Is it me, or is it funny?

Funny when im all smiley, i turnout to be all teary =" (

Funny when i have high hope, it turnout to be such a turndown =" (

Funny when someone made me a promise, it turnout to be broken =" (

Funny when i really wish for something, it turnout to be such a waste =" (

So it is me, or is it funny? its too funny dat i cry and smile at da same time

=" ( =D

ain is goin coo-coo again, better run people!!!

Just Some Mumble

assalamualaikum... how are you guys holdin on? me n da family doin alrite, bless with sunshine, air to breath, and all da love in da world from Allah. so wussup for dis entry? for a starter, abah x sehat. pg ni all feverish n not feeling too good. kesian abah, abah pegi pejabat td, then budak2 ofis hantar abah balik sbb abah xleh drive. so abah balik, abah rehat. i made some bubur so dat abah will feel any better. then masak for lunch yg sgt membelasah je resepi suka hati. ada amik gmbr, nk tgk? jap lgla taruk. adik ckp x sedap. spagetti yg saya masak ini mlm pun die kata x sedap. wat a taste bud, adik pigi mkn itu mamakla baru sedap kot?

till now abah all feverish. abah makan panadol n minum air cap badak. not to worry net, insya allah abah sembuh. mungkin cuaca sekarang panas2. kite punya badan tgh nk adjust n adapt to da new weather changes. hope evryone will be in good health again.

baru je lps marah naim. si naim nih kn, geram tau. klu cari mende papela, x penah nk jumpa. walhal dpn hidung die pun x jumpa. kinda hot n marah2 die td. suruh cari betul2, ha jumpa pun. tp lps marah, cool down balikla. kesian die, tp lain kali cari betul2 tawu. jgn nk memboilerkn my bloody ok?

umm, if you guys notice, yup da ticker bell =) i wana put sooner, but da date is still undecided between da parent. last2 saya sudahpun bertukar menjadi bridezilla n tetapkn tarikh dan diperkenankan oleh h2b juga. so evryone pun agreed. klu x, boleh x nak postphone smpi bulan doblas? apakah gerangan mereka ini nk kena tendangan padu maut oleh bridezilla ini? we're not getting any younger, im 27 dis year for goodness sake!!! and i do wana have babies a.s.a.p please!!! dah sgt jeles (in a good way) melihat kawan2 menatang2 menimang2 anak2 mereka yg sungguh dolable. so please, i do hope dat dis year will be our time, my time to have someone dat is mine, dat belong to us...

orite, cut da emos. dis is hormone talking, wic running high lately. but i do wana have babies soon enough. klu direzekikan dat is. klu xde rezeki, kidnap bb insyirah boleh x elly? nk pinjam kejap? =p bb jr. pun tgh on da way, nak pinjam jugakla, boleh x knits? =D

so guess dis is it. thank you for lending ur eyes. sgt rasa relief a bit setelah menjadi emoszilla kejap. take care evryone, didoakan agar semua berada dalam keadaan sehat sejahtera bersama org tersayang. assalamualaikum...

our lunch for today

nihla ikan bawal emas. sedap sgt2. bakar je pun mmg sgt sedap. so sweet n yummy.

had a lesson from abah mcm mana nk bersihkn itu ketam. yup, my first timer bersihkn ketam. mesti korang sume terer, saya je budak baru nak belajar. thanks abah ajarkn mcm mana nk bersihkn itu ketam =)

Fall For You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FKi125iqnFg

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/secondhand_serenade

~ Happy Birthday Mie ~

happy birthday mimi =)

may all your dreams come true, may happiness surround you and your loves one and all my best wishes for you mie =)

A First-Timer =)

baru jer lps gosok baju abah dgn abg. umm, sekadar peringatan, esok pki baju batik yea kawan-kawan, jgn terlupa pula. semlm beria je ckp dgn mak letak je baju yg nak digosok dkt tmpt serika, dan saya telah konon2nya nak tdo sekejap, tp terlebeh bujet smpila ke pagi. ianya adalah hampagas, bangun pg kelam kabut mak gosokkn baju naim dgn baju abg. haish, ain ain. naperla boleh terlajak lebeh2 nih? jadi, mlm ni sebelum lelapkn mata, alhamdulillah sudah siap digosokkn.

umm, sebenarnya nk letak gmbr yg dah disnap2 masa ahad lps. cuba teka ape yg kitorg buat? ok, mesti korang pun dah biasa sgt buat mende nih, tpkn truth to be told, im a first-timer! a newbie n ofcoz amateur! so lets do some doodle with these pictures, shall we?

first game main. first time baling, im so surprise, i strike!!! mmgla sgt beginner's luck! im shocked n amaze on how lucky i am kan? M-h2b, N-naim, A-ain

second game. h2b is warming up. dah x larat nk compete dgn die. sgt ketinggalan di belakang =/

naim n my h2b

naim pose

h2b pose

where's my pose? ada tp mcm ntah hape2 jer. nmpkla sgt x pro. so malas mau taruk. kitorg book for five games. tp since kitorg pun x solat asar lagi, n da time aint gona wait for us, so we had to burn da last game. but its ok, we can play some other anyway. klu tgk dkt scoreboard, you guys knowla where we played. but at first, we wana play @ mi*nes. i know dat a lot of changes have been done @ mines, which is ok. but since we cudnt find da surau for ladies altho we've tried to search for it every floor, so we went to pray @ masjid uni*ten. later, we tried to go back to mi*nes, however there's a long queue goin on, so we decided to go n play @ ba*ngi super*bowl.

so here goes my first game. it was fun, i enjoyed it. and i wana play some more plz. dulu xde pun teringin nak main, sbb rasa mcm lecehla nk men boling. kena bawak stokin la, sewa kasut bagai. dats why i say no or just watch other people play. now dat im lovin it, so can we go again h2b? =)

btw, its mimi's birthday tomorrow. happy birthday mimi =) may all your dreams come true, may happiness surround you and your loves one and all my best wishes for you mie =)

nite2 evryone. it's one o'clock already. and mak had so many plans for 2moro. orite mak, il do anythg for mak. il try my bestest to fulfill anythg dat mak wishes for. take care evryone, may we have da strength to challenge wats up ahead, aja aja fighting!!!

Cool Fever

i know im way too harsh on da last entry. sgt x baik, forgive me. im bad, bad bad mouth nih. but, if i didnt explode in here, where da heck am i gona focus those hatred feeling? i hardly lay my hand on anyone to express my anger, i seldom yell at anyone, thus when im mad/anguish/frustrated, the way i chanel those negative energy is tru writing. indeed i write a lot, inside my lil book dat i shared with twirt. twirt had been my buddy since i hardly remember. i always spill n share my thoughts with him. why him? bcoz back then n till now, i think sharing thoughts with diff gender is great since they wont judge. and why they dont judge? bcoz they never listen to a thg you said...

so wow, a lot of mumbling has been done. so why all dis mumble? just so you know dat im not as pms as i was b4, tho isnt da time of da month yet. again, i know dat people around me do concern. they love me so much dat they actually care for me. therefore, i really do appreaciate all da wonderful thoughts n concern. but plz dont suffocate me too much thank you. you dnt wana mess with me when im under stress bcoz i myself dnt like ain-in-da-battle-zone mode. if i switch on dat button, then be prepared to face da war like no others. its gona be brutal, there's gona be tears, but at da end of da day, evrythg will fall into places. tho we cud opt for other option, w/o me turnin into a beast n stuff. we cud go peace sista! so let work it out in a very sensible manner shall we ladies? i know we could =)

again, thank you for your concern, thank you for your love, thank you for everything. i love each and evryone of you, so im really glad having you guys in my life. now ain is not being coo-coo anymore, i guess dis is it. im sorry you guys have to read da horrible horrible post. i said i wana take it out, but yet i want it to stay here for a bit longer. to remind me how vicious i somtime can be. so dnt over push it ladies, bcoz we know we dont likey eyh?

nite2 evryone. have pleasant dreams, sorry for the nightmare stirred earlier. im sure da rainbows and sunshine will be out in a minute. so lets not give up hope and praying for the better tomorrow. take care, assalamualaikum...

Hear Me Stumping My Head Off

Can I not hear another word "kahwin" till da day i shud be married? i thank you for doing that. it's me who's getting married, not you guys! so can you plz back off and leave me alone? tqvm =)

having major melt down. so plz run away if you see me coming. im telling you, i can bite! so beware bcoz uve been warned!!!

p/s - just wat im feeling inside. no particular reason, not mad at anyone, not being sarcastic, not being anythg rite now. i mean why sumthg so simple can be darn menyusahkan? why is it da people, da m people like to do it tidiously? why nk matikn anak, xnk matikan adat2 ntah hape2 tu? do you really love seeing your own daughter/son dead bcoz of one lousy day? typical custom, wat ever. thank god i was born as a muslim, tho i kinda admit not really glad bein born as typical m rite now shish...

dis post will be up till im cool off. then i get rid off dis piece of shite. i know its not nice to say such thg, but again plz back off. im too nak muntah n sick dealing with sumthg as silly as this when da war is goin on out there and da non-stop killing n terrorizing goin on. wat ever, have a good day people, wish yours better than mine. assalamualaikum...

- She's So Dolable -

Somewhere over the rainbow,
way up high
There's a land that I heard of,
once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow,
skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream,
really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star,
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops,
away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow,
bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow,
why then, oh why can't I

If happy little bluebirds fly
beyond the rainbow,
why, oh why can't I?

provided by http://www.elyrics.net/

- You Make Me Love You -

Sha, sha, sha

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 Things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
Oh you

You're vain your game you're insecure
You love me you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends there jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
And what I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain your game you're insecure
You love me you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends there jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take to long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair your eyes your old levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everythings alright I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
Oohhhh oooooooooohhh..

[ 7 Things lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]

~ Berita Hari Ini ~

Gombak - Seekor hemo-hemo telah didapati hilang dari kondo disebabkan kecuaian suspek yang berusia 12 tahun dan 26 tahun. Kejadian berlaku sekitar pukul 3.00 pagi - 9.30 pagi, di mana kehilangan hemo-hemo tersebut disedari apabila suspek pertama melihat kondo tersebut. Setelah suspek meninjau keadaan kondo, didapati seekor daripada hemo-hemo telah pun hilang.

Pihak penyiasat sedang menjalankan penyiasatan rapi di kawasan sekitar kondo. Bagaimanapun kes ini diklasifikasikan sebagai kehilangan mengejut dan pihak penyiasat tidak menolak kemungkinan kes ini diakibatkan oleh kecuaian. Suspek bagaimanapun tidak dijatuhkan sebarang hukuman, melainkan senyuman dan gelengan kapla selama 20 minit dan juga bebelan manja. Suspek diminta berhati-hati dan memberikan perhatian yang lebih serius buat hemo-hemo yang ada.

Saksi kejadian diminta tampil untuk memberi keterangan lanjut. Sila hubungi talian 1-300-hemo-hemo jika ingin melaporkan kejadian terbabit - tiada nama

Berita terkini - sehingga kini hemo-hemo tersebut masih belum dijumpai. Diharapkan agar hemo-hemo tersebut dapat meneruskan kehidupan dengan baik.

~ Rezekikan Kami Membacanya ~

Assalamualaikum... it's saturday and i wana write wat happen today. so wat really did happen today? umm, evrythg alhamdulillah went great today. but today, something new happen, which i really enjoy and felt grateful for it. so wat is it?

alhamdulillah, me and mak went for mengaji/quran reciting. we went quite late, so the session already started. we gave salam and enter da house, find ourself a spot to sit. one by one read da whole one page. well, like usual, i didnt menggelabah-x-tentu-pasal at first. then while im reciting surah Al-Imran verse 3, boleh x tangan nih menggigil2 nonstopable! seb baik suara x terketar2. i took a huge n long breath, again dis hand doesnt do any good. come on hand, me can do it!

my al-quran with translation. seronok jer baca makna2 ayat2 al-quran. sgt dlm dan menyentuh jiwa. Ya Allah, rezekikanlah kami membacanya setiap hari, amin.

macam notebook/organizer kan al-quran ni? ada mcm2 warna, warna pink, warna purple, warna baby blue dgn warna merah. tp saya pilih warna ini, sbb ini adalah warna kegemaran saya =)

then later, i switched quran with mak since quran mak is bigger than mine, which i have to keep on squintin my eyes to read. but i do love my al-quran tho sbb sgt compact and i can i read it whenever i want. alhamdulillah, x byk sangkut, cuma nervous x ingt, byk main langgar je sbb nk cpt berenti n x cukup nafas. im lovin it, and i wana come and make dis a weekly basis. so we did revise on da tajwid, makin lupa dah izhar halqi, ikhfak syafawi n sbginya. time nak spm dulu je beria hafal sume, lps abis buat2 lupa pula yea cik ain alida?

so overall, to me its a great day today. and im looking forward for tomorrow sbb esok my hubby/h2b asked me out again. and i hope mak abah bagila keluar. sbb last week pun kitorg dah keluar, so da chances to go out again dis week really depend on how i behave. and i think dis week i behaved well enough, jadi mak abah, boleh yea saya keluar dgn zuhrin minggu ni? time kasih mak abah =)

ority then. im hoping and praying for evryone safety and health. have plenty of rest, sleep well and eat on time okeh? take care and a big smiley for evryone =D assalamualaikum...

Knockin On Da Door

assalamualaikum... hmm, its friday and i love friday, from my observation, when it come to friday, da weather is perfect and the surroundin around da house seems unreal, lookin at the hill, the sky, da birds, wat a blessing to be living in Allah's land... i knowla net, im not a morning person. indeed, i must admit dat i rarely wake up early. after subuh prayer, i continue my sleep. but, i guess shud change from now on. da real deal to really embrace this miracle wonder is early morning. so wake up sleepy head, rise n shine evry morning ek from now on... so wat did we do today ain? umm, not much la i guess. around 3 o'clock in da evening da skool called. giving me da news dat i long waited, which is my cheque already done n i can come n get it which i did. so off i went to da skool, all smiley gitu n sgt selebet as usual.

• tudung x gosok - check
• seluar jeans yg sgt longgar sbb dah kurus sket - check
• baju yg dah brape hari pki tp x basuh2 lg sbb x kotor n sbb keluar skjp2 - check

i know, i know. tp dats da mood dat i wana potray at da moment, selebet x ingt. when arrived, saw n meet teacher nurizan, she's so sweet n very nice. i love her so much bcoz she look so cudly n sgt manis. from far, she said "ni tingkatan berapa ni?" and i answered "tingkatan 4" while laughing. "comel jer awak ni" teacher nurizan said, all happy n smiley. so sweetkn dis teacher? i wish i am one of her student. tp, i guess it will be different as she's so strict with the student. takut woo tgk teacher nurizan ni mengaja, kelas sunyi sepi jer. cubala korang tgk klas yg aku ngaja, riuh rendah, mcm sarkas jadinya. =D not dat i didnt try to control da class tho, which i did. tp, they like to bully me, benci betul dgn budak2 nih tawu. tpkn, on the way back to da car, dis one boy prefect while walking said "assalamualaikum cikgu" which is makin me terharu bcoz i did miss hearing dis budak2 calling me teacher bcoz the way they said it so comel. ok datsit ain, jom try out again for gstt nih. klu dpt, alhamdulillah, klu x dpt, still alhamdulillah...

anyway, after da lil chat, went straight to da office. get da cheque, sign here n there, went down. but then i realize dat i forgot to take da slip. so went upstairs n tanya mana itu slip gaji. but, to my surprise, i got extra $$$$, i got da year end bonus. so grateful n many2 thanks to Allah for giving me this extra blessing...

went to da bank to bank-in da cheque, later went to da W also G drugstore, beli ngarut2, such as thermometre, pill spliter, lipbalm, and other stuff dat i just grab w/o thinkin like usual. then went to da bookstore, buy notepad n stuff to keep track of my spenditure. i did dis years ago, to control my scholarship money, n now bcoz i wana get married, i guess ive to relive dis tradition once again...

afterward balik umah. then at nite ikut mak abah hantar bb tuisyen. actually, tgh membasuh ayam, ikan n udang, tp nak ikut jugak. so off we went hantar bb. then p pasar mlm tmn me*lati. buy-buy, beli-beli dis and dat then p dkt tmpt tuisyen bb. since we arrived so early, naim ajak p tgk kedai kucing. so we went to dis kedai kucing. and naim made me buy this...

we did have dis b4. tp since xde sape nk jaga, n xcited time baru2 beli jer, so mereka pun sudah tiada. sekor mati, sekor terlepas daripada sangkar. wat ashame, i know. dahla beli sekor rege rm30, dua rm60 xde diskaun lps penat je menepung nawar dgn itu pakcik ah-peque. last2 x smpi setawun, berape bulan jer dh mati/hilang. so dis time around, pakcik ah-peque ni sgt baik. diskaun habis-habisan punya (kata dierla kan) endup, i bought four n dis tiga tingkat kondo buat hamester2 ini. so naim, dis is your early bday present. bulan 5 ni jgn mintak ape2 dah ar.

so guess dis is all dat i can come up with. have a nice weekend evryone. take care. assalamualaikum...

Knockin On Da Head

assalamualaikum... wow, quite few blogs had been updated. so i shall update mine then huh? so wat happen yesterday? umm, nothg much. cook, laundry then went to pick up naim from skool wic later i went to pick up da numb. plate. lookin quite good, i had to get rid of the old black tape which im gona do it soon enuf. then, i wana give dat ride a gud bath. to make it shiny miny. then i dnt know wat to do, blank*

later, went for da sha*dira beauty saloon for a session. its not for me, but for mak. mak need her retreat, i love seeing mak so relaxed n peace. and i pray dat dis moment will be prolonged...

anyway, ofcoz there's been a long due for my list to do. so when is it gona be ain? its been a long due indeed nih. plz get ur act together n do it rite away will you? fine, fine i am gona do it. i know net pun want me to do it asap. but, why am i so lazy 1? ntah hape2 je nih, biasa nih...

so dat due is cleaning my messy room. yes dbah n fisah, you've been in dis dumpster room. it's so like dumpster bcoz ive been dumping evrythg evrywhere. so now im challenging myself to clean up my mess within two weeks. so you guys are my witness okeh? if this room is still like a dumpster by two weeks, feel free to knock some senses into my head yeah?

umm... to be frank, i do have somethg else dat i wana share n write in here. it's personal but to me i like telling people bout it. i mean, it's nothg like dat kinda personal, it's just some stories bout how i met h2b, da chronicle of our relationship and stuff like dat. to me, i like reading these kinda stories, but i dnt kno whether its ok for me to write evrythg about it. one thg bout my h2b, he's private and personal. which im way the other side of the road. so dats why i havent put or write much stories bout us. bcoz im afraid dat i might write sumthg dat i regret later on. so i dnt kno, i love to write more bout him, bout us. but shud i write bout us? well i did write bout us in my-pen-writing-diary, so i guess dat said it all. dat i shall write a lil bit tiny bit in here dat wont make my h2b go banana reading it...

so guess my mumble stop here. again, i havent got anythg to write but i write anyway. killing my time with dis writing. i kno it wont bring any good for those of you who's been reading it, but just bear with my writing will you? i know you will, am i rite?

take care y'all. give our closest people smiles n hugs n kisses. im sure we all need our hugs n kisses, dont we? assalamualaikum...

~ Janjajalan ~ Jalan-jalan ~

Assalamualaikum... umm, how's evry1 doin today? sume ok? sume sehat? i hope so and i pray dat evry1 is doin great today. me, umm since last nite got itchy eye then my nose is a bit runny till today. so a bit not well, but evrythg is well enough, therefore im really grateful to Allah for all His blessing...

so wusup for today? not so early morning, after doin da laundry, went to PP*D. arrived nervously, got entertain coldly, asked a few questions shyly, answered poorly, so blalala, watever. but i took it calmly and decided its for da best since im gona get married, so i need extra time for the preparation.

later on, met mimi at pet*ronas. we have a date today hehe. i called it a date bcoz dis is da date when we planned to meet, so we met and therefore its a date! da purpose of this date is we're goin to cyber*jaya, De*ll to be specific bcoz mimi have an interview there. along da way, we borak2, borak a lot actually. i miss talking to my friends, indeed its been a long time since i went out with friends. so to my friends, any friends infact, if you guys wana hangout, can we hangout together? nak ikut jugak boleh? =) sound so lame kn? pathetic, i know. sound so desperately for a companionship. perhaps dis feeling will go away once im married, h2b gona be with me 24/7, hence i wont feel alone or left alone anymore...

we arrived early at cyber*jaya. so we perform zohor prayer at a gas station n then mimi asked politely from a lady for da direction since we dont know de*ll 's location. after arrival, i waited for mimi at da lounge while reading da paper. later on, after all is settle, went back home but we promised each other to meet again. im really hoping dat we cud meet again mie, probably masa kenduri kawen nanti la ek.

datsal da update i can come up with. nothg much, so-so jerla kan. um, i order da new numb. plate for kelisa. da existing one really teruk already. so im excited to see da outcome. hehe dik, kakin p tempah sorang2 je tawu. penat je itu uncle ah-peque mau layan. kejap nk yg besi, kejap nk yg pastik. seb baikla tak kena ketuk dgn mertun. ahaha, anyway hopefully by tomorrow dah siap. then, i wana tinted da glass, n re-do da painting since i/someone else have been doin a lot of scratchin lately. kesian die sudah calar-balar.

till ere then, take good care evryone. nanti kite sambung borak lagi okeh? assalamualaikum...

We Had To Do What We Have To Do

Assalamualaikum... selepas membaca blog nadya, terpanggil juga utk menulis pasal boikot nih. seperti yg sedia maklum, byk rupanya sumbangan kita kepada mereka utk terus menghentam saudara seagama dgn kita. apa yg perlu kita lakukan? banyak caranya, tp terpulanglah kepada kemampuan masing-masing. yg penting kita ikhlas dan berterusan melaksanakan peranan masing-masing. jadi, masing-masing perlu teruskan berusaha, aja aja fighting!!!

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- Me -

assalamualaikum... umm, so wussup with da vc? well dats da song dat linger in my mind these days, so instead of making sume org pening pala hearing me wailing da lyrics wic is so tunggang langgang, i link them n we can hear them together, shall we? =D

today, we went out and have our jalan2. just driving along till ke bangi dah wic is so bringin back da old time memories. we talked n smiled n look at each other n then talked some more, smile n it was fun. i like it dat way. well, thats how we spend our date anyway. i love listening to his words, full of wisdom n i learn something new each day. rather than searching for latest info thru da media, i listen from h2b and dats how i found my updates =)

umm, just now have my study time with naim. he recited and memorize surah al-baqarah verse 1-5, then memorize sifir doblas coz his teacher is gona do some poppup quiz. now, he's layaning psp n temaning me writing dis blog.

another umm... net, hows da diner last nite? have you seen da vc? best x? hehe, yup, kakin xmola taruk itu satu lagi lagu. bikin kapla pusing je nanti. supposely shud listen to the entire song carefully b4 liking it, n suka hati je tukar itu lirik. i thought dats da meaning of da song wic is way too umm... a bit not appropriate i guess kan net? so dat song will be an archieve inside da head with a lil bit of alteration.

umm, xde pape pun nk tulis sebenarnya. saje je nk update sbb xde pape nk tulis. il be reading smartstart after dis, is a book prepared by lppkn, ive read dis book b4 but not seriously as im thinkin i aint getting married tomorrow. now dat tomorrow is getting near, better gear up soon enough. i guess this is all in my mind, take care evryone n have plenty of rest n drink a lot of water yea. assalamualaikum...

~ Feeling Hot Rather Cold ~

~ Feeling A Bit Pinky ~

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
Yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi
Kau tlah berpaling

Reff:
Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Masih adakah cahaya rindumu
Yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
Aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
Meski ku lihat kini
Kau di seberang sana

Repeat Reff

Andai akhirnya
Kau tak juga kembali
Aku tetap sendiri
Menjaga hati

Repeat Reff [3x]

Sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

[ Menjaga Hati lyric found on www.lirik.tv ]

~ Feeling Purplish ~

Intro :
Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
Membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata...
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

Kepada dirimu

Reff 1 : (for man)

Aku ingin engkau s'lalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Di setiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil s'luruh ragaku
Kuingin kau tahu
Ku s'lalu milikmu

Yang mencintai
S'panjang hidupmu

Reff 2 : (for woman)

Sungguh....
Hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
Dan sungguh....
Ku kan di sisimu hingga ku mati
Back to Reff 1 (overtune)

Tercipta Untukku (feat. Rossa) lyric found on www.lirik.tv

~ Feeling Rather Blues ~

Ari Lasso :
Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terluka

Bunga CL:
Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak tereda
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpi malam kita

Ari Lasso:
Duhai cintaku sayang ku
Lepaskanlah

Bunga CL:
Perasaanmu rindumu seluruh cintamu

Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu sesaat di keabadian

Bunga CL:
Jika sewaktu bisa kita hentikan

Ari Lasso:
Ooo oh dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan..

Meleburkan semua batas antara kau dan aku

kita..

(Ulang)2X

Duhai cintaku sayangku lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu rindumu seluruh cintamu

Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu sesaat di keabadian

[ Aku dan Dirimu lyric found on www.lirik.tv ]

Facing Reality

yello, hows my favourite people doing today? is evryone alrite? im just okay. having a lil bit of a cold, runny nose, block da airway. making me not too comfy. orite, enuf bluf bout me. but still gona write bout me anyway, so just stay put jerla ek. if not, ure welcome to shut dis window panel at ur own wish...

let see, its about a week dah since uve been gone net. i miss you, like a lot. so does evryone else. home isnt da same w/o kamu la net. dis room seems so empty. my hart is empty too = ( sorila net, being mengada terlampau sudah. we're all fine, nothg to worry about. so kaklin focusla on your study and excel ority?

last saturday was fizah n mudi wedding!!! gosh fizah is looking absolutely drop dead gorgeous. and they look so happy together. and when we arrived, we spot fizah with fara, shikin n ayu. i congratulate her n give evryone a kissy hugs n then off we went to eat. later spot wanie n tokan, n other unitenians. unfortunately, x sempat nk jupe ilah n dbah. da wedding is awsome, da food is delicious, n evrythg was nice and great. ive no pichas as usual, as da result of seganess...

wat else, hmm its been a week since da school started. so im left all alone at home. but it was fun. waking up with no stress thinking of having to go to skool. and i can cook, do da laundry, cleaning, and all da usual stuff without any interuption. later, if mak cudnt fetch naim coz of meeting or other stuff, then it will be me who will come to rescue. overall, i dnt mind lepaking at home, doing da chores unless if there's unsur2 nagging going on, then il just drop evrythg n do nothg =D

bout da wedding, umm the date isnt setup yet which is no surprise. since evryone still think its far n away. when people asked me when is da wedding, i answered cheekily next year. umm, quite huge knock on da head, hello! it is next year already duh!!! n dis coming may/june is when da wedding gona take place. lagi mau berangan kata tawon dpn hehe =p

wats da update bout da k-day? no update, its just dat i thought its gona be my relatives whose gona do da cooking. it turn out nope. someone else will. kinda like catering, which we can also lend our hand. like kupas bawang, n such n stuff. its like bergotong-royong or some sort with da people/neighbours i dnt kno, n dats da fact. so im like, ok. buatla pape yg patut. i dnt really mind, as long as da show is on, wat ever gona hapen, hapen la ek.

i think dis shud do it. till later, take care =)

~ Being Me ~

Assalamualaikum... another second, another minute, another hour, another day, another week, another month, another year... alhamdulillah, Allah masih lagi memberi ruang, memberi rahmat, memberi rezeki untuk terus berjuang menempuh hidup ini. knape berjuang? kerana setiap detik adalah satu perjuangan utk meneruskn kehidupan. every second is a struggle to continue survival...

ummm, hari ni pagi lg mak dah kejut, kata nak pegi amik angin. so we did! where did we go? to bi*rd park in k*l. sume org pegi kecuali abg sbb die keje hari nih. his 1st day workin! i know how it felt on 1st day. hate it!!! but i guess abg is lovin it, so good for abg, aja aja!!!

umm, nothg much to tell. korang pun dah penah pegikn ta*man burung. last check, rasanya kecik je ta*man tuh. rupanya dah makin luas dah kawasannya. burung yg nmpk byk adalah burung merak. mcm dalam merak kayangan gitu. burung lain, bolehla. xla byk sgt. nak ckp, dkt rumah nih pun dah penah tgk mcm2 burung. mcm2 kaler ada, mcm2 bunyi boleh dgr. klu pagi2 tuh, mcm2 peel boleh tgk. okla, bukanla nk samakn taman tuh dgn dkt rumah kn. dkt rumah, boleh tgk free, siap boleh tgk sambil baring lg. wat im trying to say is, mahal gakla nk masuk itu ta*man. klu dkt rumah, boleh tgk burung2 tuh terbang secara live lg. free pulak tuh. but between free atau bayar, i want free plz =) tp spending time with family is priceless kan =)

ptg, mak ajak pegi pus*rawi sbb nk tgk bb sepupu mak. alhamdulillah, Allah rezekikn mereka dgn bb boy. tp bb syahmi kena tahan wad sbbkn jaundice. bacaannye turun naik, jadi dr. terpaksa letakkn bb di bawah perhatian mereka n di bawah itu lampu uv. masuk hari ni, syahmi dah 10 hari, tp pergh dis boy is huge! nmpk mcm imad dah tawu. syahmi lahir berat dier over 4 kg. its like, wow dats huge. seronok jer tgk bb yg besar ni, sbb x takut sgt nk pegang. bb yg kecik nih, mmg seghiyau, nak sentuh/belai pun takut. but big or small, babies are such adore, so dolable/adoreble, sgt comel rasa nk picit je pipi mereka itu.

lps maghrib, kitorg pun balikla rumah. then tgk wa*ll-e, layan dgn net n bb. then mkn, then nite2. esok kena p hantar farhah blk uni*sel, dlm pukul 9.30 dah kena gerak. so better catch a gudnite sleep then...

overall, its a gud day. we all had gud time. i enjoy spending time like dis, every moment we spend as family is ofcourse priceless. by all mean, i wish we cud all do dis every week. tp sbbkn sume pun dah besar, kena skolah, kena p blaja, keje n stuff, mmg susahkn nak kumpul sume skali, buat family activity together. rindu zaman kecik2, excited smpi xleh tdo tunggu esoknya nk pegi berkelah ke, mandi sungai, pegi pantai. tp skrang ni, dah makin jarang buat aktiviti mcm tuh. arghhh, rindunya zaman kanak-kanak...

ala, kaklin dah balik sana sabtu nih. gosh, im missing her already. um, im sorry net for dat stupid comment i made tadi. i didnt know i hurt ur feeling, its purely a joke n i swear i wont do it again. so sorry, stupid me. hurting me sista feeling. let me make it up to you, how bout 1901? wud you like dat? some ice-cream perharp? btw, you will become such a gud dr. dat stupid joke is really stupid. plz dnt take hart, i dont want you to be sad net, im really sorry. 4gv me yea?

orite then, till later peeps. have a nice week, and hopefully we can meet up @ fizah baby wedding dis saturday ek. take care every1 =)