Layan Blue

Smlm out of the blue, dibah call. sgt perfect timing when i really need to talk to sum1. tp bile dah borak2, mak panggil lak. mintak tolong wat brochure skolah. kt skolah skrang, sume tgh sebok2 wat brochure. pada hal mak dah siap dr tawon lps lg, xde kecoh pun. ni yg menghangatkn hati ku, dah bape mlm aku x tdo tolong mak, diorg sedap2 menyedut hasil usaha aku. yg lagi aku hangin, ada sorg manusia nih time dulu suka ngutuk2 aku, skrang pandai pulak nak baik2 dgn mak aku. tp klu org jenis baik, mmg x smpi hati aku nak pulangkan paku buah keras. aku simpan jerla dlm hati, wat muka manis. dlm hati, haram aku nk tgk muka dia pun aku x hingin. tp skrang aku pegang konsep, tolong org. diorg menyedut usaha aku, kira mcm aku dah tolong diorg la. tp klu byk sgt cekadak, nk komen lebeh2, meh cni bia aku lempang jer muka sekor2 nih...

bunyi jer brutal, tp kt cni jerla aku menunjukkan kebrutalan aku tuh. sbb aku masih lg org islam, masih lagi di bawah pengaruh adat ketimuran, masih lg berbudi bahasa. jadi, biarla mereka nak sakitkan hati aku mcm mana sekali pun, Allah kn ada. aku serahkn budi bicara pada Tuhan ku, biarla mereka mendapat part2 masing2, aku masih akn menjadi diriku. yg x byk songeh, yg menghormati org, yg malas nk layan org yg suka nk ngutuk2 org.

lately, ada mcm2 hal yg memeningkan pala. tp standardla kn, sume pun pening pala. sumer pun facing their problems. tp dats wat make us stronger, dats wat make us wiser. dats wat make us just us kn.

senin lps aku dpt interview utk gstt. seronok borak2 dgn pakcik2 tu, xla rasa mcm kena interview. tp ada satu soklan yg aku regret jwb, n makes the pakcik2 tu kinda hot. tp i didnt wish i answer it otherwise. ape soklan yg diorg tanya, malasla nk elaborate. sbb its kinda bring back one unpleasant memory for this week. smpi i just give up on sum1. n i just gv up in evrythg i bliv in and hope for. tp skrang stil on a frail trail, we'll see how it goes la kn...

td seronok pulak layan budak2 nih. yg bebudak blakang mcm beser, suka wat hal masing2. so aku biarknla asalkn sume dok elok2 n x ngaco org. so dgn budak2 dpn ni aku mainla kuiz dgn diorg. seronok jer diorg menjawab. aku pun rasa sgt terhibur sbb aku paham saper sgt yg suka sejarah. aku dulu pun asyik protes dlm hati, yg mende dah lps wat aper nk blaja. ape pekdahnya blaja pasal kite kena jajah so on and so forth. just 4gv n 4gt dahla kn. tp i realise dat the reason y we learn history is we want to prevent the same ugly history to repeat itself.

ahad ni ada sukan. so im eyeing on these two boys. aku dah ckp nk tgk diorg lari. xdela nak jadi cheerleader, jst wana b supportive. diorg pun sgt xcited bt very competitive. so cikgu wish korang gudluck ok? ada jugak yg masuk kawad. tp rmi sgt nk support, so cikgu wish korang jugakla ek?

rasanya tu jerla. mau sambung baca itu manga la. take care guys

No More Ms. Nice Gurl

hari ni agak mendidih gak darah aku ngadap budak2 nih. apahal la diorg nih degil sgt. smpi aku dah bertukar menjadi monster gle td. smpi aku pun takut dgn diriku sendri. tp diorg x takut pun? penat jer bertukar. umm, memula aku dah terbengang dgn budak2 kelas 2 DK. tp masa tu aku layan jerla ngaja wlupn budak2 nih bising gle. aku p blakang, yg dpn terloncat2. pegi dpn, yg blakang wat dajal. so abis klas tu ada satu lg klas la pulak, 2 TK. diorg ni pun dah kena tempias amarah aku yg td. memula aku dah cool, tp sbb ada seorg dua perangai mcm setan, aku nye temperature mendidih balik. abis satu kelas tuh aku wat x layan. aku suh diorg salin jer dkt white board smpila abis masa. tpkn, ble dah nk balik tuh, budak2 perempuan dtg salam aku sblm diorg balik. aku rasa sgt terharu, wlupn aku dah marah2 pun diorg x bencikn aku. mmgla bukan sume yg suka wat perangai, tp ble dah layan baik2 diorg lagila menjadi2 perangai bangsarnya. ingt, yg aku cerita nih bukan sume perangai mcm tuh. dan bukan niat aku nk marah2 diorg. but sometime the tough should get going on these kids...

so overall, its a tough day today. i know its gonna be tougher tomorrow. facing these kids is a serious business. lets hope i wont tempeleng budak2 nih. who am i kidding? me nak tempeleng diorg? uish, x berani aku, nk dtg dkt diorg pun aku takut sebenanya. sbb diorg ni mmg nmpk bapak gengster. aku yg rasa kerdil dlm kelas tuh. dan selalu aku dibuli jer oleh budak2 nih. haiya, apa mcm mau bikin nih? bikin peduli hapa aku pun orait gak. tp kesianla pulak aku tgk budak2 lain yg nak belajar tuh. x smpi hati nk punish da whole class bcoz of these few brat. i wana be nice to them, but the problem is these brats. they make the whole class suffer. pening pala pk, but dis is the teacher's life. so every one, welcome to the teacher's world; the living hell shall continue...

Just Some Update

yello... umm ape nk tulis update nih ek? umm, aku dapat jadi cikgu ganti lagi. seronoknye... tp lg seronok klu dapat jd cikgu tetap terus. tp apakn daya, x dpt2. dapat jd cikgu ganti pun jadila. sbb bile dah rasa boring, tetiba dah smpi waktu kena berenti. tp so far so good. budak2 wlupn kureng sket, tp ikut jugak ckp aku nih. paham2 jerla ajar pun subjek sejarah. aku dulu pun x berapa dgr sgt aperla yg cikgu nih dok bercerita kt dpn. my time around, budak2 nih yg bile aku suh tulis, diorg tulis. baca, diorg baca. it's like sgt sweet. tp ada jugakla budak2 nongoi yg suka nk wat pe'el diorg. still aku dapat jugak control class tuh. xdela nanti kena jelingan manja dgn cikgu nik. i feel great, so far so good...

tp yg bestnya ajar budak2 form1 & form2. ari tuh ajar form3, aku yg kena buli. ada yg panggil aku kakak jer. its like geramnye bebudak nih. dahla suka nyakat, suka nk ngorat, x padan dgn kecik. aperla parent diorg ckp klu tgk perangai anak2 diorg nih kt sekolah. haish, mmg pening pala kn?

tp yg aku x pahamnye, kenapala cikgu2 tetap nih nk konon2nya dengki dgn gaji cikgu ganti nih? i mean come on la, korang tiap2 bulan gaji masuk. tiap2 bulan ada keje. org mcm aku nih, harapkn belas ehsan jer. klu ada cikgu nk beranak, time tu baru ada keje. gaji lak, bln bapela baru nk dapat. jadi kesimpulannya, jgnla nak rasa perasaan yg x best pada cikgu2 ganti bermusim nih.

dan yg aku x bape nk paham lg... um, napela cikgu2 tetap nih suka cubicle diorg messy? aku mmg xleh nk perform klu tmpt keje berselerak. aku semak mata dgn sakit pala. so tiap kali aku amik tmpt diorg, aku akn kemas. tp aku tau, xlama lps aku tinggalkn tmpt diorg, keadaan kembali semak balik. lantakla kan, mmg org pun jarang appreciate sumthg selagi mende tuh x hilang. selagi ada kt dpn mata, kiter akan take it all for granted...

overall, i like being a sub-teacher. x kesahla klu ada mulut yg mengata. janji aku happy dgn duniaku. and budak2 tu enjoy blaja. dats da real purpose of my job pun kn. tepisan2 air liur diorg nih aku anggapkan doa jerla. mudah2an aku dapat jadi cikgu satu hari nanti... kan? =)

Lapar Ek?

tghari td aku masak bgikn ribut. hehe, sebabnya td turun lmbt. sempat lg nk berinternet. end up dah nk pukul 2 baru start masak. sejak dua menjak nih aku asyik masak kari jer. kari ikan dat is. aku pulak mmg seronok masak kari sbb senang dan i definitely sure i make it sedap. sbb nanti dapat byk sgt complain from my brother. so td masak kari ikan, sayur kubis, telur dadar, ayam dgn ikan goreng. aku masak dalam 1/2 jam jer sume tuh. bukan nak riak, tp evrytime aku masak cepat gile nih, il be praying dat i wont do dis madness no more. mmg x cukup tgn, sume tgh on atas stove. sume kang silap beri perhatian ada yg hangit. tp dats da adventure yg aku suka sgt. nk masak cpt sbb kang mak aku balik, abis spoil sume mood. i mean its enough pressure nak masak cpt, tmbh lg unwanted pressure, mmg jadi tensen aku nanti. tp overall, basically i just love cooking, dont we...

but i love cooking when no one around yg nak complain2 about my way of cooking. another but, i love cooking in the kitchen dgn kaklin. sbb seronok. not to say dat i dont like cooking with mak, tp cara mak mmg sgt cara mak. my way, i think sume org pun akn just gv way and stand perfectly still, sbb i rush here and there. if my mum around da kitchen, il be sulky while cooking sbb ader jerla yg x betul or x ikut cara die. or she just simply wana have a conversation tp kinda make me a bit nak marah...

tp ofcoz i love helping mak in the kitchen rather than the other way around. sbb i follow her evry instruction so win-win situationla. dua2 pun happy jer dkt kitchen. while cooking, seronok dpt sembang2 dgn mak. i love bein around my mum if my mood meter x hang wired. klu x, ape mak ckp sikit sume nak majuk... T_T

so our lunch menu yg slalu aku masak ialah kari ikan/ayam, ayam goreng, telur dadar dgn sayur. kari sbb sume pun suka. umm, ayam goreng tuh aku wat mcm mamaknye tuh. yang ada daun kari plus rempah2. abang aku sgt suke. telur dadar, well adik aku yg suke. sayur mmg kena ada dlm menu. tp ada jugak aku wat sup, dgn tom yam. tp x brapa laku la. maybe sbb x berlemak kot? umm, aku suka wat ikan sweet sour dgn tiga rasa. tp paling senang nk masak nasi ayam kan? sekejap jer dah siap. mcm nasi minyak mak aku x bg masak sgt sbb x sehat. daging kat umah ni dah kurang masak sbb abang aku ada darah tinggi, so sume org kena bertukar makan ikan. klu x, dulu menu asyik ayam dgn daging jer.

esok rasanya aku masak ikan tiga rasa kot? sayur td beli kacang panjang. ntahla, kekadang aku termenung gak nak masak ape. mmg xde idea. last2 abg aku ckp masak yg beser2 dahla. ayam goreng dgn sayur jer. dgn kari. tp kang nanti boring pulak. asyik mende yg sama jer.umm, slalu korang masak ape ek? nanti bgla idea. leh tukar2 resepi kn? i think im growing old, da citer pasal masak2 lak. tp masak2 nih la yg paling best kn? dis post is for youla fara, so you know wats my lunch menu. i wonder wats urs? lemme know tau!!!

Kampung Time!!! Seronok Sangat =)

Just got back from kampung. since tuk dgn wan nak mai cni, so we all went back to jitra last friday, after the friday prayer. on saturday it was such a great time. most of my families were at my grandparent's home. i was upstairs helping naim wat keje skolah die and i fell asleep. then mak came holding izni with her. ala sgt comel izni with her ponytail on her hair. so we went down and sembang2 smpila pukul 2. the next day we have to rush home. evntho it is damn tiring, tp mmg best lepak2 dgr cite pakcik&makcik&tuk&wan. lawak diorg kemain lg. siyesly leh putus urat asyik gelak memanjang. there's quite a story, my two cousins (diorg adik-beradik) will be engaged with their partner dis CNY holiday and probs tying da knot on the school holiday. so ofcoz there's a popup question from my mummy. and definitely ive no answer to dat. its not dat we dont wana get married, its just dat the time isnt rite yet. ive been patient for quite a while, so another couple of years wont hurt rite?! but im truly hapy for those whose time is around da corner for the tying mying knots. as for me, il wait. no matter how long, how excruciating bcoz im quite sure and im damn sure he's da one for me. and it is worth waiting for me to finaly be with him.

also, i wud like to welcome my newest cousin Neyli to da family!!! she's born about two weeks and dis little angel is so cute! dan sgt baiknye, senyap jer. asyik wat muka comel jer. dis is da reason why i cannot wait to have my own little ones. my aunty is doin fine, recovering in traditional way which is good bcoz she's seem to be doing great. on the way is mak tam's baby which is due on dis april. lagi i cant wait to see. nampak gaya izni will not gona be the centre of attention any more. but i still like her madly deeply do. sbb bile dgr suara die sgt comel. and evntho this little thg can be so comel, look can be pretty deceiving. sbb kadang2 die ni brutal gak. skali die pukul/ketuk/tampar/tendang/dsb. mau benjol dgn lebam2. smpi kekadang takut nk main dgn die. that is when muka makcik garang kena keluar so dat she wont hit me till i wana cry.

wat else to write. i think dats about it. take care evry1. have a good day and great weekend. till later... p/s: kt bwh ni adala sket gmbr utk korg kenal cousin2 ku yg sgt comel. aku adalah di antara cousin yg 1st generation. diorg nih 3G. rasanya sampai 3G jer kot cousin2 aku nih. 4G zaman anak2 kitorg pulakla instead of our fathers and mothers. happy viewing...

ni gmbr2 kakak; syafika (gmbr 1st) adik; izni dgn abg; danish comot mkn eskem. btw, diorg nih anak2 mak&pak tam. diorg suka ikut memana kitorg nk pegi. ape yg best sgt smpi diorg nk ikut pun aku tatau. walhal adik2 aku yg 2 org tu payah nk ikut klu p memana. time nih tgh aku main trolley dgn diorg sementara tunggu my parent habis shopping. penat woo jaga 3 orang budak yg x mkn saman. tp dis is definitely a great time with them...

ni pulak gmbr the newborn, neyli. tp sian die kena demam kuning pulak. now she's recovering so hopefully she can grow up fast and i can play with her.

yg 1st tuh gmbr mak, yasmin dgn neyli dgn klu korg perasan ada si zulaikha kt blakang sana tuh. zulaikha dgn yasmin tuh kakak neyli, diorg anak2 cik zun. yg tgh gmbr neyli. dan yg last skali tuh gmbr si izni dgn gmbr bear die. die suka sgt klu org amik gmbr die. phone aku pun dah penuh dgn gmbr2 die smpi kena transfer utk amik gmbr die yg lain. nanti lain post aku tulis lagi ek...

Just Some Craps

walla, cuba tgk 2007 nye post. ada 36 post!!! dats a big achievement for this blog. i never thought i wud post dat many entries. how unthinkable thing can go sometime. but honestly evntho there's a big number in quantity, the quality can go down straight to the drain. i knew all the post are craps. non actually contain even the smallest food for the brain. this really make me wana completely remove this blog. but then, where can i put my head, my mind when i eventually need it? then again, isn't this the place to spill everythg? your guts, your thought, your everythg? quality, quantity? wat count da most is dat dis is da place where i wana share my concern to my friends. i love you guys and i want you to know dat ure not alone, we are not alone becoz there's always invinsible shoulders keen to be by ur side no matter when. here's my shoulders, feel free to use it any time you like... teruskan berusaha!!!

Just Some Stuff

Yello, well as the title, dis is my stuff. there's some elaboration bout my stuff on the older post. so this is the post for the pictures (in case some might think i just blabbering my tongue out) got nothg to write actually, guess some pictures wud do da trick. anyway, i wana wish all my happy friend to be happy and stay happy. no matter how cloudy da sky wud be, the sun will finally beam its brightest smile upon us. show me some love peeps, coz we all need the love and im definitely happy to use the love. here goes my stuffy...

Resolution ke Evolution ke Solution ke Pollution =P

Sekarang di kala pukul 2:18 pagi, hari Jumaat dengan angin bertiup sempoi sambil mendengar dan menengok video budak2 AF menyanyi, aku duduk seorang diri di dalam bilikku yang bersepah macam x serupa bilik seorang gadis =p aku sedang menaip kerja sekolah utk kawan mak. um, time2 macam nih terasa mcm tgh wat thesis utk FYP. ahh, how i wish i can relive dat moment again. its not da part of making the thesis dat i missed, its da time im having with my roomies, the care-free feelings for learning only nothing else matters. now all dat past-by, and the connection with my roomies and friends seems to be lost. ye ke? da truth is, i miss lepaking and gossiping till very late with the peeps i trully love to hang with. itu jerla part yg i missed, yg lain2 mcm kena bgn pagi utk pegi kelas, wat assignmnt, final exam, presentation tuh sume mmg simpang empat la xmo dah ulang balik.

Jadi ape kena mengena title post kali ni dgn cite yg nak aku taip nih? hihi, sebenanye x related langsung. saje mau taruk itu title sbb bunyinye sedap. haa, sekarang tgh dgr lagu Teman Tapi Mesra - ni mmg lagu yg sgt ingtkn aku pada Lydia dgn Dibah. sbb kitorg lepak kat umah lydia nak jahit costume utk marching C.O.I.T. aku dgn dibah sgt terlompat2 menggedik abis smpi lydia pun nak halau kitorg balik. seb baik lydia baik kn? so kitorg pun dudukla smpi abis jahit. Esoknye pun kitorg marching dgn penuh patriotik, sehinggala dapat tmpt 1st!!! mmg berbaloi turun training tiap2 petang. lecturer C.O.I.T pun senyum lebar jer tgk budak2 nongoi nih menang. nganga, wat a day... x gitu dibah? kan lydia?

umm, pahal la nostalgia ni mendesak2 nk kuar utk ditaip nih? yup, i think i know why?!! sbb tgh layan jiwa yang lare le nih. aiseh, nih la yg maleh nk layan lagu cinta lembek ni, asyik tangkap syahdu mendayu-dayu jer... so sape2 yg nk layan syahdu syahdan, jgn lupe ajak aku ek. meh kita tangkap lentok sesama - ape kemende aku merepek nih?

oleh sbb pala pun tgh high sbb xleh nk tdo, (kena siapkn keje nih) aku minta maaf atas keterlanjuran kata seperti di atas. sesungguh bile kepala dah weng, cakap pun mereweng jugak. nanti len kali tulis lg ek. btw, ni entry utk fara sbb die tanya pasal update, so aku pun updatela dengan penuh kerapuan nih. harap post nih dapat membuat saudari fara atiqah tersenyum comel di hadapan PC sambil makan asam Mo Far Kor kegemarannya itu. semoga saudari terus senyum dengan penuh cahaya berseri pada masa yang datang. teruskan berusaha!!!

p/s: walaupun dah agak suam, aku nak ucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru 2008, semoga tahun nih lebih berseri dan bermakna dari tahun yang lepas2. teruskan berusaha!!!

Tunaikan Janji

Hari nie aku tunaikn janji yg agak berkurun dah janji dgn naim. tp bukan yg pasal repair beskal, tp pegi Aquaria. mmg aku ada ckp nk bwk diorg dgn syarat cukup bajetla. mungkin hari ni seru dah sampai, walaupun duit x brape nk cukup, kitorg sampaila jugak Aquaria. plan asalnya naim nk pegi zoo negara, tp memandang naim pun dah pegi 2 kali dan dia pun nk ubah plan, aku direct jerla drive ke KLCC. selama-lama nih x penah aku bwk kete p KLCC. slalu naik LRT jer. tp hari nih, aku ikut petua shikin-alauddin; house-mate 1st-3rd sem, alhamdulillah kitorg smpi dgn lancar. jalan MRR2 tu pun x jammed, lps ke susur keluar lebuhraya bertingkat pun jalan clear jer. mmg xde jammed, sume pemandu bawak kete penuh berhemah, sopan santun sgt. rasa syok pulak drive, x tensi langsung. rasa mcm bukan bwk kete kat malaysia la kiranya. parking kt KLCC pun byk, xde nk jalan jauh nk ke escalator. so far evrythg smooth sailed.

dah smpi KLCC, kitorg terus ke Aquaria. masa sampai pukul 11:55 pg, nak dkt tghari dah. orang pun x brape ramai. so aku pun tgkla brochure dia, especially kat rege tiketla. mmg dah suspect rege sorang dalam 20 lebeh. skali die tulis adult (with mykad) - rm28, (w/o mykad) -rm38. children (with mykid) - rm 22, (w/o mykid) - rm 28. naim xde mykid, sbb x buat pun. mira i/c die dkt mak aku. so total exactly yg aku kira rm 98. mmg masih lg dlm budjet, tp lps abis aquaria, kitorg xlehla nk makan. rupanya, jumlah sume rm78. so ada canla kitorg nk mkn jap lg. dalam Aquaria lebeh kurang Under Water World, Langkawi. byk ikan dlm aquarium. yg x penah tgk dah dapat tgk. seronokla kt dlm tuh, lebeh sejam kitorg dok pusing2 tgk mcm jenis ikan, termasuk haiwan lain jugak. lps tuh dkt2 dgn burung hantu, ada org tgh nk shooting probably documentary. kat situ pakat berkerumunla org, maybe nk muka diorg masuk tv kot?aku dgn adik2 jalan non-stop sbb xnk contribute to congested area. tmpt yg paling sume org pun suke ialah dkt tunnel tuh. mmg boleh nmpk ikan berjalan atas pala. seram gak tgk ikan pari dok lalu-lalang, mcm muka alien. jaws pun ada, tp xdela nmpk garang sgt. bykla ikan2 yg sgt besar, klu skali buat kari kepala ikan, sepuluh org mkn pun x abis. time syok2 dok amik gmbr, memory kad penuhla pulak. mmg dalam memory kad tuh ada video clips, mp3, game lg. tinggal sket jer memory utk taruk gmbr. dah tu kena pilih gmbr ntah hape2 utk dibuang. aku ingtkn 4GB bolehla taruk byk2, rupanya sangkaanku dangkal semata-mata.

dah abis tunnel, dah nk abisla perjalanan kitorg. lps keluar, kitorg p smbhyg jap. tp apehal la kunci surau lelaki. kesian naim kena tunggu kitorg. lps abis, rupanya naim pun dah smbhyg sbb surau tuh finally die bukak kn. pegila kitorg dkt suria. memula plan, nk mkn kfc. tp rmi sgt org sampai melimpah-ruah, kitorg pegi kedai bertentangan sbb org x seramai kfc. nk budjet punya pasal sbb free refill air, 1 jer set, yg lain ala-carte. dah kenyang, kitorg pun balik. byrla parking, rm7 hengget. tp kasi bengang sket org blakang, byr singgit-singgit kt auto-pay. hehe, dah byk sgt sengget, kasi taruk jerla itu dalam mesin kn? tp time nk balik nih signbod wat hal. sume jalan tulis exit. skali 3 kali kitorg dok berputar nk cari jalan kuar. memula mmg aku nk balik ikut MRR2, tp bebudak nih suh ikut jalan lagi satu, so kena perati signbod jerla. baliknya jalan jammed. mungkin balasan sbb dah bersuka-ria td kot? hehe, x kesah. aku balik ikut jalan pahang. dkt dgn bulatan pahang tuh yg jammed, dkt hbkl/gh pun agak jammedla. jalan gombak pun jammed jugakla. sume jalan agak jammed la kesimpulannya.

itu sahajala cerita aquaria. aku rasa mcm aku sorang jer yg xcited, budak2 nih wat tatau jer. yg naim muka asyik masam jer sbb dah letih. mira so far so cool, xde mende yg mcm interested sgt. cuma aku jerla terckp kuat/terseparuh menjerit setiap kali nmpk ikan yg besar/xpenah tgk/menakutkan. umm, ape lg ek? kt bwh nih aku postkn gmbr2 seekers/ikan scary. seriously menakutkan setiap kali tgk dia dtg kt kita...

p/s: self-explainatory ek gmbr2 tuh; malas nak explain =p

Janji Tinggal Janji

I have been promising naim to bring his bike to the repair shop and till now i didn't keep my words to him. kesian dia, x sampai hati nk tgk muka dia bile ckp kena kensel, tp dia slalu ckp ok jer. i know dis make me a bad sister but for the past week, ive been busy. there's a lot going on and i keep on pushing my promise. rasa sgt2 bersalah. however, tomoro is going to be the day to repair those bikes, tp mak ckp nk p putrajaya pulak esok. we'll see how it goes. harap dapat buat semua skali gus and then i can re-write this tittle post. i'm very sorry naim, kakin bukan xnk bwk basikal tu, tp ada mcm2 lagi bende kena buat. nanti kita pegi sama2 okay? kakin harap naim faham dan maafkn kakin yea...