Exhibit B

This is another project that i've helped my mum with. took me couple of hours to do it. at first, i did it cincai jer. i asked my mum all the requirements as we sat together, then type here and there... walla, there you go, this thing can be used to do the head count. have you ever heard of it before? neither do i. basically this is a program that can assist the teacher to predict and target how many student to get A's, thus it can improve the school's grade. i thought i did a good job, fulfilling all my ma's requirements and every details my mum instruct me to do. then, i did some testing to make sure the calculation is right, asked my mum is there any more info to add and later on i switch off the pc. But surprisingly, what i did is not good enough or to be exact, tak lawa because of cincai boncai. this is the expression of one of the teacher after she have a look into this program. i mean, to me as long as the calculation is correct and all the sum is nicely done, that is a good job. but to some people, we have to touch up here and there, put some make up on, then the program is tremendously excellent. what ever, so tonight i did some make over... and the result is as you can see from exhibit B, or you can name it as you wish...

This is the grand exhibit B, where the touching up is made. Not forgetting, i hid the calculation and locked it so that no one can do any altering and no changes can be made if it isn't authorize by my ma. um, the one of many thing that i love about my mum, she is very practical and she doesn't really care about this crappy shite. as long as this thing work and can produce the exact figure, then she's happy with it. but it is a bonus mark if it look damn gorgeous right? and it is priceless to shove it to some of the peaky mouth-loaded people right? muahaha, so priceless it is to shut people making such a fuss from really nothing. what can i say, some people really give headache to some other people. they probably enjoy it very much and make it as one of their hobbies. well, you can do what ever you wish to do, but as long as you stay freaking away from my ma, then i'll leave you alone in peace. but, if you dare to step up closer then i would dare giving eye-shadow enough to touch up your shitty face =) well, i don't mean to be rude, sometime this is the way to deal with this kind of people. say our stand, make sure they know our stand and we'll be fine i guess... anyway, i do hope that this new and improve (yeah rite - actually the calculation and the sum is just the same) program will be a problem solving and help the teacher to help the student. May force be with you teachers!!!

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Precious Gift

This is what i've been doing lately... helping my mother with her school work. i like doing it not because of the 'missing money' but, i felt some sort of a close bonding with my ma. i suddenly feel i've missed so many things to help her with. i left home to be at MRSM K.P for two years, KMNS for one year, later Uniten for five years. i guess this is the payback time after all my ma have to put through for me. It is not that hard after all, asking her after she came back from work, "mak, ada pape tak nak tolong hari nih?" then she told me about what happened at school. sometime i gave her my mind, some other time i just nodded and try to understand how on earth a teacher could act like that. to think that teaching is such a noble work, yet surprisingly the teachers weren't that noble after all. but in the end, it's not the title entitle you to behave that way, it's all come to the heart. if you are a skunk, forever will you be a skunk. no litre of perfume can get off those skunky smell. but if you are a honey bee, no amount of honey can add up to be as sweet and wonderful as you.

This saturday will be quite a busy day for my mum. My ma has rentas desa or cross country in the morning. later on, a high-tea to celebrate the departures off some of the teachers - retirement and exchange school. I know telling this stuff about my mum seems to be weird, i mean shouldn't i be writing about my life instead of my mum's? but this is what happen when you are so close with some one. well, i wanna write about my hp, but i already did that by recently telling it to elly and anciently to most of my close friends. beside, i find it rather privacy to talk about my love life in here. so i guess it's back to writing about a bit of my life, my family and my friends. maybe some days later i will write about my children. that would be a nice post, since talking and yapping about how darnedest kids could be can be very exciting, don't you think so?

For the time being, i enjoy having such a close bond with my mum, and of course my other apples of my eyes; my dad, abang, kak lin a.k.a net, adik, baby a.k.a mila and naim a.k.a bb-budak busuk. Having a family is truly a precious gift; no matter how much you argue, disagree, still they are the one who are always around when you need them the most right? this is also applicable with true friends. they are always around through thick or thin, am i right? beside, being mad at someone, selalu marah-marah means we care for them. so, it is okay to be mad at me once in a while, just to let me know that you do care for me, don't you? I conclude my post today with the statement of "family and true friends are precious gift no money can buy" So be my precious gift, a very precious gift send to me from Allah, alhamdulillah...

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

A Puzzling Mind

For this post, i just want to tell probably the stupidest thing i've ever done recently... first, it sounded kinda funny, but right now it's ripping my heart, bringing heart ache and bothering me ever since...

To begin with, let me tell how much i would like to buy a birthday present for my dad, it's on last December. i've been saving up some money from my pay check-didn't have lunch or breakfast, eat my hart out while watching my colleagues shopping during friday break, etc. so before december i managed to save more or less RM 2,100. The present that i want to buy for both of my parent is cell phone, Nokia N70 for my dad and Sony Ericsson Z610 for my mum.

After doing some online survey, i found out that it's still not enough since i want to buy my own phone too-K800. Something came up, my brother told me that we could get less price by buying through this someone from the internet. So i say, what da heck, lets try it. after a few contact, chatting through the ym... i thought we got a deal. well, let's just cut everythg short since it is kinda pain the arse writing it in details. i got ripped off, lost about RM6,000 ++. sound bull shit rite? but this damned shittin someone said that "no, u're not ripped off but u've to send me some more money" due to this shitting reason this and that... he kept on giving bull reasons, in da end i just say quietly to myself "Ain, please stop doing anymore charity ok. just consider it burnt and let gone be bygone"

yeah, yeah... it is stupid letting go RM6,000 burnt just like that when rite now im not working and been starving myself for the last 4 months.... in da end, this shit happen and i didn't get anything... if i kept on thinking about it, it really is driving me mad. but after some slow talk with me own self, i should just let it go... i try not to blame it on all the african and nigerian... but sometime i just felt sickin tired just passing through a nigger. damn those stupid liars, i prayed hard that they'll get pay for what they've done and rotten thousand death in hell

believe me, i really never thought anyone could fool me, such a naive thinking. of course through internet, you can easily lie to almost everyone!!! what was i thinking? believing 100% to this someone i haven't even met and hardly know about this so call hyperclass_cellphone company... that's why i keep on paying to them. they kept on giving too many reasons for me to keep on paying them such as demorage fees, custom fees... well, before i made the first payment, i asked them in detail whether or not we have to pay the custom? is this the exact sealed payment we have to make? then, they said "yes, this is all you have to pay". after the first payment, they pretend to say "oh, we're sorry. we don't know that you have to pay for the custom, or else they will seize the goods". after arguing, they settle for 70-30 payment. 70% i've to pay, the rest they will cover for me... so, this is some of the reasons they're playing to keep asking for more money....

so guys, be careful talking to strangers. you can believe almost no one through this internet. even after they keep on telling how honest they are and how much they wanted to help you. this is a hard lesson i've gone through. i just hope no one else has to go through it again. for these culprits, stop this scam to others. i've been praying for them to get what they deserve. what goes around comes around right?

for now, im really worried that my mum is going to find out about my "missing" money. ive withdrawn exactly RM3,000 from the tabung haji account. i hope i could top it up before it's too late. but right now, i dont think that will work since this march we're going to japan. ive to withdraw for some more money from tabung haji. last week my mum have a look at all the account books. but some how i manage to hide mine. next time, i dont know what rubbish i wana tell my ma. should i confess and tell the truth? or should i just hide it till i can top it up some how? this really is a puzzling mind... ="(

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Entry For 17 January 2007 - First Come Back

To begin with... assalamualaikum =)

Took me a while to set up this blog, whew... finally after thinking of a good blog address (url) here is the best i could come up with... hopefully this blog is worth your time reading it...

For this come back entry, i don't know where to begin with... actually, i've deleted all my blogs for no reasons at all... to think that i won't be writing any more blogs? umm, can't hold that thoughts for too long i suppose... so here i am, writing for my bloggie, my journey, my life...

Let us just break a few inches of the ice for this time being, shall we? =)
so with that... umm, actually breaking the ice isn't as easy as i thought it would be.. guess, this isn't one of my department =( ...

Owh, one of my other reason for this come back is because of my mizmie, wishes to read all my silly billy wilily post... so i am being such a genie, shall grant my fwen wishes... so here goes my post mimi, i sure hope you'll enjoy what ever stuff i'll be posting ere owite?

I think this is all there to write in here for now... owh, i got another blog in Yahoo 360... kinda funny, whether or not i will proceed writing this blogs... but stay with me, maybe i will write about our journey some day okay? =)

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida