Friday, July 18, 2008

Baru Ku Tahu

umm, just now i googled a little sumthg bout gstt, little did i know dat im very fortunate and damn lucky to be able to work as a gsttian. i thought there's not so many out there is a teacher wana be. and again little did i know, many really wanted dis job...

at first, for me, gstt is sumthg to past the time, i shud say. i do love the 'teacher' title, darn happy hearing the murid2 calling me teacher and greet me as a teacher. but when thinking dat is going to be over after a certain period of time, i must say dat, gstt is just a mere dream. rite now, all the teachers are planning for the next year, the timetable, wat subjct to be teach next year, such and such... but then, i excluded myself from participating in their chats with a smile, knowing dat im not gonna be here the next year....

so as to speak, im living every moment as a teacher, knowing dat the past remain as a history, da future is another story. not putting any high hopes, a path to become a teacher is never a certain for me. so to be or not to be, still remain as a huge question and a blurry vision indeed...

to bear in mind dat, having dis wonderful experience as a gsttian is sumthg i shud be grateful of. i met new friend, new environment, and many interesting students. ive experience the interviews, met new faces, all in all, the process to get to this point today is a memoir dat ill cherish the rest of my life.


why am i writing all dis innuendoes? as if tomorrow is da last day i can be call as a teacher? i dont kno, its just hit me hard when hearing these teachers making their plan for the next year as i know im not gonna be around....

but on the sunny side of this dreading story, the next year, i wont hv to face this such hassle anymore. moreover, maybe i can be a housewife? (if im married at the end of this year dat is).

so enough thinking bout the future as im damn happy living in the moment. yeas, im happy to say dat my students is so nice today, probably the baraqah of friday! they did behaved quite adorable today. the nongoi2 murid did their PEKA report as expected, but due to lack of time, they didnt quite finish it yet. so i will give them time to do it next week then.

however, the last 2 period really boiled my blood to the max. this one particular murid, ive no idea wats wrong him, he had a mouth dat cannot be shut no matter wat i say to him. the worst part is, bcoz of him, the whole lot became infected with his obnoxious behaviour. after i wrote a few lines in the discipline book, he finally know how to shut his stinkin mouth. so da class went silence and i cud teach in peace. till the bell went off, the moment of silence is still there...

before i went bck home, this one teacher asked me wether i could come tomorrow to assist him with futsal. damn rite i wana be there, but i remain cool and act cool as if im too busy tomorrow. a few chat bout dis and dat, i said yes and by 8.00 am i shall be there. hopefully, im goin with kak lin and afterward we cud go jolly2 together, hehe =P. so for tomorrow, i dont know wat to expect, but with high hope i do wana have gud time with my sista =)

till here, till next post. have a great weekend evry1 =D

2 comments:

Whitemusk2508 said...

ain, bagusla! cmne ek ble handle murid2 yang nakal2 tu..aton btol2 tabik spring la kat semua cikgu2 yg cm ain ni..aton selalu terpikir, bleh ke org cm aton ni jadi cekgu..huhuhu..ngeri je dengo cerite2 dr cikgu2 dimalaysia ni :)

ain alida said...

ahaha, aton nih.budak2 ni xdela teruk sgt.insyallah,xde halla klu aton pun nk jadi cikgu.cuma kena byk sabar n jgn pening kepala klu diorg bg extra work.maintain kn ke'cool'an dan setelkn sume keje dgn cpt,sblm dpt lambakan keje yg baru.overal,jd cikgu best sbb keje sekerat hari dan paling penting,byk cuti!muahahaha