Pichas @ Genius Baby On Board 2nd Class - Level 3

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bubbles time


boxy-with-da-jingy

teacher watie, tolong pos surat utk ayah saya yea =)

dear Ayah, zairil sayang sangat ayah =)

God could not be everywhere and therefore he made mothers =)

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Play In Group @ Genius Baby On Board 2nd Class - Level 3

...for dis post, it'll be about da 1st time we attend playgroup @ genius baby on board for Level 3 Class...

~ 17th April 2011 ~

we arrived a bit late. so da class has started a bit, and the 1st session is warming up. warming up consist of all the dance bit you can think of! again, dis routine really burns a lot of calories. later we played with da hoola hoop, using da hoolala like a steering wheel and go round and round da class as if we're driving. owh, si kecil dah nak belajar bawak kereta ker?! i dnt know how i will react when he's starting to learn to drive nanti. mesti rasa mcm, owh dah besar dah anak ibu nih. mcm baru jer ibu lahirkan zairil. gosh, i'll sure be all teary and moppy when dat day finally arrives =/

next, is da write a letter to daddy. all babies are given an envelope filled with a piece of paper and a marker for them to write a letter to daddy. dis exercise is to develop fine motor skill which is grasping da pen and jotting somethg on da paper. so zairil did wrote sumthg to ayah, and his hands are both covered with da marker's ink. he loves 'writing' his hart out to bababah, comel jer conteng2 zairil nih.

after writing da letter, all babies post da letter in da letter box. zairil did a great job in putting in da letter with da help of teacher watie of course.

later is, da boxy with da jingy where all da toys make all sort of noises. we played with some, but zairil is more interested to put back in all da toys in da box instead of playing with it. but he loves da balls, so he played with da balls instead.

later is da parachute and bubbles time. we had fun dis week. well, every week is a fun week for us. i love bringing zairil to da playgroup because i can see dat he enjoyed it very much, and he had great time playing with other babies. what more can i wish for, seeing him happy, all smiley and giggly.

Don't Say No No No, Just Say Yeah Yeah Yeah

it must be the loves that is in the air i guess

Pushed

so yesterday we did went and participate the GCDC. what can i say bout it? umm, hmm... da good thg is we arrived early =D playgroup pun asyik smpi lmbt jer, event ni terawal pulak =p nxt, i did bring my own pen, so i dont hv to queue for da pen to fill in da form. then it's kinda umm, hmm... da room is super hot and uncomfy for si kecil. both of the air-cond are switched on, but due to overwhelming participation i guess, made da room fill with hot gases?!

dis is not my 1st time attending events @ Scriptory Box, it's actually my 3rd times. 1st, da Mommy's Day Out and later da Breastfeeding Day. so i know it's a comfortable place with nice deco. but last night, it really is a challenge for me to handle si kecil, bcoz i myself felt suffocate. i brought all his favourite toys, but it didnt do any good to occupy him. what he really want is to walk freely and play with other babies. tp ni bukan playgroupla sayang, so i held him close to me. later, zairil cried @ da top of his lungs, and i was about to give up already. and i brought him outside, away from da crowded room.

i entertain him outside, play with him and let him walkabout. so that put him at ease. but i still keep checking for da event to start. later i brought him in, but to da back of da room. at the back, there's a bit of space for him to walk around, so he's a bit occupiedla. then, there's a girl whose zairil play with. @ 1st, they play quite nicely. zairil walked and picked watever he can find on the floor, then dis girl followed him around. but later, watever zairil picked, she just took it from him, and she pushed him down till his head knocked on the floor!!! im like, watdahall!!! thank god zairil is a tough baby, he didnt cry, only kept rubbing his head. da girl's mother did say to her daughter to apologize, its a kind gesture. and mend a bit of my broken hart.

from there, i didnt let her near zairil, i kept him to myself. i mean, he's just 1 year old, she's like 3-5 years old. ofcoz da size matter, and she knocked him down quite hard. sedeh tau tgk zairil jatuh terlentang mcm tu. dgn tgk dia gosok2 kepala mcm tu, mesti sakit. i dnt mind anyone to play with him, im more than welcome. tp bila sampai zairil jatuh kena tolak, mmg tgh tahan jer diri sendiri daripada tunjal2 kepala budak tu pulak. watever, wat is done is done already. so right now, i will allowed children near his age to play with him. klu jatuh kena tolak pun, xdela kuat sgt terhentaknya. xdela hati ni gundah gelana tgk zairil sedeh je kena tolak.

ok, i may sound super exaggerate, tp mestila sedeh jugakkan hati ini bila anak kita disakiti. anak sendiri tu, sapa lg la yg boleh pertahankan dia daripada kesakitan. ofcoz i couldnt protect him forever, but since he's a baby, he need to be protected, he needs us to protect him. then, when he can protect himself, i will slowly let him go. so for now, you will be safely in my arms ok hunny.

the clock seems like forever to strike 12.30. i nearly gave up, after da later drama and zairil is growing more and more impatient. but then, the mc annouce da event is bout to start, and i rushed to our spot and for 10 seconds it's over. so there you go, what a long nite!!! phew, we made it, good job sayang, you did such a good job, well done!!! now you received your 2nd certificate, (1st is your birth certificate =D) what an achievement!!!

overall, wat can i say?! hmm, if the place is cooler a bit, i might enjoy da event. because it's so hot, like really hot!!! so it's a bit uncomfortable for me. i dnt know is it just me, because the other participant seems to enjoy themselves, so i guess it's just me. yeah, i have a bit of claustrophobic, i can't stand crowded places, made me dizzy easily. but we did it, we did some major record last nite! but do i ever want to participate again? hmm, i dnt know, i cant say right now. probably i wanna do it again in da future, probably not. i dnt kno. but a big clap to my zairil, because of him, we did it!!!

CD Breaking =)

so, we're gonna be doing some major breaking CD record tonite!!! hopefully evrythg will be under control. i don't know what to expect, hopefully we're gonna be okay. okay as in i'm not gonna be kalut & menggelabah handling dis lil one alone while participating in dis event. i dont know wat was i thinking, to participate with si kecil. dahla it's his bed time, hopefully he's not gona be cranky. dahla im gonna be alone with dis lil one, while hp's gonna be downstairs. dahla there's a theme to it, and im not very fond of any theme coz im not a fashionista. wat really was i thinking nih?

feel like backing down, but then it wont be fair for others who want to attend but they are unfortunate. @ 1st, when i emailed the gcdc, i have no hope watsoever. i thought we're not gonna make it as participant coz of the limited participation. and the email didnt get any reply, so i thought, owh well tough luck. but, then on last monday, i got an email from gcdc and calls from gcdc (but i didnt pickup sbb x dgr phone, lame excuse i kno) and a msg from gcdc asking whether i'm interested to participate, i instantly replied yes. so did some payment, got the to do list (which ive to prepare after writing dis) so today lets just hope for the best, shall me?

to be frank, i am feeling pretty darn anxious, awkward, uncomfortable, self-conscious, uncertain and da list shall goes on... wow this is a serious low self-esteem going on here. i don't know, im not really good mingling with others. my mouth ada batu dalam. sgt berat mau bukak mulut. sgt segan mau strike any conversation. and i'm very comot, i cudnt careless about style. as long as im comfy, dats good enough for me...

so wish me da very best of lucks you can wish for me pretty darn please!!! overla exaggerate like always, minta maaf yea. ini budak yg sudah dewasa ada itu satu budak kecil jugak duduk dalam. jadi ia ada juga rasa sayang sayang hey bila ia akan menggelabah pada keesokkan harinya...

but im sure da event itself gonna be great. mesti ada byk baby comel yg boleh kawan dgn si kecil kan? awhhh mesti sgt comel. so, si kecil... lets do our best like we always did ok hunny. ure my sugar pie yummy yummy gigit sikit. till here, ill write some more about the event k. take care evryone, aja aja fighting!!! - kata2 semangat buat ibu yg akan tukar cd pada pukul 12 t/m waktu tempatan, atau ibu sahaja yg akan bertukar menjadi makan budak huarghhh!!!

It's A Must!!!

this is one of the most important thing that i need and use @ all time. every time i prepared zairil's milk, before touching him, after nappy change, before and after eating, after i sneeze or cough, it's like i am so germ phobic right now. i'm so afraid that i'm da one dat give germs to lil one, dat's why i equip myself germless, to be at da least of carrying germs, get it? but now i think i'm more like umm, it's like a routine dah to me, to wash hand like every time i touch something. it's kinda like a burden jugak because in my mind, i've to constantly think, eyh dah basuh tgn ke belum? kena basuh lg nih, rasa x bersih. kena basuh dispenser tu pulak sebab td dah pegang masa tekan dia. arghhh... it's like i never satisfied no matter how many time i washed my hands.

but, after using dis, it's reassured me a bit, simply because it's automatic dispense the liquid, so i don't have to touch anythg. and because the brand itself reassured me that it is anti bacterial. but now it's more like to saja2 pulak suka-nak-basuh-tgn-sbb-nak-guna-suka-suka-hati. plus i like the smell. i love evrythg dat smell nice, who doesnt right?

i first saw this auto dispenser @ one of da cooking tv show. so im like, wah ada yea automatic tmpt sabun cuci tgn? mesti sgt mahal. i mean, yg x auto pun mahal, yg auto obviously mahalla kan? then i saw this @ jj, ofcoz it's a must for me. and now, evrytime i went near da sink, saja2 guna dis lil thgy. what am i rambling about anyway? but if you like to wash your hands more than 15x a day, why dont you give yourself a break from pumping da hand-liquid-washer, and get yourself this best lil thg dat make you go wow evrytime the liquid comes out of it? (i would still go wow till now =p)

so there you go, my must have thgy dat can put my mind at ease dat is =)

Baby Baby Baby =)

stuck with this glee version (kes dgr musical mrl from jozan =p)

I do I do I do =D

love love love dis song, it must da loves dats in da air =D
perfect for da royal wedding =)

Me Own Dolable =)

I took a nap on one fine afternoon, hp took care of dis lil one. after a while, i heard a cute noise coming towards me. dis lil one, climbed up the bed all by himself and gave me dis sloppy kiss on me mouth. awhhh hunny, couldn't you be more adorable? =) si kecil, you always know how to melt mummy's hartla. mummy loves you so mucho lil one, muahhhsss

Pichas @ Genius Baby On Board 1st Class - Level 3

bubble time - all babies are excited to catch da bubbles =) play with what-in-da-box-thingy

para-para time, most babies tgh tgk teacher kesayangan mereka =)

beany-bag time; concentrate dgr penerangan teacher watie.

balls-with-hoola-hoop-time

if you noticed, zairil & aleesya are da only one dat had started wearing gbob shirt. and guess wat? they are not alone, since me and hp too are wearing da same shirt dat day!!! we both support gbob so much since gbob provided da chance for zairil to mingle around with other babies @ his age. so yes, we are really thankful bcoz dis is the time where i can see zairil socializing with others and he's now one friendly baby in da house!!!

Play In Group @ Genius Baby On Board 1st Class - Level 3

...for dis post, it'll be about da 1st time we attend playgroup @ genius baby on board for Level 3 Class...

~ 10th April 2011 ~

i am really looking forward for this week class simply because this is the 1st class zairil is going to participate in Level 3!!! he's now 1 Year++, dat means he is now in lil walker group. so dis time, we arrived quite on time, and da 1st session i think is singing and dancing time. i'm telling you, it's like doing a cardio workout for 1 hour lah!!! i sweated like i never sweat in my life =p but it is fun bcoz si kecil really enjoyed it, so dat's a plus!

later, all da babies had their turns in putting ball inside da basketball hoola hoop (i don't kno wat it is called, jadi saya suka hatilah hentam sahaja =p) da line is obviously long, bcoz it is full house dat day, and si kecil ni don't mind waiting for his turn, as long as he's free to walk around da class. so i let him roam around, except when he started to play with the door or with da stand fan. suka tau buat ibu sakit jantung, nak main benda yg bahaya jer. so he did toss da ball inside da hoola hoop, yay for zairil!!!

after dat, we had beany-bag time. teacher watie hand-out beany bags to babies and mummies will put da bag on top of babies's head. this activity to coordinate their balance while walking. zairil didn't like da idea of putting da bag on top of his head, so memanjang je tangan tu tarik da beany bag and run away with it.

next is the play with wats-in-da-box-thingy. teacher watie take out a large box filled wtih all the toys dat make seriously loud noise. so da babies shake, bang, jiggle till da whole room filled with tremendous noise!

afterward, we had the bubbles and para-para up&down. this is the usual activity, so am not gonna elaborate on dat.

for dis class, i must say i had a blast! i guess da class is full house, so there are many babies to see, thus i loved it. and the activities are super fun, i loves dancing around with si kecil @ home. so yup, love it cuma malu2 sket nk joget2 dpn other mummies. i must look like a clown =/, but dis is zairil's fun time, so watever mummy feel doesn't count. as long as he's happy, mummy is more than happy for you si kecil =)

Pichas After PlayGroup 7th Class

watching da tv wana go out again kah sayang? can't wait to have a splash ker zairil? exercise for a bit la =)

let's play some more

i didn't take any pichas during the 7th class simply bcoz we arrived late, and the activities involved me with si kecil, thus i can't take the pichas. so these are the photos taken after we arrived home. and si kecil is still in da mood to play. babies are like duracell bunny right? play non-stop till mummy drop 1st =D

Play In Group @ Genius Baby On Board 7th Class

for dis post, it'll be about da 7th time we attend playgroup @ genius baby on board...

~ 26 March 2011 ~

for dis class, we arrived late; 15 minutes late. da class is already started halfway. so we just joined the group. thank god si kecil is not cranky, and participate and berjalan-jalan around da class happily. we did some flash cards today, i showed zairil the cards but he's not really into it. so i just read and change da cards over and over anyway.

later we had parachute session and ofcoz the bubble time. seronokla tgk zairil excited nak kejar bubbles tu. and when da big bubble is blown, it's like da most exciting thg a baby can poke!!! then we have book reading time, where babies have their chances to touch furs on this fury book.

for signing, dis week is more. it's like you make your both hands kinda like a bird's-head-shape, then joined the hands together. get it? i don't know how to explain it in details. because i don't know the exact words. owh, last week the sign is eat. i think most of us know how's the eat gesture by now right. so i guess i don't have to explain it in details.

so, for nxt week there will be no class. however, Level 3 is starting on April, and i am so excited. i don't know what is in stored for us, but i'm sure it's gonna be lotsof fun and that is for sure!!!

Pichas

makan sendiri tp tertumpah2, lps tuh ketuk2 dkt karpet. owh great,more work for ibu then =/ loves to play ketuk2 ibunya phone, haish... i just love this blurry picture =)

ini adalah hasil daripada menolong ibu menyidai kain =D

sukala gambar ni jugak, sweet sgt =)

@ 1 Year & 2 Months

• dah ada dua dah gigi di atas!!! tp nmpk mcm kecik je dua2 gigi tu. tp mungkin akan besar lg kot, sbb baru tumbuh kan? tp comel jer bila dia senyum sekarang, so yay dah ada empat gigi dah sekarang!!! sgt teruja bila dia dah ada byk gigi, sbb seghiyau la nak bg mkn kan. tu jer sbb kenapa bila dah nmpk gigi2 mula nak tumbuh, sgt excited, then barula confident nak suapkan makanan.


• suka geser2 gigi2 dia tuh. bunyi mcm 1st time dgr, eyh ape tuh? then si kecil buat lg dan lg dan lg smpi rasa ngilu nya!!! tp zairil buat muka senang hati jer. tp setiap kali dia buat mcm tu, cepat2 stopkan. yela, nanti gigi makin kecil pulakkan.


• sgt suka gosok gigi tanpa disuruh. tp bukan sbb nak gosok gigi, sbb nak gigit berus gigi tu. tp sambil tuh adala jugak gosok sikit2. tp berus gigi baby mmg mahalkan? kecik jer, tp mahal betul.


• boleh turun katil dan naik katil sendiri. he can do dis since he was one lg, tp mcm x confident ok setiap kali dia nak turun katil. still nak pegang2 kan dia, biar dia turun pelan-pelan. tp sekarang ni, evry morning he will climb down da bed himself, bukak pintu lps tu senyum2. sungguh comella setiap pagi tgk muka baru bangun dia nih.


• x boleh tgk ibu dkt laptop nih. so kenala bukak laptop lama bg dia main. tp nak jugak ketuk laptop yg ibu pki. tp kenapala x kacau ayah? asyikla kacau ibu jer. lps tuh nangis comel2 tu, mcm manala ibu x angkat zairil bg main laptop ni sblm zairil start ketuk2 keyboard, angkat2 laptop.


• suka main2 dgn both remote control. ketuk2, baling2. tp yg paling comelnya, dia letakkan balik remote tuh dkt atas meja balik, exactly mcm sblm dia amik td. and i did notice that, evrythg dat he took or tarik sumthg, he will try his best to put it back to it's place. mcm dia sukala sgt tarik sejadah, then mula lah try letakkan balik sejadah tu. tp sejadah tu xla tersangkut2 jugak.


• sekarang dah x masak bubur utk si kecil dah. dia dah x suka bubur agaknya. sbb dah berapa kali suapkan bubur blend tu, dia menangis2 la pulak lps 2-3 suap. suapkan nasi biasa, barula x menanges2, mkn ok jer. lps tu bg jerla mkn nasik biasa. cuma apple&pear sahaja yg steam & blend.


• i can say that he can walk properly now. sebelum ni klu nak bangun, zairil akn merangkak to sumthg dat can pull him up, mcm pegi merangkak dkt meja tv, bangun guna meja tv la. sekarang ni, dia dah boleh bangun sendiri, then terus berdiri dan berjalan. dan berlari-lara.


• suka main bawah meja, asyikla terhantuk dkt meja. tolong sayang, jgnla main bawah meja. ibu x suka la dengar 'kung' 'tung' mesti sakit kan terantuk meja. hati2 k, jgn sampai terantuk-antuk.


• self pujuk diri sendiri. bila dah terantuk2 dkt meja tu, dia akan gosok2 dkt tmpt yg kena td. i will gosok2 kan jugak. kesian kan, mesti sakit. atau klu terjatuh ke, mesti gosok2 dkt tmpt yg jatuh tu. tp x nanges, cuma gosok2 je. lps tu main dan berjalan mcm biasa. tp cuba terantuk time mengantuk, terantuk sikit pun nanges dia, fuishhh... nanges batuk2 then muntah!


• suka batuk2 then muntah bila mengamuk. dah tawu sgt dah. lg2 bila dia nak main remote, tp x bg dkt dia. mula lah menanges, batuk2 jap lg muntahla tuh. kena distract dia dgn bende lain dulu sebelum start batuk2-muntah tu. siapla ibu menyanyila, tepuk tangan la, selawat la. tgk mood dia la. kadang2 tu berjaya distract, kadang tu lg mengamuk adalah.


• suka mengikut budak2 kecil sebaya dia especially bila pegi taman. nmpk je budak kecik, mesti senyum2, then ikut nak pegi main jugak dgn budak kecik tu. comel je, suka ibu tgk zairil pandai buat kawan.


• on vocab, umm... tatak is still his favourite word. ajarla ckp apa pun, "panggil ibu", "tatak". "ibu", "tatak". itula jawapan zairil. tanya lg sekali "tatakkkkkkkk" panjang sungguh harakat dia. inila dia hasil asuhan ibu sejak dari dalam perut. asyik jawab takkkkkkk jer pada semua benda. last2 zairil pun ringan jer mulut sebut tatak jer. sungguh sedeh =(

umm, dis is some of the things dat zairil loves to do when he's 14 months. seronokla layan dia, especially bila dia ckp mcm himawari ckp. ataitaitai tatak. lika lika tika tika lili lili. comel sbb suara baby kan lembut jer. rasa mcm owh sungguh best je layan. i will lika lika lili lili jugak dgn si kecil nih. ibu sayang zairil evntho zairil panggil ibu ama. x kesah la sayang, janji zairil kenal ibu sebagai ibu zairil pun dah cukup untuk membahagiakan ibu. love you so much sayang, grow healthy and be a good lil one to ibu n ayah k sayang =)

~ Happy 1 Year & 2 Months ~

~ Happy 1 Year & 2 Months Hunny Bunch ~ ~~ Happy 1 Year & 10 Months For Us ~~

Rhyme Dat I Like =)

Baby Bounce

The Grand Old Duke of York

He had 10,000 men.

He marched them up to the top of the hill

Then he marched them down again.

And when they're up, they're up

And when they're down, they're down

And when they're only halfway up,

They were neither up nor down!

this is one of my favourite rhyme that i loves to sing and bounce si kecil ni. @ the playgroup, teacher watie will sing this song and mummies will put our babies on our knees and bounce babies according to the song. si kecil sgtla suka. and i kept doing it @ home with him. sgt senang nak buat zairil gelak bila bounce him on my knees. baru hafal lagu ni, klu x main hentam jer buat rhyme sendiri, janji si kecil ni gelak2 comel =)

A Lil Sumthg Sumthg =)

hmm, its been a while again since the last post. once the mood is up, i can post up to 4-5 entries in one go, only that i made them scheduled. so it seems like i write every single day w/o fail. but when the mood is down the drain, hence no writing at all. i don't know, lately my emotions are running wild, untamed easily. so the best way to keep those emotions calm, is simply by doing nothing at all. nothing as in, just let it go, let it run for a lil bit, then when it calmed down, it will come back to me i guess...

what an intro la?! Ola everyone, assalamualaikum. how's everyone doing? hope that everyone is doing great. we're doing great too. but still missing kamula net, and everyone at home. sigh, i wish i can be at two places at once. i want to be there, but my place is here. my only wish now is to have a superglue or sumthg to stick this two places up so dat i wont feel dat i have to tear myself apart. what am i mumbling about da?

so for the last post, it's just sumthg out my mind boggling. and my messy heart. thanks elly and net for keeping me calm a lil bit. i guess being a mother does dat to me. always in a worry mode, always think im no good to si kecil, always with da IABM going on, always wana be da best but dont kno how to be da best, always feel like a looser when i can't calm si kecil da way hp did, always have a nervous break down when si kecil fall. throw up. cries. put sumthg in his mouth. basically im just worried i can't be a mother dat zairil wishes for. of course for now he couldn't speak his mind yet, so i don't know whether he likes me or not. but when he finally does, i don't know if i could stop my tears from falling when he says dat he hates me =(

but for now, i am working my bass off to cater all his needs, to give him a lot of hugs and kisses, to be his clown, to cook his foods, to wash his cd, to bath and play bubbles with him, to sing him songs, to catch him when he about to fall, to make him laugh, to make him smile, hopefully when he grow up, he will open his arms and give me the biggest hugs of all and beam me those smiles that i carry with to sleep.

datsal i have to say. to uncluttered what bothered me once in a while. ok, more than once in a while. but for now, i think i'm good. i am doing good. alhamdulillah, thank you Allah for everything that You've given me. You are the Greatest ever!!!