Running Scared

Umm... i'm scared to even open my blog because writing at my own mind might get me into trouble, is it? to think some one could go to prison just by stating their mind into words, this is scary for some one like me, who just babble without thinking much... so there's a saying in elly blog goes like this...

"Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, they become destiny. Source: Back of book cover of Pearls of Wisdom 3"

scared or not, whenever i wanna write, i just type right on... is not like everybody in the world gonna read it, as if many will accidentally open this blog... for sure, all my best buddies are the only people who "enjoy" my writing... but really, thanks gurls for reading my mind and i hope you all with post latest news that happen around. till here, got some work and some reading to do... cheerio my fella fwen

Lifted Up

What to tell for this post yea? umm, first n foremost, my feeling kinda down for the last few weeks... due to i dunno, lack of everything? but today, im in a good shape, good mood so i wana write a little sumthingla. umm, i heard a very happy news and im verryyy happy about it. congrats elly, i hope evrythg will be fine and im hoping to attend the baby shower and meet the sweetest newborn one day. babies do bring unexplainable warm and comfy feelings. seronok dapat pegang babies, they are so joyous and make me smile constantly. to which recently i got to hold one, namanya mohd. afiq danial. afiq ni baby kak ani, bos dkt tmpt keje lama. tp seronok dpt tgk afiq and dpt pegang die. i do wish for another adik at that moment, but i dont think my parent will have another one. well, then i have to wait for my own then =)

apa lagi mau cite, ohohoh... silly me and you know what? my cimbclick account got suspended several weeks ago. its because i kept on entering the wrong userid and the p/w... till the account finally got suspend. but now i got to unsuspend my suspend cimbclick account, horray!!! thanks to the customer care (which is hard to get through) my account is back to business!!! phew... that's about it, dah tara papa mau tulis, signing off...

Same 'O Same 'O

Allo, aiyo... lamanye x tulis pape kt sini. eventho there's a lot of things happening around me last month tp up till this new month still no writing jugak... aperla... tp kini, sesudah tersedar dari lamunan, ku gagahi jua menaip barang sepatah dua ratus...

umm, for this month, which is on July... klu x silapla... setelah beberapa tawon, sepatutnya termaktub Perjanjian NoName... dulu masa kecik2 dulu, adala beberapa orang nih yg duduk kat belakang kt kelas 2A1, time BM kot tak silap, oleh sebab penyampaian cikgu yg tak didgr, bukan sbb x best, tp tataula... kitorg 4 worang telah buat satu Perjanjian yg dinamakan Perjanjian NoName... al-kisah perjanjian budak2 nih, takla gempak mana pun... tp takyahla nk bitau cni, sbb bukannya best sgt pun... overall nye, pada 31hb Julai 2007, pada pukul 4.30 pm kitorg 4 orang sepatutnya jupe balik kat kelas 2A1, blok F kat SMK Gombak Setia... tp aku pun tataula samada diorg nih ingt ke tidak... wlubagaimana pun, klu xde pape hal, kol 4.30 tuh insya allah aku akan pacakkan diri kt situ, tunggu dalam sejam... klu tada sapa yg muncul, aku balikla umah... da best thing bout this, if i play it right, i got to keep my promises dat ive made for about 11 years!!! hehe, promises mende ek? adala, hanya member2 ini saja yg tau... so kinda looking forward for this meeting, reunion wat ever to be called... hope everything will go quite as planned la...

another reunion yg aku tau adala utk ex-MRSMKP, ni elly yg bitau... tp apa dienye detail sume tara tau... reunion mrsmkp nih sebenanye im not looking forward sgt, sbb bile dah jupe2 nih, mestila kena bercerita2 and i dont have anythg to tell, not saying im a total looser, tp i dont have anythg to achieve dah... i mean, saya sudah blaja hingga ke universiti, sudah pun graduate, so thats about it, sudah capai dah cita2 masa kecik... ofcoz selepas abis blaja, kenala p keje... da thing is, i dont like going to work, work sucks and i like staying at home jer... the big Y kenapa saya suka umah saya? and kenapa saya suka duduk umah mak abah saya? sbb umah parent saya best tak ingat...

and instead of being a storyteller, might as well just lend my ears for the rest of the day... (ckp mcm nak pegi jer reunion tuh) ... tp dari msg yag ada kat kota_putra group, mcm ramai jer yg dtg... bagusla, keeping in touch mengeratkan silaturrahim... bukankah baik begitu... so i think this is about it. sebenanye, this post is done due to a special reminder from someone la... okla, nanti saya taip hari-hari kot?!! till ere, challoo