Anticipating

can't hardly wait for tuesday =)

A Walk @ Da Park

 Happy Running Along

kan dah jatuh 



meh pegang tangan ibu, kita jalan sama-sama ok

Happy to be carried away =)

these are the pichas taken when we are having some walk around tasik cempaka, bangi. it was such a lovely evening, and we had such a great time circling da park. it was a good walk, would love to do it again =)

Special Pichas =)

Us wearing GBOB t-shirt =D

dan jugak si kecil pun pakai t-shirt GBOB =D

Rhyme Dat I Like =)

Baby Bounce

The Grand Old Duke of York

He had 10,000 men.

He marched them up to the top of the hill

Then he marched them down again.

And when they're up, they're up

And when they're down, they're down

And when they're only halfway up,

They were neither up nor down!

this is one of my favourite rhyme that i loves to sing and bounce si kecil ni. @ the playgroup, teacher watie will sing this song and mummies will put our babies on our knees and bounce babies according to the song. si kecil sgtla suka. and i kept doing it @ home with him. sgt senang nak buat zairil gelak bila bounce him on my knees. baru hafal lagu ni, klu x main hentam jer buat rhyme sendiri, janji si kecil ni gelak2 comel =)

Play In Group @ GBOB Trial Class

for dis post, it'll be about da 1st time we attend playgroup @ gbob...
~ 29 January 2011 ~

umm, dis entry just to join nadya's post playgroup @ gbob... and all da pichas are taken from nadya and ina adilla. thanks to them, ada jugakla gmbr si kecil masa dkt playgroup =)

since birth, zairil didnt get much chance to meet other babies, only when we're out buying groceries @ jj. therefore, he didnt get to meet and socialize with other babies around his age. so when nadya wrote bout dis playgroup, im like finally si kecil can have baby friends!!! and i can meet aydan and other babies and mummies too! talked bout dis to hp, and he approved!!! so off we went to gbob dat saturday morning.

being us, we arrived kinda late, which da playgroup had started for about 15 minutes. @ 1st im like 'xnakla masuk, dah lambatla. segan pulak' then changed my mind coz dh penat2 siap n drive jauh2, xnk pulak masuk? cari pasal ke aper?

so we missed da 1st session. da nxt session is playing with blocks. while mummy stack da blocks, da babies will tumble da blocks and they will listen to different sounds- if da blocks is stacked higher, da sound is different from da blocks dat is stacked lower. and while stacking, mummy will say 'on top' - da reason behind is to train our babies to put thgs ontop of sumthg, for example, put your shoes on top of da shoerack, put your book on top of da table.

later, da parachute time. da babies are placed under da parachute while mummy and teacher sing them songs. later, bubble time where babies can play with da blown bubble. nxt is time to read da flashcards to da babies. lastly, discussion time where mummy told bout babies favourite food.

da session last about 45 minutes. evntho its seems like a short period of time, to me its da best 45 mins ever bcoz my si kecil can play and meet other babies!!! (and i can meet other people too =D ) and i must say, i like da idea for my lo to mingle around other babies @ early age so dat he get da chance to play and get together with others! and it makes me happy to see him happy so i guess dis playgroup is da best thg for him.

hp waited for us downstairs, and he's happy too seeing us happy, thus he said lets make it our weekly routine to dis playgroup. so basically dis is wat we did evry saturday morning =D

~ Thank You ~

Now i am passing this award to :

1. LyssaBobyssaMomyssa
2. MawarRosey
3. Dbah
4. Fara
5. Knits
6. Zulia
7. Nadya
8. Aandes
9. BellaDonna
10. MamaYanna

and to everyone out there =D

p/s: thanks to baby gina for da award =)

~ @ Three Months ~

• made sounds like agrhh, aga, and e-bu when he needs/wants our attention. owh sgt tersentuh hati when he says ebu sbb bunyinya sgt honest. keep trying to pronounce ibu properly ok hunny?
  
• he did roll over once but in his sleep and keep on crying for his milk. sgt klaka, but its a good start, only jgnla cranky biler ibu lmbt bg susu ok.
• super cranky, like reallly totallly cranky nowadays. owh sgtla susah nk pujuk when he reaches his optimal crankiness! siap nanges jerit2 lg. and i really dnt kno wat to do hunny when ure so cranky. siap ibu buat lagu for ur crankiness tawu.
  
• sudah butak, but his hair is growing pretty fast and evenly. cuma dkt x-spot yg x tumbuh2 lg.
• i think he doesnt like going out much nowadays. super cranky evrytime we went out somewhere.
• he can pay attention to his surrounding. and can focus to movements we made. tp x lama if he's not interested, he wont even look at us. so kena pandai grab his attention klu nk main2 dgn zairil nih.

i think dis is pretty much wat zairil did and wat i love to watch and cherish. he's such a good boy when he's not cranky n when we attend all his needs immediately. if not, plz be prepared for super crankiness dat can bring tears in his mummy eyes ="(

~ Happy Four Months ~

~ Happy Four Months Hunny Bunch~

~~ Our First Anniversary~~

~ @ One Month ~

• geleng2 kepala if he doesnt want da thg dat we put inside his mouth. be it pacifier or his milk. ofcoz he doesnt kno yet dat geleng2 kepala meaning xnk, dat is his way to stop us from shoving thgs dat he doesnt want. klu kitorg sumbat jugak, let say milk. at first zairil akan geleng2 kepala, then tolak2 dgn lidah. if we keep on insisting, he will drink it but he wont swallow it. endup, kena tukar baju sbb baju basah dgn susu. he's so funny =)
• likes to practice his facial expression while sleeping. he will smile, kerut dahi, cebik, tetiba menangis yg sgt sedeh without any particular reason or sometimes even laugh. he's so cute =)
• most of the time he loves his bath, sometime he hate it. since he's bigger now, i took da liberty to bath him, yay for me!!! before dis, hp bathe him. now i have da gut to bathe him myself, i feel like a real mother! dat i can do evrythg a mother could do =) i self proclaimed i am a mother now, finally phew =)
  
• i can place him on his tummy by myself now! before dis, takut nak terbalik2 kan zairil, pegang pun mcm pegang kaca, sgt berhati2 smpi tgn pun terbelit2 endup mintak tolong hp pegangkan. now, i can handle him with more position and not so awkward anymore.
• he can lift and support his head for quite a while. when i put him on my chest to burp him, he will lift his head and move it right to left. but there's dis one time, couple of second i divert my attention somewhere else, he suddenly terslam his head on my mouth, youchhh!!! luckily he didnt cry, but it left a red mark on his forehead. IABM syndrome goin on for a while, but hp reassure dat zairil is fine and be careful to never do it again.
• he loves to squirm and wriggle and strech till his face become red. then he will terbarf his milk and i will smell like milk.
• before putting him to sleep, have to make sure his ritual, which is to make sure he's in deep sleep. or else, after we put him down, for a few second he will peep with his eyes, then squirm and wriggle, then a warning cry before mata menjadi bulat and it will another 1-2 hour to put him to sleep again.
  
• he wont cry much while we're in da car. he can sleep for hours without crying, but when we arrive home, where's da magical moment gone? he will 'mata bulat' and da sleep process take longer than ever.
• his cries is different now. and he's a bit patience. before, he will cries at da top of his lungs and susah nk pujuk when he cries at dis point. now, please attend him when he let out da warning cry before da peak cry come along.
• he likes to do kira-kira with his fingers. i guess he has my habit masa mengajar dulu-dulu. yup, i like to count with fingers and i teach budak2 itu to use their fingers before mastering counting evrythg in their head.
• he will hiccups if we didnt burp him properly which will remind me of masa time mengajar dulu boleh pulak terhiccup. thank god it lasted for a minute and budak2 nih xdela pulak nk tergelak. i guess i cover it up pretty well.
  

in his pj, ready to sleep dah ibu!

waiting for his milk, hurry up ibu!!!

sudah berjaya meletak meniarapkan dier. sleep so soundly =)

sudah berjaya memandikan zairil =) syabas ain!!!

happy and all smiley =D

banyakkan taip pasal zairil? i guess it's because i watches evry moves and evry thgs he does. and evry day a lot of thgs dat he does fascinate me. it's always amaze me how babies can do so many wonderful thgs dat can melt our heart. and yes, he's growing up so fast, again so amazing! it felt like yesterday we're in hospital, gazing our eyes for da first time, now he's nearly two month. grow up happily and healthy my hunny bunch! ibu and ayah will always be here next to you, to shower you will all our love =)

~ Our Story ~ Muhammad Zairil Zahrin

Assalamualaikum and ola evryone =) hows evryone doin? evrythg good kan? in dis post, i wana write the chronicle of Zairil's birth. it is not the way ive expected it, but alhamdulillah, Allah gave us our precious gift dat il cherrish da most for sure.

...so here goes our story...

it begin with on friday, 5th Feb 2010 where we went to az-zahrah for hp appoinment. it has been a busy week for both of us, i never walk, move around dat much ever since i was pregnant. and my tummy keep on tightening on and off every single day like i said before, it ranges between 5-15 minutes. when it came, ofcoz i can hardly breath, but when it went away, we continue our chores like always.

being a first timer, ofcoz we didnt know da procedure to give birth @ az-zahrah. we thought our monthly checkup with da md qualified us to give birth there. thank god for hp's appoinment, where we went to da 1st level, and then i saw dis flyers for da antenatal class. i asked hp to go to da counter and register us for da class, and dats when we knew dat in order to give birth @ az-zahrah, we must at least meet da dr. pakar twice. i started to panic bcoz da edd is another one month, and we never met da dr. yet even once. so nurse tu pun ckp xpe, xpe she schedule an appoinment for us with dr. fazlina da next tuesday. im like, thank god, dah selesai satu isu, now i can smile again, dah x rasa worried dah.

after hp's appoinment, we went straight home. da whole day sgt memenatkan, early morning we went to uniten, have a good flash back memory with hp, round2 a bit till da nxt time we went there again. then, hp went for friday prayer, later barula p appointment tuh. i never felt so exhausted, but again being clingy, nak jugak ikut everywhere hp went. @ home, we are so tired and so flat out, we just rest till midnight. im so x larat nk pape dah, just lazing on da couch jer while watching tv, channel 733, the birth story. i never knew its goin to be my turn pulak, asyik tgk org lain jer yg gave birth...

anyway, since dah midnight and we both didnt eat anythg yet, we decided to go out n beli kfc. so siap2 and off we went cari2 mana kfc outlet yg bukak 24/7. malam tuh pun tetiba bykla pulak polis buat roadblock. almost evry street ada jer polis. n evrytime approaching da polis, kenala pakai seatbealt. owh, da tummy keep tightening on and off as usual, so dats why amau pki seatbelt...

we did manage to find da kedai. and i dnt feel like eating, so i opt for da toasted twister, tp dah abis. felt frustrated a bit =( so while waiting for our order, like always im x larat nk berdiri lama2, i said to hp dat i wana sit down for a while. and dis tummy made me hard to breath. im trying hard to catch my breath, sambil buat muka x larat. then dis one chinese guy yg tgh order makanan, glance at me and he smiled. im like tgh xleh bernafas, smile yg x ikhlas to him. later, hp pun dah setel bayar evrythg, cuma nak ambil makanan sume. so i got up, and i felt watery running down my legs. i am like, eyh nape nih and sit down again. da 2nd time i got up, da water keep coming down again. i just gave hp dis petrified look n told him wat happen. then we saw a poodle of water on da floor. tp we didnt make a scene or anythg. just keep it cool between us, well, hp jer yg cool, im not. dah nk panik sgt dah time tuh. then when hp nk amik all da food, da same chinese guy offer da straw sbb hp x amik pun lg. but kitorg pun dah kelam kabut nk leave da store, x amik pun straw and we immediately leave. along da way, da water keep on coming out and i dnt feel like walking pun takut lg byk yg keluar =(

sampai dkt kereta, i started to cry, i dnt wana get in da car bcoz i dnt wana wet da seat. i just stand there while da water keep coming out and kept crying. kesian hp, keep on pujuk me and comfort me when i just simply cry and keep mumbling all my worries. i just cant believe dis is all happening in da middle of dawn which is around 3 o'clock in da morning while we were buying our dinner!!!

in da car, we knew dat dis baby is coming, and guess wat? da hospital bag for mummy n baby x siap pun. and da appoinment with da dr. is next week, so i said to hp while crying 'kita nk bersalin dkt mana? mcm mana klu hospital tu x terima kita' i kept crying, and evrytime da water came out, my noise pitch higher. hp called da hospital and they asked us to come asap. barula rasa x panik sgt and i did stop crying for a while. so we went back to our home, hp pack evrythg while i waited in da car continue crying and panicking. later we went to az-zahrah...

when we get there, there's another lady with her husband who look heavily pregnant n nmpk dlm sgt kesakitan. a man offered her a wheel chair n push her inside. me still walking tough sbb x rasa sakit, cuma da water keep flowing while i walk. hp went to da counter and they told us to go to da 1st floor.

@ da 1st floor, we've to wait for a while coz they attend da wheel chair lady 1st. i didnt wanna sit on da sofa coz il wet it. then, they put dis blue thingy dat absorb da water on da sofa, barula i sit down. quite a while jugakla we waited outside while da water keep on coming out. i made a sad face each time da water came out, hp comfort me al da time, told me not to worry, evrythg will be fine.

later, we went into dis one room, changed into da hospital outfit and had to lay down on da bed. while changing, i made a puddle on da floor and da nurse was quite surprise by da volume of da water and she wipe it out. later a sister came in and check up and already dilated 4 cm. da contraction is very mild, i hardly felt it. she saw da puddle and saw my wet selipar. she asked whether i wash my feet, said tak, ni air ketuban. after checkup, went to ward.

around 9 o'clock, a nurse came with da iv and da tablet. then had a visit from dr. fazlina. dis is da 1st time i met her and i love her already. she did some checkup and after all settle, we went to da labour room. @ da labour room, we waited for da moment to come. da nurse put da pitoccin to speed up da process. and da dose is increasing coz im not feeling anythg, not too much pain. da contraction is there only not too much. da nurse suggest to take da epidural but we decided not to take it at first. as da time went by, and da pitoccin is increasing, i felt twice sharp pain like evry where, hp said we'll take da epidural.

so after da drugs kicks in, i hardly felt my legs, but da pain is still there but bearable. so we waited together and da nurse keep on checking on us. she's a lovely lady, so motherly and very patience and so helpful. around 11.40 am, in da other room, a sound of baby cries occupied da room, meaning dat da wheelchair lady just gave birth. so after attending da wcl, dr. fazlina came to our room. she checked on me, and found out dat im fully dilated and asked me to start pushing.

being a first timer, ive no idea how to push. i just hold my breath and start pushing. da epidural made me feel no contraction. so a nurse stand by my side and felt my tummy. whenever she felt da contraction, she asked me to push. ive no idea how many times i pushed, and it felt like im not doing it right. later da dr. said she wana use da vacumn, da next thing i knew, my baby is on my tummy and i cried like ive never cried before. da feeling was incredible, i never knew i cud feel so much love coming from inside of me.

dr. fazlina said to me to hold da baby, but im afraid il drop him or il spread germ on him. so i gave zairil a lil pat and then da nurse took him. i just watched da nurse clean him up, weight him and i think they gave him oxygen for a while. he just lay there with his eyes wide open. he's so peaceful and looking at him made me cries even more, silly me.

(when da nurse took him, at dat moment i realise zairil is a boy. i thought my baby is a girl, but i was wrong. he's such adorable, cuddly baby. thank you Allah for this greatest gift of all)

da stiching is quite long, da dr. said dat my uterus is weak, rahim x kuat. i dnt kno wat dat means, but while stitching so many blood came out. so da nurse gave me a shot. later when evrythg is finished, we went back to da ward.

later, mak and evryone came to visit. also hp family came by too. zairil was brought in and evryone is happy to see him. when da room is so crowded, zairil was taken away to da nursery, to keep him away from germ.

after a while, evryone leave except hp. he accompanied me till early in da morning, but he went back home later. da next day, dr. fazlina came in to check out evrythg, and later we went back to my family's home.

i guess dis is all i can come up with. im very grateful evrythg went well and our lo is here with us now. he's such a wonderful baby, and we're bless to have him with us. yes, he's here early, one month early, and ofcoz we're not prepared to be parent yet. but we accept wat life throws at us and hopefuly we will do our best to raise our son.

il write more, but later2 lah coz having a baby is not sumthg you can toy with. he need and demand lotsof attention and care. when ive time, il write more insyaAllah. so evryone, lets aja aja fighting!!! take care, assalamualaikum...

~ Shower My Love ~

It's a boy, my boy, my son, our son =)

Muhammad Zairil Zahrin Bin Muhammad Zuhrin
DOB : 06/02/10 ~ 21hb Safar 1431
POB : Az-Zahrah, Bangi
TOB : 1:50 pm
Weight : 2.95 kg
Length : 51 cm

Curious eyes to venture da world

Seeing heaven infront of my very eyes

Presenting our first born, our son. Alhamduilllah, thank you Allah for giving us dis greatest gift ever =) im really happy everythg went smoothly and we are in good condition. It's been 11 days now, both of us trying to cope with each other. a lot to learn indeed, and having my own baby it's intimidating yet it's a blessing. i wana write more, but kinda stuck with words. when im available, il tell a bit of wat happen. so for now, enjoy my baby pichas eyh =)

~ Pichas ~

ola, assalamualaikum... nothg much to write for dis post. just wana post da pichas as promised long time ago. dis pichas was taken last month, so approximately im about 7 months at dat point. latest pichas, umm my tummy i think still da same as last month. tp if we take another shot, il put it in here eyh. i kno x byk pichas, sbb malas nak tunggu for uploading. i guess dis will do. so lets have a look shall we?

ni gambar kitorg bersama budaks nih di dpn villa tbla. sgt rumah tinggal, tp da show finale dier bln march. so di manakah peserta2 itu berada sekarang?

da villa dat we stayed. sgt excitednye m2b di belakang itu. wat everla, blasah jerla kan? =)

gambar di masjid selat melaka. sgt best solat sambil dgr deruan ombak. angin pun best jer layan. and x ramai org pun. i hope we can go again.

tiga jer gambar? jadila kan. there's not many pictures were taken during pregnancy, sbb im not in da weather to take pichas a.k.a malas. plus no one to take da pichas. im not really into snapping own pichas, if there's no one to take da pichas, maka xdela gambar. i think datsal to write about for dis time. will write some more, tp nanti2la eyh. take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

~ What We Did ~

Assalamualaikum... ola evryone, hai net!!! how's evryone doin? been great? dat's so great, alhamdulillah =) umm, nak cite ape eyh? byk nak tulis, tp mcm malas. but for your sake net, kakin taip jerla eyh. so for dis post, it will compress on wat we did last two weeks. so here goes...

~ What We Did Last Two Weekends ~

As ive mention previously, we did our checkup. been there since 10 o'clock, but have to wait as usual for bout one hour and a half. kinda a long queue, but its ok coz we have all day since our appointment is evry saturday. da checkup went well, da scan looks good; da placenta is @ da rite place, da fluids pun ok, evrythg pun alhamdulillah okay like da dr. said. no questions asked, except hp asked about my tummy dat keep on jadi tegang and it will hurt me like hall. da dr. said its nothg, da baby need more space to keep growing thus dats y my tummy felt like dat. nothg to worry bout. and da dr. also mention bout da mgtt wic we can do it any time before our nxt appointment, so most probably soon la kot will do da test.

~ What We Did Last Weekend ~

to begin dis new year, on thursday, me n hp are invited to spend a holiday trip with hp's family @ A'Famosa Resort. around 1pm mcm tu, we headed to da resort and bein da m2b, i slept al da way. sgt sleepy n ive no idea whyla tersgt energyless. anyway, da place we stayed is a a villa yg ada swimming pool yg sgt comel and to top dat, it's near da biggest looser asia nye villa. i thought da show is still on goin production, tp villa tuh dah mcm rumah kena tinggal jer. i guess da show must be ended for quite a while dah kan? however, we did snap a few shots dkt dpn rumah itu, il post it later. btw, biggest looser asia sgt drama kan? its like pain in da hall watching them, sgt terasa how loosers asian contestants comparing da us nye contestants, well dis is just my opinion dat is.

after settling with all of our luggage, we went to find a grab to eat, which is in our mind, mau mkn itu ikan bakar. tp susah jugak eyh nak cari ikan bakar eventho we can taste sea salt in our mouth already. so xperla, x dpt mkn ikan bakar, we settled with sumthg else. dat nite, since pak ndak n wan and da kids ada dkt cni, kitorg balik gmbk. and meet evryone. wan like always asked about my work, which is a no no if im not working. but i just smile and talk bout sumthg else. later on, ajak budak2 nih p to da villa, tp diorg pun dah penat, we decided to take them da next day. from rumah mak, we can see da fireworks from genting which is massive and lasted for quite a while, so lepak2 jap dkt luar. afterward, around 3:15, we went out again to see da eclipse, tp since it took ages to complete da whole cycle, we gave up and went to sleep. and we end up waking up late.

after da friday prayer, and had our lunch which is delicious nasi carrot, barula kitorg bertolak p to da resort. sampai around 5.30pm, since nenek pun ada, nenek is so nice, i love her so much already, sembang2, makan2 skit, main2 air dkt pool comel tu, perform asar prayer, barula kitorg p waterworld. 6.30pm kitorg masuk, so budak2 nih complain dpt main air kejap jer. its ok, we'll go again next time la eyh. we did snap some shots, again il post it later. dalam pukul 7.30 we got dressup and leave to find sumthg to eat. we endup eatin dkt ayer keroh r&r, mkn kfc. budak2 ni sgtla happy. later we stayed over dkt rumah mak, since wan and pak ndak balik on saturday. so in da morning, tolong mak buat kuih ketayap, later mak buat laksa coz i realy wana eat laksa. had a great lunch while borak2 dgn mak abah...

and here comes all da flashback from my childhood. mak n abah team up and cite all my budak kicinye cite. it was horrible listening while hp is by my side. abah cite, si ain nih asyik dok gheyau malam2, satu kampung dengaq gheyau tiap2 malam. and how super hyper i am, xleh dok diam, sgt lasak. suka panjat grill when i just knew how to walk. my owh my, im like imaginin da same thing might occur again, dis time with our lo since hp pun quite a child himself. x kesahla, janji our children are healthy, hyper pun ok aper. later on, lps dah mkn, mak pack kuah laksa and mee hoon sup. thanks mak, sayang mak. then we head back to our home.

and dats all about our trip, it was a great time, hopefully we can go there again and have good time with evryone.

~ What We Did Dis Week ~

since we can't find any ikan bakar last week, so dis week me keep on bugging nk mkn ikan bakar dgn pretzel. bein a darling hp, kitorg pun plan nk p pd for ikan bakar which we've no idea where pun. so during da trip, with my back hurt like hall, so we cut da trip short. we endup dkt area bangi. memula kitorg p dkt SOHO seafood, tp da ikan bakar xdela pulak. but thank god almighty dkt rimbun klasik ada ikan bakar yeay!!! im so happy and glad we dnt have to go so far for our diner. overall sgt sedap. we had nasi goreng cendawan, sotong goreng, and ikan pari bakar. so yummy dat we went there three nite!!! but since da third time tuh kitorg pegi pun dah nearly midnite, da sotong goreng mcm tersgtla sedeh still bolehla utk dimkn, and ikan pari bakar jer yg best. so yes, im not asking for more ikan bakar in da near time la kot.

however, for pretzel its quite tricky. first time we wana go to jj, da car's tyre went flat. so had to cancel to jj sbb da kedai 9.30 dah tutup. so dats y we endup mkn ikan bakar again. we did manage to have pretzel and did our first purchase for dis lil one. dis is da time i finally shed a lil tear for my lo. its finally hit me dat lo will be in my arms and finally evrythg will be real. im anxious and patience enough to wait, and hoping dat we will have a lil gal!!! tho da dr. xnk confirmkan whether lo is a boy or a girl. we didnt buy much yet for lo, but not bcoz we didnt love you my lil one, its just dat for da last few months, we focus on da house first so dat when ure here, da house is homey enough for you. and ofcoz your stuff will be on da way soon, so not to worry okey, when da time come, we will have evrythg ready for you okay hunny?

so on saturday, we went for da mgtt. first reading 5.2, and da later reading is 7.8. cukup2 jer reading dier. da nurse ckp quite high, tp for me, asal x lps 8.0 pun dah ok la tuh since da kertas tulis abnormal is 8 and above.

there goes three weeks in a row. sgt mixed up kan? and da pichas il post it up later eyh. take care evryone, have great days, smile like always. assalamualaikum...

~ Happy Day ~

!!! Happy Birthday Adik !!!

Wah, sudah besar dah kamu!!! and sgtla tinggi and tgnmu sungguh menakutkan!!! muahaha, selamat hari jadi adik! smoga semua impian adik menjadi kenyataan, ure a great not so lil brother anymore and its great spending time with you and all da funny laughing muahaha times. kakin doakan yg terbaik buat adik, all da best eyh!!! You Can Do IT!!!

~ Happy Day ~

!!! Happy Birthday Kaklin !!!

I love you and miss you so much like always... have great days and kakin doakn nothg but da best for you =) ure da best sister anyone could ever have! keep smiling and be happy =D good luck net and all da best eyh! aja aja fighting!!! You Can Do IT!!!

~ Stories ~

assalamualaikum... ola evryone, halo net! i dnt kno why, but i teribly miss you. realy realy miss you. mcm lmbt lg jer kaklin nk balik. hopefully time fly fast so dat i cud see you again net. then we can have our chat n gosip eyh?

sorry for da lack of attention to dis blog. i felt teribly sorry to you net for not writing regularly. i dnt kno why, but lately ive been having a lot of anxieties and worries so hence no writing for me. i tried to have conversation with hp but stil dis butterflies wont go away. heck, ive no idea wat kind of anxiety or worry dat im having. all i kno dat im anxious n find it's hard to sleep @ nite. i guess it's just me kan, nothg to worry bout.

anyway, moving on to wat to write. umm, actually like usual i'll cramp evrythg in one go la eyh. nothg much has happen dis past couple of weeks. only story bout hari raya haji dat i didnt find da words to write. so guess i shall write bout it rite away...

~ Story Bout Raya Haji ~

i kno its way late to write bout it. so for da sake of writin, i mumble about it anyway la eyh. umm, raya haji start with us watchin da new moon dat ended about 11.00 pm. actually we went to mv pretty late, so we miss da part dat bella almost become diner for da cullens. so after da movie, we went back to gombak, to hp's home. and we stayed for da nite. so come raya da next day, mama cooked wonderful dishes dat till today im craving for it. so after hp came back from prayer and we had our breakfast/raya dishes, we went to banting, to hp's grandparent home. we stayed till noon, had wonderful lunch, hp and me also took a detour to pantai morib, and after dat we went to klang, also hp grandparent home. during our visit to klang, dis soothing and overwhelm feeling surround me. nenek klang realy remind me of tok. and i felt so comfortable and welcome there. she's so nice and i love her instantly. we had our diner and then waved our goodbyes.

later, we arrived @ rumah mak. sume org pun dah tdo except all da boys la who are busy playing games. naim yg bukakkan pintu. how sweet si naim nih. anyway, had a lil chat with evryone, time for snooze off. in da morning, abah went to masjid to helped with da korban, while evryone else duduk dkt rumah la. mak planned to do bbq later @ nite bcoz there's a lot of daging in da house. so later @ nite, we had great time bbq all da daging. sgt sedap, and da daging korban is different kan for normal daging? alhamdulillah, is great to have wonderful meals with our loves one kan? kak izam and family came and also kawan2 abg. so da more is da merrier. but i called da nite early, since im way too exhausted like usual.

we spend da weekend @ mak n mama home. it was a pleasurable and wonderful raya haji. i like it, and hopefully we can see everyone again in near future. and hopefully we can see dis lil one too so dat nxt raya we can celebrate together kan hunny?

~ Story Bout Our Home ~

da furniture had arrived! so net, mehla dtg cni nanti eyh. kinda happy bcoz we manage to turn dis place into quite a homey la. ofcoz a lot to be done, but im happy with wat we have rite now. and after we settle da house, next agenda is to focus on dis lil one. a lot of stuff to buy ofcoz, but we have plenty of time to do dat, and we're planning to settle evrythg for dis lil one nxt month insyaAllah.

~ Story Bout Lil One ~

we're looking forward for our nxt appoinment dis saturday. hopefully my bp will be alrite dis time. da pretty stars come and go but im not having too much of a headache lately, so dats a good start (except masa raya haji due to mkn byk sgt daging i think). lil one keep on making moves dat sumtime made me feel like throwing up. i mean, all da movements is pretty hard, and im always amazed by dis strong movements.

still people keep on saying how kecik my perut is. i wonder how big my tummy shud be so dat people will take me as pregnant not bcoz im fat. whenever i say dat im pregnant, they will say "yea ke, x nmpk perut pun" probably bcoz i dnt wear maternity cloth kot? bcoz i can still fit my usual jeans and my baju kurung pun muat. nonetheless, as long as when i asked hp "besarkan my perut?" and he will smile and repeat da same answer, im okay with anythg dat anyone said.

~ Story Bout Weddings ~

congratulation for mimi & hubby for their wedding last weekend. minta maaf mie x dpt nk dtg. tp papepun, aku doakan ko akn bahagia dunia akhirat. ko adalah kawan yg best, and aku doakn yg terbaik buat ko eyh. all da best mie =)

last weekend also there's a wedding of hp's uncle i think. he's hp uncle and he's younger than us! regardless, congratulation to both. may they have happy life together and be there for each other. so overall, its a very nice wedding. we arrived late as usual, but its good since not many guest left and only families remain. we had quiet a few chat with evryone and hp told me whose who and i think i met hp entire clan. ofcoz some cudnt make it but its great to see some familiar faces around. im like usual put a fake smile on me face, and engage to some of the conversations. boleh lah, asalkn i can carry myself n hp is always around to comfort me in these awkward situations.

~ Story Bout Evrythg Else ~

i think i wrote evrythg dat i cud possibly think of. il update with da checkup nanti eyh. hopefully we cud find out whether dis lil one is a girl or a boy. if not, then we will have to wait till next year then. i hate surprises and i hate waiting. but if dis lil one wont reveal him/herself, we just have to wait then. so datsit. will write some more insyaAllah. gudluck net for your exam. asal call/msg kamu jer net, mesti exam is lurking around. kakin yg dgr pun sgt pening. but im sure you can do it, i kno u can! aja aja fighting!!! all da best eyh, YOU CAN DO IT!!! - shout out like cite longest yard!

orite evryone, take care, drink plenty of fluid, have plenty of rest and smile like always. assalamualaikum...

~ Mixie Pixie ~

assalamualaikum... ola... mulala... wat a greeting to start with... so, hows evryone doin? evrythg good la kan? with raya coming along, im sure evryone is having a wonderful time with the loves one =D

to start with, dis time i think dis is goin to be all-you-can-mix-post. dunno where to start, so blasah jerla eyh. wat ever come to mind i write down okeh...

~ Mixie Raya ~

raya dis year ofcoz best like always. wats with da full puasa, i dnt have to ganti2 puasa finally alhamdulillah. so ofcoz dis time around raya is da greatest ever =) hp is da star to these kid's eye since he's da mercun supplier. (boleh x persiapan raya yg pertama kitorg beli adalah mercun?) i had a great time main mercun, tgk mercun merdeka yg berapa belas das rizlan beli, mmg best x ingt. and since rizlan knows da supplier, hp bwk budak2 nih p beli lg mercun. it was super fun, smpi wan ckp 'ish rumah mana yg dok main mercun ni tau' walhal cucu2 sendri yg dok main smpi xleh bernapas sbb byk sgt asap... evrynite smpila mlm raya keempat kot kitorg main mercun, well i only play bunga api jer sbb x brapa berani nk cucuh mercun. enoughla cerita about mercun already...

so raya mcm evry raya like always. da nite before, mak dgn mak teh masak all you can eat for tomorrow. buat nasik carrot, ketupat, rendang, sumerla yg best2. i didnt do much help, sbb pening pala bau anythg yg bertumis/bergoreng. tp still hang around da kitchen sambil dgr mak dgn sume org sembang2. then come raya, after smbhyg raya salam2 dgn sume org, amik gmbr sket2, then we headed for rumah2 dkt sekeliling rumah tuk. best jugak sbb dis time around, since hp is new to evryone, evryone explain wats da relationship of evryone. i didnt kno till now bcoz i keep on forgetting and it's hard to really understd the pangkat n evrythg. so i just assumed evryone is sedaralah, x kiralah pak/mak menakan, sepupu, dua pupu, tiga pupu, and da list will go on. tp hp really takes time to understd all da details, so let him do all da memorising and stuff, me just be happy and smiley =>

so datsal about raya in brief. we went bck to cheras on saturday since we attend aton-fakhrul wedding. arrived safely home to gombak first to send naim then headed back to cheras. it was a great time, thank you Allah for giving us the best time ever.

~ Mixie Skool ~

wat bout skool? finally da soalan final sudah siap, and dah siap stappler, woohoo!!! thanks to PMR, i didnt hv much class, so i spend da whole afternoon clipping all da soalan. aftrward saket pinggang x hengat. but since evrythg is finish, rasa best sket. no more worries dah. but silibus x abis lgla. ada final chapter nk kena abiskan. thank god final exam postphone till early november. adala lg masa utk wrap it up and do some revision sket. hopefuly dis kids will do well, amin.

umm, btw... nxt year im not gona continue my contract. enough la three years ive spend time with these kids. now its time to spend for my kid pula. mak ckp rugila degree klu x keje. but to be honest, i dont like to go to workla. evryday nmpk jer gate skolah i would say 'xnak pegi skolah, budak2 nih jahat, suka buli org' and hp will say 'sabar, lagi sebulan jer lagi, you can do this' smbil give me all da repeating soothing words dat he cud give. kesian my hubby, being my cheerleader evryday from sending me to skool till taking me home.

yes, these kids bukanla jahat mcm penjahat yg lagi dasyat jahatnya. tp, diorg ni x kira mcm mana kena marah pun, mcm mana monster pun i become, to them i'm still a very nice teacher. 'cikgu ni xper, dier baik jer, x garang sgt' so, wat to do? for 40 minutes yes they are very angel like students, da 2nd period, haru nk control klas. they are one active class. mulut pun active, kaki tangan pun active. pening pala nk abiskan syllabus dgn klas nih. tp diorg nih sgtla suka klu bersembang, mcm2 rupanya diorg nk ckp. im like layan jerla, dgr cerita2 diorg nih. i kno its hard being in their shoes, with all da peer pressure and pressure from home lg. tp jgnla asyik bg pressure dkt cikgu nih. so time sembang, diorg bukan main suka lg sume nk cerita smpi pening pala nk dgr, time blaja, tak smpi semenet bukak buku, 'cikgu take 5 lah cikgu' smpi bila nak abis blaja klu asyik nak take 5 jer nih?

enough bout these kids, diorg ni sume sebenarnya sgt baik, cuma saja nk bg pening pala cikgu nih. xperla, layan jerla diorg asalkan x kurang ajar sudah. apa yg penting, silibus abis, and diorg paham apa yg diorg tulis dlm exam. then im outta here. ofcoz i will miss those eager faces to learn, their mcm2 nye cerita sume nak cerita, their rajiness and ringan tangan nak tolong, their concern, evry litle thgs they did to make me smile. but bile pk mende2 yg diorg nih buat utk peningkn pala nih, i totally ready to get to the end. guess enough bout skool, meh citer mende lain pulak...

~ Mixie Lil One ~

lil one is doin fine, alhamdulillah. last check, wow dis lil one grows quite fast. we can see the fast beating heart, the hand and feet movement, evrythg looks good. and i can feel the movement is getting pretty hard each day. so far, im doin good, except for dis week, ive to take mc bcoz of round ligament pain. i cudnt move much and evry lil thg i did hurt like hall. so after two days of bedrest, finally da pain fadded away, alhamdulillah. and umm, i still takes gravol to ease da nausea. if i forgot to take any, the whole day i will feel uneasy and evrythg i eat will end up in da longkang =(

overall we both are doing great. can't wait for next year where we cud really see dis lil one in front of our eyes. so for now, lets wait and grow strong and healthy my love...

~ Mixie Overall ~

i think datsal i can come up with. dah xde pape dah nk tulis rasanya. klu ada, next time la pulak eyh. umm, net, kamu dah nk balik dah. i will miss you a lot net. nanti balik lagi eyh, nanti leh main dgn baby pulak. so evryone, take care and be happy like always. have a great life, assalamualaikum...

Situasi =D

Situasi 1

Me : Naim, amikkan cookie cisp leh x?
Naim : kakin amikla sendiri. ni tgn naim patah (sambil menunjukkan tgn kiri & gelak2)
Me : kakin lgla, ada bb dlm perut

5 menet kemudian, naim yg comel mengambilkan cookie cisp utk kakaknya yg demand nih. tq naim =)

Situasi 2

Naim : abg ni, dkt tmpt keje main game, tp ckp penat keje (abg kejenye translator game jepun)

i'm like, adeh naim neh, sgt laser mengsound org =D

Situasi 3

Naim : birthday kakin biler?
Me : ala naim nih, dh bgtawu sepuloh kali pun tak ingt.
Naim : kakin nak hadiah aper? hadiah troli baby?

im all smiley, sgt terharu bcoz of his kind and comel thought =)

Situasi 4

mak : naim tulis dlm folio sejarah 'kakak saya telah berkahwin dan saya telah dapat abang menantu'
me : muahahahahahahahahaha

xleh tahanlah naim, ayat bm naim stock mcm shin chan lah naim =)

Situasi 5

naim : kakin selsema ke?
me : ha ah, salam naim, kakin nak balik dah, nanti kite jupe lg eyh

im all wipey and teary having to wave goodbye to evryone. naim mmg pandai buatkan saya tersenyum kembali. he's such adorable and great lil brother. sayang naim =)

dis is is all the situations dat made me smile each time i felt like crying. naim nih from kecik smpila sekarang pandai jer watkn saya tersenyum and x rasa nk marah² dah. and dis is why i miss home a lot too, di samping boleh bermuahaha dgn sume org. kaklin pun dah balik cni, tp x dpt lg jupe kamu net. nanti kite borak gossip² lg eyh. and i miss evryone @ home. probably dis thursday we can meet evryone yay! and we're heading for kampung jumaat nih. double yay! =D so lets have a good time and smiley all the way, shall we? take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

We're Home

assalamualaikum... ai net and evryone. wow, sgt lama jugak eyh x tulis dlm nih. umm, for a start, hear my sincere apology yg konon²nye poyo nk terus letak gmbr dkt cni. little dat i kno on how busy we are after marriage nih. so net, sorry eyh. kesian kaklin hari² bukak site nih tp xde gmbr kn? so today, being a good sister after a bad one, kakin try upload gmbr kt cni eyh. umm, it wud be easier if you can access da facebook, leh tgk byk², tp dkt cni pun okla kan?

umm, however, to be honest, dkt kakin ada sket jerla gmbr net. tu pun kakin amik ikut handphone wic is before da ceremony. lps tuh, my hands are tight behind my back, sbb dah xde masa nak jd runner utk amik gmbr dah. so when you come home, we will see more pichas together eyh. yg kakin letak nih, yg kakin amik sendri eyh.

so before da pichas, lemme just tell a tale a bit, jst to refreshen da memory. but its all darn blurry already. ofcoz there's a lot to tell, and ive no idea to start from where. so i think i just leave it in me memory jerla eyh, and let da pichas do da words.

alhamdulillah, dpt byk sgt hadiah. ive expect sket, or none bcoz i dnt want to burden anyone. ive only wanted from all da guests are their prayers and doa and hopefully we all are blessed. but, evryone just love seeing me dwelled with tears. so thank you so much evryone!!! saya sgt berterima kasih dan sgt terharu di atas sume pemberian sume org!!!

and till last friday i still received gifts. sgt terharu kn? and dah dua minggu pun org masih lg ucapkn selamat pengantin baru which i replied delightly - eyh, dah x baru, dah dua minggu dah jadi pengantin =) but, since evryone in happy mood, why shud i ruin it rite? so let them be happy and i keep on smiling anyway...

overall, rite now, im blogging from cheras, our new home. well, my new home, since hp have lived here since last year. overall da surrounding is great, i love it here. but once evry while i miss home. rindu dkt sume org. no wonder evry bride cried after akad nikah, its da separation dat really hit rock bottom. umm, we did spend time here (cheras) and there (gombak) and lari² jugak so dat we wont makes evryone at home terasa kehilangan kitorg. at first, i thought mcm sume org wont feel dat way, but i was wrong. mak ckp dis and dat, made me feel awful and i do wana be in two places at a time, but dats not possible kan? hopefully evryone will adjust and adapt. and no worry, cheras n gombak is not dat far away, mcm ulang balik ke uniten jer rasanya. no more tears dah okeh ain?

thinks datsal nk bebbles. net, kaklin luperla bwk cable. skrang tgh try transfer guna gigi biru (blutooth) harap² dapatla eyh. so kakin try uplod gmbr nxt post okeh? kakin rasa nk berenti dulu tulis, tgh sakit pinggang nih td mengemop dgn kemas dgn masak dgn sidai n lipat kain. so i think i shud get some rest dah. nite² net and evryone, sweetdreams. assalamualaikum...

Summary

assalamualaikum... another 5/6 days to go. my feeling? xde pape perasaan. but more or less mcm sedey a bit, you're not gona be around @ my wedding net. tp, its for da best kan net. i love you, so i dnt wana jeopardise your future for me. so da result, no one is gona be my pengapit. if i can't have kaklin, then il have no one. stubborn as i sound, yup there's a kapla batu inside. watever, lets move on...

so, i did have my sauna. and i think i shed quite a few kilos back there. nak tawu dkt mana i did my sauna? none other than depan rumah ni ha... for a couple of times, saya telah potong rumput di bawah terik mentari. terasa macam menjadi petani gitu. well, abah bought a new mower, and dis one is ringan and quite good mower, so dats how i did my sauna. why do we have to mow da land? bcoz nanti tempat itu akn dijadikan parkir kereta. and khemah pun akn didirikan di situ. so, have to work faster to settle da lalang2 in time, lets aja aja fighting!!!

other than that, on friday, we celebrate teachas day! its was a okay day, but to be honest, it was great! i received a lot of pressie which made me dwelled with tears. i mean, budak dat evryday i marah2 die, he gave me a sweet present. sgt terharu! il put da pichas later la eyh. then, i did enter sukaneka and played da game with a combined teacha-stud team. overall, walalupun ntah hape2 since they didnt explain da rules quite well, it was fun. my studs has been very cooperative and eager to win. so we got the consolation gift, dapat hamper. we divide it equally, and evryone is happy.

so later, we had nasik minyak! which is awesome sbb nanti during my kenduri, mkn nasik beriyani, bkn nasik minyak =( (so i was told) tak kesahla nasik paper, janji sedap n sume org happy sudahla. again, im inviting evryone to come and have a good time at my wedding. hopefully i can meet evryone dis saturday...

after sume dah settle (mana nk tutup buku register lg, nak masuk sukaneka, nak dgr/tgk shows) finally, we can enjoy our skool break!!! but, its gona be a busy two weeks holiday too, sbb nak tanda kertas periksa and my wedding lg. so, lets settle evrythg one at a time okay!

umm... later, as promised dgn ina, ina being a very sweet and kind friend, accompany me to do my hair! it was a very long/mengantuk time at da saloon, i fell asleep while the hairstyler did my hair. ina pun while waiting for me, she fell asleep on da couch. after 4 hours, finally my hair is done, and da result is superb. i hope my h2b gona love my hair, and i really love my hair so much right now. enough bout my hair, as its not suppose to be discuss in here.

however, i did feel awful along da way as i didnt tell mak im goin back late and where did i go. i wana tell mak first, but with da credit xdenye such and such, i prayed silently so dat mak wont worry as much...

and i am way wrong, as i switch da phone and looked at how many miscalled ive received. minta maaf mak, ive choose a wrong matrix dis time and made mak worried. should have choose da other path, but being ignorant and selfish like always, da result is making mak worried. thanks a lot ain, you did such a great job! sheesh...

thank god when i reached home after sending ina home, bcoz of the pressies, evryone is happy unwrapping them espeacially naim. mak tanya dis and dat, and i told mak dat i did my hair. nasib mak x marah, cuma mak ckp yg mak risau and call x berangkat. but later, mak pun okay je. little dat i know, pak tam, mak tam and evryone is here. cuma imad jer xde. but its okay, dapat main2 dgn syafika n izni pun dah best. overall, its really a tiring day for friday.

yesterday, umm... it was quite a downer day. to begin with, boleh x sebelum jumpe jurunikah kena p pejabat agama and settle da borang 1st? so isu borang is still on duh! dont asked wat happen, im not gona elaborate on dat, so im praying hard on monday we can settle evrything on isu borang nih. and later, we (h2b and me)went to potostet kad kawen. sorry for those yang dapat kad potostet, our kad is finish. but on da brighter side, da potostet kad is made by me, da bride. as simple as it is, i design and made it myself. so jgnla ada yg terasa hati yea. klu terasa jugak, let me blanja nasik beriyani okeh?

so for those that wishes to come, please give me your address. hopefully before saturday you guys will receive da kad. evryone is invited, so do come and share da happy moment. il post da ori scan kad later, have a look okay.

think datsal for my post. will write some more. take care evryone, have a happy skool breaks! assalamualaikum