Level Up =D ( Pichas Mode)

Assalamualaikum, its been a week already. rasanya mcm semalam je bertungkus lumus menyiapkn semua persiapan dan kelengkapan utk majlis ini. alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah kerana mengizinkn semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. jadi kali nih, adalah sedikit gambar buat tatapan bersama.

Nie gambar yg diambil malam sebelum majlis berlangsung. h2b datang menolong pape yg patut. abg tgh makan nasik, while h2b tgh tunggu mak dgn abah utk mkn sekali.

dis is me sedang menggoreng bawang sehingga agak kuning/naik bau. lama gakla nk tunggu smpi bawang nih masak.

kali nih tgh memasukkn ayam2 yg telah diperap dgn jintan putih, cili hijau dgn tomato. sbbkn masak sepuluh ekor, acara memasukkn ayam nih pun agak lama jugakla.

ni pulak adik tgh mengacau itu ayam2 supaya masak. aku ada gak try kacau2, tp x tersampai ke bawah kuali sbb berat sgt ayam2 itu. jadik, adik kena take overla. while me snapping away. lagi sorg tu adalah pak teh, ape yg die tgh mkn, aku kurang pasti. die dok teman kitorg dkt luar nih.

dis is our camera man. tgh adjusting videocam yg baru je beli tdnya. yg tripod tuh dpt free, which is great since i want for so long. dkt lantai, adalah hantaran2 yg akn diberikn esok harinya.

um, nih adalah hidangan yg disediakn dkt luar. pak teh dkt background tgh mengambik dan menarik angin.

hidangan dkt dalam. dkt bawah meja ada batu refleksologi kaler kuning hijau.

me tgh texting h2b sbb abah dah tanya bile diorg mau smpi nih. im worried too, tp h2b said they on their way dah.

abah welcoming da guest and speak for our behalf. all smiley jerkn abah. im smiley too but darn nervous x ingtla time tuh.

h2b side of da family. discussing over da matter. banyaknye hantaran kn? daripada 9 jadi 11. tambahan kek dgn puding tu.

mak dgn aunty tgh mendengar perbincangan

dats me n kak izam n aunty. see da way i sit? funny i know. blasah jerla kn.

da moment of truth, dis is da highlight of the event. thanks aunty for accepting me for who i am =)

Hugs n kisses

Finally, we've become husband n wife, i wish! i settle with fiance n fiancee for da mean time. alhamdulillah, Allah makbulkn niat kami akhirnya. ni dkt blakang rumah, underneath pokok rambutan. and dis picture taken rite after da special moment.

these are da gift from his side.

abah dgn uncle tgh makan

da frens who came and stay till da end. thanks mie n dbah. tawon dpn dtg lg ek.

nila fisa. teman seperguruan. thanks awak for coming. tawon dpn wajib mai na.

meet da parents

meet da family

dis picture will be perfect if kak lin is here. a bit sad, but its ok. nothg biggie pun, just engagement any way. but i want you to be here during my wedding tau net.

Last but least, my perfect cara ladylike duduk rite after everythg had settled n over.

jadi, saya bagi pihak keluarga dan diri sendiri ingin mengucapkn jutaan terima kasih buat semua yg sudi menolong dan memeriahkn majlis ini. alhamdulillah, semoga Allah membalas jasa budi baik anda semua. nak sebut satu2 mmg x daya, jadi terima kasih yg tak terhingga buat semua. semoga keberkatan dan kemuafakatan majlis ini kita bawa bersama sehingga ke akhir hayat...

Level Up =D ( Essay Mode )

Assalamualaikum... yello... it's tuesday already n i havent post or blog anythg just yet. im kinda adjusting and resting after da big day, not forgettin da huge day comin up next year =) but first n foremost, i would really like to express all my gratitude to Allah da mighty for giving me da best time of my life. its a blessing indeed. rite from early morning till dawn, i only felt love and im really grateful to Allah. ive no words to describe how thankful i am, so all i can say is dat Allah is da best God ever!!! yup, no doubt bout dat. so let me recap and write a few bits here n there. hopefully i can fill you in as much as we could, shall we?

Jumaat, 19 Disember 2008

Pergi ke medan mara slps solat jumaat utk mengambil baju tunang saya bersama emak dan abah. abah telah mengambil cuti dua hari berturut2, kamis dan jumaat sempena majlis yg akn berlangsung pd hari ahad. bajunye looking good, nmpk kemas dan memuaskn, sesuai dgn kosnya yg berharga rm120 =")

Sabtu, 20 Disember 2008

early morning, mak dgn abah pegi pasar utk membeli sepuluh ekor ayam, carrot, cili hijau, timun, and da list shall continue. me still sleeping soundly in my chamber =) ble bangun, makan mee goreng mak masak yummy, then dgr bunyi hon dr van abah utk mengangkat sume barang. dah angkat barang, saya telah terbengang dgn abg sbbkn die telah membuat sesuatu yg saya amat bengang. geram betul. abis baju saya utk dipki esok... argh, saya telah menjerit menggunakn bantal dan menepuk katil ini sampai kipas utk coolerkn laptop ini menjadi weng. lps tu, saya kena basuh semula baju, dan sidai di tempat yg lebeh selamat. lps tuh mak panggil turun suh basuh ayam sbb abah tgh basuh sorg2. kesian abah, then il go down n help cleanin da chicken.

lama gakla nk setel basuhkn sume. lps kitorg dah nak siap basuh, pak teh n mak teh smpi. mak all smiley, n sembang2 dgn mak teh. after dat, potong2 bawang puteh. x lama lps tu, makcik kasma pun datang sbbkn die xleh dtg keesokkan harinya. mak sembang2 dgn makcik kasma, abah sembang2 dgn pakcik sulaiman. while me dgn adik tgh bersiap2 dan tgh standby dah pun utk keluar. nak beli adalah brg2 skit. so lps je makcik kasma dgn pakcik sulaiman balik, kitorg pun klua, heading to da nearest jj brach, mana lagi la ek. so ape yg kami planning nk beli pun x byk, antaranya adalah 1st, mau beli itu videocam la, 2nd, mau beli itu mekapla, 3rd mau beli present utk abah. walaupun sudah belated, its da thought dat counts rite?

jadi ketiga2 item nih berjaya dibeli alhamdulillah. im all smiley. adik pun smiley too. actually im happy keluar shopping dgn adik. sbb die agak penyabar jugakla nk melayan kerenah kakak dier nih altho sumtimes i made him nak ngamuk, boleh pegi tanya dia wat color lipstick to buy, which syampoo, which brand is good. bile adik dah buat muka siyes, il giggle n stop askin no more. x smpi semenet pegi tanya dia balik. nasib baik x kena sepak kang dgn die ahahaha. wat im trying to say is, he's such a nice brother. wlupn muka nmpk mcm nak mkn org, tp sebenarnya die sgt comel. n baik hati n suka meneman kakak die buat perangai, ble mood die agak baik dat is. klu mood die x brapa baik, harusla saya x mendekati adik. tunggu smpi moodnye baik, barula p kacau die.

kitorg balik pun dah pukul 9. time dkt jj, kak izam pun call kata sume hantaran dah setel. yeah rite, i mean sebelum tuh pun mmg dah 98% dah siap, tunggu sket je pun mende2 yg kak izam nk bwk. masa on da way balik pun, my h2b call kata dah smpi dkt rumah. h2b datang sbb nk tolong2 ape2 yg patut. im so happy to da max h2b dtg tolong. he really lifted my spirit for our big day. bile smpi je, tgk sume pun tgh sebok dkt dapur. so biar h2b duduk2 jap dkt dpn, then ajak h2b angkat kerusi2 yg dkt dpn tuh naik atas. lps dah habis angkat, mak pun ajakla h2b mkn. so h2b duduk mkn nasi kejapla dgn abah mak, while im helpin in da kitchen. sambil2 tuh dtg2la jugak menyebok dan meneman h2b mkn dan saya pun mkn jugakla. lps mkn, h2b pun minta diri dulu sbb esok pg he'll be coming again to bring dalca n some kueh (thanks aunty for da dalca, mmg sgt sedap x ingat)

afterward, its time to cook da chicken dkt luar. me n adik menyala2 api smpi termenyala, susah jugakla sbb dapur gas tuh dah lama x pki. dah setel, kitorg pun masakla ayam itu. lama jugakla nk masak, dalam 11.30 mlm baru masak. lps dah kemas2 n angkat ayam tuh masuk dlm, kami pun ke lalalang, resting n preparing for da big day tomorro.

Da Big Day - Ahad, 21 Disember 2008

wake up early, lps subuh mmg dah x tdo. i went downstair n start da cleaning. at first mmg sgt cuak dan mengadu pada Allah-ya allah, sempat ke nih nk readykn rumah nih for my big day? im so panic bcoz there's so much to do n da time is limited. then, lps bukak2 tirai, biarkn angin masuk sambil malaikat rahmat pun masuk membawa seribu satu rahmat ke dalam rumah ini, by hook or by crook, no matter how helpless it seems, i must get evrythg done in no time! so aku pun kemas2 ala misae (emaknya si sin chan) mmg x menang tgn, nk angkat kerusi, hampar karpet, you guys know da drills kn. lps tuh nk siapkn meja, bawak keluar pinggan mangkuk, cawan, buat air, yabadabidu sort of. tp alhamdulillah since evry1 is doin their part tremendously, in time malah terlebih time pulak tuh. sgt syukran, im happy n smiley.

by 10.10 sume pun dah mensound suh p mandi. tp then bb pun panggil n i knew instantly sumthg was wrong with my baju. turnout dat die sudah membuat lubang yg comel dkt baju saya itu, but again there's no time to weep, n i gracefully (dlm hati nanges ="( ) say thank you to her for ironing my baju. so yes people, im wearing baju with a hole in it. tp xde sape perasan sbbkn lace yg cover baju itu.

by 10.30, kak izam masih x dtg lg, at da same time dbah was quite lost to reach da house. kesian dbah, aku pun ntah hape2 je xplain masa dbah call tanya for direction. akhirnya dbah jupela jugak rumah ini. masa dbah sampai, im dressed n putting da foundation, blalala. since kak izam pun x sampai lg, i really wana do my own make up. dbah pun offer to help, n help she did. later on, kak izam smpi, then fisah dtg. jadi mereka bertiga nila yg menolong saya menyiapkn diri saya. pkikn tudung, selendang, n temankn saya. owh, jari kuku saya pun diinaikn skali oleh dbah dan siti. tp, saya duduk x diam, dan baju saya pun terkenala itu inai. so baju saya pun telah kotor. great job ain, sila buat lagi ek!!!

anyway, at first mmg x rasa nervous langsung, tp when i look at my own reflection in da mirror, its like owh-no-i-didnt-recognise-whom-im-staring-at n dats when i really start to freak out. b4 yes, im all jitter n fidgeting n my feet keep tapping non-stop. but it really get worst after i saw myself. wat im tryin 2 say is dat i dont like my make up!!! i look so-not-me. then my confident goes straight down to da drain. altho every1 is saying i look ok, cantik, beautiful, but dats not who i really saw evryday. different is ok, but i dnt like different. i wana be me, da 1 dat zuhrin fall in love with, no make up, no nothg n definitely not dis muka tepung gomak 1. fine, by stating all dis, its look like i dont like myself. no, i do love myself, its just dat all im asking for is a nice touch up n xyahla tebal nk mampos punya mekap. argh, i dnt like da mekap, i wana rub it off, tp takut x sempat pulak nanti. fine, fine i shud be thankful to kak izam sbb tolong mekapkn, tp saya dah x suka, nk wat cemanakn. n dis is why im being like a dufus dat day, ive lost my confident n i hate to tayangkn mekap ini pada sume especially to h2b.

ok, enough emo already shish!!! um, sepatutnya majlis bermula pukul 11.30 n dats wat we said to all da guest dat came. tp since nak berkumpul sume dkt rumah h2b, dan tunggu arrival neneknya yg dtg drpd Klang lg, jadi dlm 12.15 mcm tuh brla diorg smpi. itupun abah dah risau dan sume pun dah jenuh menanti. so dis is where da show begun...

after i knew their arrival, i started to fidgettin like a mad cow. cudnt sit still, luckily ive mimi n dbah to keep me company. otherwise il become like da run away bride, seriously not literally. i felt like running away from every1, gosh nobody ever told me how nervous its gona get. why all da fiance-2-b faces are dead calm? arent they all nervous at all? not a tiny bit? you know, i learnt my lesson 2day. if im nervous, if im not comfortable, just say so in da begining. not till da last minutes, where then kak izam came into da room askin me to go out n meet da parent...

as i was walking out, all eyes are fixed on me. it was like wat da heck? dnt you guys have any where else to look at? stop lookin at me. i hate it when people are lookin at me. i dnt like any kind of attention wat so ever. again im bluffing like da mad cows. um, dis is wat i felt da whole 10 minutes. wat im trying to say is, i nvr had any kind of attention like dat before. its like evry1 took their time off n came to witness dis beautiful ceremony n it is a beautiful ceremony indeed. i thank you for evry1 dat came, but im shy, yes im totally shy n i dnt kno how to act n behave infront of da public. im a total zero in dis. so end up, im making a fool of myself and it is witnessed by all those who came. im sorry, but dats who i am n dats how i did behave. menggelabah n blalalala...

so, again as i try to sit on da floor to meet aunty, darn dis dress is kinda difficult for me to sit ladylike. end up, im sitting like da heck i sit with mininum ayu-nan-jelita-sgt-bersepah-dan tunggang-langgang-cara-duduk-kaedahnya. so looking at my gorgeous aunty n da family to be, lagila kecut perut x ingat. but, then aunty slowly came to me n ask for my hand to present me da dazzling ring. da ring finaly rest on my finger, salam aunty, and hugs. then aunty terasa sebak, which is im so helpless n i dnt kno wat to do. i really dnt kno wat to do to mend any broken hart. if i cud find pixies dust n evrythg nice, then i wud so dat i cud stop any tears from falling. but then, aunty ckp pegila salam dgn mak, so i did. and aunty pun dah mcm biasa balik, all smiley =)

lps dah abis salam2 dgn sume tetamu, its time for evry1 to eat. tp usually klu buat open house, its me dat running around making sure all da lauks are lock n loaded. da refreshments are served, enough plates to go many more rounds, da drinks are fully stock, dat kinda of thgy. but dis time around, im so clueless, ive no idea wat to do. nak basuh pinggan pun diorg x bg, nak pegi duduk dkt dpn, rmi sgtla pulak org, saya sudahla malu/segan x ingt. so i end up menyorok/menyelit dkt dapur. sengih2 sambil control malu, i mean wat da heck la ain oi? im not being me, so lame n pathetic i kno, no body have 2 tell me dat. then i asked sumbody which i dnt remember, probably adik/bb kot, tanya zuhrin dtg x? adik/bb pun ckp ada, dia ada kt dpn. n i asked adik/bb to call him n meet me at da back. sound scandalous but its not, since people are everywhere.

first thg when he looked at me, da looks on his face are kinda mixed up. mcm nk nmpk die akn ckp cantik n at da same time as if he wana say i look-like-a-clown kinda face. but we talked n take a couple pictures underneath pokok rambutan. then, mak sume suruh zuhrin pegi mkn, which he didnt till evry1 left.

aftr seeing h2b, i felt a lot better! so i take a huge breath, keep myself together n nmpk aunty tgh duduk dkt tepi pintu. so i came n sat next to her n aunty pun bgtaula ni sape, tu sape. it was great finally meeting h2b's aunty's and family. so lps mkn2, its time to xchange da dulang n gifts. so before dat sesi bergambar pun bermula. yea yea baikla, akn saya postkn gmbr2 itu dlm entry akn datang.

masa bergambar tu, h2b pun introducekn shazwan n shazwin to me. i always wanted to meet shazwan since h2b did mentioned about him a few times. n da adorable shazwin makes me wana pinch her cheeks till she cries! then jumpa farahin, and mak long, mak ngah n mak ucu n nenek. then we waved our gudbye and dats da end of our fairly tale for today. alhamdulillah, semua pun dah selamat, dan saya pun sudah menjadi tunang h2b =)

um, but petang tuh h2b revisited again, sbb dia x mkn lg, n nak tolong kemas2kn balik rumah. now da house is looking good and alhamdulillah sume mende pun dah siap simpan dan kemas.

Isnin, 22 Disember 2008

pada hari isnin yg semalam, kami sekeluarga bersama dgn pak teh telah pegi melawat zoo negara. setibanya di sana, kami telah disambut mesra oleh bau2an itu dung la aiyo. i felt like puking instantly. round2, yeah we had great time at da zoo like every1 else. il put da pichas later aite. then dlm pukul 3 pun kami pun beransur pulang. sblm itu kami pun singgah ke kf*c tmn. melati utk menapau. then ternmpk itu kedai salon yg kami akn kunjungi keesokan harinya. lps tiba di rumah, setelah selesai solat fardu 2 waktu dan mkn, kami pun pergila ik*ea. saja mau meround2 dan membuang masa di situ. i had fun with naim, trying all da couches n da chairs n watever we can try on. then, cik na pun telefon kata nk p umah. so we headed back before making last stop dkt gi*ant bt ca*ves utk membeli brg2 dapur. rushed back home, cik na n da family sudah smpi, masak2, mkn2, sembang2, its time to go home n have some rest.

Hari Ini-Selasa, 23 Disember 2008.

bgn pg emak kejut ajak teman ke hospital. mak ada follow up dgn dr. so saya pun bersiap sedia dgn kadar yg amat laju. sepatutnya appointmnt mak pukul 9, tp pukul 8.45 br gerak dr rumah. i drive while mak sleeps. im glad mak is resting, mak need plenty of rest. tp mmg bengap betulla lahabau sorg nih time dkt bulatan pahang tuh. boleh die p belah kete aku. die kasi hantam itu tayar dgn kuat, terhoyong-hayang die sblm blah sbb chicken always do dat. hit n run eyh. so to you chicken, you may run n hide n wat ever. tp tunggula itu pembalasan di kemudian hari, saya x doakn pape pun, x ckp pape pun kecuali carutan yg agak kurang manis sedikit. so made our way without futher due, drop mak tepi jln since parkin penuh n had to park dkt luar sana tuh.

made my way to mak, then msg2 h2b. and then he said he wana come n teman us. since how many times i send him boringnye tunggu turn x smpi2 lg nih. so we met, ckp2, borak2, amik ubat, then mak ajak mkn lunch dkt rumah. so kami pun lunch, solat, then we said gudbye. around 4 mcm tuh, aunty called explainin why my thank you msg aunty x bls which to me x bls pun xpe. i just wana xpress my gratitude to all da wonderful gifts. so borak2 dgn aunty, ckp itu ini. then say goodbye. then me, mak n mak teh pegila ke kedai smlm yg dkt tmn mela*wati tuh. since im sleepy, while mak teh had her session, i slept on da couch. pukul 7 baru setel, then we headed home. as im typing these words, mak tam n family arrived from kampung. so i guess ive to stop typing no more. nk turun main sama itu imad. n kejap lg nk p jalan duta utk jupe ngah sblm ngah balik kg.

pergh, pjg sudah x ingt. sume nk cite in details kn. im sorry, its just dat i wana keep all these in my memory. so when i read bck, i know wat really happen in dis past few days. so next post will be da pichas. thank you for reading n thank you for coming to my day my friends. nanti tawon dpn mai lagi na. orite, take care n stay happy ek. thanks again korang =)

~ Akhirnya ~

Assalamualaikum... seperti yg dijanjikan, nila map yg x seberapa utk ke rumah pengantin, ahaha i mean bakal tunang. aku mmg nk elaborate panjang, supaya korang x tersasul utk dtg ke rumah aku. tp nanti karang la ek. mata aku dah berpinau buat peta nih dari td lg. smpi kol 4 suku x tdo2 lg nih. maula jadi mata panda karang nih, haish. so in da meanwhile, while im joining da rest of you to lalalang, have some brief idea on how to read n interprate dis map. any question will be entertain later once im up aite.

p/s penat gak nk wat sekeping peta nih. x daya dah nk ngadap nk repair2 lg nih. harap korang paham la ek jalan utk ke rumah ku ini...

...sambungan...

ola, pergh br bgn ke? sehari la kira neh tdo ek? ahaha, xdela. mmg sedari td lg nak cite kat korang pasal map nih. tp satu hari nih agak xde masa nk menatap blog nih. br skrang dapat peluang, jadi akan dicitekn dgn lebeh lanjut lgla ek pasal peta nih.

perasan dak, ada bulat2 di atas peta ini? bulat2 inilah yg selalunya org terlepas pandang. jd, kawan2 sekalian, hrp2 anda sume dptla mengikut petunjuk arah ini dgn baik. klu ada pape, jgn seganlah nk bertanya. malu bertanya, dah sesat, karang korg pegi naik atas smpi bt. 12, lehla korg jupe tok batin nanti.

orite, jadinya bulatan no.1 bg mereka2 yg dtg dari mrr2, ikut saja sign bod yg tulis kuantan. tp jgnla korg terlajak smpi kuantan pulak kn. bile dah nmpk plaza tol dkt dpn dlm 500 m, ada satu sign bod tulis simpang ke uiam. jadi korg pun kona la ke kiri. then terus kn saja perjalanan anda. ble dah terus, nanti korg akn smpi ke satu simpang 3 yg ada trafik lite. jd, korg kona la ke kiri skali lg. jgn p kanan, sbb ke kanan korg akn sampai ke uiam. klu dah terkona kanan, korg u-turn la balik ek sbb dah salah jalan tuh.

bulatan no. 2, adalah satu bulatan yg sgt penting sekali sbb di sinilah simpang utk masuk ke rumah bakal tunang nih, aka aku la tuh. jadi, lps korg dah lalu skolah teknik gmbk dgn sbpi gmbk, korang akn ke satu lg junction yg ada trafik lite. again, kona kiri. then korg akan jalan straight for about more or less 500m dr simpang td. ble korang dah nmpk mcm ada jambatan besar, which is da karak highway, nanti ada satu u-turn. silalah membuat u-turn dgn kadar segera. klu terlepas, masih ada satu lg u-turn nun jauh di sana, di simpang 3 which is about 1 km. ok, bile dah buat u-turn, cecepat bg signal utk kona ke kiri sekali lg bile korang nmpk sign bod simpang ke uiam 1 km dan juga papan tanda srai sg. chinchin yg cenonet je. dah nmpk simpang yg x berapa nk besar tuh, korang masukla kiri. kat cni kenala hati2, sbb byk lahabau mat2 moto suka nk membuat onar dkt simpang nih. sepatutnya diorg buat u-turn dkt dpn, tp sbb xleh pk sendri, diorg suka mak bapak diorg je buat u-turn dkt cni. jadi hati2 la di jalan raya ek. teruskan perjalanan korg smpila ke jambatan yg besar. dah lps jambatan, korg ikut je jalan yg x brapa nk lurus nih, agak bengkang bengkokla.

btw, dkt jambatan besar tuh, korg akn nmpk byk sampah sarap gle dkt sign bod "dilarang membuang sampah di sini " i dnt kno whether they're too stupid to read, or they are born retarded. bengap sgt tau, dahla buang smph suka hati mak bapak hatuk diorg dkt situ, kadang2 ada yg malas, main campak dkt2 je sampai blok jalan. buat susah org je nk lalu jalan tuh. yeah, im being emo sbb dah menyampah tgk perangai lahabau2 nih.

moving on after being emo, dkt bulatan 3 pun kadang2 org konfius jugak. jadi, ble dah nmpk mcm bangunan 4 tingkat tgh under construction, korang kena masuk kanan. amik jalan yg kanan skali, jgn amik jln yg tgh2 tuh ek. klu korg peratikn dkt kanan korg ada tmpt buang sampah dan ada beberapa ketul batu sungai yg agak besar. jd, jln yg kanan nih akn bawa korg ke selekoh yg x berapa nk tajam. teruskn perjalanan anda smpi nampak mcm taman permainan yg kecik dgn padang budak2 main bola. teruskn perjalanan sehingga korang smpi ke jambatan kecik. dnt worry, kete waja lepas jambatan nih wlupn jmbtn nih nmpk kecik. teruskn lg ke hadapan.

bulatan no. 4, xde mende sebenanye. cuma dkt cni, jalan agak berlengkang-lengkok. kona x brapa nk baring. jd skil utk pulas stereng diperlukan di cni. lps kona2 nih, akn ada satu lorong straight. jgn pegi straight, sebaliknya ikut jalan ke kanan.

bulatan no. 5, ok nih lps korg dah naik turun bukit yg x brapa nk besar nih, korang akn lalu beberapa rumah dkt sebelah kanan dgn ada satu rumah dkt atas bukit. nanti akn ada satu jalan terus, satu lg ke kanan. jgn pegi kanan, tp pegi straight je. jalan nih pun x brapa nk straight, ada mcm bengkang bengkok. korg ikutla jalan nih. akn ada mcm kebun pisang dan rumah atas bukit skali lg. ble dah lps rumah atas bukit, korg akn jupe lg satu lorong satu kanan, satu ke kiri yg mcm kena naik bukit. tp jgnla naik bukit sbb rumah aku dkt bwh bukit. time nih dah nk sampai dah. rumah aku adalah rumah yg ada pagar kawat kaler yg dah x brapa nk hijau. jaga2 jugakla dkt cni, sbb jln ni one way aja, sempit, so kekadang ada bertembung dgn kete, becareful ek. jln straight a bit then kona kanan, then you'll find my home.

so sukarkn nk p umah aku. tu yg brapa kerat je member aku yg penah dtg umah nih. however, ada sorg ustaz yg mengajar aku kat uniten masa 1 year dulu, ustaz aziz namanya, tawu location rumah aku nih. dahla kena ckp kuat2 supaya satu dewan dgr (sume org kena introduce diri masing2), aku pun agak malula jugak nk cite mcm mana nk jungle tracking utk smpi rumah aku nih. sekali mmg dier tawu da rumah aku, patutla beria tanya dan suruh aku cite lokasi sebenar rumah nih. mcm mana ustaz aziz nih tawu, sbb ada kwn die dok cni, dan die slalu dtg melawat kwn die, dan rupanya anak die blaja dkt srai sg. chinchin dan anak die sebaya dgn naim dan mcm mana aku pulak tawu, sbb masa nk amik keputusan upsr naim, aku dah terserempak dgn ustaz aziz nih. aku tegur jugakla wlupn mulut nih berat sgt nk tegur. ingt lg ustaz nih, die tanya2 sket, aku jwb2 sket (mcm dlm kelas agama blk da) so aku pun minta diri dulu. dahla muka sememeh sbb x cukup tdo jaga mak, baju selekeh, pki selipa jepun je, segan jugak sebenanye nk borak2 dgn ustaz tu. tp do i care? nope =D

aper melalut pasal kelas agama pulak da? any way, with high hope, aku hrp korg smpila umah aku ek. selalunya klu ada sapa2 nk mai, kami suruh depa tunggu tang mana2, lepas tuh kami pla amik. selalunya depa2 nih akn tunggu dkt jambatan besar tuh, then kami p amik. tp since ahad nih mesti sebok kelam kabut, aku meletakkan kepercayaan aku pd korang bahawasanya korg mampu merentas desa utk smpi dan mkn nasik karet marbeles mak aku ek.

jadi, cadangnya majlis akn bermula pada 11.30, bincang2, dlm kol 12.30 dah leh mkn. jd, dtg pukul brape pun its ok. xde halnye. rasanya mak masak byk, utk 100 org insya allah cukup. menu hari itu adalah, nasi karet beserta lauk ayam, papedom dgn acar sayur, dua jenis kueh sumbangan ehsan acik lela (tq acik, xkn saya lupa jasa acik pd saya), dgn cupcake kot. owh dgn buah pisang.

rasanya itu sajela penerangan utk smpi ke rumah. harap2 dptla jupe korang. klu x dpt dtg, its ok. saya x majuk =( klu dapat dtg, saya sgt suka =) till ere, nanti update lg ek. take care korang, smoga sehat dan ceria selalu

Swing MOod =/

yello, assalamualaikum... wusup? wudown? hmm... apa nih? starting je dah face down ni =( but dats how i feel so can i spill some of dis sadness with you guys?

ape cite nih? baru je balik dari so-called holiday dah nak majuk x tentu pasal nih? ape yg x kena nih cik ain alida oi? ahaha, xde mende, saje je nk majuk x tentu pasal jugak. tp sebelum nk majuk x tentu pasal, nak cite sketla pasal melaka nih eh. dkt melaka, kitorg dok dkt puteri resort. bilik die orite la, katil queen, tingkat satu. tp abah amik 2 bilik. so budak2 dok satu blik, aku dok dgn mak n abah. ahaha, dah tua gajah pun nk tdo dgn mak abah ek? suka atila kn, ain x kesah. tp, aku tdo bawahla, dkt lantai.

ni nk amik gmbr naim dgn rizlan tgh berenang2 di tepian, tp sbb duduk jauh sgt dr kolam, x brapa nmpk sgt la budak2 tuh. blasah jela, janji diorg bergembira sudah.

nak jugak taruk gmbr mak dgn abah di tangga ini. mak tgh x larat sebenanye, effect ubat yg dr. bg kuat betul. mak mcm tgh high gitu. papela mak, janji mak sehat, high pun highla. kitorg ada, boleh pimpin tgn mak.

gambar kolam kanak2 (perasan dak ada budak yg sgt babab di dlm gmbr ini, bukanla niat nk rakam gmbrnye, nk amik gmbr kolam sebenarnya)

baru aku tawu ada menara taming sari dkt melaka nih. hebat betul, mcm solero shot dkt genting, boleh naik turun mcm tuh. tp xdela turun laju2, pelan2 je pun. nmpk mcm best, tp nk naik, aku gayat. eh, bile masa eye on malaysia die pasang kt melaka ek? tak tawu la pulak dah dkt cni. nmpk sgt x mengikuti perkembangan semasa. seb baik dah naik tawon lps, klu x sure kena turun melaka klu nk naik eom ni ek.

ekceli (ahaha, comel jerkn eja dlm bm), baru aku tawu yg program nih anjuran ppwn w.p.k.l & putrajaya. klu korg nk tawu/dah tawu, dulu aku penah keje dgn diorg nih. so mlm ahad ari tu (which is mlm semalam) mula2 abah ajakla mkn mlm dkt bwh dgn diorg nih, tp aku mls sbb aku dah hantam itu megi. jadi dlm pukul 9 lebeh abah ajak jugakla keluar, meround town melaka dgn nak cari mkn. so masa dekat lobi tu, nmpkla mak tgh sembang dgn kak mai, isterinya en. syed. en.syed ni pegawai dkt ppwn tula. so sembang2 la dgn kak mai. tanya pasal org2 ofis mcm mana. kak mai pun cite2, then tanya mana kak ani? rupanya kak ani baru je dpt bb girl. nur afiqah balqis namanya. semalam baru masuk 2 bulan. jap lg aku postkn gmbrnye ek, so comey. rasa mcm baru smlm je melawat si abgnya, afiq. rupanya dah dpt adik. tahniah kak ani, smoga bahagia n ceria selalu di samping putera n puteri yg comey...

nila gmbrnye kak ani, bersama anak2nye yg comey. si abgnya afiq, si adiknya afiqah. kak ani mmg seorg yg sgt ceria, byk je cite yg best utk dicerita.

nila dia afiqah. comey kn?

jadi hari nih pun kami bertolakla balik. dlm 5 lebeh smpi td. rupanya kak izam dh smpi di rumah. so die pun bwkla dulang yg dibeli di pdg besar. tp, kami pki dulang yg mak dah lama beli dulu2 tuh. mmgla dulang lama , klu x kilatkn burukla kn. sekali budak2 nih kilatkn guna braso, pergh mmg nmpk mcm baru balik. bayangkanla dulang nih yg mak beli masa kitorg dok uk dulu, dah 16 tawon dah, boleh berkilat balik. mmg alhamdulillah, tuh yg bersemangat nk setelkn bab dulang2 nih. anyway, kak izam ada belikn bekas utk isi potpori. sekali tgk mmg berkenanla, sekali bukak plastik, dey apa daa, pecah2 la pulak. bekas seramik die x tahan langsung. dah pecah2, so pki gamla kaedahnya. hampas tolla. dah faulty sket hantaran itu nanti. tp korang x perasanla kot. sbb yg belah atasnya dibalut dgn kain, dlmnyela yg terdefect sket. papela, kang ckp byk, bukannya org layan pun. itu pasalla yg saya majuk nih, ahahaha....

jadi kite ke topik utama pada post kali ini, iaitu kenapa saya nk majuk x tentu pasal nih. ahaha, xde pape sebenanye. tp sbb saya x brapa nk gemarla bile ada org lain nk take-in-charge x tentu pasal. u got wat i mean? yeah, i dnt mean to be a control freak, but dis is my day is it not? so can i have da least a bit of my way? da way dat i want it to be? da thg dat i wana gv? ini sudah jadi agak klaka. so klu jadi pape yg klaka, kite gelak sama2 jerla ek. muahahahah, bia saya gelak evil sorang2 dulu. then kite gelak sama-sama muahahahahahaha.........

so knits n elly n anyone yg sudah bergelar isteri, boleh x ceritakn apa yg patut fiance/bride 2 be buat? buat tak tahu je ke? can i be a control-freak, want evrythg my way. or shud i duduk tersipu2 smbil tunduk malu dan membiarkn saje org lain menyebok err i mean menolong membuat apa yg patut dan x patut? h2b ckp, again i repeat biarlah org yg lebih tahu buat. tp klu org2 itu mcm x tahu je ape yg diorg mcm mana? ahahaha, ok fine, i know i know, i shud have faith in others. i know i know, they know wat they are doin. tp, if i know dat sumthg kinda weird n if-i-were-them-there's-no-way-i'm-gona-like-it gona happen, and ive said it but sume pun ckp, xpe-nanti-dah-siap-cantikla n keep ignoring me, so yup dats y im bengang. so rite now, its like suka hati kamula. bukannya saya yg nak kawen, korangla ek yg nk kawen ahahahaha.... wat am i bluffing, but again wat ever. saya hanya diam-membisu-malas-nk-ckp-lantak-wat-everla muahahah. beside, nobody gona blame da fiance-to-be nih kan, bukan ke keje saya hanya duduk tersipu2 sambil tunduk malu saje =D

kesian korang ek, ntah hape2 jer aku merapu dari td lg kn? klu mak baca nih, mesti kecik hati mak kn. klu kak izam baca pun kecik jugak hati kak izam kan. tp, dgrlah jugak kata saya nih. its like weird n kinda funny giving sumthg like dat. i know its not finish yet, but even so, it is funny, n its still gona be weird. mesti korang tertanya2 ape mendela yg weird/funny sgt nih? muahaha, klu nk tawu, dtgla ek 2112 nih. hmm, mungkin bg korang sume ape kemende yg weird sgtnye, ape mende yg aku dok membebel x puas ati sgtnye. ahaha, i myself also dnt kno. but saje je nk mengade2 jugak. nak majuk jugak...

so in da end, bile angin majuk dah berlalu, i inhale O2 as much as i can, let it out n smile stok x ikhlas. then i jst pekakkan hati dan berlakon bgi. tp smpi lama mana nak angin semacam je kn? jadi jalan yg terbaik, kite buangkn jela ayer keruh, amik air mineral. borak2, then gelak2 then babai2 then naik. then salam2 mak abah, then teman mak ngaji, then masuk bilik. then ckp dgn h2b, majuk dgn die pulak. ahaha, wat an ET la saya nih kn? tp saya suka majuk dgn h2b, sbb dah mcm satu hobi pulak. x lengkap rasanya putaran alam klu tidak majuk dgn h2b.

orite, dah la tuh. kesian pulak dkt korang nih. dah amik masa korang pulak yg sepatutnya buat mende yg lagi bagus. nih asyik dgr je ape yg aku membebel nih, x membina langsungkn. tp dis is wat i like to write, writing my hart, writing da emotion im feeling rite now, so when i read it back, i can almost feel and relive these kinda moments. i kno its nothg biggie, but to me it is. its like smelling sumthg so familiar dat you almost feel like you are living those past moments, dat u can recall wat really hapen dat day, the place, the everythg, then da memories will start flowing n then you realize, dat moment is gone, only our memory preserve it from long gone.

=) im a sentimental fool, i kno. but i cant help myself. i like to recall these memories, its who i am, its wat made me, me today. im not saying i cud remember all these memories, but saving and reliving some, wud be nice kan?

ok, so overall dis post hanyala bebelan manja dari saya. xde kena-mengena dgn apa yg akn terjadi/yg dh terjadi. saya sgtla berterima kasih buat semua yg mengorbankn masa mencurahkn tenaga utk menjayakn majlis ini. terima kasih mak, terima kasih abah, terima kasih h2b, terima kasih bb, terima kasih siti, terima kasih kak izam, terima kasih abg, terima kasih adik, terima kasih naim, terima kasih kak lin, terima kasih sape lagi ek? terima kasih byk2 buat semua. saya tahu, semua sudah berusaha yg terbaik mungkin, jadi knapa nak membebel x puas hati lg nih? sbb saya adalah seorg yg mengada2, nk bermanja tp x kena tempat, muahaha. yup, dats me =D

till ere, eh mcm hari2 je update nih? jgn confident sgt, mesti esok x update nih. anyway, have a great week n we'll meet dis sunday ek. take care n all smiley eh =D

Sneak Peak =)

peek-a-boo... i kno, its too early to be showing dis picture, tp saja je ngade2, nk jugak buat post utk gmbr2 nih. so mlm nie kitorg dah berjaya menyiapkn 3 dulang, alhamdulillah. mak dah buatkn sume bunga dulang. so far, lookin good. my praise all to Allah, for showing da way n bless us all kn =)

its been a great day today, penat je round kl ari tuh, sekali dkt seri gombak nih pun byk pilihan dan sgt puas hati beli dkt cni. td abis dlm rm 150 tp puas hati. byk mende yg dibeli dan dulang2 pun lookin good. i show you more pictures later. xdela byk sgt pun amik gambar, tp kerjasama dan buat bersama2 tuh yg sgt best.

tgn yg menghayun reben tuh adalah tgn sepupuku, siti yg sebaya dgn bb. dua2 budak2 ni skrang nak masuk tingkatan lima. masih x sedar diri lg tawon dpn nk SPM, dok ghalit lg, meghenyeh dgn galak. ahaha, dats my dad's words actually, saya gunapakai sahaja. tp thanks to them for lending their hand and help me to get tru dis one day. mcm h2b ckp, dulang2 ni sume xde pape, yg penting adalah cincin yg akn disarung nanti. but since its a tradition, we do have to care a bit, dont we?

um, actually kata nk wat 7 dulang saje. then tetiba termeningkat pulak. probably 9 is it? dat i dnt kno, tp mcm je. i want simple tp when we ask for simple, da other way round dat happen. so wat everla, as long as it's not a burden to anyone, i wont care less. so, td mak, bb, siti n me pun settlekn hias2 kn dulang2 itu. yg tinggal skrang nk letakkan barang2 yg nk dibuatkn hantaran. um, da plan is to make/give cake, chocolate, sirih stuff, buah, wallet, potpouri, bahulu/kueh (sumthg eatable) so far yg dah siap completely is da wallet. knape bg wallet? knape x tunggu masa kawin nanti? sbb nk cukupkn dulang. beside its wat h2b want. n i wana gv it to him masa bday hari tuh, tp wat to do, gaji berkurun br nak dpt. postphone smpi dah jadi hadiah hantaran pulak ...

ok, i think dis is enough for da peaky boo. nanti minggu dpn korang tgkla sendri ek. boleh x aku x lukis lg map itu. sori dbah, by wednesday, i think i cud post it in here. jadi, buat sesiapa yg sudi meluangkn masa, dijemput utk hadir dan mkn nasi carrot. dgn ada kueh yg akn acik lela buat yg sgt yummeh itu. so here's some more pictures. i really shud sleep rite now, its 2.20 in da mornin, n esok awal pg kitorg nk p melaka. abah ada keje kt sana, n we follow for fun. overnite dkt sana, n ahad balikla. so till here, have a nice weekend n take care =)

End product yg dah disiapkn. dis wud be da wallet

My two cousins yg sudi dtg meluangkn masa di gombak nih. siti tgh concentrate mengikat reben, sambil diperatikn oleh rizlan, adiknya siti.

sabun eksyen saje, x beli lg sabun yg betul2.

ni bekas utk agar2 batu, ive no idea ape nama die. tp agar2 yg keras tu, klu time raya, dkt kedah mmg slalunya adala org hidang. tp mcm makin lama, makin payah nk jupe je.

ni jerla gmbr yg aku terasa nk sharekn dkt cni. orite, till then... assalamualaikum...

p/s: perasan x ada butterfly dkt setiap dulang? hehe, boleh buat game spot-da-butterfly gitu... da butterfly are these two kids nye idea. sume dulang nk ditaruknya. so pape jerlah, janji sume have fun am i rite?

I Really Cudnt Smile ="(

yello, hmmm... wat a big E.T im having today. i duno, smlm all smiley, today all downy. im just not smiley, datsal. nothg biggie. being et lg, i just cudnt help myself. so twirt, you will listen to me rite buddy? altho, i havnt speak to you in a long while, but i kno u will keep on listening to me wont you? ='(

ignore my ramble, so wusup for dis entry? umm, nothg much apart from dis morning ive been to hkl, for mak's appointmnt. got there round 10mins to 9. so plenty of time to waste till da clock strike ten. im telling you, da hospital is crowded with people. like you dnt know by hart already rite? anyway, after getting da numb, so da waiting part had begun. thank god i bring my comic books which i havent finish reading yet, and psp. after da 1st book, took a break by playing sims cast away. ive been to da 2nd island, and about to find da volcano wic ive no idea where it is. a few more mission to accomplish and if im bored, then i wana start playin locco rocco. there's dis one boy at first staring shyly from far. later when mak get up from da seat, dis boy came to me and we had a small conversation. 'kak, brape game nih kak?' 'um, x mahal klu beli skrang nih, dlm 600-700 jer. dulu masa akak beli tgh mahal, dlm seribu lebeh' 'um, x dpt nk beli kot, tahun dpn nk upsr' 'owh, tahun dpn upsr ek, dpt result bagus, minta la mak belikan' he smiled and walk away. i smiled continue playing da game till da batt went out. then continue reading another comic book.

um, so why do we have to wait for so long? ofcoz there's a reason for it. due to give way to VIP, Dato' Datin blalala first, then its da commoner's turn. watever, i dnt mind sittin my arse off till they're numb, as long as no body mind my business, then evrythg is good. so while waiting, mak and me talk and talk. but not too much talking, since im no mood to talk. im afraid with mood like dis, talkin too much will break sum1's hart. better just keep my mouth shut. later, around 11 sumthg, abah came. mak is all smiley, im just plain happy. so mak n abah talk, while i read da comic for da 2nd round. um, i did kinda majuk dgn mak, its nothg really. i actualy majuk with myslf. i dnt kno, i jst hate havin dis kinda feelin. im not majuk dgn mak, really. i wana hug her, hugs like a lot. but i cudnt. i evn cudnt be with mak rite now. its like bein a burden to mak, bcoz yesterday mak cudnt sleep thinkin of da engagement thingy. i never ask for this thingy anyway, i thought when da ffil came, we can just sum up and do da merisik n tunang in one go. i dnt mind dat, its better dat way actually. then later, we can just get married and get this thg done. simple as dat. now since we're stuck like dis, yup im feelin like stuck, i felt im like a huge garbage/baggage rite now. i felt sorry for mak. i minimize da burden by paying for watever stuff dat i can. buy da magazine and stuff to do da thingy. why am i calling dis ceremony as a thingy? x baik betul lah, haish.... but i just feel like cancelling dis event, call off da ceremony? i dnt wana burden mak anymore. i wana do it by myself, tempah, cari yg siap je terus, but mak didnt say anythg bout dis. mak ckp my cousin will do it. so now im being super silent. kuncikn diri dlm bilik. i wana be alone. left alone...

anyway, reachin noon, still we cudnt see da dr. with grumblin tummy, abah told me to go to buy sum food. so i did. well, before dat i made a lil drama, but i cudnt help myself. its a nice coincident i must tell, when i felt my chest really tight, my eyes are dwelled with tears, takbir pun bergema. its a blessing indeed. to many who witness my drama must be thinkin im tersyahdu by takbir which is good. i wudnt want to be label as drama queen, nanges x tentu pasal. at least, ive my reason, syahdu dgr takbir raya. who doesnt, am i rite? but again, who cares rite? so wat sumbody cried? so wat i cried? i like to cry n i cry a lot. im no shy when its comes to tears. im a lady with tears ="(

then later, i came back with magazines, paper n comics lg. 2 days in a row buying comic!wat a blessing!!! now im hoping da comics will be re-published again. im missing many2 comics, thanks to my so called "kawan2", mencuri i mean mengambil harta tanpa reti nk pulangkn balik. i hate those "kawan2", smpi skrang x bg2 balik komik org. n my brother till today sound byk komik die dh hilang. jd, bg sape2 yg ada dan nk jual yuyu hakusho vol 1-4, tolong bitau ek. dgn slam dunk vol bape x ingt. owh, n sailormoon vol 18. gosh, byk gle nk kena list down. bt since all da comics are now re-published, guess have to check out da stall evry now n then. tp korg perasan x yg makin lama komik2 saiz die makin mengecil n kertas die x berkualiti. harga makin naik, mula rm2.50, then 2.8, then 3.50, then 3.8 dan latest is ada yg 4.3 n 4.8. its like mencekik betul! haish, patutnya "kawan2" itu td kena cekik jugakla. asyik aku je yg tercekik selama nih, again haishhh......

so satu hari nih aku hanya menjadi muram sahaja. x ckp byk, x buat pape pun. mlm aku mengenakan perintah berkurung buat diriku sendiri. i want go downstairs n talk with evryone, tp hati kecil nih sedeh sgt, smpi aku pun tatau nk wat cemana. if i go down n make matter worst, better off sitting in my room, cry my hart out and hope for da better tomoro, isnt it twirt?

tp there's dis person made me smile again just now twirt. he has ways to crack a smile for me =) and im thankful for dat. he didnt do much actually, he makes me reason and think and then i smile again. isnt it great? but to reason and think at da time emotion run high, mmg ada yg mkn kasut karang, ahaha... i mean, reason, think + patience, im sure this ingredient work out well.

for tomorrow, i guess i shudnt be dis gloomy anymore, lets be goofy then =) but we'll see wats path of life ahead of us. do pray we're gona take dat good path. btw, next post il show you how adorable my lil sister n my cousin did for my t-day. boleh je postkn gmbr skrang, tp where's da thrill kn? guess till here then, lets get da best out of friday, hari yg penuh baraqah ni kn. take care and be good =)

All Smiley, Can We? =D

ola, assalamualaikum... been staring at this blog after reading tru other blogs, but still i cudnt open my hart to write a lil sumthg in here. since da hart is quite open tonite, why dont we jot sumthg sumthg in ere shall me? yup, i shall...

latest condition of mak, to be exact, alhamdulillah, syukur pada Allah Yang Esa, mmg sgt2 berterima kasih pada Allah di atas nikmat dan rezeki yang telah dikurniakan. still not 100% better, but mak is getting there. insya allah, doa kita semua akan Allah makbulkan. jadi terima kasih buat kawan2 yg sudi mendoakn kesihatan mak.

about my current situation, yup my contract as gstt sudah abis, weehoo!!! all works such as P*ATS n buku rekod had been settle dan sudah pun dihantar. disebabkan saya lmbt hantar, saya hantar terus ke pengetua, dan pengetua yg tersgt baik hati dan comel (pujian ini memang ikhlas dan tiada unsur2 utk mengipas sbb mmg pengetua kami nih tersgtla best, i love her to da max =) tp bile nk jupe pengetua, saya tersgtla segan2 dan cuak sket =D ) telah meluluskn borang utk bercuti =) my meja pun dah all cleared, so woohoo weehoo!!! so on da last day of skool, adalah penyampaian hadiah buat cikgu2 yg nk bertukar, nk berkahwin, such and such, and saya pun dpt hadiah. i dnt expct any, n i dnt want any sbb nanti kena bg speech blalala. tp since mereka pun nk bg, saya pun terpaksa menerima dan memberikan ucapan, saya telah mengucap sbb tersgtla panik, panik sbb da day is almost over n saya tidak habis tanda kertas, lg nk suruh saya berucap bagai. wat a heck of a day, mmg tersgt busy during da last day of skool. dgn nk key in markah lagi, nk buat jamuan lagi. pening pala woo i tell you. any way, da last hectic day pun dah over so now its time to lay back and count da days to be some one fiance =)

so, ape cite about my engagement day ek? umm, up to today, mcm xde pape pun preparation die. ahaha, betulla you guys, wat i did is tempah baju n cari lengkapan utk baju. jadi adakah hari tunang nanti, saya melaram baju sahaja kah? nganga, ive no idea. hantam sajalah kan. well, to be true, mak n me just let go to my cousin utk setle kn dulang2 itu. tp saya mcm ragu2 sahaja yg cousin saya itu akn menyiapkn segalanya. saya cuma takutkn bile tiba hari itu, die akan membuat aksi yilek pd saya. but i shud hv confident in her kn? i realy shud, shudn't i? tp hati kecil ini sungguh meragukn pala otak saya. jd, perlukh saya berterus terang dan mengambil alih tugas ini? saya yakin saya mampu mengubahnya, namun jujurnya saya satu haram pun tatau nk bermula dari mana. bak kata h2b, leave it to those who know wat to do. but i didnt really put my trust in this sum1, im afraid in the end, it will turnout to be a complete disaster. hish, setan nih, aperla dok bisik2 manja dkt tepi telinga nih. saya mmg patut mempercayai saudara saya ini. die mmg berniat ikhlas utk menolong dan pertolongannya amat saya hargai dan tersgt berterima kasih. jadi si hati kecil, tolong jgn ragu2 lg bolehkn? have faith in others, and im sure all well ends well am i right?

aperla dok ngarut dan membebel byk sgt nih? maafkan saya, saya hanyalah menyampaikn hati dan jiwa saya yang runsing. runsing memikirkan mende2 yg x nmpk lg dpn mata nih. saya xtau perkembangan yg telah dilakukan oleh sedara saya nih, jadi saya risau sekiranya ape yg patut jadi tidak terjadi. tp, kini saya sudah yakin, yakin pada kebolehan sedara saya ini. tp, sekiranya kebolehannya tidak berapa boleh, saya boleh menyediakn pelan sendri. bile pelan sendri bertindak, maka semua org seharusnya bolehlah bersedia mengadap hasil yg tak berapa nk boleh nih eh?

orite, enuf bluffing. i dnt kno da heck gona happen dis 2112, but i do pray dat da ceremony will be great. i nvr dream such spectacular nor extravagant event, just an unforgetful (in a good unforgetful way) and a bless event for us. tp, for my children, be prepared coz for them im sure gona throw a day to be remember for da rest of our life =) but for me, simple,cheap,low cost,under budget,tak ramai org dtg,xde khemah pun xpe,xde kompang lg bagus,xyah hantaran2 pun xpe,duit hantaran seribu pun dah cukup...um,dis is wat i had in mind bout my wedding. simple but nice kinda wedding. mcm yg open house we used to do, jemputan pun dlm 200-300, sume masak sendiri, xde khemah, very xcitin, fun yet i felt blessed sbb sume yg dtg pun happy, makanan sume cukup, evry1 is having a great time. so dis is da idea of wedding i wana have. sgt blessed n happy. preparation pun took place just one day. no hassle but a lot of effort to be done.

again, wat am i rambling nih? asyik merapik je dr td, ahaha. dis is for da sake of not writing in a while, jd ape yg ada dlm pala nih harusla diekspresasikan di sini dan wajiblah dibaca oleh korang yg masih lg tidak menekan butang pangkah di sudut kanan komputer anda. telling da truth, from my ramble you guys for sure can detect how nervous i am, how anxious i am to keep track of da progress, to count da days, to blalala till da days finaly come. so lets just pray evrythg will turn out orite in da end. so net, pray for me ek. walaupun kamu blum ada di sini, kehadiran kaklin amat dirasai. maybe ure da after gift yg best, lps kakin tunang, you will be here, so lets have fun together shall we net? ofcozla adik yg mengambilkn gmbr, so klu gmbr buruk mari kite sesama blame adik wokeh, ehehe. other than dat, no news to be update. cume adala bb dgn siti kemas2 skit. n abg potong2 rumput dgn kemas2 sket dkt dpn. rumah mcm tuh jugak, cluttered n ntah hape2 je bersepahnya. u kno me net, bilik kte pun ada sedikit baik dr hari itu. probably to your eyes, just da same, hampeh jer kn kakak mu ini, ngenge...

hmm, hari nih, tghari td kakin,h2b,mak,naim dgn rizlan p jj wangsa maju. sepatutnya kitorg berdua je yg pegi,tp since mak mcm sedeh jer n kata nk ikut, kitorg pun orite jerla, then ajak naim dgn rizlan sama. lately, ke mana saja nk pegi, mak mesti nk ikut jugak. hari selasa minggu bile ntah, aku nk p settlekn sume dkt skolah, siapkn P*EKA, kemaskn meja, hantar P*ats dgn buku rekod pun mak nk temankn. mula2 aku mmgla xnk mak ikut, sbb lama nk settlekn sume tuh dgn nk angkat brg lg, since mak nk teman jugak, aku pun orite sajekn. sejam lebeh gaklah mak duk dkt skolah tu, smbil tgk anak die wat keje. its like bringing-my-parent-to-work-day gitu. so now, mak will be tagging along to our dates i guess =) i dnt mind, my h2b dont mind. so then mak n h2b can mingle and get to know each other. tp sayalah yg tersepit di tgh2, antara nk bersama dgn emak atau dgn h2b. yela, to make a conversation dat include evry1 in it, its tough. to create an environment for evry1 to feel comfortable damn its hard. but again, all well ends well. skrang mak dah mcm sgt sukakn kekasih saya itu, ini ada yg mau jelesla pulak kn. mulala rasa mcm kura2 di tepi gantang. rasa sudah tidak disayangi. ahahaha, gurau2 jer, saja nk melayan bisikan iblis sekejap. dah2, pegi jauh2 iblis, biasa nih, suke je nak mengacau org nih.

lagi nak cite, ohoho, umm, hari ble ek, skrang nih mmg lemah sgt nk keep track tarikh. semlm nye aktiviti rasa mcm dah seminggu dah berlalu. anyway, jap nk cuba ingt balik, hmmm hari sabtu lps kot, ha ah, yup hari sabtu saya,h2b, naim dgn rizlan p waterpark dkt desa. sbb saya sudah janji sama itu budak2 utk pegi ke situ, dan tiada sape pun mau pegi drive dan klu h2b tidak pegi maka saya yg kena drive tp saya xnk drive sbb saya tidak arif dgn tmpt itu, maka saya pun telah mengajak h2b utk turut serta. dan pd mulanya mak pun nk ikut jugak, tp sbb abah kata nk bawak mak jalan2 jugak, maka mak pun x jadi nk pegi dgn kami. jd, kami berempat pun pegila menghiburkn diri ke waterpark itu. tp kami berdua menjadi penjaga setia pelampung2 mereka. mereka dgn gembira ntah pegi mana hala ntah smpi risau saya dibuatnya. tp h2b sentiasa meyakinkn saya yg budak2 itu tidak apa2, jadi saya pun kurang sedikit risaunya. tp ttp risaula sbb mmg x nmpk langsung bayang budak2 ini. dalam satu jam, mereka pun kembali, dan kami pun terus ke kl*cc utk mkn dan satu lg aktiviti telah kami lakukan yg saya pasti mak akn marah klu mak tawu. haiyo, tatawu ha ha tatawu ha ha sambil pasang lagu tema jaws...

fuish, mengarang dlm bahasa melayu mmg sgt pjg, jd sbbkn malas nk taip pjg2 lg, saya rojakkn jerla ek. wat else to write? hmm, at klcc we had bk smpi perut rasa nk blow up. we had cheese whooper set large, (adik sgt jeles bile cite dkt die kitorg mkn bk, yela2 nanti kakin blanja la kamu mkn bk) dgn choc sundae, dgn whip potato dgn nugget. mana yg x abis tu, umm dah x larat nk mkn kn, nk wat cemana. after dat, umm, let me leave you with 3D and Bolt. why do we do dis despite of rasional reasoning? well for da exposure of da kids n just for them to taste da not-really-so-great-like-evry-kids-like-to-brag-when-they've-been-in-it punya alasan. watever, wat is done is done. there's no turning back, but truly im really sorry, but da intention is good and bile dah dicall, we all leave da theater instantly. yup, we had good time. 3D mmg sgt best, cume yg x brape nk best, spec saya tuh dah ada finger print n when i wipe it, it became more blurry n sgt bengang for 1/2 hour. tp lps diwipe dan dilapkn dgn tisu dgn air pun x jalan, blasah jerla tgk dgn blurry2 pun.

ok, i will call da end. mmg dah xde cite pun nk cite dah. mmg pjg sgt kn entry kali nih. mesti rabun korang nk membacanya. selagi mampu, bacala ek korang, klu x mampu baca len kali pulak. so nxt entry, klu rajin akn ditulis, klu x brapa nk rajin, harap maklumla ek. till next time, have great days evry1, stay happy n be happy always aite =)

~ Here Comes Da Me =) ~

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style: Classic and elegant. You prefer to make a statement with a few quality pieces. Your Ideal Wedding: Traditional and formal, but not tacky. You think the most beautiful weddings are understated. Your Philosophy on Marriage: It's a serious commitment, and the couple entering it should be ready to work for their relationship. Your Perfect Marriage: Is calm, stable, deep, and meaningful.

The Wedding Dress Test

Mari Bercerita =)

Assalamualaikum... boo chak! yea yea saya tawu, dah lama sgt tak de cite baru. org lain pun raya jugak, update pun update jugak. tp saya nih, nk ckp beraya sakan x jugak. beraya x sakan pun x jugak. cuma xtaula pasal jari ni berat je nk menaip. so oklah, disebabkan dah janji dgn fara nk cite satu cite best, maka digagahi jua jari jemari nih menaip. so lets hear wat we wana hear ek =)

hmm, lets start up with da juiciest part of da story. yg lain-lain tu kemudian2 la kite cite ek. hmm, mcm mana nk cite ek, mcm malu (blush => blink blink, hihi) jap nk cite kt korang but sooner or later il be telling anyway, so okla hear my hart out ek...

brapa pjg mukadimah lah ni weh! ok, nak start cite la nih. hmm, boleh x start dgn tunjuk gmbr jap? then il elaborate here and there boleh kot? tp mcm malas je nk upload gmbr. maybe later? aiyo, bile mau cite nih? fine, fine im telling im telling!!!

bermula pada hari sabtu yg lalu mak ajak saya pegi teman mak pegi open house rumah cikgu nik. jadi pada pukul 10 saya dan mak pun pegila dgn kelisa ke rumah cikgu nik. kami tiba di sana lebeh kurang pada pukul 10.15. setibanya di sana, mak pun bersembang2 dgn kawan2 mak. cikgu nik sedang sebok menyediakan juadah2 dan sebagainya. saya pula duduk di suatu sudut bagaikan melukut di tepi tangga. jadi sementara menunggu mak dan kawan2 bersembang, saya pun berfikir mcm2 senario yg bakal menanti di rumah sebentar nanti.

setelah tuan rumah memberi lampu hijau utk menjamah juadah yg disediakan, saya pun menyedok nasi dagang dan lauk pauk dalam kuantiti yg sedikit (saya dlm proses memantang makanan, ingt lg x?) wlupn hati kecil saya asyik menyuruh saya menambah2 lg dgn sebyk yg mungkin, tp ketegasan jiwa mengatasi segalanya. jd, dlm ketegasan saya telah mengalah kpd kueh2 raya yg mmg sedap x hengat. akhirnya setelah bersalam-salaman kami mengundurkan diri. satu nada kedengaran dan satu pesanan ringkas telahku baca... "kak in, ble blk??zuhrin de kat rmh.." episod utama pun bermula...

bersambung...

bukannya xnk tulis lg, mestila sgt xcited nk cite dkt korang, tp skrang dah pun pukul 10, kain pun x sidai lg, baju pun x gosok lg, mcm mana pun kena stop dulula. kang cikgu dtg skolah lmbt pulak, x pasal2 lak kena tahan dgn pengawas hehe. nantila ek cikgu sambung cite, murid2 sile buat keje dgn baik, duduk diam2 sampai dah habis buat keje. klu tidak, x pasal2 cikgu bertukar jadi gaban pulak. till here, sgt sorry cite x abis. sementara tu, jaga diri baik2. klu jatuh bgn sendiri, tp cikgu akn bg sokongan utk kamu agar kamu dpt berdiri dgn teguh kembali!