~ Worth Thousand Pictures ~

indeed this really worth thousand pictures and i love waking up evryday having to look at it with my silly smile. pardon the quality of the picture, but i think evryone gets da idea of what you are looking at kan?

yello, assalamualaikum evryone. hoping again evryone to be in good health, happy and sunny like always. dis tripple post is ofcoz due to school break! thank god finally da awaited holidays did come! im sick tired of all da innuendoes dis kids love playing lately, up to da stand ive to call pn. di*ng to stop these kids behaviour. after a few good smacks, they finally sit in peace. howla these kids nih, plz dnt make me call pn. di*ng again. you hate it and so do i. enough goofing around, lets do some learning orite, but not this weekla. next week okay?

enough bout skool. so when school holidays, ofcoz there's plenty of time for me to settle all the unsettle jobs. and free time for me too. and for this post, it's not going to be about me, it's about our lil one. so here goes the story eyh...

it begin with umm, like any other pregnancy i guess. having all dis wats wrong with me nih? why evrythg i did is so wrong? why i feel x best n nk demam all da time? why am i having dis tummy ache and evryone assumed im having a gastric nih? why i feel like wanting to punch someone in da gut (some sort like datla) why my pala is berpusing all da time, again with the so many whys...

but hp said its probably bcoz we just moved and i think so too, dis is tipical me when the environment surround me changes. and yes, the meal schedule ofcozla haywire since we arrived late at home, and end up we cooked and eat nearly midnight.

so the theory about it is actually plausible. the taught of me carrying our baby did occured once a while, since the early signs is actually there. but im not having morning sickness, only at night after work the show will go on and hp will look all worried, worried im having food poisoning or sumthg. and the cravings are piling up and occasionally, hp will make jokes about the pregnancy cravings. i guess dis lil one really trying to show his/her existance.

so after one by one of my cravings is being fulfilled, (all da cravings are about the meals we had masa dkt uniten. kuew tiaw kungfu- tropic upten and claypot yee me - pk*ns bangi) evry weekend i will make my pity face and hp occasionally bring me to these two places. since the curiousity is getting the best of us, so why not we let it off our chest and just take da test already. so we did, twice and another one time at da clinic. so it took tripple test to really makes us believe dat we are pregnant.

but since the test, my mind is occupied with a lot of question. is this lil one ok inside? since im not eating right and my stress temperature is according to these kids tantrums. why am i having this right and left tummy ache? am i having ectopic pregnancy? (dis question really worrid me alot) and till the scan, im not putting high hopes and prayers is all i can do so dat evrythg will turn out fine. and alhamdulillah, dis lil one is strong and coping with this mummy.

afterward is the part of how to tell evryone about this lil one. i hate hearing over and over again the questions/statements - bun*ting pel*amin and i made quite a fuss about it to hp. its embarrasing to me, and i dnt know how to react/answer the question/statement sometimes. but, since hp made it clear that wat ever statement doesnt mean/effect us, so my smiley is up again =)

da first annoucement to evryone in da family would be, well da first person is kaklin. im so excited to tell someone, and dat someone is you net =) later on, it was when we had dinner @ hp home. my family is also there, so hp just said it and didnt make a big deal out of it and neither evryone else. so dats a huge relief. thank god dat evryone knew and i dnt have to make anymore mental plan on how to break da news.

later, evryone @ skool. only to pn. din*ng and other big2 people. i just cudnt find the right words to tell them. but i think pn di*ng kinda knows since when we are together; be @ da canteen or jst having a chat sumwhere around da skool, she will bring up how its good to be married young, how great to be pregnant in young age, wats important vitamins to take, wat to do, dont do dis and dat, im like ok, not so comfy and i do wana open my big mouth and just tell, again this shyness really took my words.

then, in here. see how i put the ticker first and let all of you guess it by yourself? yes, im pregnant and the ticker is some sort of da development of dis lil one. couple of time we went to see da doctors, da progress of dis lil one changed. so i think im gona stick with this ticker and dis is the milestone of dis lil one. thank you for all the wishes, and yes i will bear in mind all the advices.

so net, suka x tgk gmbr ur niece/nephew to be? he/she so tiny kan? and again, where's my tears seeing my first baby pichas? none, i just chuckle and laugh. seriously, wat is wrong with me kan net? but hp said dat is my reaction when i am utterly happy. but i am waiting for da cliche of seeing-da-pichas-with-teary-moments while da scan took place. but nope, i just giggle and laugh. and my only question to da dr. is 'wow, ni dah jadi baby eyh?' and the dr. looked at me with i-dont-kno-why-you-ask-me-dat look and just explain dis is the baby's head, heart, hands and legs and dat pretty much cover our first scan. ofcoz there's a lot to ask the dr. but i think da dr. is tired so i kept my mouth to myself plus im really happy i get to see dis lil one nothg else matter.

so this is the story. umm, i hope i didnt bore you with dis story dat much. i think i over story it, didnt i? but since dis is the first story about dis lil one, a long entry wont hurt dat much rite? i think datsal i can come out with. till next time, take care evryone and selamat berpuasa =)

~ Finally ~

finally... yup, finally i did put the pichas in here. so here's to elly, i hope you do enjoy all da pichas. yes, there are more pichas, but if you wana see a bit more, meh kite jumpe then il let you have a look at all da pichas eyh...

btw, assalamualaikum... how's evryone? my prayers is for all my family and friends to be in good health, in good shape to continue our survival. im so sorry net, i know a couple or more times you visit here without any updates. later, il show sumthg really best. i hope you will like it =D

so there goes my pichas. wat to say about me wedding? it was fun, it was great, but there's no way i wana repeat and go through it again. thank god we've settle evrythg in one go, i mean saturday on my side, the next day on hp. i dont want it in any other way.

for my side, the preparation ofcoz it took a lot of effort. nama pun wedding kn? since thurday, evryone is here, and penuh dah satu rumah. which is great but also so crowded. but im happy dat evryone came. thanks for all the hardwork and lending hands...

you see, alot of things dat didnt plan, terplan last minutes. so kinda x cukup tgn and im like, darn it. is evrythg gona finish in time? is my a bit horror dream will happen? ive really letting my guard down and my both hands up to seek for Allah help. pray as i may, and Allah really the great, give me a very precious present indeed.

but along da way, ofcoz these two pair of hands need to work faster. wat wit da room need to settle, which is alhamdulillah, on friday settle. and mak teh really did a beautiful work with da langsir. it is so pretty and so goldy, feel like a princess =)

then, here come saturday. early in the morning after dusk, ive cleaned the front. sweep and finalise all da setting, angkat kerusi and so on. then inside, kemas all the tempat tidur and sweep again. darn, there's a lot to cover. tp since evryone sudah bising suruh mandi, plus da makeup team pun sudah sampai. im like, omg is it time already? give myself a quick splash. then, turun and let da team begin. im picturing myself for sure muka mcm opera cina, but im so lost focus dat i didnt care. i feel like eternity till the team give the final brush. skali pandang cermin, im like totally mesmerize by the way i look. i never thought i will look dis good, thank you Allah, my self esteem rise a bit.

then it hit us. boleh x akuarium melimpah air and banjir? im so penat already at dis point and dis is where da akad nikah will take place. dis is where h2b and juru nikah and abah will sit. while all dressed up and make up, ive cleaned da spot in lighting speed. mak and evryone ofcoz bising and saying dat sumeone will take care of it. but da thing is, h2b and evryone are on their way and the carpet is totally soaked! i just ignore da noise and continue cleaning. there, finally settle evrythg. thank god...

minutes later, h2b and evryone smpi. at this point, i am upstairs and when i wana go down, dkt bawah sume dah penuh. and im stucked. so while the juru nikah read all the stuffs about being married, the responsibilites, i do hear all of them tp dkt tepi tangga. then, when h2b is about to read/say akad nikah, i think i heard my name is called. finally, x tersangkut dkt tangga. so alhamdulillah, h2b made it and we become husband and wife (umm, i thought i shud sign some paper or sumthg. tp xde pun. i wait jugak for any paper to sign, tp xde pun) funny, where's my tears at dat time? i guess im so tired i just wish for the happiness to surround us all. but the sole reason why my teary eyes is the way abah look at me right after akad nikah. till now, if i remembered abah's look, sayu tiba2. i love you too abah...

mak and evryone is happy, so im happy too i guess. but already, i wish da day to end bcoz im really tired and barely can keep my eyes open. ive put such a fake smile which i think evryone can tell. blasah jerla kan? so all da guest came and im happy dat evryone happy and enjoyed the wedding.

so datsal bout my wedding. hp side of wedding is as followed...

So the next morning, after breakfast, hp asked to leave to pickup his bestman/pengapit. owh, i forgot to mention dat ive no pengapit since kaklin xleh balik =' ( sesape yg nyebok nk berdiri on my left side, i just gave a sharp look mentioning dat i dont need anyone thank you. i kno, klaka since hp ada pengapit, while i have none. but i dnt mind, so evryone else, plz mind your own business okay?

after hp left, the makeup team arrive. so here we go another makeup session. i hate the long hours, seems like forever to get ready. i feel like im wearing a mask! finally, its all come to the end and da first glance, umm... i dont really quite fond of me. bcoz i think da makeup makes me like garangnya, takut saya. with hp running late lg, and abah pun dah bising, i felt da tense is growing. so yes, da day went very slowly and da event felt like forever to happen. not gona elaborate much on dat, but there's one funny pichas in da album dat really reflect wat had happen dat day. funny, but thank god it's over finally. again, if da question 'would i like to repeat da moment?' no thank you. im glad its over and we are finally together.

i kno da story is not in much details. but i guess you can picture da whole thing. nothg fancy, just like ordinary and tipical wedding ceremony. but wat im looking forward from this events are all the blessing from evryone. and indeed their prayers do come true. ill tell you in da next post eyh. so guess dat cover my whole wedding ceremony. take care evryone. assalamualaikum...

...The Awaited Pichas...

The cover of the album

The wedding took place

The arrival

The main table

My hp =)

Me

The cake

The potong cake

Mak and me =D

Doa and prayers

...The Awaited Pichas...

The cover of the album

The sanding yang x best coz have to sit there and dengar kompang smpi habis which is so freakin long and i was tapping my feet all da way and evryone watching and give me da glares. but do i care? nope, cubela korang duduk dkt cni while evryone is watching, so not comfortable...

together finally. no more duduk like statue anymore

posing again

i thought i would/should cry at this time. but wat i did? i smile and chuckle, im so happy dat i laugh a bit. wats wrong with me?

pokok pose

lagi gaya pokok

enoughla with my pichas already kan?

me and the fruit bucket

...Let's See...

assalamualaikum... yolla, ola... lala...

umm... wat a long pause to be exact. mean to write sooner, but sumthg is always up. so there goes the delays, days by days...

now, when i do have the will to write, i kept scratching my head coz ive no idea where to start. so if the storyline is mixed up, blasah jerla eyh...

...Story Bout Net...

kaklin dah balik cni. but i only get to see her once. we borak a lot, sgt gossip and i left hp all alone downstairs. sorry hunny, its just talking to kaklin after a while really carried me away...

talk bout dis and dat, stories on da wedding day, laugh muahahaha alot, then have to go home. sume org pun ada, and its really a fun day spending time with evryone. tp abah mcm merajuk jer since we didnt go bck as often. mak acted cool, tp i know she feel da same way as abah. i felt no other, but ive a new home and dis is where ive to be right now. but i hope we can go back quite often la kan?

btw, net is leavin dis sunday. gosh im gona miss you terribly. i really thought we can spend more time together, but we can do that later la eyh? since you know the news already, you have to come back again tawu?

and kaklin did came to our home recently. its da best moment ever! boleh x im so lazy, and hp did most of da preparation. im like, malasnye nk wat pape, walhal kaklin dah msg they are on their way here. so hp settingkn all da cawan, and force asked me to goreng da keropok. i'm like - fine, bukannya mak dier pun yg nk dtg, mak org and buat muka x puas hati sambil goreng keropok. da truth is yes im darn excited for evryone to come, but in da same time, my body refuse to work with me. ive no idea why at dat time (but now i know why la =D ) so hp take charge, buat air and kemaskn rumah which is so sweet of him. seein me all sulky, ofcoz he will explain the reasons-why we have to do dis and dat b4 evryone arrives. and then il smile a bit => mengada like always - sigh...

anyway, we had best time. i had best time. seronok dpt jupe sume finally. naim pun sebok jer suh watkan ajar keje skolah sc. dier. im like ajar dgn pegang pembaris. si naim ni pun satu, bacala buku. sume jawapan adala dlm buku. geram betul, kan dah kena dgn pembaris...

then its time to leave. naim ingtkn im goin back with them too since i went down and hantar sumeorg smpi kereta, but sorry naim. we will see each other again later ok? waves goodbyes and my heart shrunk a bit at dat moment. how i hate saying goodbyes...


...Story Bout Skool...

wat to story bout? owh, nxt week they will be sitting for the test. boleh x dis teacha didnt stapple da soalan yet? seb baik wat soalan moral jer, x ramai sgt pun budaknya. il do it right after dis okeh? darn, teringt pulak kena wat soalan final utk math, seb baik wat kertas satu. tp still have to search for the questions la. tp dats can be worried later, since final lambat lg. sila stapler kan yg soalan moral ni dulu eyh, minggu dpn diorg dah nak periksa dah pun - baik!!!

other than dat, skool mcm tu jugakla. only dat azwa continue her study. now im short one friend. ive less someone to talk to. now dah ada some else dah ganti tmpt azwa, tp x brapa nk best, dier lelaki. and he's sitting dkt tmpt azwa, which is nxt to me. so im like, not realy comfortable. tp since our timetable pun byk yg clash, x bykla sgt jupe. and i do love sitting at my place alone, and do my own work.

does dat makes me a sombong person? da truth, ive no idea how to be kepochi, i mean, i love lending my ears jer. lending my mouth, x brapa sgt with many people around. klu in small group, let say 1-2 people, i might say sumthg. more than that, i just be the observer or be left alone. wat i mean is, 1-1 is ok with me. many, i jst not so comfy and i wish i didnt join da group earlier.

but to contradiction - im teaching in 30+ environment, bolehla pulak eyh? paperla ain, i self-proclaim im a weirdo. so wateverla eyh, sorry for dis ramble. ive no idea why im writing dis out loud...

...Story Bout Us...

wat to story jugak eyh... well, we've been through ups and downs evn only 1 month++ bein married. and thank you hunny for the constance patience and evrythg else. saya kan budak suka majuk... so ntah hape² jer, sometimes im even pening like - aperhal yg sgt sensitif sgt ni, x pahamla? if i cant understd myself, let alone hp la kn? but being him yg sgt trying to understd, he made me understd myself too...

umm... yes, wedding pichas... bout dat, since kaklin pun dh tgk album, mcm malasla pulak nk letak dkt cni. tp since ive promised to elly, can you give me some more times? sorry elly for da delay, i promise i will put it one day ok, dont know when, but it will be here yea...

...Story Bout Evryone Else...

Congrats to knits for her newborn. i do wanna come and visit masa knits dkt hospital hari tuh, but im down with a flu, takut nanti il spread da sakit to bb jr; adzryl, so i decided not to come. but i do hope i can come and visit later eyh.

Congrats to Aan for her pregnancy. seronok jer baca her blog. i pray evrythg will turn well for he and bb too.

Congratulation to aton and fakhrul. semoga semua berjalan lancar, kekal bahagia dunia akhirat eyh.

My prayers are for elly and insyirah. i do hope both of you will be well again soon eyh.

who else? umm... rasanya tu jerla kot. nmpk sgt saya x rmi kawan kn?

...Conclusion...

wat a long post, i know. but dis will cover wat ive missed writing so far. ofcoz will write more, and ofcoz da pichas will come. tp for rite now, i think post ini sudah mencukupi. x cukup tambah lagi eyh, tp next post pulak =p

till here, take care evryone. da piggy virus is really coming hard on us kan? i pray for evryone safety. news ive heard - da virus breached our skool. in da mornin session la da kes, not da aftrnoon session. but still... anyway, pray hard evryone for our safety . stay safe and be safe... assalamualaikum...