Tunaikan Janji

Hari nie aku tunaikn janji yg agak berkurun dah janji dgn naim. tp bukan yg pasal repair beskal, tp pegi Aquaria. mmg aku ada ckp nk bwk diorg dgn syarat cukup bajetla. mungkin hari ni seru dah sampai, walaupun duit x brape nk cukup, kitorg sampaila jugak Aquaria. plan asalnya naim nk pegi zoo negara, tp memandang naim pun dah pegi 2 kali dan dia pun nk ubah plan, aku direct jerla drive ke KLCC. selama-lama nih x penah aku bwk kete p KLCC. slalu naik LRT jer. tp hari nih, aku ikut petua shikin-alauddin; house-mate 1st-3rd sem, alhamdulillah kitorg smpi dgn lancar. jalan MRR2 tu pun x jammed, lps ke susur keluar lebuhraya bertingkat pun jalan clear jer. mmg xde jammed, sume pemandu bawak kete penuh berhemah, sopan santun sgt. rasa syok pulak drive, x tensi langsung. rasa mcm bukan bwk kete kat malaysia la kiranya. parking kt KLCC pun byk, xde nk jalan jauh nk ke escalator. so far evrythg smooth sailed.

dah smpi KLCC, kitorg terus ke Aquaria. masa sampai pukul 11:55 pg, nak dkt tghari dah. orang pun x brape ramai. so aku pun tgkla brochure dia, especially kat rege tiketla. mmg dah suspect rege sorang dalam 20 lebeh. skali die tulis adult (with mykad) - rm28, (w/o mykad) -rm38. children (with mykid) - rm 22, (w/o mykid) - rm 28. naim xde mykid, sbb x buat pun. mira i/c die dkt mak aku. so total exactly yg aku kira rm 98. mmg masih lg dlm budjet, tp lps abis aquaria, kitorg xlehla nk makan. rupanya, jumlah sume rm78. so ada canla kitorg nk mkn jap lg. dalam Aquaria lebeh kurang Under Water World, Langkawi. byk ikan dlm aquarium. yg x penah tgk dah dapat tgk. seronokla kt dlm tuh, lebeh sejam kitorg dok pusing2 tgk mcm jenis ikan, termasuk haiwan lain jugak. lps tuh dkt2 dgn burung hantu, ada org tgh nk shooting probably documentary. kat situ pakat berkerumunla org, maybe nk muka diorg masuk tv kot?aku dgn adik2 jalan non-stop sbb xnk contribute to congested area. tmpt yg paling sume org pun suke ialah dkt tunnel tuh. mmg boleh nmpk ikan berjalan atas pala. seram gak tgk ikan pari dok lalu-lalang, mcm muka alien. jaws pun ada, tp xdela nmpk garang sgt. bykla ikan2 yg sgt besar, klu skali buat kari kepala ikan, sepuluh org mkn pun x abis. time syok2 dok amik gmbr, memory kad penuhla pulak. mmg dalam memory kad tuh ada video clips, mp3, game lg. tinggal sket jer memory utk taruk gmbr. dah tu kena pilih gmbr ntah hape2 utk dibuang. aku ingtkn 4GB bolehla taruk byk2, rupanya sangkaanku dangkal semata-mata.

dah abis tunnel, dah nk abisla perjalanan kitorg. lps keluar, kitorg p smbhyg jap. tp apehal la kunci surau lelaki. kesian naim kena tunggu kitorg. lps abis, rupanya naim pun dah smbhyg sbb surau tuh finally die bukak kn. pegila kitorg dkt suria. memula plan, nk mkn kfc. tp rmi sgt org sampai melimpah-ruah, kitorg pegi kedai bertentangan sbb org x seramai kfc. nk budjet punya pasal sbb free refill air, 1 jer set, yg lain ala-carte. dah kenyang, kitorg pun balik. byrla parking, rm7 hengget. tp kasi bengang sket org blakang, byr singgit-singgit kt auto-pay. hehe, dah byk sgt sengget, kasi taruk jerla itu dalam mesin kn? tp time nk balik nih signbod wat hal. sume jalan tulis exit. skali 3 kali kitorg dok berputar nk cari jalan kuar. memula mmg aku nk balik ikut MRR2, tp bebudak nih suh ikut jalan lagi satu, so kena perati signbod jerla. baliknya jalan jammed. mungkin balasan sbb dah bersuka-ria td kot? hehe, x kesah. aku balik ikut jalan pahang. dkt dgn bulatan pahang tuh yg jammed, dkt hbkl/gh pun agak jammedla. jalan gombak pun jammed jugakla. sume jalan agak jammed la kesimpulannya.

itu sahajala cerita aquaria. aku rasa mcm aku sorang jer yg xcited, budak2 nih wat tatau jer. yg naim muka asyik masam jer sbb dah letih. mira so far so cool, xde mende yg mcm interested sgt. cuma aku jerla terckp kuat/terseparuh menjerit setiap kali nmpk ikan yg besar/xpenah tgk/menakutkan. umm, ape lg ek? kt bwh nih aku postkn gmbr2 seekers/ikan scary. seriously menakutkan setiap kali tgk dia dtg kt kita...

p/s: self-explainatory ek gmbr2 tuh; malas nak explain =p

Janji Tinggal Janji

I have been promising naim to bring his bike to the repair shop and till now i didn't keep my words to him. kesian dia, x sampai hati nk tgk muka dia bile ckp kena kensel, tp dia slalu ckp ok jer. i know dis make me a bad sister but for the past week, ive been busy. there's a lot going on and i keep on pushing my promise. rasa sgt2 bersalah. however, tomoro is going to be the day to repair those bikes, tp mak ckp nk p putrajaya pulak esok. we'll see how it goes. harap dapat buat semua skali gus and then i can re-write this tittle post. i'm very sorry naim, kakin bukan xnk bwk basikal tu, tp ada mcm2 lagi bende kena buat. nanti kita pegi sama2 okay? kakin harap naim faham dan maafkn kakin yea...

Waiting Like Pain In The You Know Where

alahai, terasa sgtla lama menunggu nk download movies2 nih. smpi skrang satu pun x siap lg. ni dah lebeh 3 minggu nih. xknla nk on laptop ni 24-7 cam PC. setakat ni dah 6 hari dah x tutup2. maunya mereng dan senget mende nih. td pun ada tanda2 nak majuk dah. sorry, didnt mean to overload you with the download, but me want watch movies!!! me dah lama x pegi tgk movies because hp wont watch movies with me. instead he asked me to go watch with my fwens, gurlfwen only. umm, but i love watchin movies with him, sbb just by sitting next to him makes my world worries-free. so now i want to download all the movies dat ive missed watching them in cinema. tp sgtla lemah gemalai rate die utk download. nampak gaya bape minggu lagi la laptop ni amik OT. wat to do kn, you want it, then suffer!!! - kejam bunyinya...

What A Drama Queen

To begin, rasa malu pulak nk ckp byk2... but here i wud like to admit dat i'm being such a drama queen for a while. i mean, it's not dat long for my hp to back again. tp dats just tipical of me, nak jugak bein such a baby. i thought no one will be interested in reading my thoughts, rupanya i get my cheerleader instead!!! thanks a bunch guys... all the cares means a lot to me, evntho bein so dramatic, turnout dat dis big baby still need dat extra attention... hehe =)

so watsup with da diner thingy ek? da only person who could provide da juicy gossip is for da moment nur adibah binti azhar. tgh promote nih, jadi harap2 hujung minggu ni adala a little sumthg to read and talk about di blognya. sama-samalah kita menunggu apakah kesudahannya....

till here, nanti borak lg. nak turun, mau masak itu mee hoon sup. my mouth suddenly went watery... really got to stop writing. so to all my ever dearest friends, sume-sume my friends, you are the shining stars. eventho you are so far away, your glitters make my dark skies fill with precious diamond. now the song twinkle twinkle little star is playing in my mind non-stop. till later...

Mending Own Heart

What do i do to mend my broken hart? there's no pixies dust and nothing is nice, just pieces of shit. one of my eyes is swollen like a pau, and uve guess it, my tears are like rain falling from the sky. i hate confronting my feeling in open air like this but damn it, it's hard to keep it shut. i don't know to whom i shud turn to, which shoulders to cry on. i know i got my own shoulders, and ive been a tough person all my life, taking care my own self. but dis is one of the time i just felt tired to stand strong, to be tough. now i felt my heart is melting, my brain just whoosh into sponges spaghetti, my body just went numb and all i could hear is dead silence. now that's da depressing we're talking about.

i know 2moro will come and the grand saga will continue. but for this moment, i really could use a big comfy arms to keep me warm through the nite. wait a second, just my luck, i dont have that arms. not yet, not ever. guess i should use my own arms instead which is sucks. i mean, i can provide these arms to others, but yet when i'm in need, there's suppose to be other arms that i cud use. what can i say more, that's da life ive to live for. bein the huge cheerleader for evryone yet to be my own cheerleader when im down. enough chitter chatter, till later...

Medical Medic

Sape suka tgk house? i sure does!!! recently finished watchin house season 3 and now moving to season 4. other medical series dat i like watching is scrubs. scrubs is one of a kind, much different from any other doctors wana be series. i like scrubs for all the comical stunts, but house is more toward the attitude. i used to love watching e.r, but too much drama. the only thing i like to watch grey's anatomy is because of izzie, i dont know her cast's name in grey's because she isn't playin the main role. i like izzie because of this episode in roswell, where she doesn't give a damn dat no one is by her side durin her weddin. she is so stunning and she's drop dead gorgeous no matter wat her hair color is. knocked out is one of the movies she acted and she's the lead. why am i talking about izzie? the fact is she look honest and sincere in evry role she played. and i like watching her evntho she appeared not more than ten minutes per episode. seein her act really make the show worth watchin.

other thg why i mention about these medical tv series is dat, i love watching doctors in action. i just love seein them sayin all those never heard medical terms before. it is because in this way i cud learn new symptoms and understand wat the doctors are trying to say evrytime i pay them a visit. futhermore i can speak to my sister about medic things and i cud understand wat she's learning and how difficult it is to become a doctor. wats more important is dat i always felt grateful and thankful for the health dat Allah had blesse for my family and me. so be grateful and thankful eventho you think you don't have to...

Stare Back At Me

I just finished staring at my phone, asking myself why bother buyin expensive phone when the only thing i can do with it is staring my eyes out!!! hmm, i wonder what is hp doin now? it's 1.17 am so i know he's asleep. but ive been trying to call him or waiting for him to call, but till now jillo. i understand he's been busy with his work, with his going-away-trip-for-training-far-far-away, but i'm curious about his well-bein. whether he's okay now, had he packed already, have he eaten, the usual stuff dat evry gurlfren/wife/mother worries about. but i guess he's fine. he's always more than fine. it seems dat i'm da baby who doesn't know evrythg whenever i'm with him. but i wana hear his voice 24-7, is dat too much to ask? not much rite =)

hmm, so i guess dis is it. please excuse me, i want to continue staring at my phone again. nite evryone, sweetdreams..

Me and My Big Mouth

This is the biggest reason why i should just stich my mouth shut!!! the reason, when evrytime i said sumthg dat i dont wana do, tend to be dat sumthg is have to do by me. or evn the slightest comment about sumthg, dat sumthg will back fire to me...

for example, umm i did said how much i loathe going to work recently... then walla, i'm going to work this monday... so i will be going to work again, but i'm sure someone will be mad at me for going to work. it's a huge dilemma, i'm in between two chaos decision maker, one side want me not to work, the other side you know what the other side want me to do; to go to work... so as i'm still living under this one side roof, i should do exactly what they want me to do... turn out, this monday i'm going to work. but now, how da heck i'm gona break this news to this one side. i hope this side will understand and give the blessing...

not gonna talk about the work, it's just sumthg to be put in my resume later. i just went to the office, and the boss briefly talk about the work. so we'll see how it goes. i do hope evrythg and every side will be fine and pray for my safety. so enough jumblin, let's talk bout sumthg else...

i just past across dis magnificant gate during my way to the office. the house located at some where Bukit Antara Bangsa. so you may guess whose house is that. i like the gate, it's so unique and the house looking pretty damn awsome. again, enough about the house, i'm sure the house owners can brag about their house themselves. i should not intervene their bragness.

another stories about my big mouth, i never once should comment about anythg or anyone because i will get the consequnces right away. for another example, i should never ever have a slightest thought about others problems. such as their injuries, their condition, or anythg about other people because eventually it will happen to me. i used to slightly say in my heart when i looked at someone and there's a breakout on their faces; next day, boom happen to me. i used to slightly say in my heart this person have eye bag, now i'm having them. and now i have evry skin problem dat evryone had. the strange thing is, i'm the only person in the family whose been having endless skin problems. while none of my family member having any problem. their faces are soft and smooth and i really envy them. but what can i say, me and my big mouth.

so from now on, whenever i have the thought, i just let it go and think of sumthg else. i dont give any damn about others problem any more, i know they can solve it themselves without me thinking about it too much. but now, i'm having a big problem on how to break this working news to my someone nih. i don't know, just do it i guess. wish me luck people...