Will Forever Be Missed...

assalamualaikum... to all my readers, plz take a moment to recite al-fatihah for my dear tuk ndak. tuk ndak pass away yesterday, and the funeral takes place today...

it was quite a weekend i suppose... dgn planning nk ke johor and spore. kesian dkt naim sebenarnya. he's really excited to go there. tp itulah, klu bukan dah rezeki, walhal ktorg mmg dah nak sgt smpi ke sana. apa² Allah plan is da greatest. so just let me tell da story in brief bout wat happen...

umm, we leave for johor at about 10 ++ yesterday. da MRR2 was congested. da traffic is heavy along da way till seremban i suppose. da journey felt like forever to reach johor. we made a couple of stop, for prayer and refueling. about 4++ we finally reached da Se*ri Malay*sia hotel. after check-in, carried our luggage to da room, off we went to spore. well bout to go to spore anyway. then mak received a phone call...

it did breaks my hart upon hearing dis news. not bcoz we've to cancel our trip, but i thought we still have time to visit tuk ndak again. but Allah for sure love tuk ndak, and redha is wat we have to do...

da reason why we went to johor is for attending mak tam's punya kakak@kak long wedding. so after we went and singgah rumah mak tam's, we ate mee basah which is so sedap. later we continue our journey back home. adik yg drive, and he looks tired. kesian adik. kakin nk teman jugak, tp tertdo jugak sekejap². we did made a stop kejap dkt ayer keruh to pray and refuel. other than dat, no stopping and da journey back is quite smooth till we reached tol dkt mines. da MRR2 is so congested so we took da alternative route. abah decided to come to tuk ndak's home tomorrow since its way past midnite and we need our rest.

so today, early in da morning at about 7.30 we went to tuk ndak's house. i recited surah yassin till tuk ndak is taken to surau. so off we went to surau which located nearby. since its too early, not many people are around yet. i again recited surah yassin with mak. then da preparation took place.

all in all, da preparation is smooth and everythg went well. i perform my first solat jenazah today which is awsome, alhamdulillah since i wana do it for so long. ive never had a chance to do so, bcoz i endup settling/helping/doing da preparation till it was late to perform da solat. again, alhamdulillah so dat next time im prepared to perform solat jenazah. i know dat we did studied about the type of solat masa form-form dulu. tp x penah pun buat amali dan praktikal. so i guess dis time around, it's my rezeki alhamdulillah to be able to perform da solat.

we did went to kubur for da funeral. and again, it was a smooth ceremony. da weather is great and evrythg went well. tuk ndak, you will forever be missed...

to talk about tuk ndak, there's a long list of goodness to share with evryone. tuk ndak is very caring and loving. i like coming and visiting tuk ndak's home. when tuk ndak yam is around, she will cook a lot of dishes and she will talk and laugh and entertain evryone. now about a year tuk ndak yam pass away. and yesterday tuk ndak cha pass away too. they are both really great and nice people. thank you tuk ndak for evrythg. you guys were da best ever...

take care evryone. lets cherrish and love all our loves one. without them, we are nothg... assalamualaikum...