bersama emak dan abah. abah telah mengambil cuti dua hari berturut2, kamis dan jumaat sempena majlis yg akn berlangsung pd hari ahad. bajunye looking good, nmpk kemas dan memuaskn, sesuai dgn kosnya yg berharga rm120 =")

Sabtu, 20 Disember 2008

early morning, mak dgn abah pegi pasar utk membeli sepuluh ekor ayam, carrot, cili hijau, timun, and da list shall continue. me still sleeping soundly in my chamber =) ble bangun, makan mee goreng mak masak yummy, then dgr bunyi hon dr van abah utk mengangkat sume barang. dah angkat barang, saya telah terbengang dgn abg sbbkn die telah membuat sesuatu yg saya amat bengang. geram betul. abis baju saya utk dipki esok... argh, saya telah menjerit menggunakn bantal dan menepuk katil ini sampai kipas utk coolerkn laptop ini menjadi weng. lps tu, saya kena basuh semula baju, dan sidai di tempat yg lebeh selamat. lps tuh mak panggil turun suh basuh ayam sbb abah tgh basuh sorg2. kesian abah, then il go down n help cleanin da chicken.

lama gakla nk setel basuhkn sume. lps kitorg dah nak siap basuh, pak teh n mak teh smpi. mak all smiley, n sembang2 dgn mak teh. after dat, potong2 bawang puteh. x lama lps tu, makcik kasma pun datang sbbkn die xleh dtg keesokkan harinya. mak sembang2 dgn makcik kasma, abah sembang2 dgn pakcik sulaiman. while me dgn adik tgh bersiap2 dan tgh standby dah pun utk keluar. nak beli adalah brg2 skit. so lps je makcik kasma dgn pakcik sulaiman balik, kitorg pun klua, heading to da nearest jj brach, mana lagi la ek. so ape yg kami planning nk beli pun x byk, antaranya adalah 1st, mau beli itu videocam la, 2nd, mau beli itu mekapla, 3rd mau beli present utk abah. walaupun sudah belated, its da thought dat counts rite?

jadi ketiga2 item nih berjaya dibeli alhamdulillah. im all smiley. adik pun smiley too. actually im happy keluar shopping dgn adik. sbb die agak penyabar jugakla nk melayan kerenah kakak dier nih altho sumtimes i made him nak ngamuk, boleh pegi tanya dia wat color lipstick to buy, which syampoo, which brand is good. bile adik dah buat muka siyes, il giggle n stop askin no more. x smpi semenet pegi tanya dia balik. nasib baik x kena sepak kang dgn die ahahaha. wat im trying to say is, he's such a nice brother. wlupn muka nmpk mcm nak mkn org, tp sebenarnya die sgt comel. n baik hati n suka meneman kakak die buat perangai, ble mood die agak baik dat is. klu mood die x brapa baik, harusla saya x mendekati adik. tunggu smpi moodnye baik, barula p kacau die.

kitorg balik pun dah pukul 9. time dkt jj, kak izam pun call kata sume hantaran dah setel. yeah rite, i mean sebelum tuh pun mmg dah 98% dah siap, tunggu sket je pun mende2 yg kak izam nk bwk. masa on da way balik pun, my h2b call kata dah smpi dkt rumah. h2b datang sbb nk tolong2 ape2 yg patut. im so happy to da max h2b dtg tolong. he really lifted my spirit for our big day. bile smpi je, tgk sume pun tgh sebok dkt dapur. so biar h2b duduk2 jap dkt dpn, then ajak h2b angkat kerusi2 yg dkt dpn tuh naik atas. lps dah habis angkat, mak pun ajakla h2b mkn. so h2b duduk mkn nasi kejapla dgn abah mak, while im helpin in da kitchen. sambil2 tuh dtg2la jugak menyebok dan meneman h2b mkn dan saya pun mkn jugakla. lps mkn, h2b pun minta diri dulu sbb esok pg he'll be coming again to bring dalca n some kueh (thanks aunty for da dalca, mmg sgt sedap x ingat)

afterward, its time to cook da chicken dkt luar. me n adik menyala2 api smpi termenyala, susah jugakla sbb dapur gas tuh dah lama x pki. dah setel, kitorg pun masakla ayam itu. lama jugakla nk masak, dalam 11.30 mlm baru masak. lps dah kemas2 n angkat ayam tuh masuk dlm, kami pun ke lalalang, resting n preparing for da big day tomorro.

Da Big Day - Ahad, 21 Disember 2008

wake up early, lps subuh mmg dah x tdo. i went downstair n start da cleaning. at first mmg sgt cuak dan mengadu pada Allah-ya allah, sempat ke nih nk readykn rumah nih for my big day? im so panic bcoz there's so much to do n da time is limited. then, lps bukak2 tirai, biarkn angin masuk sambil malaikat rahmat pun masuk membawa seribu satu rahmat ke dalam rumah ini, by hook or by crook, no matter how helpless it seems, i must get evrythg done in no time! so aku pun kemas2 ala misae (emaknya si sin chan) mmg x menang tgn, nk angkat kerusi, hampar karpet, you guys know da drills kn. lps tuh nk siapkn meja, bawak keluar pinggan mangkuk, cawan, buat air, yabadabidu sort of. tp alhamdulillah since evry1 is doin their part tremendously, in time malah terlebih time pulak tuh. sgt syukran, im happy n smiley.

by 10.10 sume pun dah mensound suh p mandi. tp then bb pun panggil n i knew instantly sumthg was wrong with my baju. turnout dat die sudah membuat lubang yg comel dkt baju saya itu, but again there's no time to weep, n i gracefully (dlm hati nanges ="( ) say thank you to her for ironing my baju. so yes people, im wearing baju with a hole in it. tp xde sape perasan sbbkn lace yg cover baju itu.

by 10.30, kak izam masih x dtg lg, at da same time dbah was quite lost to reach da house. kesian dbah, aku pun ntah hape2 je xplain masa dbah call tanya for direction. akhirnya dbah jupela jugak rumah ini. masa dbah sampai, im dressed n putting da foundation, blalala. since kak izam pun x sampai lg, i really wana do my own make up. dbah pun offer to help, n help she did. later on, kak izam smpi, then fisah dtg. jadi mereka bertiga nila yg menolong saya menyiapkn diri saya. pkikn tudung, selendang, n temankn saya. owh, jari kuku saya pun diinaikn skali oleh dbah dan siti. tp, saya duduk x diam, dan baju saya pun terkenala itu inai. so baju saya pun telah kotor. great job ain, sila buat lagi ek!!!

anyway, at first mmg x rasa nervous langsung, tp when i look at my own reflection in da mirror, its like owh-no-i-didnt-recognise-whom-im-staring-at n dats when i really start to freak out. b4 yes, im all jitter n fidgeting n my feet keep tapping non-stop. but it really get worst after i saw myself. wat im tryin 2 say is dat i dont like my make up!!! i look so-not-me. then my confident goes straight down to da drain. altho every1 is saying i look ok, cantik, beautiful, but dats not who i really saw evryday. different is ok, but i dnt like different. i wana be me, da 1 dat zuhrin fall in love with, no make up, no nothg n definitely not dis muka tepung gomak 1. fine, by stating all dis, its look like i dont like myself. no, i do love myself, its just dat all im asking for is a nice touch up n xyahla tebal nk mampos punya mekap. argh, i dnt like da mekap, i wana rub it off, tp takut x sempat pulak nanti. fine, fine i shud be thankful to kak izam sbb tolong mekapkn, tp saya dah x suka, nk wat cemanakn. n dis is why im being like a dufus dat day, ive lost my confident n i hate to tayangkn mekap ini pada sume especially to h2b.

ok, enough emo already shish!!! um, sepatutnya majlis bermula pukul 11.30 n dats wat we said to all da guest dat came. tp since nak berkumpul sume dkt rumah h2b, dan tunggu arrival neneknya yg dtg drpd Klang lg, jadi dlm 12.15 mcm tuh brla diorg smpi. itupun abah dah risau dan sume pun dah jenuh menanti. so dis is where da show begun...

after i knew their arrival, i started to fidgettin like a mad cow. cudnt sit still, luckily ive mimi n dbah to keep me company. otherwise il become like da run away bride, seriously not literally. i felt like running away from every1, gosh nobody ever told me how nervous its gona get. why all da fiance-2-b faces are dead calm? arent they all nervous at all? not a tiny bit? you know, i learnt my lesson 2day. if im nervous, if im not comfortable, just say so in da begining. not till da last minutes, where then kak izam came into da room askin me to go out n meet da parent...

as i was walking out, all eyes are fixed on me. it was like wat da heck? dnt you guys have any where else to look at? stop lookin at me. i hate it when people are lookin at me. i dnt like any kind of attention wat so ever. again im bluffing like da mad cows. um, dis is wat i felt da whole 10 minutes. wat im trying to say is, i nvr had any kind of attention like dat before. its like evry1 took their time off n came to witness dis beautiful ceremony n it is a beautiful ceremony indeed. i thank you for evry1 dat came, but im shy, yes im totally shy n i dnt kno how to act n behave infront of da public. im a total zero in dis. so end up, im making a fool of myself and it is witnessed by all those who came. im sorry, but dats who i am n dats how i did behave. menggelabah n blalalala...

so, again as i try to sit on da floor to meet aunty, darn dis dress is kinda difficult for me to sit ladylike. end up, im sitting like da heck i sit with mininum ayu-nan-jelita-sgt-bersepah-dan tunggang-langgang-cara-duduk-kaedahnya. so looking at my gorgeous aunty n da family to be, lagila kecut perut x ingat. but, then aunty slowly came to me n ask for my hand to present me da dazzling ring. da ring finaly rest on my finger, salam aunty, and hugs. then aunty terasa sebak, which is im so helpless n i dnt kno wat to do. i really dnt kno wat to do to mend any broken hart. if i cud find pixies dust n evrythg nice, then i wud so dat i cud stop any tears from falling. but then, aunty ckp pegila salam dgn mak, so i did. and aunty pun dah mcm biasa balik, all smiley =)

lps dah abis salam2 dgn sume tetamu, its time for evry1 to eat. tp usually klu buat open house, its me dat running around making sure all da lauks are lock n loaded. da refreshments are served, enough plates to go many more rounds, da drinks are fully stock, dat kinda of thgy. but dis time around, im so clueless, ive no idea wat to do. nak basuh pinggan pun diorg x bg, nak pegi duduk dkt dpn, rmi sgtla pulak org, saya sudahla malu/segan x ingt. so i end up menyorok/menyelit dkt dapur. sengih2 sambil control malu, i mean wat da heck la ain oi? im not being me, so lame n pathetic i kno, no body have 2 tell me dat. then i asked sumbody which i dnt remember, probably adik/bb kot, tanya zuhrin dtg x? adik/bb pun ckp ada, dia ada kt dpn. n i asked adik/bb to call him n meet me at da back. sound scandalous but its not, since people are everywhere.

first thg when he looked at me, da looks on his face are kinda mixed up. mcm nk nmpk die akn ckp cantik n at da same time as if he wana say i look-like-a-clown kinda face. but we talked n take a couple pictures underneath pokok rambutan. then, mak sume suruh zuhrin pegi mkn, which he didnt till evry1 left.

aftr seeing h2b, i felt a lot better! so i take a huge breath, keep myself together n nmpk aunty tgh duduk dkt tepi pintu. so i came n sat next to her n aunty pun bgtaula ni sape, tu sape. it was great finally meeting h2b's aunty's and family. so lps mkn2, its time to xchange da dulang n gifts. so before dat sesi bergambar pun bermula. yea yea baikla, akn saya postkn gmbr2 itu dlm entry akn datang.

masa bergambar tu, h2b pun introducekn shazwan n shazwin to me. i always wanted to meet shazwan since h2b did mentioned about him a few times. n da adorable shazwin makes me wana pinch her cheeks till she cries! then jumpa farahin, and mak long, mak ngah n mak ucu n nenek. then we waved our gudbye and dats da end of our fairly tale for today. alhamdulillah, semua pun dah selamat, dan saya pun sudah menjadi tunang h2b =)

um, but petang tuh h2b revisited again, sbb dia x mkn lg, n nak tolong kemas2kn balik rumah. now da house is looking good and alhamdulillah sume mende pun dah siap simpan dan kemas.

Isnin, 22 Disember 2008

pada hari isnin yg semalam, kami sekeluarga bersama dgn pak teh telah pegi melawat zoo negara. setibanya di sana, kami telah disambut mesra oleh bau2an itu dung la aiyo. i felt like puking instantly. round2, yeah we had great time at da zoo like every1 else. il put da pichas later aite. then dlm pukul 3 pun kami pun beransur pulang. sblm itu kami pun singgah ke kf*c tmn. melati utk menapau. then ternmpk itu kedai salon yg kami akn kunjungi keesokan harinya. lps tiba di rumah, setelah selesai solat fardu 2 waktu dan mkn, kami pun pergila ik*ea. saja mau meround2 dan membuang masa di situ. i had fun with naim, trying all da couches n da chairs n watever we can try on. then, cik na pun telefon kata nk p umah. so we headed back before making last stop dkt gi*ant bt ca*ves utk membeli brg2 dapur. rushed back home, cik na n da family sudah smpi, masak2, mkn2, sembang2, its time to go home n have some rest.

Hari Ini-Selasa, 23 Disember 2008.

bgn pg emak kejut ajak teman ke hospital. mak ada follow up dgn dr. so saya pun bersiap sedia dgn kadar yg amat laju. sepatutnya appointmnt mak pukul 9, tp pukul 8.45 br gerak dr rumah. i drive while mak sleeps. im glad mak is resting, mak need plenty of rest. tp mmg bengap betulla lahabau sorg nih time dkt bulatan pahang tuh. boleh die p belah kete aku. die kasi hantam itu tayar dgn kuat, terhoyong-hayang die sblm blah sbb chicken always do dat. hit n run eyh. so to you chicken, you may run n hide n wat ever. tp tunggula itu pembalasan di kemudian hari, saya x doakn pape pun, x ckp pape pun kecuali carutan yg agak kurang manis sedikit. so made our way without futher due, drop mak tepi jln since parkin penuh n had to park dkt luar sana tuh.

made my way to mak, then msg2 h2b. and then he said he wana come n teman us. since how many times i send him boringnye tunggu turn x smpi2 lg nih. so we met, ckp2, borak2, amik ubat, then mak ajak mkn lunch dkt rumah. so kami pun lunch, solat, then we said gudbye. around 4 mcm tuh, aunty called explainin why my thank you msg aunty x bls which to me x bls pun xpe. i just wana xpress my gratitude to all da wonderful gifts. so borak2 dgn aunty, ckp itu ini. then say goodbye. then me, mak n mak teh pegila ke kedai smlm yg dkt tmn mela*wati tuh. since im sleepy, while mak teh had her session, i slept on da couch. pukul 7 baru setel, then we headed home. as im typing these words, mak tam n family arrived from kampung. so i guess ive to stop typing no more. nk turun main sama itu imad. n kejap lg nk p jalan duta utk jupe ngah sblm ngah balik kg.

pergh, pjg sudah x ingt. sume nk cite in details kn. im sorry, its just dat i wana keep all these in my memory. so when i read bck, i know wat really happen in dis past few days. so next post will be da pichas. thank you for reading n thank you for coming to my day my friends. nanti tawon dpn mai lagi na. orite, take care n stay happy ek. thanks again korang =)

Friday, December 19, 2008

Selamat Hari Lahir

hari nih, khamis 18/12 adalah satu tarikh yg istimewa buat abah. abah menyambut hari lahirnya yg ke-51 buat tahun ini. alhamdulillah, Allah telah mengurniakn kesihatan yg baik utk abah, wlupun menghidap penyakit diabetes, abah tetap tabah melaksanakan tugas sebagai ayah dgn baik. jadi, kami anak2 abah sentiasa mendoakan kesihatan yg baik, dimurahkan rezeki, dipjgkn umur utk terus beribadah kpd Allah dan paling penting, utk terus berada di sisi kami sekeluarga. wlupn x selalu ucapkn sayang pd abah, tp anak2 abah sumenye menyayangi abah sepenuh hati.

jadi, ape hadiah yg kami berikn? kami berikan kasih sayang tanpa batasan 24/7, kami selalu mendengar ckp, tidak biadap, dan membuat perangai/memeningkn kepala abah sekali sekala sahaja =D um, mmg nk belikn adiah sebenanye, dan adik pun dah brapa kali tanya dan ingtkn nk belikn apa buat abah, tp tgn buat sementara waktu nih terikat dkt blakang, sbbkn majlis yg akn berlangsung ahad nih. wlubagaimanapun, insya allah akn dibelikn jua hadiah buat abah.

ape aktiviti yg kami lakukn sempena hari lahir abah? kami mkn kek dgn kfc. wlupn kedengaran x berapa nk menarik, tp sambutan sebegini memberi seribu satu makna setiap tahun. yg penting, sume dpt berkumpul bersama2, mengambil beberapa keping gmbr, gaduh2 sket, dan sume pun dpt mkn kek. itu adalah satu tafsiran bagaimana sambutan hari lahir yg gempak buat kami sekeluarga.

ada beberapa keping gmbr utk ditampal di sini, tp ada beberapa kekangan yg x dpt nk dielakkn. insya allah, jika tiada keberatan akn diusahakn utk diletakkn di cni.

p/s: wlupun bunyi karangan kali ini agak skema, tp skema me likey =D berbahasa puitis penuh formal kadang kala mengasyikan, melekakan jari jemari ini utk terus menari di cni. tp, dis bakal tunang need her beauty sleep, so as much as i wana still continue writing, ive to put an end to it. so nite2 evryone, sleep tight. dont let any bugs bite.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

~ Akhirnya ~

Assalamualaikum... seperti yg dijanjikan, nila map yg x seberapa utk ke rumah pengantin, ahaha i mean bakal tunang. aku mmg nk elaborate panjang, supaya korang x tersasul utk dtg ke rumah aku. tp nanti karang la ek. mata aku dah berpinau buat peta nih dari td lg. smpi kol 4 suku x tdo2 lg nih. maula jadi mata panda karang nih, haish. so in da meanwhile, while im joining da rest of you to lalalang, have some brief idea on how to read n interprate dis map. any question will be entertain later once im up aite.

p/s penat gak nk wat sekeping peta nih. x daya dah nk ngadap nk repair2 lg nih. harap korang paham la ek jalan utk ke rumah ku ini...

...sambungan...

ola, pergh br bgn ke? sehari la kira neh tdo ek? ahaha, xdela. mmg sedari td lg nak cite kat korang pasal map nih. tp satu hari nih agak xde masa nk menatap blog nih. br skrang dapat peluang, jadi akan dicitekn dgn lebeh lanjut lgla ek pasal peta nih.

perasan dak, ada bulat2 di atas peta ini? bulat2 inilah yg selalunya org terlepas pandang. jd, kawan2 sekalian, hrp2 anda sume dptla mengikut petunjuk arah ini dgn baik. klu ada pape, jgn seganlah nk bertanya. malu bertanya, dah sesat, karang korg pegi naik atas smpi bt. 12, lehla korg jupe tok batin nanti.

orite, jadinya bulatan no.1 bg mereka2 yg dtg dari mrr2, ikut saja sign bod yg tulis kuantan. tp jgnla korg terlajak smpi kuantan pulak kn. bile dah nmpk plaza tol dkt dpn dlm 500 m, ada satu sign bod tulis simpang ke uiam. jadi korg pun kona la ke kiri. then terus kn saja perjalanan anda. ble dah terus, nanti korg akn smpi ke satu simpang 3 yg ada trafik lite. jd, korg kona la ke kiri skali lg. jgn p kanan, sbb ke kanan korg akn sampai ke uiam. klu dah terkona kanan, korg u-turn la balik ek sbb dah salah jalan tuh.

bulatan no. 2, adalah satu bulatan yg sgt penting sekali sbb di sinilah simpang utk masuk ke rumah bakal tunang nih, aka aku la tuh. jadi, lps korg dah lalu skolah teknik gmbk dgn sbpi gmbk, korang akn ke satu lg junction yg ada trafik lite. again, kona kiri. then korg akan jalan straight for about more or less 500m dr simpang td. ble korang dah nmpk mcm ada jambatan besar, which is da karak highway, nanti ada satu u-turn. silalah membuat u-turn dgn kadar segera. klu terlepas, masih ada satu lg u-turn nun jauh di sana, di simpang 3 which is about 1 km. ok, bile dah buat u-turn, cecepat bg signal utk kona ke kiri sekali lg bile korang nmpk sign bod simpang ke uiam 1 km dan juga papan tanda srai sg. chinchin yg cenonet je. dah nmpk simpang yg x berapa nk besar tuh, korang masukla kiri. kat cni kenala hati2, sbb byk lahabau mat2 moto suka nk membuat onar dkt simpang nih. sepatutnya diorg buat u-turn dkt dpn, tp sbb xleh pk sendri, diorg suka mak bapak diorg je buat u-turn dkt cni. jadi hati2 la di jalan raya ek. teruskan perjalanan korg smpila ke jambatan yg besar. dah lps jambatan, korg ikut je jalan yg x brapa nk lurus nih, agak bengkang bengkokla.

btw, dkt jambatan besar tuh, korg akn nmpk byk sampah sarap gle dkt sign bod "dilarang membuang sampah di sini " i dnt kno whether they're too stupid to read, or they are born retarded. bengap sgt tau, dahla buang smph suka hati mak bapak hatuk diorg dkt situ, kadang2 ada yg malas, main campak dkt2 je sampai blok jalan. buat susah org je nk lalu jalan tuh. yeah, im being emo sbb dah menyampah tgk perangai lahabau2 nih.

moving on after being emo, dkt bulatan 3 pun kadang2 org konfius jugak. jadi, ble dah nmpk mcm bangunan 4 tingkat tgh under construction, korang kena masuk kanan. amik jalan yg kanan skali, jgn amik jln yg tgh2 tuh ek. klu korg peratikn dkt kanan korg ada tmpt buang sampah dan ada beberapa ketul batu sungai yg agak besar. jd, jln yg kanan nih akn bawa korg ke selekoh yg x berapa nk tajam. teruskn perjalanan anda smpi nampak mcm taman permainan yg kecik dgn padang budak2 main bola. teruskn perjalanan sehingga korang smpi ke jambatan kecik. dnt worry, kete waja lepas jambatan nih wlupn jmbtn nih nmpk kecik. teruskn lg ke hadapan.

bulatan no. 4, xde mende sebenanye. cuma dkt cni, jalan agak berlengkang-lengkok. kona x brapa nk baring. jd skil utk pulas stereng diperlukan di cni. lps kona2 nih, akn ada satu lorong straight. jgn pegi straight, sebaliknya ikut jalan ke kanan.

bulatan no. 5, ok nih lps korg dah naik turun bukit yg x brapa nk besar nih, korang akn lalu beberapa rumah dkt sebelah kanan dgn ada satu rumah dkt atas bukit. nanti akn ada satu jalan terus, satu lg ke kanan. jgn pegi kanan, tp pegi straight je. jalan nih pun x brapa nk straight, ada mcm bengkang bengkok. korg ikutla jalan nih. akn ada mcm kebun pisang dan rumah atas bukit skali lg. ble dah lps rumah atas bukit, korg akn jupe lg satu lorong satu kanan, satu ke kiri yg mcm kena naik bukit. tp jgnla naik bukit sbb rumah aku dkt bwh bukit. time nih dah nk sampai dah. rumah aku adalah rumah yg ada pagar kawat kaler yg dah x brapa nk hijau. jaga2 jugakla dkt cni, sbb jln ni one way aja, sempit, so kekadang ada bertembung dgn kete, becareful ek. jln straight a bit then kona kanan, then you'll find my home.

so sukarkn nk p umah aku. tu yg brapa kerat je member aku yg penah dtg umah nih. however, ada sorg ustaz yg mengajar aku kat uniten masa 1 year dulu, ustaz aziz namanya, tawu location rumah aku nih. dahla kena ckp kuat2 supaya satu dewan dgr (sume org kena introduce diri masing2), aku pun agak malula jugak nk cite mcm mana nk jungle tracking utk smpi rumah aku nih. sekali mmg dier tawu da rumah aku, patutla beria tanya dan suruh aku cite lokasi sebenar rumah nih. mcm mana ustaz aziz nih tawu, sbb ada kwn die dok cni, dan die slalu dtg melawat kwn die, dan rupanya anak die blaja dkt srai sg. chinchin dan anak die sebaya dgn naim dan mcm mana aku pulak tawu, sbb masa nk amik keputusan upsr naim, aku dah terserempak dgn ustaz aziz nih. aku tegur jugakla wlupn mulut nih berat sgt nk tegur. ingt lg ustaz nih, die tanya2 sket, aku jwb2 sket (mcm dlm kelas agama blk da) so aku pun minta diri dulu. dahla muka sememeh sbb x cukup tdo jaga mak, baju selekeh, pki selipa jepun je, segan jugak sebenanye nk borak2 dgn ustaz tu. tp do i care? nope =D

aper melalut pasal kelas agama pulak da? any way, with high hope, aku hrp korg smpila umah aku ek. selalunya klu ada sapa2 nk mai, kami suruh depa tunggu tang mana2, lepas tuh kami pla amik. selalunya depa2 nih akn tunggu dkt jambatan besar tuh, then kami p amik. tp since ahad nih mesti sebok kelam kabut, aku meletakkan kepercayaan aku pd korang bahawasanya korg mampu merentas desa utk smpi dan mkn nasik karet marbeles mak aku ek.

jadi, cadangnya majlis akn bermula pada 11.30, bincang2, dlm kol 12.30 dah leh mkn. jd, dtg pukul brape pun its ok. xde halnye. rasanya mak masak byk, utk 100 org insya allah cukup. menu hari itu adalah, nasi karet beserta lauk ayam, papedom dgn acar sayur, dua jenis kueh sumbangan ehsan acik lela (tq acik, xkn saya lupa jasa acik pd saya), dgn cupcake kot. owh dgn buah pisang.

rasanya itu sajela penerangan utk smpi ke rumah. harap2 dptla jupe korang. klu x dpt dtg, its ok. saya x majuk =( klu dapat dtg, saya sgt suka =) till ere, nanti update lg ek. take care korang, smoga sehat dan ceria selalu

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Swing MOod =/

yello, assalamualaikum... wusup? wudown? hmm... apa nih? starting je dah face down ni =( but dats how i feel so can i spill some of dis sadness with you guys?

ape cite nih? baru je balik dari so-called holiday dah nak majuk x tentu pasal nih? ape yg x kena nih cik ain alida oi? ahaha, xde mende, saje je nk majuk x tentu pasal jugak. tp sebelum nk majuk x tentu pasal, nak cite sketla pasal melaka nih eh. dkt melaka, kitorg dok dkt puteri resort. bilik die orite la, katil queen, tingkat satu. tp abah amik 2 bilik. so budak2 dok satu blik, aku dok dgn mak n abah. ahaha, dah tua gajah pun nk tdo dgn mak abah ek? suka atila kn, ain x kesah. tp, aku tdo bawahla, dkt lantai.

ni nk amik gmbr naim dgn rizlan tgh berenang2 di tepian, tp sbb duduk jauh sgt dr kolam, x brapa nmpk sgt la budak2 tuh. blasah jela, janji diorg bergembira sudah.

nak jugak taruk gmbr mak dgn abah di tangga ini. mak tgh x larat sebenanye, effect ubat yg dr. bg kuat betul. mak mcm tgh high gitu. papela mak, janji mak sehat, high pun highla. kitorg ada, boleh pimpin tgn mak.

gambar kolam kanak2 (perasan dak ada budak yg sgt babab di dlm gmbr ini, bukanla niat nk rakam gmbrnye, nk amik gmbr kolam sebenarnya)

baru aku tawu ada menara taming sari dkt melaka nih. hebat betul, mcm solero shot dkt genting, boleh naik turun mcm tuh. tp xdela turun laju2, pelan2 je pun. nmpk mcm best, tp nk naik, aku gayat. eh, bile masa eye on malaysia die pasang kt melaka ek? tak tawu la pulak dah dkt cni. nmpk sgt x mengikuti perkembangan semasa. seb baik dah naik tawon lps, klu x sure kena turun melaka klu nk naik eom ni ek.

ekceli (ahaha, comel jerkn eja dlm bm), baru aku tawu yg program nih anjuran ppwn w.p.k.l & putrajaya. klu korg nk tawu/dah tawu, dulu aku penah keje dgn diorg nih. so mlm ahad ari tu (which is mlm semalam) mula2 abah ajakla mkn mlm dkt bwh dgn diorg nih, tp aku mls sbb aku dah hantam itu megi. jadi dlm pukul 9 lebeh abah ajak jugakla keluar, meround town melaka dgn nak cari mkn. so masa dekat lobi tu, nmpkla mak tgh sembang dgn kak mai, isterinya en. syed. en.syed ni pegawai dkt ppwn tula. so sembang2 la dgn kak mai. tanya pasal org2 ofis mcm mana. kak mai pun cite2, then tanya mana kak ani? rupanya kak ani baru je dpt bb girl. nur afiqah balqis namanya. semalam baru masuk 2 bulan. jap lg aku postkn gmbrnye ek, so comey. rasa mcm baru smlm je melawat si abgnya, afiq. rupanya dah dpt adik. tahniah kak ani, smoga bahagia n ceria selalu di samping putera n puteri yg comey...


nila gmbrnye kak ani, bersama anak2nye yg comey. si abgnya afiq, si adiknya afiqah. kak ani mmg seorg yg sgt ceria, byk je cite yg best utk dicerita.

nila dia afiqah. comey kn?

jadi hari nih pun kami bertolakla balik. dlm 5 lebeh smpi td. rupanya kak izam dh smpi di rumah. so die pun bwkla dulang yg dibeli di pdg besar. tp, kami pki dulang yg mak dah lama beli dulu2 tuh. mmgla dulang lama , klu x kilatkn burukla kn. sekali budak2 nih kilatkn guna braso, pergh mmg nmpk mcm baru balik. bayangkanla dulang nih yg mak beli masa kitorg dok uk dulu, dah 16 tawon dah, boleh berkilat balik. mmg alhamdulillah, tuh yg bersemangat nk setelkn bab dulang2 nih. anyway, kak izam ada belikn bekas utk isi potpori. sekali tgk mmg berkenanla, sekali bukak plastik, dey apa daa, pecah2 la pulak. bekas seramik die x tahan langsung. dah pecah2, so pki gamla kaedahnya. hampas tolla. dah faulty sket hantaran itu nanti. tp korang x perasanla kot. sbb yg belah atasnya dibalut dgn kain, dlmnyela yg terdefect sket. papela, kang ckp byk, bukannya org layan pun. itu pasalla yg saya majuk nih, ahahaha....

jadi kite ke topik utama pada post kali ini, iaitu kenapa saya nk majuk x tentu pasal nih. ahaha, xde pape sebenanye. tp sbb saya x brapa nk gemarla bile ada org lain nk take-in-charge x tentu pasal. u got wat i mean? yeah, i dnt mean to be a control freak, but dis is my day is it not? so can i have da least a bit of my way? da way dat i want it to be? da thg dat i wana gv? ini sudah jadi agak klaka. so klu jadi pape yg klaka, kite gelak sama2 jerla ek. muahahahah, bia saya gelak evil sorang2 dulu. then kite gelak sama-sama muahahahahahaha.........

so knits n elly n anyone yg sudah bergelar isteri, boleh x ceritakn apa yg patut fiance/bride 2 be buat? buat tak tahu je ke? can i be a control-freak, want evrythg my way. or shud i duduk tersipu2 smbil tunduk malu dan membiarkn saje org lain menyebok err i mean menolong membuat apa yg patut dan x patut? h2b ckp, again i repeat biarlah org yg lebih tahu buat. tp klu org2 itu mcm x tahu je ape yg diorg mcm mana? ahahaha, ok fine, i know i know, i shud have faith in others. i know i know, they know wat they are doin. tp, if i know dat sumthg kinda weird n if-i-were-them-there's-no-way-i'm-gona-like-it gona happen, and ive said it but sume pun ckp, xpe-nanti-dah-siap-cantikla n keep ignoring me, so yup dats y im bengang. so rite now, its like suka hati kamula. bukannya saya yg nak kawen, korangla ek yg nk kawen ahahahaha.... wat am i bluffing, but again wat ever. saya hanya diam-membisu-malas-nk-ckp-lantak-wat-everla muahahah. beside, nobody gona blame da fiance-to-be nih kan, bukan ke keje saya hanya duduk tersipu2 sambil tunduk malu saje =D

kesian korang ek, ntah hape2 jer aku merapu dari td lg kn? klu mak baca nih, mesti kecik hati mak kn. klu kak izam baca pun kecik jugak hati kak izam kan. tp, dgrlah jugak kata saya nih. its like weird n kinda funny giving sumthg like dat. i know its not finish yet, but even so, it is funny, n its still gona be weird. mesti korang tertanya2 ape mendela yg weird/funny sgt nih? muahaha, klu nk tawu, dtgla ek 2112 nih. hmm, mungkin bg korang sume ape kemende yg weird sgtnye, ape mende yg aku dok membebel x puas ati sgtnye. ahaha, i myself also dnt kno. but saje je nk mengade2 jugak. nak majuk jugak...

so in da end, bile angin majuk dah berlalu, i inhale O2 as much as i can, let it out n smile stok x ikhlas. then i jst pekakkan hati dan berlakon bgi. tp smpi lama mana nak angin semacam je kn? jadi jalan yg terbaik, kite buangkn jela ayer keruh, amik air mineral. borak2, then gelak2 then babai2 then naik. then salam2 mak abah, then teman mak ngaji, then masuk bilik. then ckp dgn h2b, majuk dgn die pulak. ahaha, wat an ET la saya nih kn? tp saya suka majuk dgn h2b, sbb dah mcm satu hobi pulak. x lengkap rasanya putaran alam klu tidak majuk dgn h2b.

orite, dah la tuh. kesian pulak dkt korang nih. dah amik masa korang pulak yg sepatutnya buat mende yg lagi bagus. nih asyik dgr je ape yg aku membebel nih, x membina langsungkn. tp dis is wat i like to write, writing my hart, writing da emotion im feeling rite now, so when i read it back, i can almost feel and relive these kinda moments. i kno its nothg biggie, but to me it is. its like smelling sumthg so familiar dat you almost feel like you are living those past moments, dat u can recall wat really hapen dat day, the place, the everythg, then da memories will start flowing n then you realize, dat moment is gone, only our memory preserve it from long gone.

=) im a sentimental fool, i kno. but i cant help myself. i like to recall these memories, its who i am, its wat made me, me today. im not saying i cud remember all these memories, but saving and reliving some, wud be nice kan?

ok, so overall dis post hanyala bebelan manja dari saya. xde kena-mengena dgn apa yg akn terjadi/yg dh terjadi. saya sgtla berterima kasih buat semua yg mengorbankn masa mencurahkn tenaga utk menjayakn majlis ini. terima kasih mak, terima kasih abah, terima kasih h2b, terima kasih bb, terima kasih siti, terima kasih kak izam, terima kasih abg, terima kasih adik, terima kasih naim, terima kasih kak lin, terima kasih sape lagi ek? terima kasih byk2 buat semua. saya tahu, semua sudah berusaha yg terbaik mungkin, jadi knapa nak membebel x puas hati lg nih? sbb saya adalah seorg yg mengada2, nk bermanja tp x kena tempat, muahaha. yup, dats me =D

till ere, eh mcm hari2 je update nih? jgn confident sgt, mesti esok x update nih. anyway, have a great week n we'll meet dis sunday ek. take care n all smiley eh =D

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