Standard Questions

Standard questions and the standard answers from Zairil. The answer may vary, but it's usually the same =)

ABC song from zairil =)

An abc song plus some tidbits from Zairil. Repeated 100th time daily.
More songs to come from Zairil, so stay tuned =)

Stay Behind

There was this one time where the day before we left for Langkawi, I had this terrible back pain. It was so painful, I couldn't even sit right. The whole journey was a nightmare, miraculously I made it. We made a stop at rumah tuk&wan, sleep there overnight. Wan even made 'air penawar' for me, heal me by reading some surah and rubbed my back. The pain subsided, and I thought it would go away eventually.

So the next day, off we went to Langkawi. The ferry ride was a hell of a ride for me, it was torturous I must say. I just keep it all together, only to stop myself from crying. After we reached the jetty, I really couldn't move a muscle. My legs literally broke down on me, but I kept pushing myself to move, to just walk.

I gave all my strength to walk, to move about. It's like taking a baby step for me, one step at a time. Everyone else was rushing, but my little brother stay behind for me. He walked together with me, never leave my sight. He didn't hurried me, just waited for me to walk and be there for me. He is always like this, very protective, caring, he is way different from the surface. Any girl would be lucky to have him, I know I am lucky to have him as my brother =)

p/s: I always recall this incident every time my back hurt...

Charcoal Clean - Da Darlie

More info, click on the toothbrush =)

It is a little bit unusual seeing a charcoal colored toothbrush than the ordinary white colored bristle toothbrush isn't it? All my life, whenever I wanted to pick up a toothbrush, the first image came into my mind is of course the white one. Definitely Iam willing to give this one for a try the next time I need to replace my brush and to compliment with that is this expert white toothpaste. 

More info, click on the toothpaste =)

I am going to come clean about something; that is I am a customer loyalty type of shopper. It's like when I want to buy chocolate drink, the first thought is Milo (Zairil pun minta Milo bila terasa nak minum petang) When I've been using the other brand for so long, it's kinda of hard to overlook at any other product. Like I've said before, I'm going to give it a try, and hopefully I will like the result =D

The view

This is the view from our balcony. There's this calming feeling whenever I looked outside of the window, making all my sorrows, my worries dissapeared. As if the wind took them away and replaced it with this peace and serene thoughts. By gone be by gone... 

Smile

There are time zairil likes to take pictures. Then there are time when he will scream his lungs out to no pictures. Please be nice to the camera zairil, as these pictures is what ibu cherish the most. Smiley smile zairil =)

Four

The other day, I told hp that Zarif is now one year and eight months. He will be two in another four months. Later hp made me realize that Zairil will be four next year. I'm like really? I was so focused on Zarif all these while, I forgot that my other little guy is growing up too. To my eyes, Zairil is still the little baby that I hold dear in my arms, I'm taken aback when hp mention to me this. 

p/s: kids do grow up fast, don't they?

Keep on writing

In this book is where I wrote mostly about the dua beradik. Things that happen to them, which is a bit painful for me to write it down else where. I used to write about zairil monthly in this blog (for the update's sake), but I guess the mojo left the building. There's a little bit of zarif in this blog, he should appear more. I would love to continue writing about these angels of mine, after all they are my passion =)

p/s: as much as I love them till my last breath, constant guilt always haunts me every time I got upset with them. I hate to be crossed with them, but there are time they just keep on pressing the monster button. Patience, do stay with me when ever the going get tough, for when I am mad at them, the person that I am mad the most is me... 

Adique

Zarif is a year and eight months today. He will be two in four months time. Still not showing any slowing down on his milk demand. Whenever you're ready to let go, ibu will let you off to venture your world. Love you to bits hunny darling =)

~ Walking ~

While walking around the lake the other day, Zairil keep on "speaking" non-stop. He talks about crossing the bridge, telling us to be careful to not fall down in the lake, about the blue sky, he really chatted non-stop.

Till when we're about to reach the end of our walk, he still keep on "speaking" and there's this black couple looked at him and the guy said "what are you saying?" with a smile on his face. Zairil looked at him for a while, then continue "speaking" his mind.

Yup, this boy of mine is officially speaking my friend =) *i always worried about zairil isn't speaking yet, thus when he's finally speaking a lot now, he just blew my mind away. love my boy till bits*