Happy Birthday Naim - BB

today on 8th May, is my youngest brother's birthday and all he wishes for today is to have couple slices of pizza, some mushroom soup, garlic bread plus bread stick. all that matter to him is to have pizza and soup. doesn't matter if you have a cake or not as long as the yummy pizza is in front of his nose, then it would the best birthday ever. hmm, this is simply a wish come true because late in the afternoon my eldest brother went to buy the pizza and the cake! looking into his eyes, i can see a birthday boy ready to be a grown man. kidding, just kidding!!! naim dah nak besar ke? i don't think so yet because just now he asked my mother to accompany him to sleep. he is really comel to me, and i like to cubit his cheeky cheek. Seeing him before my eyes, all i could really see is the small kiddo whose a bit (actually banyak) naughty but at the same time all the things he does or says make you smile even wider. but now, he's a bit grown up, so dah tak brape comel sgt dah (budak lelaki comel ke? blasah jerla kn)

For the latest news, i wanna congrats and wishes all the best for those who about to enter a new phase in their lives!!! Selamat Pengantin Baru dan semoga kekal ke anak cucu hendaknya... (dalam hati: bilala nak join mcm mereka yea? to be able to have the Mrs/Puan title... haish =/) i am happy hearing such wonderful news yet at the same time i envy those who are you know, married... i do want to have some one who you can rely on, put your heart on your sleeve for him, to feel secured, to finally claim that he is truly yours. but, still i think i can wait for couple more years, is it? ah well, until the time come i better keep my mouth shut. i mean, i can talk on and on about it, but it just a waste of time. as for my concluding, anticipating for something to happen demand waiting and drooling over yourself for years before you could actually taste it...

It's So True

PERTAMA.

Bersedekahlah kepada orang lain lebih daripada yang mereka perlukan dan lakukanlah dengan penuh kerelaan.

KEDUA.

Kahwinilah lelaki / wani ta yang gemar anda berbicara dengannya, kerana kemahiran berbicara antara satu dengan lain akan menjadi lebih penting pabila usia semakin tua.

KETIGA.

Usahlah mempercayai segala perkara yang anda dengari. Berbelanjalah sekadar apa yang ada atau tidurlah seberapa lama yang anda perlu

KEEMPAT.

Apabila kamu berkata, " Aku Cinta Padamu", maka tunaikanlah.

KELIMA.

Pabila mengatakan, "Maaf", tenunglah matanya.

KEENAM.

Bertunanglah sekurang-kurangnya enam bulan sebelum kamu diijabkabulkan.

KETUJUH.

Percayailah cinta pandang pertama.

KELAPAN.

Usah tertawakan impian orang lain. Manusia tanpa impian tidak memiliki apa-apa.

KESEMBILAN.

Cintailah seseorang dengan sepenuh hati dan penuh kasih sayang. Sungguhpun anda akan berasa seolah-olah diri anda tersiksa, tapi percayalah itulah satu-satunya untuk melengkapkan kehidupan ini.

KESEPULUH.

Jika berlaku perselisihan pendapat, bertengkarlah secara aman. Usahlah menyebut nama sesiapa ketika bertengkar.

KESEBELAS.

Usahlah menilai seseorang berdasarkan peribadi keluarga mereka.

KEDUABELAS.

Berbicaralah dengan tenang dan berfikirlah dengan pantas.

KETIGABELAS.

Apabila seseorang bertanyakan satu soalan yang tidak anda gemari, lontarkanlah senyuman dan bertanyalah padanya,"Kenapa anda ingin tahu?"

KEEMPATBELAS.

Ingatlah bahawa setiap cinta dan pencapaian yang besar akan melibatkan pengorbanan dan risiko yang besar.

KELIMABELAS.

Ucaplah "Semoga anda diberkati" apabila mendengar seseorang bersin.

KEENAMBELAS.

Apabila anda kerugian, janganlah jadi kurang ajar.

KETUJUHBELAS.

Berpeganglah kepada tiga R:

• Rasa hormat pada diri sendiri;
• Rasa hormat kepada orang lain;
• Rasa tanggungjawab terhadap semua tindakan anda

KELAPANBELAS.

Usahlah benarkan pertikaian yang sebesar hama merosakkan sebuah persahabatan yang besar.

KESEMBILANBELAS.

Apabila menyedari bahawa anda telah melakukan kesalahan, usahlah berlengah untuk perbetulkan kesalahan itu.

KEDUAPULUH.

Tersenyumlah ketika menjawab telefon. Pemanggil akan melihatnya daripada suara yang mereka dengar.

KEDUAPULUH SATU

Ada ketikanya anda perlu bersendirian.

Some Useful Tips For Us

1.Terlalu lama berdiri - merosakkan tulang. Urat - urat sekitar kaki menjadi kembang. Liang vagina sentiasa basah.

2. Terlalu lama duduk - merosakkan lipatan daging. Akan mudah dihinggapi penyakit tua. Tubuh badan menjadi kendur.

3. Terlalu lama berjalan - merosakkan urat. Dalam pada itu haid akan menjadi tidak teratur dan tidak menentu masanya.

4. Terlalu lama melihat - merosakkan darah. Darah haid menjadi lebih kotor dari kebiasaannya.

5. Terlalu banyak tidur - merosakkan tenaga. Menjadi pemalas. Jauh jodoh. Selalu berangan-angan. Urat - urat di sekitar rahim menjadi tidak kuat. Mudah dijangkiti kemandulan.

6. Terlalu riang/gembira - merosakkan usus. Mudah dijangkiti keputihan pada liang vagina.

7. Terlalu kerap marah - merosakkan hati. Cepat kelihatan tua.

8. Terlalu banyak berfikir - merosakkan limpa. Kulit muka cepat berkedut. Haid tidak menentu & dalam waktu tidur kerap mengalami sentakan kaki atau tangan. Kesihatan rahim sekitarnya mudah terjejas.

9. Terlalu banyak bersedih - merosakkan jantung.

10. Terlalu merana - merosakkan paru-paru.

11. Terlalu takut - merosakkan ginjal. Apabila fungsi ginjal terjejas, boleh mengakibatkan gejala kencing manis dan lemah jantung.

12. Terlalu kerap terkejut - merosakkan pundi hempedu. Gejala pening kepala kerap dialami. Haid menjadi tidak menentu dan pendarahan yang terkadang terlebih.

13. Terlalu banyak makan - merosakkan pencernaan. Mudah mengalami keletihan,malas dan selalu mengantuk. Liang vagina kurang bersih (semakin banyak 'ragam' lauk/makanan yang dimakan, semakin terjejas kesihatan dan kebersihan liang vagina)

14. Terlalu banyak minum minuman berais - merosakkan otot & lambung. Badan dan payudara menjadi lembik. Berat badan meningkat. Mudah diserang penyakit & tidak kelihatan awet muda

15. Terlalu banyak masa lapang - merosakkan fikiran. Kelapangan masa yang terlalu banyak menimbulkan berbagai khayalan dan menimbulkan berbagai penyakit jiwa, kecuali masa lapang diisi dgn aktiviti hidup yg positif ..

Tolerance Is The Best Policy

Jika orang bukan Islam mengatakan azan subuh itu bising dan mengganggu tidur mereka maka orang Islam juga mahu melontarkan persoalan ritual agama orang bukan Islam yang selama ini di toleransi oleh orang Islam tanpa sedikit pun menyentuhnya.

Let's bargain, ini jawapan bagi mereka yg menyentuh hak azan subuh amalan orang Islam.. read thru'

Orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam perlahan atau hapuskan terus azan subuh hanya kerana alasan mengganggu tidur ? pernah dahulu azan subuh di samakan mengganggu seperti salakan anjing.

Sekurang nya azan subuh kami hanya sekejap, 2 ke 3 minit sahaja. Tetapi kami ingin komplen di sini, rasa terganggu dah lama dah dan minta, menuntut..

1. COLOK - Kami minta penganut buddha jangan membakar colok kerana colok itu mendatangkan asap yg menyesakkan hidung dan membakar paru-paru anak-anak kami. Jiran-jiran terdekat yang alahan boleh sahaja terkena astma dan batuk kerana asap colok-colok di rumah tokong kamu itu. Boleh kah ? Azan kami membingitkan telinga anda sekejap sahaja tetapi asap colok penganut buddha merupakan air pollution yg menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

2. ASAP DUPA, BAKAR KEMENYAN - Begitu juga asap dupa penganut buddha atau hindu yang suka membakar kemenyan dan perasap rumah sebagai antara ritual agama. Bolehkan penganut buddha atau hindu jangan pasang asap dupa. Ia menyucuk hidung dan membuat kami orang Islam tidak selesa dan seperti asap colok, ia pencemaran udara dan menjejaskan kesihatan berbanding azan.

3. JANGAN MAIN GENDANG ORANG MATI KAT TAMAN, MAIN KAT JIRAT - Penganut buddha main gendang di hari kematian dari rumah hinggalah sepanjang jalan ke jirat. Bunyi gendang penganut buddha di ritual kematian sungguh kuat dan gemerincing mengganggu jiran-jiran dan menyebabkan anak-anak kami tak boleh tidur, tak boleh belajar dan mengganggu kedamaian dan ketenangan kami. Kadang gendang di main sekerat hari. walaupun ini jarang mengikut kematian tp ia buat jiran-jiran tak boleh duduk kat rumah kerana bising gendang yg di palu. Bolehkan penganut buddha bertolak ansur jangan main gendang kuat-kuat lama-lama. Mengapa tak di palu kat jirat sahaja. Azan kami tak sampai pun 5 minit.

4. JANGAN BUNYI LOCENG AISKRIM WAKTU PETANG - Penganut hindu pula akan goncang loceng aiskrim waktu ritual agama mereka, selalunya waktu petang. Sebagaimana gendang orang mati ia juga bising, gemerincing dan membuat gigi jiran-jiran sengau dan ngilu.

5. HENTIKAN PEMBAZIRAN LETAK KUIH DAN BUAH YG MENDATANGKAN LALAT DAN SEMUT- Rumah-rumah tokong penganut buddha di depan rumah penuh dengan buah dan kuih. Kalau letak kuih, buah tipu (plastik) tak apa, tapi kuih, buah mendatangkan lalat dan semut. Juga ia satu kepelikan jadi boleh di hapuskan amalan letak buah dan kuih kat tokong kecil tu.

6, 7, 8, 9..... ada lagi, tp cukup 5 dahulu, boleh tolak ansur ke.. sebagimana orang bukan Islam mahu orang Islam bertolak ansur jangan azan subuh di kuat. Sedangkan azan tu memang di pasang untuk di dengar jauh, jadi mestilah kuat dengarnya.

Banyak lagi yang orang Islam selama ini tolak ansur. Dan sebagaimana orang bukan Islam memandang azan orang Islam itu bising, tak patut, mengganggu dan patut samada di hapuskan terus, pada masa sama orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti kamu juga tidak sukakan asap-asap colok, pembakaran dupa, gendang orang mati dan jamuan buah dan kuih yang tak bertamadun.

Azan orang Islam bising sekejap. Tapi asap penganut agama lain yang membakar colok, dupa merupakan pencemaran udara dan menjejas kesihatan.

Sekarang apa perasaan penganut agama lain, baik cina, india.. jika orang Islam dan bukan penganut agama seperti mula menuntut seperti diatas ? Bolehkah bertolak ansur ?

Dan jika sedikit persoalan yang di utarakan di atas di rasakan amat melampau maka pikirlah sendiri tuntutan anda, orang bukan Islam yang menyentuh perihal azan kami orang Islam.

Sekurang nya kami orang Islam di ajar menghormati hak penganut agama lain.

Jadi setiap kali penganut agama lain rasa azan orang Islam itu tak patut cuba fikir ritual agama sendiri dulu adakah patut.

Sekurang nya orang Islam tak pernah menyentuh hak orang lain. Jadi jangan biadap sentuh hak orang Islam. Sama-sama kita bertolak ansur.

Source: from the internet

A Teacher Wanna Be

Day : Thursday
Date : 29 March 2007
Venue : 2 Gigih

Being a teacher...
It's a heck of a job!!
But it was worth the experience
Some days you're feeling at the top of the world
Yet some other day you're begging that everyday is Sunday!!!

Some student make you smile
Some make you do the devil grin
Some show and teach you to be a teacher
Some make you feel like a looser

But, being a teacher...
It bring tears and joyful time
As you stray along the memory lane
Where once you're just like them
Honest, sincere, fragile, vulnerable
and being so naive about life, about the future

Looking into their eyes
Seeing their thirst for knowledge
Which sometime is misunderstood
And often we took it as a fool

So, being the teacher...
Always remember everyday is a new day
Learn to forgive and forget
After all we are just human
Even though they make you cry
Maybe some day they will make you smile
The sweetest smile you ever put on your face
With success and story to tell
Which you used to mistaken them,
As the student from hell!!!

Written by a 2 months old wanna be teacher

Heart On The Sleeves

this post is going to be back dated a bit, but suppose it is for the purpose of sharing it with my ever dearest friends, if you happen to read this post lah aright... um, for some of you who knew about it already, i've been having such a cold, freezing and numb week last school holiday. nevertheless this would be such an amazing and incredible time i had with my family. despite the coldness and the numb i've been feeling which is till now, again i felt so close with my mum and my siblings. being together in a crowded room can spark a lot of unspoken words that was hidden and kept secretly inside the hearts. funny because i seldom took all the chances i had right in front of my eyes to speak with my sister or my mum. it's not that i don't want to, it's because i just couldn't do it. when i started to open my mouth to simply say i love you mum, or i appreciate everything you did for me ma', suddenly all the words became such a blurry vision inside my mind. i don't know what sort of a game my mind is playing on me, but some how i just couldn't express my feelings that i had for her. i'm very upset about this and i tried many many times to say i'm sorry for all the bad things i did to my mum, or i missed her and i'm glad having her as my mum and the bestest mum any one could have, but again i became mute, unable to speak one word or another... it's a shame really for not having a gut to do such simple thing, for some one that is so dear to me...

but, every night before sleeping, my siblings used to say the passwords... "assalamualaikum mak/abah, selamat malam, minta ampun, minta maaf, " (while shaking and kissing my parent's hands) still i don't think it's good enough just to say i'm sorry at the end of the day. i really wanted to say i'm sorry right after i broke/hurt her feeling. (i some times didn't do it on purpose, i'm only human, tend to do stupid mistakes, so please don't judge me right away ="( ) and i wanted to tell her that at least one time a day that i love her so much, tp itulah... i cannot lah, if i can tell some one that also so dear to me almost about 10 times a day, i could definitely tell my mum one lah can? to be exact, i'm a bit shy putting my heart on my sleeves when it comes to my mum... i guess i was pretending so tough and brutal while at the same time my heart is crying inside... um, i don't know why i'm writing all this, to be exact this post should be about my holiday trip to japan... but now i don't think i could write another word any more, so i really should stop right now... the trip got to be postpone for the next entry then okay? see you on the next post...

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Cross Road - Heart or Mind?

Been longing to update the blog, but some how couldn't catch up with the time... it's not that i'm too busy or anything, it's just that for me to write my mind; i need a clear space and handful of time to put my mind into it. but if i wanna write my heart, all i need is some imagination and i could run free all day writing and sharing what is inside the heart. now i'm in a cross road; whether to write my mind or my heart. um, what's the different between heart and mind? dat's a good question. you see, writing the heart is like spilling a glass of water. the water will spill in any direction it wanna goes to. but to write the mind is very complicated, is like weaving a very delicate silk into a beautiful piece of cloth. well, between the heart and the mind, i always prefer the heart and i like listening to my vulnerable, hypersensitive and dippy heart.

i guess writing my heart isn't as bad as i think it would be. other than broken grammar and plenty of jabber and babble, i think it would be a good post for any one to read it write, wouldn't it? so, never expect any educational materials from this blog, because i can assure that none will be written in it (since i'm letting my feelings running wild in this blog, not my thoughts). if you find any grammar mistake, that would be an honest mistake. if you find any spelling mistake, that would be a "care less" mistake =P

all and all, hail to the heart!!! because you are the chosen one over the mind for this blog. from this moment, i hope you will pardon and excuse any mistakes i made while writing my heart out. it's due to unthinkable act of a person who really couldn't care less for a minute to stop and think whether she have wrote good sentences, whether it's a piece of junk or not, or et cetera and et cetera. all she ever cared is to write wat's inside her heart hurriedly and putting the full stop at the end of the final sentence. So this mean, this post is absolutely a piece of crap telling that if you find anything confusing, misleading or baffling, just ignore it okay? this is my way of expressing my expressions by pressing and typing all the explosions and tensions inside my heart. so thank you for your time, and i hope my explanation will reduce any curiosity and complexity that lies beneath your perplexity and anxiety =)

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida

Special Edition Post - One Of It's Kind

Um, if you read the shout out box, recently there's been a request from my dearest friend, querying for her shoe. which shoe she asked? the shoe that i didn't have the heart to leave it behind when we were all about to leave our crib, M1-04-02 is it? so i stuffed the shoe in my tin-sardine packed kelisa and the shoe now is safe and sound under my intensive care. so mimi, i'm really looking forward to unite you back with THE shoe, because i know how longing it wanna be in your possession back. here i took some of the shots and they sure are looking pretty hot, aren't they?

um, i don't know wat else to write. so guess this is it mie! this weekend rite? ok, it's a date then!! can't wait to hear news from you and i wanna spill some of mine too, which i'm sure gonna blow your mind off!!! i don't know how you are going to react, but this little news have to wait till this weekend okay mie? and one more thing, do leave a comment for this artistic work of mine... i think i did a pretty descent job with these shots didn't i? hope you're gonna love it mie!!! by the way, your shoe is in great shape!!! and i'm glad to be able to return it back to you... see you this weekend!!!

Eye On Malaysia - 15 February 2007

For this post, i wanna include some of the pictures taken during my ride of Eye On Malaysia... Well, as you can see it, the quality for the pictures are quite poor and to be honest, i didn't enjoy too much of the ride actually. no need to ask, you do the sum owite? by the look of this gigantic+magnificent+state of the art for this century+this thingy is huge!!! = um, i'm scared of its height... =( when we are at the very top, i couldn't let go of my hands from the chair like i'm clinging for my dear life!!! =(

But it was fun!!! and worth the time and the money. i didn't take much of the scenery because it was too dark and couldn't see a thing from up there. the KLCC doesn't look too stunning for it's picture to be taken and everything else looks too blurry. this picture taken while i was watching for the other carriage went up or down.

this picture suppose to show the KLCC in it. but, who am i kidding? even i myself couldn't see it. well, you have to use your imagination to make the KLCC appear in this pictures... so, this is all i have to say in this post. for the conclusion, just have fun in the carriage and stop being such a wuss. just let your gut down and enjoy the breath taking view. and wear something warm, because it's kinda chilly in there. follow all the precautions and don't do something stupid, then you will be safe and sound till you reach the land. have a great CNY holiday next week!!!

Furbishing For The New Look

Have you notice the different look? so tell me what do you think? i want some honest opinion, but i couldn't bear to hear it. since i don't have photoshop installed in this pc, i used publisher to design the layout. nothing too fancy, took me about five minutes to do it. copy this a bit, edit some there... so this is what you get. but i'm still lost playing with the color, which remind me of the day i'm presenting my final year project. that is one of the gruesome day i've ever had. to be honest, i never thought the color and the font would cause such mayhem in the room. the panels were shouting, screaming at the top of their lungs!!! chairs were thrown across the room, pile of papers scattered on the floor and pens were flying aimlessly. really? is that what had really happened? no silly, it is just me, running wild with my imagination. but, it's one hell of experience facing those panels. they are all agreeing that my colors is way out of discussion, too many font style is used, too many information is displayed in one page, and the list is going on and on... luckily, thanks to the head panel, he saw nothing wrong with the color scheme, and i think he kinda like it. in the end, i pass with many many flying colors all over the room =)

this is the healysth layout, so as you can interperete it yourself. the colors, the layout... to me, i did it my best. i given it 200% and i'm really proud of myself because i finished it on time. thanks to my organized last minute skill (this is something i shouldn't be proud off =p), plenty of blessing from Allah, many2 prayers from my mum, the wonderful friends (ilah, dibah, wani, mimi... and all my unsung friends) i had and some unseen help from the universe, i did it. i finally finished it, and no more worries eventually. in healysth, you can see unpaid actresses who are (not too willing actually =p kena paksa sebenarnya) giving their best to help me out. thank you so much, i really owe you guys too much...

i really have great time finishing my project. to do all those unthinkable, having close relationship with my friends, going through many2 sleepless night, it was worth it. to begin with, it is my fault because i actually did the project for only two weeks. i couldn't help myself, i have other 3 subjects to focus on, and i only waited until my last paper to finish, then i push on the start button for this project. well, say what ever you wana say, to me this little baby is the most dearest thing i've ever done in my whole life. beside the poor color scheme (which is not to me), i gave myself two thumbs up and many many pat on my back.

perhaps i probably have a bad taste for the color, but i want to make a brighter and colorful world to live in... talking about my dream world, where everything is filled with such beautiful colors, so bright and glows, the flowers are booming and beaming at you with their sweetest scents... it is such a beautiful world isn't it? yeah rite, keep on dreaming girl! it ain't gonna happen in this world!!! where people throw rubbish whenever they like, polluting the air, intoxicating the waters... but, there is no harm in dreaming aren't i right? so i will keep on dreaming till this very dream come true...

Dearest Me,
Ain Alida