~ Finally ~

finally... yup, finally i did put the pichas in here. so here's to elly, i hope you do enjoy all da pichas. yes, there are more pichas, but if you wana see a bit more, meh kite jumpe then il let you have a look at all da pichas eyh...

btw, assalamualaikum... how's evryone? my prayers is for all my family and friends to be in good health, in good shape to continue our survival. im so sorry net, i know a couple or more times you visit here without any updates. later, il show sumthg really best. i hope you will like it =D

so there goes my pichas. wat to say about me wedding? it was fun, it was great, but there's no way i wana repeat and go through it again. thank god we've settle evrythg in one go, i mean saturday on my side, the next day on hp. i dont want it in any other way.

for my side, the preparation ofcoz it took a lot of effort. nama pun wedding kn? since thurday, evryone is here, and penuh dah satu rumah. which is great but also so crowded. but im happy dat evryone came. thanks for all the hardwork and lending hands...

you see, alot of things dat didnt plan, terplan last minutes. so kinda x cukup tgn and im like, darn it. is evrythg gona finish in time? is my a bit horror dream will happen? ive really letting my guard down and my both hands up to seek for Allah help. pray as i may, and Allah really the great, give me a very precious present indeed.

but along da way, ofcoz these two pair of hands need to work faster. wat wit da room need to settle, which is alhamdulillah, on friday settle. and mak teh really did a beautiful work with da langsir. it is so pretty and so goldy, feel like a princess =)

then, here come saturday. early in the morning after dusk, ive cleaned the front. sweep and finalise all da setting, angkat kerusi and so on. then inside, kemas all the tempat tidur and sweep again. darn, there's a lot to cover. tp since evryone sudah bising suruh mandi, plus da makeup team pun sudah sampai. im like, omg is it time already? give myself a quick splash. then, turun and let da team begin. im picturing myself for sure muka mcm opera cina, but im so lost focus dat i didnt care. i feel like eternity till the team give the final brush. skali pandang cermin, im like totally mesmerize by the way i look. i never thought i will look dis good, thank you Allah, my self esteem rise a bit.

then it hit us. boleh x akuarium melimpah air and banjir? im so penat already at dis point and dis is where da akad nikah will take place. dis is where h2b and juru nikah and abah will sit. while all dressed up and make up, ive cleaned da spot in lighting speed. mak and evryone ofcoz bising and saying dat sumeone will take care of it. but da thing is, h2b and evryone are on their way and the carpet is totally soaked! i just ignore da noise and continue cleaning. there, finally settle evrythg. thank god...

minutes later, h2b and evryone smpi. at this point, i am upstairs and when i wana go down, dkt bawah sume dah penuh. and im stucked. so while the juru nikah read all the stuffs about being married, the responsibilites, i do hear all of them tp dkt tepi tangga. then, when h2b is about to read/say akad nikah, i think i heard my name is called. finally, x tersangkut dkt tangga. so alhamdulillah, h2b made it and we become husband and wife (umm, i thought i shud sign some paper or sumthg. tp xde pun. i wait jugak for any paper to sign, tp xde pun) funny, where's my tears at dat time? i guess im so tired i just wish for the happiness to surround us all. but the sole reason why my teary eyes is the way abah look at me right after akad nikah. till now, if i remembered abah's look, sayu tiba2. i love you too abah...

mak and evryone is happy, so im happy too i guess. but already, i wish da day to end bcoz im really tired and barely can keep my eyes open. ive put such a fake smile which i think evryone can tell. blasah jerla kan? so all da guest came and im happy dat evryone happy and enjoyed the wedding.

so datsal bout my wedding. hp side of wedding is as followed...

So the next morning, after breakfast, hp asked to leave to pickup his bestman/pengapit. owh, i forgot to mention dat ive no pengapit since kaklin xleh balik =' ( sesape yg nyebok nk berdiri on my left side, i just gave a sharp look mentioning dat i dont need anyone thank you. i kno, klaka since hp ada pengapit, while i have none. but i dnt mind, so evryone else, plz mind your own business okay?

after hp left, the makeup team arrive. so here we go another makeup session. i hate the long hours, seems like forever to get ready. i feel like im wearing a mask! finally, its all come to the end and da first glance, umm... i dont really quite fond of me. bcoz i think da makeup makes me like garangnya, takut saya. with hp running late lg, and abah pun dah bising, i felt da tense is growing. so yes, da day went very slowly and da event felt like forever to happen. not gona elaborate much on dat, but there's one funny pichas in da album dat really reflect wat had happen dat day. funny, but thank god it's over finally. again, if da question 'would i like to repeat da moment?' no thank you. im glad its over and we are finally together.

i kno da story is not in much details. but i guess you can picture da whole thing. nothg fancy, just like ordinary and tipical wedding ceremony. but wat im looking forward from this events are all the blessing from evryone. and indeed their prayers do come true. ill tell you in da next post eyh. so guess dat cover my whole wedding ceremony. take care evryone. assalamualaikum...

...The Awaited Pichas...

The cover of the album

The wedding took place

The arrival

The main table

My hp =)

Me

The cake

The potong cake

Mak and me =D

Doa and prayers

...The Awaited Pichas...

The cover of the album

The sanding yang x best coz have to sit there and dengar kompang smpi habis which is so freakin long and i was tapping my feet all da way and evryone watching and give me da glares. but do i care? nope, cubela korang duduk dkt cni while evryone is watching, so not comfortable...

together finally. no more duduk like statue anymore

posing again

i thought i would/should cry at this time. but wat i did? i smile and chuckle, im so happy dat i laugh a bit. wats wrong with me?

pokok pose

lagi gaya pokok

enoughla with my pichas already kan?

me and the fruit bucket

~ Alhamdulillah ~

terima kasih ya Allah sebab berikan hadiah teristimewa hari ni. You are the greatest ever!!!! ...alhamdulillah...

~ Moodydotes ~

damn... nape asyik nk naikkn suara jer dari td nih? ain plzla, just be nice. cuba control temper anda. jgnla asyik nk mendidih jer. but, i just cudnt help it. im being da mean me rite now. the nice one has left da building. so im just showing how i felt inside. tp harap sume org faham, bcoz the last thing i wana do now is cry. i wana be happy, so plz let me be happy and cherrish this moment till the end of my life...

okey, enough emo already. next post, which is kejap5 lagi, nak taruk gmbr yg diambil tdla. ala, gambar2 around da house nih. gmbr kemah, and all stuff. umm, jap lg turun nih nak kemas2kn bawah tuh. byk lgla yg x settle lagi. so, for da meanwhile, lets just be happy and stay happy okay. rindu kamu la net...

~ Yuppidates ~

assalamualaikum... moula.... ola... hulalala... orite, i think dats enuf for da greetings. wow, another post? blasah sudahla net kn? anyway, for dis entry, umm... kakin nk letak gmbr kakin try baju kawen tuh, tp is it x mengade2 net? shud i net post it before my actual wedding? ke nak tunggu dulu? tunggu dulu la eyh, nanti lps kenduri kakin taruk banyak gambar ok net?

hari ni dlm pala, nak p berspa span kejap, if god permit. klu x, byk sgt x settle dkt rumah nih, kensel jerla. next, nak settlekn all da goodie bags. haiyo, nak tawu x? memula kn plan nk bg yg dompet kecik2 tu jer kn net, yg kaklin belikn hari tu. tp last result nak bg sume org sorg satu goodie bag, bag kertas tuh, dlm die taruk kueh dgn dompet tuh, tp dlm dompet tu ada cekelat. dlm 5 ketul. byk tuh nk siapkn. darn it, kena channel all da effort ke situ pulak. kakin ingtkn nk senang kn kerje, ni lgla bertambah kerje. watever, enuf complaining alredy. settlekan sume sudah. next ofcoz da bilikla. haiyo ni pun satu hal. itu railing kena beli yg br pulak. nk kena double railing dgn a bit shorter, ngam2 2 metre, sbb yg ada nih terlebih sudah. so, hrp2 abg dptla p beli jap lg.

okay, wat else to membebbles about? hmm... rumah nih masih lg kena kemas2 lg nih. bersepah pesah siwot... argh, why don't we have a maid, biar die yg pening pala pulak skrang nih? darm... ain... please, this is what you are capable of, so this task rely on you. you can focus all your energy and be done with all this. just hanging there and be strong like always. compile all the mumbles, we can do it later. but right now ain, in just one more day, lets do our best shall we?

okay, enough sesi memotivasikan diri. i think i better start going. owh, good news net! hehe... bilik dah kemas, yela2 kemas sket jer. i mean standard kakin yg sgt low skrang nih, mmg sgt kemas dah nih net. okey, enough with da smirk on your face, kakin tawu kakin malas nk kemas bilik nih. sian kan bilik kte nih. mseti dier merajuk hari2 tgk kakin malas nk layan dier. watever, dah ain... enough shooty... back to work! all the best, lets do our best! assalamualaikum...

~ Yupdate ~

assalamualaikum... mesti kaklin ternanti2 wats da update so far kan? darn sorry net, router nih ha buat hal, time ni la die nak wat hal. kakin pun mcm nak hawin jer masuk sungai mende alah tuh. anyway, enough babbles, lets get to da update...

so, nak post gmbr, tp mcm sgt mengantuk, plus there's a lot to be done. kakin just taip skitla update for you not to feel leftout okay. im darn sad you can't be here net, but again its for the best. you are still my pengapit no matter how far/close you are, no body can take that away from you okay net, so lets hangin tough together...

so far, pelamin dah settle, khemah pun dah settle. alhamdulillah. cume bilik jer yg blum settle lg. and nk kena kemas2 like always. bilik kite pun lps nih kakin akn pull up all my strength and get it done before the sun rise...

to be honest, i am very glad and happy that evrythg is quite the same as ive imagine.... terima kasih Allah sbb memudahkan cara, mempermudahkan perjalanan yg kami tempuhi ini. semoga majlis ini mendapat keberkatan dan menyenangkan semua pihak. itu sahaja yg diharapkan daripada majlis ini. tiada apa yg lebih menggembirakan selain daripada melihat semua sanak-saudara berkumpul, semua menikmati saat2 kegembiraan ini bersama, dan Allah memberkati majlis ini... now dats wat we truly call the wedding of the year =)

orite, enough bluff. better get me bottom off and start rolling da engine (ape punya ayat nih? blasah sudah) net, i do hope we can berwebcam so dat you could also share my happy moments too okay net? lets aja aja fighting together okay net?

itu sahaja liputan yg boleh ditaip. akn ditaip lagi net, keep on reading okay? ...hugs and kisses... assalamualaikum...

~ Undangan Perkahwinan ~

muka depan kad

ayat al-quran yang h2b pilihkan

mengundang semua kawan-kawan yang sudi hadir sabtu ni

map untuk sampai ke rumah pengantin. harap² korang dapatla jumpe rumah nih

inilah kad jemputan yang x berapa nak cukup tuh. i wonder betul ke diorg print 600 nih? watever, korang yg buat salah, tanggungla sendiri eyh. i dont wana make a fuss out of it any more. kepada yang sudi hadir, its gona be a heavy traffic along da way. jalan kampung, sgt sempit. besar harapan agar korang x tersangkut dan bersabar dengan segala kesulitan yang bakal korang hadapi. papepun, didoakan agar segalanya berjalan dengan lancar. kite jumpa nanti eyh, jaga diri, assalamualaikum...

Summary

assalamualaikum... another 5/6 days to go. my feeling? xde pape perasaan. but more or less mcm sedey a bit, you're not gona be around @ my wedding net. tp, its for da best kan net. i love you, so i dnt wana jeopardise your future for me. so da result, no one is gona be my pengapit. if i can't have kaklin, then il have no one. stubborn as i sound, yup there's a kapla batu inside. watever, lets move on...

so, i did have my sauna. and i think i shed quite a few kilos back there. nak tawu dkt mana i did my sauna? none other than depan rumah ni ha... for a couple of times, saya telah potong rumput di bawah terik mentari. terasa macam menjadi petani gitu. well, abah bought a new mower, and dis one is ringan and quite good mower, so dats how i did my sauna. why do we have to mow da land? bcoz nanti tempat itu akn dijadikan parkir kereta. and khemah pun akn didirikan di situ. so, have to work faster to settle da lalang2 in time, lets aja aja fighting!!!

other than that, on friday, we celebrate teachas day! its was a okay day, but to be honest, it was great! i received a lot of pressie which made me dwelled with tears. i mean, budak dat evryday i marah2 die, he gave me a sweet present. sgt terharu! il put da pichas later la eyh. then, i did enter sukaneka and played da game with a combined teacha-stud team. overall, walalupun ntah hape2 since they didnt explain da rules quite well, it was fun. my studs has been very cooperative and eager to win. so we got the consolation gift, dapat hamper. we divide it equally, and evryone is happy.

so later, we had nasik minyak! which is awesome sbb nanti during my kenduri, mkn nasik beriyani, bkn nasik minyak =( (so i was told) tak kesahla nasik paper, janji sedap n sume org happy sudahla. again, im inviting evryone to come and have a good time at my wedding. hopefully i can meet evryone dis saturday...

after sume dah settle (mana nk tutup buku register lg, nak masuk sukaneka, nak dgr/tgk shows) finally, we can enjoy our skool break!!! but, its gona be a busy two weeks holiday too, sbb nak tanda kertas periksa and my wedding lg. so, lets settle evrythg one at a time okay!

umm... later, as promised dgn ina, ina being a very sweet and kind friend, accompany me to do my hair! it was a very long/mengantuk time at da saloon, i fell asleep while the hairstyler did my hair. ina pun while waiting for me, she fell asleep on da couch. after 4 hours, finally my hair is done, and da result is superb. i hope my h2b gona love my hair, and i really love my hair so much right now. enough bout my hair, as its not suppose to be discuss in here.

however, i did feel awful along da way as i didnt tell mak im goin back late and where did i go. i wana tell mak first, but with da credit xdenye such and such, i prayed silently so dat mak wont worry as much...

and i am way wrong, as i switch da phone and looked at how many miscalled ive received. minta maaf mak, ive choose a wrong matrix dis time and made mak worried. should have choose da other path, but being ignorant and selfish like always, da result is making mak worried. thanks a lot ain, you did such a great job! sheesh...

thank god when i reached home after sending ina home, bcoz of the pressies, evryone is happy unwrapping them espeacially naim. mak tanya dis and dat, and i told mak dat i did my hair. nasib mak x marah, cuma mak ckp yg mak risau and call x berangkat. but later, mak pun okay je. little dat i know, pak tam, mak tam and evryone is here. cuma imad jer xde. but its okay, dapat main2 dgn syafika n izni pun dah best. overall, its really a tiring day for friday.

yesterday, umm... it was quite a downer day. to begin with, boleh x sebelum jumpe jurunikah kena p pejabat agama and settle da borang 1st? so isu borang is still on duh! dont asked wat happen, im not gona elaborate on dat, so im praying hard on monday we can settle evrything on isu borang nih. and later, we (h2b and me)went to potostet kad kawen. sorry for those yang dapat kad potostet, our kad is finish. but on da brighter side, da potostet kad is made by me, da bride. as simple as it is, i design and made it myself. so jgnla ada yg terasa hati yea. klu terasa jugak, let me blanja nasik beriyani okeh?

so for those that wishes to come, please give me your address. hopefully before saturday you guys will receive da kad. evryone is invited, so do come and share da happy moment. il post da ori scan kad later, have a look okay.

think datsal for my post. will write some more. take care evryone, have a happy skool breaks! assalamualaikum

~ Next Week ~

alhamdulillah... my paper today is done without many hassle. now tinggal nk menandanye la pulak. plus i didnt finish da skema yet. ain, bile mau buat nih? evryone is waiting you know? sorry guys, ive no idea why my hands x mo wat itu skema la....

apart from dat, hmm... i think evrythg is okay, alhamdulillah. syukur pada Allah yg sentiasa memudahkan cara, yang sentiasa memberi petunjuk, yg sentiasa menolong hamba-Nya nih bilamana hati ini sgt merintih hiba... thank you Allah, ive no words to describe my gratitude for you...

so, next week this is it. finally the time is here for us to be hand in hand. ive been waiting for years for this moment. it is worth waiting for actually. harap semua akan berjalan lancar, the way ive picture it in mind. kawan2, doakanla yea.

umm, ive no idea wat to elaborate more. till next post then i guess. take care evryone, hopefully we can meet next week. dah lama dah x jumpa korang kan? btw, da card will be post tomorrow, hopefully they will arrive by this week la kan? orite, signing off... assalamualaikum...

-- Compile --

- esok my paper -

budak2 nih exam math. takutnye klu ada soalan yg salah. and i didnt prepare the scheme yet. kinda pening pala skrang nih. i did staple n sorted accordingly to classes dah. but still i dnt kno why im having dis kinda feeling. mcm cuak jer selagi paper math nih budak2 x jawab lg. dats why no update n no reply for comments. perasaan yg ntah hape2 nih still melanda, so just bear with me okay?

- me wedding -

uumm, so far, okayla. not gona elaborate on it much. will see hows it goes. lps abis paper math esok, baru nk kelam kabut poskn semua kad2 pada kawan2. sementara waktu nih, just bear with me okay?

- household -

abah demam, doakan abah cepat sembuh. moody jer abah, so semua kena bersikap baik. kesian kaklin, abah x kasi balik. tp i still want you to come bck, be my pengapit. klu x dpt jugak, wat to do kn? i know abah intention is good, suruh kaklin belajar rajin2, tp kakin kawen sekali sajer net. no more after dis. but i guess aper la sgt wedding kan? x dtg pun xperla. wateverla kn? malas nk pk la...

- wat else -

wish me luck tomorro. harap2 semua berjalan lancar. insyaAllah selasa sume brg2 akan dpt di settlekn. then tunggu jerla for da wedding kn? ramai pun x dpt nk dtg. which is okayla to me. cume takut makanan byk terlebih pulak. itu lain cerita lah kan? yg penting makanan cukup, bukannya x cukup. klu x cukup, then it's gona be a problem. terlebih, xperla kot.

- LDP -

sabtu lps ada ldp again. tp kali ni, pegi sgt selebet okay. dahla bgn lmbt, cincai bersiap. seb baik pki mekap jugak, evntho 1st thought xmo pki. x pki name tag, and pki selipar jer. then guess wat? ive to present for my group! best kn? time ni la korg letak nama aku utk present eyh? blasah jerla. since mengajar math, so kenala present in english kan? seb baik lancar jer present, cume tgn jer yg menggigil sbb pegang/guna mic. damn... my microphonephibia still onla, bila nk cure nih? five minutes feel like five hours. thank god i ended finally. xtaula markah bape, janji dah setel.

-/+ okay, thinks datsal nak bebbles. sorry for not updating regularly, a lot of things kinda occupied my mind. so till later okay, take care and stay healthy eyh. drink plenty of water and have enough rest. assalamualaikum...

-- Hmm --

assalamualaikum... ola, watcha doin? ai net, lama dah x borak dgn kamu. sgt rindu la... kaklin sehat x? hows evrythg over there? here evrythg pun quite alright, alhamdulillah. not to worry ok net...

so, wat to write? umm... today the exam will be started with paper bm and pjk. wish them all the best this evening, hopefully they all will pass with flying colors. btw, i did made some promises with these kids, and if they did succeed, they sure burn a huge hole in my pocket. but its okay, the intention is for them to study and struggle hard, and if they are worth it, i would gladly hand them the so wanted pressie.

owh, btw... i would to invite evryone who happen to read this crappy blog of mine to witness our lovely day this coming june. im so sorry if i didn't drop you the card, in hoping that through virtual invitation will be enough (kes kad x cukup la nih) jgnla merajuk atau terasa sekiranya x dpt kad eyh. and you couldn't make it pun it's still okay, we can meet some other time kan i suppose...

umm, net... it's okay to drop comments in here. kakin x marah lah, aper daa... sama jer mcm zuhrin, takut kakin marah sbb korang kacau blog nih. this blog pun intentionly for you both okay? so that you guys can always read my mind, you guys can understand my unstable heart. so no fear, my dear, please be here, to hear my cheers... and some other stuffs too eyh?

enough bebbles... wow bebbles sound more executive then bebel. from now on, bebbles = bebel. get it? what ever la kan? so okay net, think thats all the bebbles i can come up with. will bebbles more on the next post. nite2, sweetdreams, assalamualaikum...

Majuk =(

i hate it when we said sumthg clearly and its darn clearly stated, da other party is i dnt kno, deaf or too ignorant and made stupid mistakes...

yup, dats my opening line. sgt terasa nak ketuk je pala org itu. how are you doin business la like dis? wat kind of business you are running? watever, ive no more intention to mention about dis matter. so lets cut to the chase...

yup, evryone... my card is finally completed!!!!!! wat a long shoutout, due to the stress i just felt right now. its kinda like half done than wat my expectation/request/criteria is. the biggest looser of all, the card IS LATE!!! wat kind of express service when its late? so its ok, since they will refund back. next, ive order my card to be with a pocket. da lame reason is dat, da pocket is musnah binasa disebabkn hujan and will have to re-do it again, and will be finish dis monday. i said no thank you and cut da cost again.

next, i asked the inlay to be done in somewhat thicker/exclusive paper (which they are the one who recommended it), but they seems to forgot about it again, thus another cutting cost. in a way h2b explain it to me, ofcoz besar hikmahnye. but i just cudnt quite swallow it yet, so that's why the sulky face just now.

i cant help mself from feeling a lot a bit frustrated seeing the card isn't the way it suppose to be. but, again like h2b put it, it's just a card. so lighten up a bit, beside we can channel the refund money for our house, our other stuffs...

when we got back home, i showed it to abah. thank god no complaint, only on the complicated map. so please dear readers, follow the map with full caution. it's quite tricky to reach here, and i do hope evryone will be here safe and sound.

owh, i will ofcourse put the card here. but not tonight, since im still not in the mood to be looking at it again, sigh...

take care evryone, how weekend flies, now it just sunday and monday will come again. why can't it be saturday evryday? sigh... orite, enough sighing already, just swallow what life throws at you and stop complaining, i had enough of complaining already.

take care, be good, assalamualaikum...

... Just ...

assalamualaikum... yola... olala... okay, enuf greeting already la... so, how's evryone? how are you net? terasa mcm dah lama x borak dgn kaklin. bile kite nak chat lg nih net? when you're not busy la eyh. gudluck with your study, you can do IT!!!

apa mau cite nih eyh? umm, to start with, a birthday shoutout for abang!!! selamat hari jadi abang. bile mau bagi saya kakak ipar nih? muahaha, gurau² jer. apa² pun saya doakan abang akan terus berjaya dalam semua cabaran yg abang tempuhi. luper pulak, 8/5 hari tuh pun bday naim. x tulis entry pun pasal bday naim. apsal eyh? ntah, byk mendela skrang nak pk. tp, bday naim hr tuh, ada jugakla beli kek, dgn piza like always. so naim, dah besar dah nih, naim kena buat sume sendri dah ok? nih keje skolah pun nak tunggu kakin/mak nak tolong, barula nak buat. mulai skrang naim kena belajar utk buat sendiri ok, lebih berdikari tawu?

dats about bday greeting. well, there's another greeting i suppose, which is da techa day. but me skool celebrate quite late, which is after da exam. however, maknye skolah celebrate dis coming monday and i wud like to present me mak sumthg too dis year. so ain, will you plz make da order by dis weeked? tqvm...

so wat happen in skool? umm, tomorrow ada ldp la pulak, and have to be in skool at 7.30. wat a torture great weekend to spend kan? after dat, we (h2b n i) will hopefully goin to pick da card and hopefully will be settle by tomorro. btw, for two days dis week, parent came to see me. about their kids since im da class teacha. so talk about their brats kids dis and dat, more toward apraisal of their small good deed rather than da bad one. i felt sorry for the parent actually, i know how humiliating to come to skool and face da teachas, and their did come and concern bout their kid, which is great. so rather than talking on and on bout their bad behaviour, i talk about little of their good behaviour too...

hopefully, we cud get da kad asap. if not, then we will go and settle buying me gifts!!! im not picky, so watever h2b like, i love them also. so most of my gifts are chosen by h2b and me too ofcoz.

i think datsal to write. wana go down and ngacau adik muahaha. kesian adik, die selesema pulak. moody sket hehe. td pi pasar malam pun adik moody jer. smoga cepat sembuh ek dik. orite, till next time. take good care evryone. lets pray for evryone safety. together, we strive for da best. assalamualaikum...

A Smile =D

assalamualaikum... hows evryone today? hows today? hope dat evrythg and evryone is great. so, wussup eyh? quite okayla. but da last two period really boiled my blood to da max. ive no idea wat to do with dis brats? nak lempang, anak orang. nak tendang, anak orang. last² aku pkila tektik rahsia utk mendiamkn budak² nih. aper die? malasla mau cite, kite cite mende lain okay?

but dis evening, im darn happy coz h2b is picking me up from skool. as h2b drop me off to skool too. so i felt like a wife already, where da hubby send and pick his darling wife from work. awesome kan? wat a great feeling, thank you Allah so much =)

so, we went to da kedai kad, but like my hunch has spoken b4, da kad isnt finish yet. its either tomorrow, or friday. so we will see by then. but if nothing is done, then please refund da express charge eyh?

later, since our kad isnt available yet, we went to carre*four again. perform maghrib prayer, then have our dinner. quite full, alhamdulillah smpi x abis makan. minta maaf ya Allah, i really cudnt understd why i cant finish my food like i use to. i think my tummy had shrunk la. mkn sket terus penuh. its not dat ive lost my appetite, its just dat, i think im full when im half done. i know its bad to throw away good food, but sorry, i just cudnt stuff all of it down my throat. please forgive me ya Allah...

after diner, we look around da shops. and we manage to cross some of the things from our checklist. so great, alhamdulillah. there's a bit more to finally finish crossing the items, i hope we can finish it by this week.

owh, btw ive made my full payment for da pelamin. cut budget in a lot of things, so about 1k we cud save up da spenditure. i know wedding is once in a lifetime, but i think its better to think the after effect of the wedding. wat i had in mind bout my wedding is, the guest is happy, plenty of food for evryone, and da kenduri is blessed by evryone dat came. dats my ultimate wedding dream. but ofcoz in the most sensible and pleasant for evryone. other than dat, nothg fancy, nothg biggie, just simple and suitable for all of the guest.

hmm... i didnt know dat its gona cost a lot, dis lot for a wedding. never once i read in any wedding stories, telling da cost is quite a bomb. i kno, probably no one is about da bragging. but its good to kno da price in details so dat i can expect da bomb to explode on my face first hand. but, all in all, evrythg is settle, so yup da bomb did explode and we survive, alhamdulillah...

so back home, thank god h2b is around to shell me from kena marah sbb balik lambat. so, h2b yg kena marah =p h2b told dis and dat, abah pun marah skit jerla. wat to do kan, im 27 and i still have a curfew. now im feeling like im still twelve, dat lil gal who is grounded and can never hang out with her friends bcoz me daddy and mommy loves me very much and will always shield me from any harm. i kno dat my parent is always concern with all of their kids, and im still living under their roof, so obey is a must and making them happy yes i shall...

overall, quite a day today. and alhamdulillah it finally rained after a few days of blasting hot weather. indeed its a blessing from Allah, thank you Allah for da rain. it made us all truly happy =D

think dis is all dat i got in mind. its nearly weekend already. so lets work hard to enjoy our weekend. aja aja fighting!!! assalamualaikum...

-/+ Clueless +/-

assalamualaikum... ola net, watcha doin? umm, xtau nk tulis ape kali nih. hows ur exam td? boleh jawabkn? im praying dat you will get a good grade. if not, we can always try again kan. so aja aja fighting!!!

so hows today? today been great. alhamdulillah, syukur pada nikmat yg telah Allah berikan. dapat ketenangan jiwa, kekuatan iman utk terus menempuh hidup ini. its a tough fight for survival, each of us faces a great deal of ordeal. so lets pray so dat we will all win dis battle, dat we will be rewarded with jannah towards da end...

movin on, umm... masa tgh mengaja in dis one class, where all da girls are friendly and talkative, suka sgtla nk menyembang dgn cikgu nih. im like, layan jerla budak² nih. they asked dis and dat, smpi x terlarat nk bersembang. anyway, it did made me realise when dis girl asked me "cikgu, cikgu nak kahwin dah kan?" (i did told them dat im bout to be married) "ha ah, 6 haribulan 6 nih, lambat lagi kan" and then she's kerut2kn muka and terkira². "tapi cikgu, cikgu nk kawen bulan depan lah kan?" im really like, dalam hati 'ha ah lah, lagi sebulan jer tinggal, why do i feel like it will take forever to get to my wedding day?'

wow people!!! next month im gona be married!!! nape mcm x sedar jer yg x byk masa lg yg tinggal nih. and there's a lot of stuff to do here. aiyark!!! shud i turn on da panic button rite now? HaLLLLLLL yESSSSSSS!!!

da pb will be turn on, but not just yet. il leave it as it is, work in a very poise manner, let evrythg fall into places, do evrythg in delicate and as calm as possible. and if dis all doesnt work, then il let h2b to handle evrythg. he's my rock, and rockon we will =D

orite, enuf babble bubble. il write some more some other time. thanks net for always stopping by. i miss you so very much, waiting and counting days to meet you =D goodluck kaklin for your study. i know ure gona excel and exceed in flying colors. have faith in yourself, you're da best and you know you are. take care, be safe and respond to your surrounding. assalamualaikum...

1st May...

wow, its been an hour past midnite and yet im not asleep. why? i got back way too late dis time. never ever in history we've been out so late till mum and dad has gone to sleep. so wana kno da story? let me begin...

to start off, dis mornin after many2 times wake up n tersleep again, finally i got up and bersiap. later h2b arrived and wait downstairs with abg while im getting ready. aftrward we went up to da kedai kad n unfortunately da kedai isnt open yet so we opt for another kedai. since we're in hurry coz our big day is really around da corner, we book da card for express package. so by next week da card will be settle. there goes da card issues finally. eh not quite finish yet since we're to meet da owner and discuss da artwork, inlay and blalala. so after skool, we're gona go here again...

owh, bout da borang. it turnouts dat we dnt have to go to pejabat agama since we're gona get married by the same kadi. and we're living in da same district, so da borang is only needed to be passup by abah to da jurunikah ke tok kadi (luper dah) da least is one week from nikah. so ain, silalah ingt baik2 yea?

next after da isu card, we went to kedai pelamin. we pay a bit for da bookingla. da org kedai tuh asked me to try again da baju, but as much as i wana put it on, i decline sbb ive to go to skool. and we said dat we'll be back again later at at nite. so dah settle isu booking pelamin.

settle isu borang and card and da pelamin, off i went to skool. my h2b hantar. i felt like flying without wings till evening. so happy to be with h2b and to be sent to skool by him. rasa mcm kanak-kanak sekolah =D

anyway, after skool, ive message mak dat we're gona be home late since we're gona settle da kad n da pelamin n stuff. mak ckp ok, then later after school h2b pick me up =) heaven sgt rasanya bcoz i dnt have to drive like crazy by my own after work.

after maghrib prayer and dinner at carre*four, we're headed to da kedai kad. picked da card, tgk2 itu ini, puzzled and dont kno wat to choose, after 1 hour ++ we finally did it. da price, quite priceyla kot coz i thought nk cut da budget here. but its ok, still within budget. dapat 2 bunting free, and we can get it by next week. if and only we confirm da artwork within dis week. ok, we'll try our best to settle dis asap. so to all my dearest friend, plz give me your address so i can post you da card eh?

next around 9.30 mcm tuh, da kedai pelamin dah call. and i said dat we're on our way to da kedai. so borak2 kejap then diorg pun suruh test baju. and i did! wah, da outfit is so beautiful! i do feel like a queen. da feeling is so unreal, so undescrible. i never play dressup like dis before. with da amazing cloth on me, i just awed and thank god for giving me dis opportunity once in a life time. i did my parade infront of the mirror and show it to h2b. he loved it, so dats da outfit im gona wear for my side. later, they gave h2b to try his outfit. he just blew me away. here we are, two simple people, never wear any fancy clothes. so when we did, i felt so bless and happy =)

next, we try da outfit for h2b side. i just try mine for da upper piece. lower piece isnt finish yet. so im gona be wearing a new outfit. and for dis outfit, i felt like a princess! bcoz da color is so comel and da design is so comel =) and again, h2b really sweep me off from my feet. he looks amazing. amazingly handsome. and comel too =) i think its da color dat made it look so comel. outfit for h2b dis time too also new and isnt quite ready yet. so we just have a tryla dulu. then we will come again probably next week to really do da fitting and adjust mana yg patut.

and there's quite a lot a few nasihat/tips/advise dat kak ida made. on how to look super sizzling hotty hot hotty on da big day which i think most of us girls know but im too ignorant to follow. being me, super lazy to take care of my appearance, (asal pakai baju, tutup aurat sudah) selebet and comot all da time. i cudnt help it. i like to wear sumthg im comfortable with. my famous style to go out is blasah-jerla-nak-pakai-apapun. but lately, i think i better start taking care of my appearance, just for my own sake.

so i think datsal dat i can come up with. will write again insyaAllah. take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

Another...

moulaaaaa.... assalamualaikum... hari ni pun terrajinla jugak nk post sket. so post jerla eh. jadi saya nk bertanya nih, semua sehat x? alhamdulillah, kami pun semuanya sehat2 belaka. kite terus pergi pada update jerla eh...

umm, ape nk cite sebenarnya? xde mende sgt. cuma dah berpuasa 2 hari, tinggal lg dua hari je nk ganti. mmg mencabar gakla puasa smbil menjerit mengajar. tp kan, bile kite reverse psycho dgn budak2 nih, jadi baiknya... alhamdulillah, x terkata kecomelan mereka... so, bile diorg pun dah beri kerjasama, saya sgtla tersenyum sambil menjerit mengajar riang =D

umm, probably dis thursday we're gona settle da borang and discuss futhermore on pelamin and kad dll. so nk finalize semuanya, then we're readyla for da wedding. boleh dah kot nk start hias2kn hantaran itu. tinggal nk beli jam, cincin and set perfume utk h2b. and baju melayu full set too. and da bedroom set too. lagi ape lg? oh yeah, da door gift. eh, apsal mcm byk lg x settle lg nih? (please wait.... switching to panic mode... warghhhhh)

rileks, masih ada byk waktu lg utk menjerit panic. buat satu2 dulu, then insyaAllah evrythg will be settle eh. in da meanwhile silala mengajar budak2 ini dgn baik sekali =>

orite, think datsal nk membebel. see how profesional i am in membebel dis day? i can go on and on membebel non-stop. mcm makciks kepochi dah gitu. orite, better stop and prepare da dinner. sian mak abah dah lapar. im hungry too sbb berbuka td mkn roti dgn milo jer.

so take care evryone. have a good day. lagi 2 hari jer keje, then we're gona have a long weekend. insyaAllah we're heading to johor and probably to s'pore. really looking forward for dis weekend. stay safe and be safe alritey. assalamualaikum...

Aja Aja Fighting!!!

assalamualaikum... ai net, n da rest... dah 2 minggu x tulis cite baru. sebok n malas nk berinternet... so dats why da delay. but today, i decided to write sumthg here, as a progress, as a reminder, as a watever la kn...

umm, to begin with... lets talk about da programme i kinda handle last week. its called "smart explorace kids" da shoutout 'explorace for smarter kids'. basically they are running around da skool n solve da activities for each stations. there are 10 stations all together and evry stations is a mix of science n math activities. overall, the event is a success and never once cross my mind dat il be getting any compliment from anyone. so, im really all smiley from ear to ear. sgt happy, alhamdulillah, syukur kerana Allah makbulkan doa hamba-Nya yg sgt terdesak minggu lps.

wat really happen? u ask bout da story blakang tabir? umm, lets just say all well ends well. evntho i felt like a living dead, doin and thinkin evrythg 90% by myself, but its worth da experience and da time taken to accomplish this task. now, im very pleased and satisfied with my work and myself! so congrats AIN ALIDA!!! you did it!!! thank you Allah for helping me all da way. thank you h2b for your constant support. all da rest too...

so wedding update. umm, lemme see... borg dh kinda settle last week. alhamdulillah... sgt bestnya klu dah boleh nikah terus ahad lps =D we both are all set. lg cpt lgla baguskn. dah x pyh pening2 kepala pk, takut tok kadi or h2b terdtg lmbt. sbb kami insyaAllah akn berakad nikah pada 6/6 dan kenduri pun pd hari yg sama. takut nanti terkocoh nk tukar baju n stuff n blalala. hopefully evrythg will be exactly how it shud happen...

da pelamin n stuff like dat, dah book. kitorgnye kenduri buat di rumah kt gombak nih, insyaAllah. n h2b side, insyaAllah buat dkt dewan u*i*a. so hrp2 sume nih dah setella kot. last saturday jugak p setelkn isu kad. baru je pilih design n layout. nasib baikla member abg yg wat. diorg pun orite je nk buatkn artwork and bg ktorg masa lagi nk pilih2. hrp dptla siap within next month. also since kawan abg, diorg maybe bg harga less lagila kot. but, we dont mind. janji kad lawa and da way we wanted, harga i think it's reasonable enough dah.

also, last saturday lps setel pasal kad nih, kitorg pun pla kedai pengantin recommended by kwn abg nih. dats where we booked da pelamin, da baju, da mekap, fotograph n video, sumela in one go. so malas dah nk survey n cari tmpt lain. again, da most important thing dat we focus in mind is akad nikah nanti. which is da highlight of our life. to be together hand in hand alas. yg lain2 tu, malas nk pk, boleh x? muahaha...

i know, i know dat dis is once in a life time nye event n shud b done in a certain way. tp again, malas la nk pk yg lain2 itu. nanti2 la kitorg pk. skrang byk mende yg kena setelkn dulu. bulan 5 its da time to roll our sleeve and run like HaLLLLL!!!!

umm, nanti la net kakin postkn gmbr pasal banjir ari tuh. mak dah panggil makan nasik. tp cam malas je nk mkn. nak kurus sket, muahaha. orite, enough smiling net. kakin taula yg kakin ckp jer lebeh eh. nantila, ada lg sebulan nk kurus. so aja aja fighting!!!

till ere ent. i miss you so much la rite now. miss talking with you, miss spending time with you. naim asyik sebok ajak men boling n tgk movie. nanti kite p sesama la ek net. so rite now, wana wish you gudluck n all da best tau net. you are my brilliant lil sister, you can do it net, i kno you can! so aja aja fighting!!! nanti kite tgk full*house sesama lagi ek.

take care evryone, lets aja aja fighting together shall we? so all together now, AJA AJA FIGHTING!!! TERUSKAN BERUSAHA!!!

Sheet Happen

...Gedegang... youch!!!!!

it takes all my might not to start cursing and yelling and shouting and swearing and youchhhhhhhhhh it hurt so darn much!!!

yup, got two accident happen to me today. one, i cut my hand from trying to forge open da tong cat. second is i hit my back with da window frame, da result of trying to get up without looking first. so yup, bergegar satu rumah (over exaggerate again) and mak pun bergegas keluar nak tawu ape yg terjadi pada anaknya ini and a concern look from h2b, which makes it hurt even more (saje nk tarik perhatian =p wat a baby, shish!)

till now my back hurt like hall! mcm ada sesuatu yg telah menumbuk belakang saya dgn kuat sekali, youchhhh!!! i hope, tonite it will go away. ya Allah, ringanknla kesakitan yang hambamu alami ini ya Allah. hanya padaMu la aku meminta, hanya Engkaula yg maha penyembuh...