Silent Tears

So yesterday zarif's first day after being absent for a week from school. He seems okay, reported a few bit of other friends mischievous doing to him. Well, kids will be kids right... just let him know that he must be good no matter what others did to you, and always go to the teachers for anything....

And today... when I went up to pay the fees, after sending zarif to his class... he came to me at the office and started to cry silent tears... Hadoilah adik... haishhh... susah hati ibu macam ni adik...hmmm...

Kiss him a lil bit here and there... and promise him the things he wanted (cheap toys that easily break is the things that I don't approve buying) then, decided to bring zarif along to pay for zairil school fees. Zarif still crying and not wanting to go to school, it's a hard decision to make since his reason is that he misses us so much... also yesterday he slept late and had to wake up early this morning, hence the big fat tears...

After getting the receipt done, still zarif didn't want to go to school; also this is the first time zarif having this episode (the teachers mention this as well; "zarif tak macam ni selalunya, first time zarif nangis2 ni"). So I let him know that he will be going home early today and didn't have to stay at the daycare. So he's okay with it and now he's at school.

Phew... that's a long story today... and I really look forward for the weekend. Ibu miss you too adik, till then have fun at school

Peachy

Bought Zairil the 24 coloured pencils last time, but only the peach colour is nearly gone. So I asked him, "why Along loves to use the peach colour so much? Is it your favourite colour?" And Zairil answered " I colour the skin for people using peach colour"

Never thought of that... hmmm... in Ibu's day Along... I used the brown/white colour for people. From now on, guess have to topup the peach colour, since that the most used colour by Zairil.

Recite

Last night, zarif keep reciting a few doa's and later zairil recite some surah. I nearly burst to tears hearing him recite surah Al-Lahab beautifully. Then a few more short surah afterward. My boys are growing up =) Zarif too can read surah Al-Fatihah without hiccups, tho there are time zarif mixed up the ayat. Keep on reciting please, these are the best music to ibu's ears.

On the other note... zarif's spot keep on growing and he keep on scratching. Got infos from the WA group, there are few more students who also got the pox. So yeah... hmmm... Ibu love you, get better okay...

Spots

... yesterday, after they pick me up, zarif asked for oranges and Oreo too. So, we stopped by the speedmart and bought those, also some other titbits zairil zarif asked along the way. 

... today, I saw two spots on zarif's face and one got burst when zarif scratch it. Later, more spots were seen when I helped him showered. So today, no school for zarif (he's so delighted!!!) and maybe onwards till the spots are gone. 

Guess zarif got the pox, hp will bring him to clinic later. Tomorrow, zarif had to miss out the birthday party held at school then. Of course, that's something he's not going to be delighted about.

Get better soon zarif!!! 

Arrived

... my parcel had finally reached its destination, but unfortunately had to be collected at Batu Caves pos laju centre; due to unsuccessful delivery. Didn't get the collect card, but thankfully I've been tracking the parcel itself, so when it didn't come when it's suppose to come, then I knewlah...

So it's been 3rd week and I guess I must give it time to do its wonder. Of course I do feel the difference. The after effect as early as the 2nd day, but there are times i wonder, does it really work or just the placebo effect. Anyway, I hope for no side effect; as it is stated over many times that it has no harmful substances.

p/s: to be or feel beautiful... woman...

Waiting

... for my parcel to arrive. i should get it by today. hopefully i get it today, or tomorrow is still okay. just want to start it by today to see the different. well, it's okay i can wait. just you know...  really looking forward for it, hence this post...

p/s... zairil starts his lesson today. ibu knows it's going to be tough, but we'll get the hang of it. you can do it zairil!!! aja aja fighting!

Caught...

... the cough and the cold... zairil is coughing so bad at night. last week it was zarif, till he gets antibiotic; only then zarif recovered. how i wish it was me who get the bugs and not the kids. get better zairil, and zarif too stay better.

Gaining Back

... the lost kilos... every movements felt heavy due to the excess weight. i know i can get it off again, but now going through some turbulence and changes, made me want to eat more than ever. such emotional eater i am. hmmm... well, being fluffy (zairil's term for fat)  is great what?!! hahah... haishhh who am i kidding. fluffy means getting any jobs done is slightly tougher, due to the M (do know what i mean) so yeah, gain it all back. now time to loose it all again...

p/s: Also gain back the things that went missing, alhamdulillah. thanks kids for making ibu not pening anymore, just be extra careful with your belongings okay zairil, zarif. ibu trust both of you, and love you both mucho...

Lost

Of course there are things that are expected to be missing along the way. Water bottle, pencil colors and a pair of sock up to this date. They know how upset I get for missing things, and I know they tried very hard to care for their belongings. If the things are found again, I'm glad. If not, let gone be bygone...

p/s: partially morning-off this morning... I'm hungry, what's for lunch?

Morning-Off Playing Mommy

So this morning, i let hp did all the preparation for zairil and zarif to school. Not easy as it look, isn't it? I just sat on the couch, doodling my phone while hp took care of the kids. It was one of the best mornings i have ever had (insert biggest smiley face) Just to let hp knows the behind-the-room-scene from waking the kids up till they get dressed and ready to have their breakfast outside. Hmmm...will tomorrow morning I get another morning-off again? Let's see, anyways... top of the morning to everyone, have a lovely day ahead!!!