Will Forever Be Missed...

assalamualaikum... to all my readers, plz take a moment to recite al-fatihah for my dear tuk ndak. tuk ndak pass away yesterday, and the funeral takes place today...

it was quite a weekend i suppose... dgn planning nk ke johor and spore. kesian dkt naim sebenarnya. he's really excited to go there. tp itulah, klu bukan dah rezeki, walhal ktorg mmg dah nak sgt smpi ke sana. apa² Allah plan is da greatest. so just let me tell da story in brief bout wat happen...

umm, we leave for johor at about 10 ++ yesterday. da MRR2 was congested. da traffic is heavy along da way till seremban i suppose. da journey felt like forever to reach johor. we made a couple of stop, for prayer and refueling. about 4++ we finally reached da Se*ri Malay*sia hotel. after check-in, carried our luggage to da room, off we went to spore. well bout to go to spore anyway. then mak received a phone call...

it did breaks my hart upon hearing dis news. not bcoz we've to cancel our trip, but i thought we still have time to visit tuk ndak again. but Allah for sure love tuk ndak, and redha is wat we have to do...

da reason why we went to johor is for attending mak tam's punya kakak@kak long wedding. so after we went and singgah rumah mak tam's, we ate mee basah which is so sedap. later we continue our journey back home. adik yg drive, and he looks tired. kesian adik. kakin nk teman jugak, tp tertdo jugak sekejap². we did made a stop kejap dkt ayer keruh to pray and refuel. other than dat, no stopping and da journey back is quite smooth till we reached tol dkt mines. da MRR2 is so congested so we took da alternative route. abah decided to come to tuk ndak's home tomorrow since its way past midnite and we need our rest.

so today, early in da morning at about 7.30 we went to tuk ndak's house. i recited surah yassin till tuk ndak is taken to surau. so off we went to surau which located nearby. since its too early, not many people are around yet. i again recited surah yassin with mak. then da preparation took place.

all in all, da preparation is smooth and everythg went well. i perform my first solat jenazah today which is awsome, alhamdulillah since i wana do it for so long. ive never had a chance to do so, bcoz i endup settling/helping/doing da preparation till it was late to perform da solat. again, alhamdulillah so dat next time im prepared to perform solat jenazah. i know dat we did studied about the type of solat masa form-form dulu. tp x penah pun buat amali dan praktikal. so i guess dis time around, it's my rezeki alhamdulillah to be able to perform da solat.

we did went to kubur for da funeral. and again, it was a smooth ceremony. da weather is great and evrythg went well. tuk ndak, you will forever be missed...

to talk about tuk ndak, there's a long list of goodness to share with evryone. tuk ndak is very caring and loving. i like coming and visiting tuk ndak's home. when tuk ndak yam is around, she will cook a lot of dishes and she will talk and laugh and entertain evryone. now about a year tuk ndak yam pass away. and yesterday tuk ndak cha pass away too. they are both really great and nice people. thank you tuk ndak for evrythg. you guys were da best ever...

take care evryone. lets cherrish and love all our loves one. without them, we are nothg... assalamualaikum...

1st May...

wow, its been an hour past midnite and yet im not asleep. why? i got back way too late dis time. never ever in history we've been out so late till mum and dad has gone to sleep. so wana kno da story? let me begin...

to start off, dis mornin after many2 times wake up n tersleep again, finally i got up and bersiap. later h2b arrived and wait downstairs with abg while im getting ready. aftrward we went up to da kedai kad n unfortunately da kedai isnt open yet so we opt for another kedai. since we're in hurry coz our big day is really around da corner, we book da card for express package. so by next week da card will be settle. there goes da card issues finally. eh not quite finish yet since we're to meet da owner and discuss da artwork, inlay and blalala. so after skool, we're gona go here again...

owh, bout da borang. it turnouts dat we dnt have to go to pejabat agama since we're gona get married by the same kadi. and we're living in da same district, so da borang is only needed to be passup by abah to da jurunikah ke tok kadi (luper dah) da least is one week from nikah. so ain, silalah ingt baik2 yea?

next after da isu card, we went to kedai pelamin. we pay a bit for da bookingla. da org kedai tuh asked me to try again da baju, but as much as i wana put it on, i decline sbb ive to go to skool. and we said dat we'll be back again later at at nite. so dah settle isu booking pelamin.

settle isu borang and card and da pelamin, off i went to skool. my h2b hantar. i felt like flying without wings till evening. so happy to be with h2b and to be sent to skool by him. rasa mcm kanak-kanak sekolah =D

anyway, after skool, ive message mak dat we're gona be home late since we're gona settle da kad n da pelamin n stuff. mak ckp ok, then later after school h2b pick me up =) heaven sgt rasanya bcoz i dnt have to drive like crazy by my own after work.

after maghrib prayer and dinner at carre*four, we're headed to da kedai kad. picked da card, tgk2 itu ini, puzzled and dont kno wat to choose, after 1 hour ++ we finally did it. da price, quite priceyla kot coz i thought nk cut da budget here. but its ok, still within budget. dapat 2 bunting free, and we can get it by next week. if and only we confirm da artwork within dis week. ok, we'll try our best to settle dis asap. so to all my dearest friend, plz give me your address so i can post you da card eh?

next around 9.30 mcm tuh, da kedai pelamin dah call. and i said dat we're on our way to da kedai. so borak2 kejap then diorg pun suruh test baju. and i did! wah, da outfit is so beautiful! i do feel like a queen. da feeling is so unreal, so undescrible. i never play dressup like dis before. with da amazing cloth on me, i just awed and thank god for giving me dis opportunity once in a life time. i did my parade infront of the mirror and show it to h2b. he loved it, so dats da outfit im gona wear for my side. later, they gave h2b to try his outfit. he just blew me away. here we are, two simple people, never wear any fancy clothes. so when we did, i felt so bless and happy =)

next, we try da outfit for h2b side. i just try mine for da upper piece. lower piece isnt finish yet. so im gona be wearing a new outfit. and for dis outfit, i felt like a princess! bcoz da color is so comel and da design is so comel =) and again, h2b really sweep me off from my feet. he looks amazing. amazingly handsome. and comel too =) i think its da color dat made it look so comel. outfit for h2b dis time too also new and isnt quite ready yet. so we just have a tryla dulu. then we will come again probably next week to really do da fitting and adjust mana yg patut.

and there's quite a lot a few nasihat/tips/advise dat kak ida made. on how to look super sizzling hotty hot hotty on da big day which i think most of us girls know but im too ignorant to follow. being me, super lazy to take care of my appearance, (asal pakai baju, tutup aurat sudah) selebet and comot all da time. i cudnt help it. i like to wear sumthg im comfortable with. my famous style to go out is blasah-jerla-nak-pakai-apapun. but lately, i think i better start taking care of my appearance, just for my own sake.

so i think datsal dat i can come up with. will write again insyaAllah. take care evryone, assalamualaikum...

Some Other...

assalamualaikum... another entry again. well, hari nih balik mcm rileks sket sbb mak abah dah beli dkt pasar mlm. so layan blog jap, then nk turun utk prepare BBM sbb esok kena cerap lg (hopefully) dgn GKMP math. dah brapa kali kensel dah nih. td pun solehah dikenselkan jugak. kesian dier dah prepare sume BBM td. so hopefully esok kena cerap and settle sume nih. to dayah, minta maafla x dpt nk wish utk ko. harap konye observe pun berjalan lancar. aku siyesly xde kedit nk reply. cikgu x dpt gaji lgla. wish aku jugak tau esok...

btw, how's my favourite people doin? harap2 sumenye ok, di bawah lindungan Allah selalu. sume dkt rumah, alhamdulillah sehat. kaklin mcm mana? sehat jugakkn? kakin malas nk on9la dis days. sbb byk mende nk setelkn dulu. nanti kite chat2 lagi ok? esok kakin nk p settlekn pasal borang kawin, n pelamin n kad. nanti kakin updatekn postnye di sini orite?

so, soklan math dah siap direso. mulalah nk kena menstapler dan patahla pinggang cenggini. teruskan berusaha =) ada soklan sivik pun kak azie nk minta bahagi² lah menstapler, tp aku direct jer reject td sbb yg math nih pun aku wat sorg jer. sorry kak azie, i think i did hurt your feeling td. but im so sorry, ive only two hands. ive to finish my work first, then il help you out orite? btw, maknye soklan pun aku x buat² lg. nasib mak x ckp pape lg nih. tp harap² by tonite dah leh siap kot. so wish me all da luck eh...

i think enoughla membebel for today. td aku berjaya menyenyapkn satu kelas yg tersgt² bising mengalahkn makciks kepochi. diam jugakla budak2 nih smpi bunyi loceng nk balik. wat did i do? rahsia jerla. x machola klu bgtau korang eh? watever, bila hati dah terusik, takkan terdaya menahan air mata utk tidak jatuh berguguran bukan? well, basically, i didnt cry. i just choke and my words get da best of me. so diorg pun diam jerla. terinsafla kejap kot? watever. ive said wat i need to say and im sure they understd the message i try to convey.

kesimpulannya, malas dahla nk marah². tp klu x marah² diorg nih, nanti form 2 diorg naik lemau. then mulala cikgu petang yg disalahkn. kata tak bertegas, x marah2 budak2 nih la. i guess, i will continue my yelling, but if they are too stubborn, il just call their parent and let them know how spoil brat their child is at skool. dats my last resort for these kids. harap² besar nanti diorg nih jadila orang yg berguna.

orite, better stop and stare =D nite evryone. have a good day tomorro. assalamualaikum...

Another...

moulaaaaa.... assalamualaikum... hari ni pun terrajinla jugak nk post sket. so post jerla eh. jadi saya nk bertanya nih, semua sehat x? alhamdulillah, kami pun semuanya sehat2 belaka. kite terus pergi pada update jerla eh...

umm, ape nk cite sebenarnya? xde mende sgt. cuma dah berpuasa 2 hari, tinggal lg dua hari je nk ganti. mmg mencabar gakla puasa smbil menjerit mengajar. tp kan, bile kite reverse psycho dgn budak2 nih, jadi baiknya... alhamdulillah, x terkata kecomelan mereka... so, bile diorg pun dah beri kerjasama, saya sgtla tersenyum sambil menjerit mengajar riang =D

umm, probably dis thursday we're gona settle da borang and discuss futhermore on pelamin and kad dll. so nk finalize semuanya, then we're readyla for da wedding. boleh dah kot nk start hias2kn hantaran itu. tinggal nk beli jam, cincin and set perfume utk h2b. and baju melayu full set too. and da bedroom set too. lagi ape lg? oh yeah, da door gift. eh, apsal mcm byk lg x settle lg nih? (please wait.... switching to panic mode... warghhhhh)

rileks, masih ada byk waktu lg utk menjerit panic. buat satu2 dulu, then insyaAllah evrythg will be settle eh. in da meanwhile silala mengajar budak2 ini dgn baik sekali =>

orite, think datsal nk membebel. see how profesional i am in membebel dis day? i can go on and on membebel non-stop. mcm makciks kepochi dah gitu. orite, better stop and prepare da dinner. sian mak abah dah lapar. im hungry too sbb berbuka td mkn roti dgn milo jer.

so take care evryone. have a good day. lagi 2 hari jer keje, then we're gona have a long weekend. insyaAllah we're heading to johor and probably to s'pore. really looking forward for dis weekend. stay safe and be safe alritey. assalamualaikum...

A New Look 8D

wow, wat color is dis? im way color disoriented! i dnt kno why with da sudden change. not totally like it, but not totally hate it too. blasah jerla. well, dis is my new home. hope you guys like it. off to sleep, im way sleeping too late dis time. i dnt kno why my eyes wont stop blinkin and doze to sleep but HaLL ive to stop and sleep rite now. so nite nite, err gudmornin evryone =D

Lucky Pot =D

assalamualaikum... here goes another entry again =) how's evryone? hopefully we are all in good mood, in good shape to continue our journey to ever after... just wana write a lil sumthin here. about da potluck dat ive mention earlier. not very much to tell, so here goes la...

to begin with, ive a lil trouble while doin da potato salad. da microwave isnt functioning well. kinda faulty a bit. dat cause my time to keep on heating it over 3 times! but still da potatoes isnt baked very well. so blasah jerla kn. da maccaroni kinda orite. da taste is so cheesy and i cant eat it too much bcoz then it will make me wana throw up.

so with low morale, i bring da food to school. in da hope dat evryone will enjoy it as much as they tounge can swallow. but much to my delight, they like it =) im darn happy and eat like no others....

da potluck is a success! evryone enjoy da food altogether and we will have some potluck in da near future hopefully. no pichas is taken since im busy cutting da nasik himpit and enjoys eating evrythg =)

so datsal i can share bout our potluck. as for today, i make begedil from yesterday baked potatoes dat i haven't finished makin da salad. so da taste is also nice and i wana fry some more for diner. take care evryone, wana go down and prepare for dinner...

A Lil Sumthin =)

Net... nie ada sket gambar yg kakin promise nak postkan hari tuh. gambar2 nih buruk sketla ek sbb amik gmbr pki phone jer. malas nk cari kamera. lets do some doodle with da pichas ek...

Ni gmbr reban ayam dkt blakang. dah tenggelam dah...

gmbr dkt dpn porch, pun dah bergenang renang dah airnya

kerusi yg tenggelam

van dan viva yg tenggelam

adik berposing sebelum alihkan waja ke dpn sana

naim yg ceria bermain dgn air walaupun kerja sekolahnya belum siap

van yg tenggelam air jugak

gmbr mcm dkt sungai pahang kan net?

so datsal gmbr2 pasal banjir. cpt betul air naik, dan cepat jugak air surut balik. kitorg pun dah risau dah takut air masuk byk dlm rumah. tp alhamdulillah, air masuk sket jer. cuma selipar dan other stuff kt luar yg dibawa oleh arus. air pun nmpk mcm tenang jer, tp deras jugakla arusnya. kena maintain jalan slow2, takut nanti tergolek dibawa air. before i end dis thrillin pichas, nak jugakla letak some happy pichas. so tara.....

lawa tak? saja je nak try berinai nih. tp kaler inai dah habis within one day. x sempat nk show off lama2. but its ok, we'll do it again later. nampak mcm crowded sgt x? kire orite la nih ek. cantik jugakla kn? pki inai ni lepas try2 dressup baju dkt kedai tuh. seronok jugak, diorg layan best sgt. so dats y kitorg pilih diorg jerla setelkn pasal pelamin n all other stuff...

yg nih gmbr rumah kite yg dah lama kakin janji nk post. saje amik gmbr jauh2 dulu =p

so dis is da end result. cantik x net? orite la kan? kaler yg ceria dan meriah =D

dahla kot gmbr2 nih. nanti kaklin balik kite borak2 lagi eh. esok mau skolah, kena tdo awalla. nite2 net, sweetdreams. goodluck with your class and stuff. teruskan berusaha!!!

Finally =D

ola lalo mulalalala.... assalamualaikum... ola sume org! sume orite? evryone in pinky health? me too and da rest of da family here. cume naim je yg sakit leher, and mak yg getting better, but not quite there yet. so plz pray for mak too yea. i pray hard each and evryday for mak to get better. Ya Allah, perkenankanlah doa hamba-Mu ini. hanya pada-Mu lah tempat kami bergantung dan mengharap belas dari-Mu...

ive sumthg to tell and share with evryone!!!! saya sudah kena observe/cerap!!!! alhamdulillah, akhirnya setelah penat menanti! tp baru dgn KP sahajalah. dgn GKMP belum lagi.so harap2 dapatla kena cerap next week.

ape komen kak izan? alhamdulillah, ada jugak teguran, bukan ke saya budak baru belajar? tp da comment sgt membina. i like it, terasa mcm diajar mcm budak sekolah je, seronok sgt. terima kasih kak izan kerana sudi mengajar budak yg baru belajar nih.

umm, nk cite pasal mengajar dlm kelas masa kena observe td la sket ek, sebelum terlupa dat is. so first, i asked da student to clean up da classroom, mmg tunggang langgang bersepah tak hengat. next asked them to pick up da rubbish before greeting me, later they can be seated.

so while they are taking out their books, i paste da BBM at da board. later, told them to copy it then do some example. here is where da slack begin. boleh tersalah kira okeh? kenapa tersalah kira? sbb p ikut bulat2 jawapan yg budak2 ni bagi. aku pun main salinla jawapan diorg nih. lps tu kak izan pun ckpla kesalahan guru ini. so sorry, i shudnt have listen membuta tuli jer, im darn nervous masa tuh, nak calculate pun otak jadi blank. then, tarik napas dalam2, buat balik example td, dis time we all get it rite! so bravo!!!

umm, after da bell rings, slow talk a bit with them, and the next class is bout to begin dah. so dat was it! dah setel, alhamdulillah. syukur semuanya berjalan dgn lancar. later, kak izan bgtaula utk jumpa die dkt bilik guru lps dah abis setel nih. aku orite jerla sbb mmg xde klas pun lps tu.

so, wat kak izan have to say bout me teaching da class? good feedback, alhamdulillah. aku dapat control kelas dgn baik, suara pun jelas kedengaran. cuma aku x bg byk example. which i normally do it, cume td hanyala satu masa sahaja. dats y bg satu example sahaja. overall, kak izan ckp i used and teach in English, which is good compare to others. so datsall da komen. and the record book pun ada juga komen, il take it to improve it later ek.

umm, on the not so sunny side... umm,... i did marah giler2 punya dkt budak yg curi purse aku dulu. selama nih aku asyik tahan jer, xnk melenting dkt budak tuh. sekali dis time, i had enough with it. mmg aku sabarkn tgn aku sket lg nk kena muka budak tuh. mcm2 la yg aku ckp. then, i did regret bout it. masa tgh ngajar dis one class, aku suruh panggil dua budak nih. then il explain why im so upset td and i apologize for some of the things ive said. i explain da scenario and wat they will do if they are in my shoes. later, diorg pun salam n minta maaf dgn aku jugak. all well ends well i suppose...

so, overall its a tiring day. sgt penat. plus ada fire drill pulak td. okayla time yg kitorg buat, 4 mins ++ xdela sume rentung. masih boleh diselamatkn lagi. and tomorrow kitorg nk buat potluck! cadang nk buat potato salad and maccaroni goreng. tp nak main hentam jer nih. harap2 jadila sedap.

so wish my potato salad n maccaroni goreng sedap ek. take care people, have a good friday tomorrow. aja aja!!~ assalamualaikum....

What's Up?

assalamualaikum... ai net, and to my dearest friends =) ada update lg? rajinla pulak mengupdate kali nih... tp xde cite nk dicitekn pun...

umm... kaklin nih, kakin dh update kaklin x baca la pulak... are you busy net? aja aja fighting!!! goodluck with your studies ek...

orite, dah xde pape nk bebel. td tgh tolong naim siapkn homework die. seb baik dah siap. leher naim selalu sakit2 la net. why la? kakin pun dah xtau nk ckp ape dah kt naim. kakin tampal koyok je dkt leher die. tp kesian tgk bile nk bukakkn koyok tu sbb tertarik kn dgn bulu leher skali, naim asyik mengaduh jer.

hows ur hand net? sudah baikkah? i hope ure recovering well. cpt sembuh dan x sakit2 dah kn.

umm, esok kakin kena cerap/observe la net. kinda nervous x hengat. hopefuly i can get good marks out of it. not too much, but if i do get high marks then alhamdulillah. syukur sgt2. so wish me luck net! teruskan berusaha!!!

orite, enouf craps. better get a goodnite sleep then. take care net, nanti kite borak2 lg eh. assalamualaikum...

What's Down?

assalamualaikum... hmm, ola korang... xde mende nk cite pun, but just wana blog a bit in here so dat i cud let out a bit of my thoughts. to be exact, ive no thoughts to spill in here at da moment. so, lets da blabber begin...

umm, i kno its nothg biggie to put da statcounter. i kno not many readers except my close friends dat read dis blog. but, i cudnt help it but to worry n hopefully not many will read my mind. bcoz reading my fuzzy mind realy bring nothing good in da end of da day. but, if you guys wud like to keep on reading, i definitely love to keep on writing =)

so far, nothg intellectual been written in here. da grammar pun down da drain, mixed n jumbo language... a lot to complain actually while i read back wat ive wrote. but again, dis is all dat clouded my thoughts and here is where i spill it. just bear with anythg dat kinda annoys you from reading it yea...

wow, dah 4 perenggan dah pun. wana go downstairsla. mau mkn spagetti. saya sendiri masak jugak. n potato salad. sendiri masak juga. but i kinda wana ikat perut so dat my weight will turun lg. from yesterday, sudah 1 kilo turun. today xde perubahan. esokla pulak tgk mcm mana.

hmm net, kakin rasa kakin boleh kot kurus sket lg, muahaha. hopefully la ek. btw, h2b/hp/pl x kesah kakin gemok mcm ini pun. he still loves me a lot =D tp, for da sake of nk muat itu baju, better slim down a bit yea. aja aja fighting!!!

orite, sudah sudah ler tuh mengarut. nak buat mende lain pulak. till here, i miss you so much la net. nanti balik tawu! take care net, and evryone too. aja aja fighting!!!