Spots

... yesterday, after they pick me up, zarif asked for oranges and Oreo too. So, we stopped by the speedmart and bought those, also some other titbits zairil zarif asked along the way. 

... today, I saw two spots on zarif's face and one got burst when zarif scratch it. Later, more spots were seen when I helped him showered. So today, no school for zarif (he's so delighted!!!) and maybe onwards till the spots are gone. 

Guess zarif got the pox, hp will bring him to clinic later. Tomorrow, zarif had to miss out the birthday party held at school then. Of course, that's something he's not going to be delighted about.

Get better soon zarif!!! 

Arrived

... my parcel had finally reached its destination, but unfortunately had to be collected at Batu Caves pos laju centre; due to unsuccessful delivery. Didn't get the collect card, but thankfully I've been tracking the parcel itself, so when it didn't come when it's suppose to come, then I knewlah...

So it's been 3rd week and I guess I must give it time to do its wonder. Of course I do feel the difference. The after effect as early as the 2nd day, but there are times i wonder, does it really work or just the placebo effect. Anyway, I hope for no side effect; as it is stated over many times that it has no harmful substances.

p/s: to be or feel beautiful... woman...

Waiting

... for my parcel to arrive. i should get it by today. hopefully i get it today, or tomorrow is still okay. just want to start it by today to see the different. well, it's okay i can wait. just you know...  really looking forward for it, hence this post...

p/s... zairil starts his lesson today. ibu knows it's going to be tough, but we'll get the hang of it. you can do it zairil!!! aja aja fighting!

Caught...

... the cough and the cold... zairil is coughing so bad at night. last week it was zarif, till he gets antibiotic; only then zarif recovered. how i wish it was me who get the bugs and not the kids. get better zairil, and zarif too stay better.

Gaining Back

... the lost kilos... every movements felt heavy due to the excess weight. i know i can get it off again, but now going through some turbulence and changes, made me want to eat more than ever. such emotional eater i am. hmmm... well, being fluffy (zairil's term for fat)  is great what?!! hahah... haishhh who am i kidding. fluffy means getting any jobs done is slightly tougher, due to the M (do know what i mean) so yeah, gain it all back. now time to loose it all again...

p/s: Also gain back the things that went missing, alhamdulillah. thanks kids for making ibu not pening anymore, just be extra careful with your belongings okay zairil, zarif. ibu trust both of you, and love you both mucho...

Lost

Of course there are things that are expected to be missing along the way. Water bottle, pencil colors and a pair of sock up to this date. They know how upset I get for missing things, and I know they tried very hard to care for their belongings. If the things are found again, I'm glad. If not, let gone be bygone...

p/s: partially morning-off this morning... I'm hungry, what's for lunch?

Morning-Off Playing Mommy

So this morning, i let hp did all the preparation for zairil and zarif to school. Not easy as it look, isn't it? I just sat on the couch, doodling my phone while hp took care of the kids. It was one of the best mornings i have ever had (insert biggest smiley face) Just to let hp knows the behind-the-room-scene from waking the kids up till they get dressed and ready to have their breakfast outside. Hmmm...will tomorrow morning I get another morning-off again? Let's see, anyways... top of the morning to everyone, have a lovely day ahead!!!

What Dreams Are Made Of

It's been really long since last watched Lizzie McGuire; the TV show. Did a little Google and found out that the final episode is dated on February14, 2004. So it has been 10 years since the show is aired. That long ago? Really? this is one of the show that i watched after every one isin bed, since it is showed past midnight and it is on the channel 615.

Where the time flew? Nope, don't answer that. When the memories starting to flood in, that's how I knew where the time really flew. So this is what dreams are made of =)

Sharing Is Caring

Loves to see that zairil can compromise and share his foods with his brother. Thank you zairil for being kind to adik =)

Always thoughtful to suap adik first before him

The Little Lil One

This is zarif, my little angel. He can be very vocal and totally loud, but I love him no matter what. Zarif, be nice to your ibu please...

Doing his thing