Friday, February 06, 2009

Put da fullstop already...

yello mello... assalamualaikum... boo chak... me again, yg suka buat perangai x tentu pasal, i know. tp i will give a pat for myself bcoz hari nih saya tidak membuat itu perangai lg, evntho td ada sipi2 mau buat itu perangai. shish, when are you gona grow up ms. ain alida oi? i mean seriously, cant you suck up all da anger b4 it spill to someone else? haiyo, i really need to control dis mouth of mine, dis feeling of mine, so dat i wont make stupid faces, i wont say anythg in such harsh way. enuf crappy talk, talk da talk la, walk da walk la. nie asyik membebel dah brapa post nih, tp x abis2 lg buat perangai ape cite nih?...

pergh... pjgnya sesi memarah diri sendiri. dats wat happen if i did sumthg bad, there's no one to blame but me. evntho its not entirely my fault, i still find it hard to resist gaduh n marah diri sendiri. plz dont take me as a weirdo or psycho or wat ever dat come across your mind, im stil sane n not a whacko la. but, i kinda like marah2 to myself, then pujukkan hati sendiri. mending my own hart after effect gitu. sigh, im not hoping for you guys to understand, bcoz i hardly understd me myself sumtimes. so paperla. enuf crappy, just move on to da piece already...

orite then, so wats da piece for today? hmm... lets rewind da day b4 shall we? which was on thrusday rite? okay, so wat happen on thursday was, i got to meet h2b and we bought some more paint together. it was a brief shopping, ape yg nk lama sgtkn, setakat pilih2 cat jer. so we went to A*CE, and i like dis store is bcoz they have evrythg in it. its like one stop for your hardware. for sure korg penah pegi kedai nih, so xyah elaborate pjg. after da paints finish getting mixed/sudah siap bancuh, kami pun pegila kedai satu lg, nak belikn for my family skali itu aya*mas. da chicken look darn tempting, h2b yg pilih. klu saya yg pilih, alamat hangusla ayam itu. then we went home...

since h2b x solat lg, h2b pun solat di rumah ni. and i want him to stay for dinner. b4 dis, once he rejected my request, so with big eyes, im hoping for da yes word. and my hope came true, so h2b stay for dinner, yay! since dah ada ayam, kami hanya buat itu nasi goreng sahajala. then, lps solat maghrib sama2, setelkn masak n.goreng itu, then we had diner together. h2b helped peeling da apple dis time, and he helped in da kitchen while borak2 dgn mak. mak sgt suka borak2 dgn h2b, so i just listen n keep me mouth shut... later on, h2b pun minta diri dulu. it felt like a minute jer spend with h2b. how time flies, hope to meet him soon...

there goes thursday. so how bout today? today alhamdulillah, best mcm biasa wlupn xde pape yg best, tp dpt hidup utk satu hari lg pun dah kira best dah kn? anyway, how clumsy i am today? not really clumsy, like a waste of time gitu. cenggini, mula2, hantar kwn naim balik rumah dkt tmn me*lewar. afterward, konon2 nk p bank utk cheque-in kn cheque la kn. later dah dkt nk smpi bank, baru teringt yg itu cheque tertinggal di rumah. later, konon2 nk p basuh kete, then itu auto basuh kete sudah tidak beroperasi. jadi saya hanya mengisi minyak sahajala. later, nk p pejabat pos nk setelkn saman. then tgk2 parkirnya susah sgt, dan punyala ramai manusia. jadi kami kensel sahajala. masa balik, dok cari2 jugak bb sbb mak mula2 suruh amik bb dkt skolah. alih2 die dah balik naik bas, sbb die habis bertugas dkt library awal hari nih. kesianla pulak adikku kena balik naik bas. smpi rumah, alhamdulillah bb dah selamat smpi.

ptg td pulak, again a pat to myself, saya telah bancuh dan membuat cucur udang 1st time! (asyik first timer je kn lately nih?) but dnt laugh at me la net, i knowla kamu sgt terer membuat cucur udang. kakin budak baru belajar. umm, selalunye bancuhan2 ni mak yg buat. saya tidak berani nk buat, takut x sedap n membazirkn jer tepung. saya cumela penggoreng sahaja. but today, sbb rasa teringin nk mkn, plus stock udang byk lg dlm peti ais, alhamdulillah, menjadi juga cucur udang. naim sgt suka, so i made it again for him tonite. net, adakah kamu sudah terliur mau mkn itu cucur udang? i know you are drooling rite now, hehe...

hmm, i think i wana go downstairs la nk tgk itu nanny. the upcoming episode are bout they getting married after fran got proposed. so jgnla naik lewat sgt yea cik ain? esok konon2 plan nk jogging. yup net, mak excited n look forward nk jalan2 amik angin dkt fr*im. and h2b will come too, rite after subuh. as we planned la kn. so we'll see wat happen tomorrow. hrp2 jadila. i do wana meet h2b again. tp klu x jadi, its ok. il merajuk tahap gaban muahaha =D

thanks for spending time with me and lending your eyes for dis post. dis is such a crappy post, i know. plus h2b doesnt like me writing bout us in here. he like thg private. wic im not good at dat. i love sharing. sharing is kepochi kan? maybe il be private slowly, i wont bable as much slowly. so for da meantime, plz bear with my big mouth nih yea? sume mende je nk cite. walhal xdela best sgt pun nk cite kn. main ckp jer suka hati, janji berckp yea x? i know its a bad habit, tp klu duduk diam jer, rasa mcm dlm mute world gitu. i dnt like mute, i like a lil bit of sound plz.

enuf!!!! see, x abis2 lg membebel. udah2 ler tu, bwk bertenang. dah, p turun bwh, tgk kejap je tau. then naik, tdo awal. but dnt you ever dare find sumthg to munch downstair young lady? its not a gud habit you kno, better watch it. fine fine, i wont munch, but can i have a bite?

hmmmm... berenti taip sekarang boleh? f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p

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